Catch a fat bear as a slave

There are two ways to deal with pain: one is to learn to forget, otherwise too many painful memories will kill people.The second is the transfer of feelings. I am very tired, and there is no suitable person for me to give my true feelings.Whenever the night is quiet, the vicious "Get out!" voice stabs my heart all the time, even if the fate has come to an end, there is no need to hurt it, right?I cursed him, it would be better to be given a dick, let him know how heavy his loss was when he lost me.Curses be damned, but he is still alive and well.

My sophomore year was also a time for me to perform actively, because I was considered a respectable person in the student union. I did everything well and performed well. It was relatively easy to find a job when I graduated. This is the experience of my seniors. .

Just as I was devoting myself to the cause of the student union in full swing, a deputy secretary of the party committee was transferred from our department. That person's surname was Fu. It seemed that this title was specially set up for him.He is slender and tall, with fair skin and long hair, always with a smile on his face.The feeling is that it is easy-going and approachable.

Secretary Fu is also very optimistic about me, thinking that I am the kind of talent that can be cultivated.As a result, the time to deal with him became more frequent.He always likes to care about his subordinates in every possible way, asking about their health and well-being. We hot-blooded young people are easily moved and are willing to do the best for him, even going through fire and water.Although I like bears, fat, and strong, he is not this type, but I am not disgusted, and we work together with one heart.

Although I am in the Propaganda Department, I plan the publication of posters, blackboard newspapers, etc. in the department every week, and sometimes I also involve other departments.If we all work together, things will get done.

I am busy every day, so I naturally think less about other things. I think this is my normal life. I hope that I will never involve in emotional matters in my life, because I am already afraid of emotional entanglement, and even conflict from the bottom of my heart. .

Until one day, a girl appeared, causing waves in my life to rise again.

Her name is Men Ruoxue. The first time I saw her was when she was publishing a blackboard newspaper in the department. She had black and beautiful hair with beautiful lines. At that time, I only saw her back and thought she was just like other girls, so I didn't pay attention.Until I accidentally wrote a wrong word, if there is a black bump under the calligraphy brush, it will affect the overall appearance, and it will be too obvious if it is not changed. I try to cover it with chalk powder, and see that she is by my side, so I Shouted: "Who is that, help me get a handful of chalk!"She looked back at me, a pair of beautiful and deep eyes, like a deep spring, curved eyebrows, high nose bridge, moderate mouth, she didn't smear, a picture of clear water and Hanyu was reflected in my mind, She smiled slightly and pointed at herself: You called me?That smile looks like a celebrity or a host, yes, it is very similar to Ni Ping, I hold my breath, yes, it is Ni Ping, although she is ordinary, she is extraordinarily feminine.Maybe I should really talk about a love, a love that conforms to orthodox ethics, a deep love between a man and a woman in the Garden of Eden.I was a little nervous for a while, and I didn't know how to deal with it. "Wait a minute, I'll get it for you." Turning around and walking over.I stood dumbfounded.When she put the chalk in my hand, I didn't dare to look up at her.The words are erased, but they cannot be written on.She saw that I was in a hurry to get angry, but still kept smiling. She saw that there was a blade on the table, so she scraped it off gently. Seeing that she was very serious, I started talking to her.She was a freshman and had been in the business in high school, so I had another right-hand man on my team.So I just-

With good feelings, such rights, and such opportunities, I will never let go of anything.Maybe college is like this. If you really haven't been in a relationship, and you don't have a girlfriend, everyone will look at you with strange eyes.Well, I'm falling in love.

Women are often like this, at the beginning they still hold the pipa and half cover their faces, and then they half push and half give up, and when things develop to a certain point, it is not you who are looking for her, but she is coming to you every day, clinging to you.

The feeling of being in love makes people young, and the days flow quietly every day.I also gave up the sinful actions at night, thinking about where to go to play every day, and how to make her happy. She is very reasonable and understanding, and my first feeling was right.She also likes me to tell some humorous stories. Under the hazy moonlight, she likes to hang out on the school playground with my arm bent.Tired, just leaning on my shoulder, I am very happy, and she is also the same, but at the moment when I hugged her and kissed her, I didn't respond, which made me very distressed, I wondered if I was really abnormal, yes It's not that this life will ruin her. If that's the case, I might as well bury this love completely.

It was very hot that day, and it was my turn to be on duty in the department office. Under the dazzling incandescent lights, I was alone.Although I miss Ruoxue very much, my brain tells me that if one day she finds out about my homosexual inclinations, I’m afraid she won’t be able to make up for it even if she works like a cow in this life. There was no one around, so I rolled my clothes up to my chest, and with my back half exposed, the hills and plains were unobstructed.Suddenly the door opened, and a person stumbled in. Before I could react, the person had already rushed in front of me.I smelled of alcohol all over, I looked up, it was Secretary Fu!He looked at me in astonishment, then smiled at me, I was also taken aback by him, I put down my shirt in a hurry, through his eyes, I saw a strange feeling, I knew he seemed to be right My body is very interested.He mumbled about how much wine he drank with whom, without saying a word, I got up to pour water for him, when the quilt was handed over, I don’t know whether he was intentional or unintentional. I scratched across my hand, and I hurriedly took it away.I looked at my watch and it was almost ten o'clock, and it was time for the night shift, so I got up and said to him: I'm going back, what should I do?Secretary Fu said you should go first, and I will leave after drinking some water!He got up and walked me to the door, then patted my shoulder, seemed to stay on purpose, rubbed my shoulder a few times, and said obscenely: "Oh, Xiong, your shoulders are so broad. If I were a woman, I would lie on my shoulders." Sleep in your arms for a while!Then he laughed, as if the words didn't come from his mouth.Since then, I have kept him at a respectful distance. I am afraid that he will really use his power, and maybe one day he will do it to me!