Stranger way home

Chapter 32 Breaking Up at Dawn

Once upon a time, I always believed that I could meet the person who loved me deeply, and then we would love each other and be together forever.I guessed right, and met Uncle Wang who loves me deeply as I expected, but I can't guess the ending...

I woke up before dawn the next day. I sat quietly on the bed and looked at Uncle Wang who was still sound asleep, listening to Uncle Wang’s soft snoring in the dark, as well as his white skin that was exposed in the dark. Chest, these have always attracted me deeply.After watching for about ten minutes, I got up from the bed, put on my own clothes, moved swiftly but carefully, for fear of making a sound that would wake Uncle Wang up.Because, before going to bed last night, I had decided to leave alone before dawn and before Uncle Wang woke up, although I was very reluctant.

In the end, I stood in front of the bed neatly dressed, bent over and quietly looked at Uncle Wang's sleeping face, breathing evenly on my face, feeling so warm.Looking at everything that originally belonged to me, I calmed down and suppressed it hard, not letting tears come out of my eyes, but my body was still trembling unconsciously.I stretched out my hand and gently stroked his face. Suddenly, Uncle Wang moved. I was startled. I thought he had woken up. It turned out that he was just turning over normally in a deep sleep. I let out a long breath.I raised my hand and looked at my watch to realize that it was getting late. I had to go, otherwise I wouldn't know how to explain when he woke up.

I got up, left the bed, took some time to neatly fold Uncle Wang's clothes and put them on the cabinet in front of the bed, then quietly took out the letter in the clothes and pressed it at the bottom of his clothes.Turning my head back, holding back my tears, I silently gave him one last look, then turned around and opened the door quietly, walked out of the room, and closed the door softly again.Tightening my hands, I told myself silently, Luo Bin, you can't cry, you have to be strong, for the one you love, the one who loves you, you can't cry!It's just that the sadness in my heart is really hard to suppress.Maybe my personal strength seemed so weak in the face of sadness, so I walked out of the hotel, silently looked back at the hotel behind me, and the room, tears finally came out of my eyes.

I stood silently on the street, even though I kept telling myself not to cry, the hot tears from the corners of my eyes still overflowed wantonly, and finally I had to face the cold morning wind and take my scarred heart with me. I ran away from this sad place, I knew that that resolute letter made me deeply hurt a person I loved deeply, even though it was a last resort, I couldn't forgive myself.

Thinking of that letter, I clearly know that Uncle Wang must be no less sad than me after waking up:

"To my beloved Uncle Wang:

Uncle Wang, when you read this letter, please hold back your sadness and read it, because I have decided to break up, don't ask the reason, and don't cry, if you cry, you won't be the Uncle Wang I like up.

Uncle Wang, do you still remember the first time we met?I clearly remember that we met, met and fell in love on the Internet, and I will always remember everything that happened.On a sunny day, an ignorant young man met a mature and stable middle-aged man like a dream, and they fell in love not long after.At that time, many people said that there was no happiness in this circle, but only countless sadness, tears, and regrets.Not only did my friends warn me, but all the blogs on the Internet are telling the cruel truth of this circle, but we still firmly believe that we can be together sincerely, in fact, we did, we love each other deeply, You cherish me very much, although sometimes it will be bad.It's just that in the end, they didn't expect that this unforgettable love would be easily destroyed by reality.Please forgive my selfishness, I left quietly before dawn, I really don't want to say those cruel words to you personally, it will make me feel so painful, and I can't bear to leave.

do you remember?You said you would make me the happiest person in the world, you said you would not bully me, and you said you would love me forever, you did it, and I also feel that I am the happiest person in the world, with the person who loves me the most in the world people.Then, our progress was very fast, and before we knew it, we were going to meet.Hehe, I forgot who mentioned it first, but the two of them wanted to meet each other very much at that time, but they were too embarrassed to say so.This is not important, anyway, we met for the first time and opened a room, but the two of them looked at each other quietly, it was an awkward night, we just chatted a few words, and then fell asleep next to each other, but Don't dare to take too much action.I didn't sleep all night, and I know you didn't either, because the next day you had the same panda eyes as me.It felt like we were staying at that time, didn't we?However, it was also from then on that we completely settled our relationship.Afterwards we were very sweet together, although we had to hide in this small space for intimacy, we dared not hold hands in the street, and our happiness between us could not be blessed by others, but we were very happy, weren’t we?

Thinking of the breakup incident this summer vacation really made me heartbroken. At that time, I didn't think about food and tea, and I even hated you a little bit, but there was still a little hope in my heart.Until I met Uncle Liu, Uncle Liu, you know, the uncle who was fatter than you in the hospital, he is also a good person, very comforting and considerate.It was also he who persuaded me to reconcile with you, otherwise so many things would not have happened in the future.To be honest, I fell in love with him for a while, but it was during the time we broke up, so don't be jealous!Because you know, I love you more!

We have been sweet and sad together, but we still work hard to manage the little happiness that belongs to us, and these happiness will become traces that can never be erased in my memory.I know, you won't forget either, will you?

Also, I brought up the breakup this time, and it is even with yours, so don't be narrow-minded.Promise me that you will take good care of yourself while I am away, knowing that your wife and children need you more than I do.Also, don't try to contact me, I have decided to change my phone number, you can't reach me.If you can, no, you must forget about me, and then quit this circle, don't suffer all the torture in it, just treat it for me, promise me, okay?

Having said so much, you know that I am usually taciturn. It is not easy to write so much. In fact, I just want to tell you: treat yourself well, and I will bless you from afar. Remember that there is someone who loves you...

Well, that's all, I don't want to make our breakup more sad and beautiful, and I don't want to add too many tears to our happiness.Promise me, don't be sad, let alone cry, the Uncle Wang I like is strong, and I promise you too, I will treat myself kindly.Finally, thank you for giving me so many wonderful memories.

farewell!Uncle Wang!

Always love you Bin! "

Really, farewell, Uncle Wang!

I ran all the way, tears streaming down my face.Until I ran out of that street, I squatted on a street, letting my tears fall on the ground, and my heart was broken into pieces.The light of the rising sun in the early morning reflected on my body. The scenery that should have been beautiful was painted with scars by the wet spots on the ground.It's me, I cut off this love, this relationship with my own hands, I really can't bear it, really, I can't bear it... Uncle Wang, but I have no choice.

I can't stop shouting in my heart, but that grief, who knows...

A sad song came from behind, I stopped crying, and listened silently, the sun shone on those undried tears, reflecting a different kind of poignant beauty:

Dawn said to break up, I said I would never look back, one to the left and one to the right, to their respective ferry.

Tianliang said to break up, but you refused to stay what I wanted. From now on, don't contact me again, and don't cry anymore from today on.