Catch a fat bear as a slave

The feeling between people seems to be born with him. From the first time I saw him, I was deeply fascinated by him.Similarly, he has always wanted to be nice to me. As for the extent of the niceness, it depends on the degree of interaction between the two of us and how we get along.

The moment I hugged my father tightly, I felt that nothing in the world was important. I didn't lack fatherly love, but I lacked a kind of care and considerate care like fatherly love.At that moment, I felt that I had lived for more than 20 years, and this was my pursuit in this life.Father's embrace was like a dream, feeling his breath, smelling his unique smell of paternal love, I was so intoxicated, I even forgot that my legs and feet were numb.

Dad pushed me away and studied me carefully. "Ah Xiong, oh no, son, I'll call him son now, I won't say more in the future, this is your home, if you think it's not good to live in school, come and stay with your godfather!" I didn't know what he said I don't dare to move here, I didn't promise my father.Because I still can't get rid of the nightmare of liking the same sex, I'm afraid that this pure fatherly love will be trampled by me, if it really makes me think about the same sex without pain, unless I'm reincarnated as a woman again.

"Father, I've lived in the dormitory for many years, and I'm used to it. If I move here, I'm afraid I won't be able to adapt, and it will disrupt your normal life." Get used to it?" Seeing that I didn't intend to move there, he continued, "You can figure it out, if you like, Dad is welcome anytime!" Maybe this is the best way to say it, so as not to embarrass us all.

Looking at the watch, it was six o'clock, and it was dusk in a blink of an eye.I said I still have things to do, but my father didn't force me to stay. He sent me to the door and gave me a hug. I was as happy as a happy bird.

Time flies, and it is autumn in a blink of an eye.Blue sky, yellow leaf field, westerly wind is tight, geese fly from north to south, time flies without paying attention, only to see the Henggao River wave low, white pineapple floating in and out.

I often go in and out of my father's residence, and some classmates know my inside story, but they don't say anything on the surface, and they look at me strangely, which makes me feel like a thorn in my body.Want to get the money of the lonely old man?Or lack of fatherly love?I tried to think about their various suspicions.That's why I only go to Papa's on Saturdays and Sundays.Dad was a little uncomfortable, and sometimes he even called the dormitory.

People may have their own bad roots, and things that don't exist in the first place are caught in the wind, as if they really happened. If it really happened one day, I won't say more.

The golden autumn is slightly dewed, the wind is clear and the moon is white, the stars are shining for a long time, and the sound of cold crocodile, there is no reason to feel sad about autumn, the sky is cool for autumn.This is the head of the willow on the moon, after dusk.

Nothing happened that night, I lay on the bed and read "Wolf Nature Plateau" borrowed from the library.

"Axiong, answer the phone. Someone is looking for him. The elderly ones must be your family members!" My roommate shouted at me.After closing "Wolf Nature Plateau", I jumped out of bed. "A Xiong?" Godfather's voice came from the other end of the phone. "It's me, godfather, what's the matter?" "Come here quickly. Dongdong doesn't know how to answer a few questions. I can't help him. He's crying anxiously. I have no choice but to call you!" "Oh, I see, Dad, I'll be there right away!" After speaking, he hung up the phone.People in the dormitory are very gossip, gossip is because of loneliness. "Wow, Xiong, where did you find your father? You're rich, let us see you when you have time, and there are not many godsons like me, as long as he is rich!" the gossip man joked. "You, it's better not to see this honor, lest people see that life is worse than death, just keep it and appreciate it for yourself!" I put on my shoes, threw these words and went out.I also vaguely heard that guy say in a rough voice: "Damn, I rely on my face to make a living. I'm in a hurry. I'm going to have a fucking plastic surgery and change my gender. I'll make it into Ha Lixiu. Whoever calls me ugly!" said The dormitory was full of laughter.I didn't bother to fight back, so I went straight to the past.

When I opened the door, Dongdong was still wiping tears. "Son, you are here at last. You are the savior of my father's life. My little ancestor is in trouble. He keeps crying without eating. Come on, come on!" It is a difficult problem, which is beyond their ability, so they have to use the knowledge of junior high school to solve it first, and then transform it into something they can accept.This is not something that can be said clearly at once, he understands it half-understood.I was anxious to get angry, and tried to explain it in different ways, but he still didn't understand it, and smoke was coming out of his throat. I gestured for a long time and tried my best to make him understand. I looked at the watch and it was ten o'clock, and it was estimated that there would be another 10 In [-] minutes, the dormitory will be locked. Although my godfather's residence is not far from me, if I want to take a walk, half an hour's walk is more than enough.There was really no other way, so I had to tell my godfather that I would come back tomorrow.The godfather said angrily: "Are you still my son? If you go out at such a late hour, where are you going to put your father's face? Besides, Dongdong hasn't eaten yet, what will happen to you staying here with your godfather?" I If I insist on it again, I'm afraid he will be really angry. In order not to make the old man angry, I quickly changed to a smiling face. "Father, it's really worthless to be angry with your son, why don't I stay here?" He also turned his anger into a smile.Go ahead, I'm warming it up in the microwave here.

Maybe people’s inspiration is just a thought, so I explained it in a different way. I didn’t expect the child to understand. I thought he was perfunctory, and asked a similar problem. I didn’t expect him to solve it easily. The three generations of grandparents and grandchildren were happy , the child ate with relish, and my father and I were also very happy, and the happiness was beyond words.

It was nearly 23:[-] after tidying up, and after washing, the father said that the child’s bed was too small, so he asked me to sleep on the same bed with him. , When my father washed his feet, I sat on his bed foolishly, my mind was full of struggles of conquest and abandonment, I don't know what the ending will be after tonight.Let him alone, let God pronounce my fate!