our psalms

This night, in order not to let Yang Xing sleep on the sofa, after all, he will leave tomorrow, so he should be allowed to sleep comfortably all night.Lao Cao took the initiative to give up his study.And Lao Cao was assigned to sleep with me.Cao Wenxi seemed to have the least objection, but before Yang Xing went to sleep in the study, he stared at me with a terrifying cold gaze, and I couldn't help but feel a little shivering.Cao Wenxi was the first to go into the room to sleep obediently. According to my judgment, she might come to the "empty city plan" again tonight.

It's justifiable to sleep with my beloved dad. He hugged me tightly as soon as he squeezed into the bed. It's already late autumn and early winter. When two old policemen are next to each other, they feel hot all over.At this time, Lao Cao was already wriggling around restlessly.

"Ah, you're pinching me!"

"I'm sorry baby, daddy loves you so much!"

"Hehe, it's okay, then you can continue pinching!"

The "silly boy" Lao Cao stopped moving, only to hear him breathing heavily, and according to my judgment, he might be melancholy again.

"Actually, whether it's you or Xing'er, I can't harm you!" He said.As soon as I heard him mention Yang Xing, I was very upset, pulled his face away from my neck, and then said to him: "You really want to harm 'us'." I deliberately added the accent on the word "we" .

Lao Cao knew that I was jealous again, so he tapped my forehead lightly with his fist, "You kid is endlessly paying back, but in fact, uncle still really doesn't know what will happen in the future, what should we do in the future."

"We are fine now, why talk about the future? Is there any harm in this?" I was still like an ignorant child.

"Have you forgotten Xiaodong?" Lao Cao said.

"He has no way to be with Lao Xie to cause so many troubles, but we are together now, aren't we uncle?"

"It's not that simple!" Lao Cao said solemnly, "There are still many things to face in the future, you have to get married, start a family, and you have to have your career and so on."

"I won't get married, I will only be with you in this life!" I was as firm as ever.

"How do you face this society, how do you face your father who is still in prison for you?" Lao Cao frowned, "This world is not as simple as you think, baby!"

"I don't care!" I started to get stubborn, "If you didn't have so many worries, I'm afraid you would have chosen Yang Xing long ago, right?"

"That's not the problem!"

"Why not? I'm thinking maybe you were the one who forced him away."

"Hey, you child!" Lao Cao said helplessly, "From the perspective of this relationship, if I hadn't met you, I would definitely still miss Xing'er. But God made me, Lao Cao, meet you This baby, from then on, you are the only favorite baby in Dad's heart, you know?"

"Would it be possible for you to meet another one?" Before I finished speaking, Lao Cao covered my mouth with his hand and said, "Impossible, Cheng'er, I can't tolerate others anymore." gone."

I began to feel depressed, although what he said was enough to move anyone who loved him deeply, but at this moment, I couldn't be moved at all.He was telling me that he only loved me, but in the future he would have to say goodbye to the person he once loved so resolutely and cruelly like today.Perhaps, I will be the next Yang Xing.I looked at Lao Cao's face, stroked his hard beard lightly, and shouted in my heart: God, I can't live without him.

The next day was the weekend, after sending Yang Xing to the train station, Lao Cao talked to him for a long time in the waiting hall.Cao Wenxi and I were sitting far away.Although I couldn't hear what they said, I saw that Yang Xing's face was covered with tears, and Lao Cao always had a very heavy expression.It still felt like a parting between lovers. I didn't know if I was moved by this scene or started to feel sorry for Yang Xing. I suddenly felt a third party's guilt.

The train came, Yang Xing lowered his head and silently boarded the carriage.Lao Cao kept waving to him from the car window, he smiled, and Yang Xing also smiled bitterly at Lao Cao while wiping his tears in the car.With a roar, the train slowly moved into the distance.I didn't get angry, and I didn't speak. I don't know what posture I should take to face these pictures now.After leaving the train station, Lao Cao temporarily decided to take us back to my hometown to visit my father who was still in prison.

Cao Wenxi was very supportive, and she also felt that she should go and see that uncle.She thought it was great that my father walked this path for me, but seeing the unnatural look on my face, she didn't say anything.

Lao Cao decided to drive there.I sat in the back with Cao Wenxi, and she kept calling on the phone all the way, and I fell asleep not long after.