our psalms

He looked at me very solemnly. Seeing a policeman looking at me like this made me feel inexplicably depressed.

"I'm really sorry last time, Xiaocheng, thank you for doing so many things for uncle, uncle doesn't know how to thank you."

"It's okay, let's have a date with friends!" I was pretending to be unrestrained. In fact, only I knew what calculations were going on in my heart, but I really didn't have any bad calculations.

"It can be seen that you are a good boy. You like uncle, don't you?" He suddenly hit the topic, "Do you like uncle very much?"

"Uh..." There was a big bead of sweat hanging on my forehead, "It's... the kind of favorite of my friend!" Because I remembered that "Xing'er" again.

The police are the police, and they can guess what other people are thinking.He immediately explained: "About that day, I may have told you something that I shouldn't have said. In fact, Xing'er is another friend I know, and also..." He couldn't speak.

"It's also the way you like him and he likes you?" He said for him.

"Yes, we have been together for almost a year." He said, "For me, he did not hesitate to come here from far away Gansu. Although the work has been very difficult, he has persisted for so long for me."

"Maybe he really likes you!" I'm dizzy, it's been almost a year, so what am I, he never said before online, am I somehow involved in a love triangle, oh my god, it's so disgusting How could things come to me.But I really can't get angry now, how can I get angry with an adult in uniform, I'm afraid I can't.

"In fact, it is inevitable for him to leave. I know that his parents have always opposed him staying here, but I really don't understand. I really hope that he will stay. Our relationship is so deep, and he also You can see it, why did you leave in the end." As he spoke, his eyes turned red again.

"Please, don't do this!" I said, "I can't stand your crying."

"Hehe!" He burst into laughter immediately, and I was almost driven crazy by him, which is something only a professional actor can do. "I don't know how to tell you how to express my uncle's apology to you. I just sent him away that day. I thought of you first, so I wanted to talk to you. Uncle knows how selfish he is. Can you forgive him? Is it, Xiaocheng?"

It looks pitiful, but I seem to be panicking again. Listening to what he said, what role should I be playing?His punching bag?

"Anyway, let's go to the hospital first!" Seeing that I didn't speak, he started the car, "That wound needs to be treated as soon as possible, so it doesn't get infected."

"It's really unnecessary!" I opened the car door, "Hehe, thank you, I hope you can be happier. I can see that you must have suffered a lot of pain in my heart, but I still hope that you can be strong. Hehe , As for my injury, I’ll just go to the infirmary and fix it, it’s just a small problem!” I pretended to be carefree and got out of the car, and walked towards the school without looking back. It was so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, and even felt like it was about to break.

I really never thought that the Prince Charming whom I have been in love with for so long already belonged to someone else. While regretting and grieving, I calmly thought that no one is wrong, and we have never talked about these issues , even though it is the main force that holds our relationship together.But I like him very much, I liked him very much before I met him, even though I knew some things that I should not know after seeing him, I still liked him, even liked him even more.But I really don't know how to find a step for myself to go on like this.

During that time, I often dreamed that I was either a thief who stole something and was caught by the police, or a thief stole something and made a statement in front of the police, and the figure that appeared every time was still him. .I even once yelled at him impatiently in a dream: "What are you going to do? Can you change to another China Merchants Bank? It is no longer popular for the police to catch thieves." Waking up from the dream, the old pig classmate in the dormitory was still snoring, but I couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

I turned on the computer, poured a glass of boiled water, and sat in a chair in a daze to read the hundreds of messages he left me.There are many words about his guilt towards me and what can't forget me. I really don't know how to get to know him again.Do you still talk about everything as before, or are you just strangers like this?

After all, I was still moved by him, or I never blamed him at all, there is nothing wrong or right about this, but the most fundamental reason is when I remembered that he had such a deep love for another person who was similar to my age. As a kid, I felt so pissed off that I didn't even have that benefit at all.I'm still not sure whether he just doesn't want to lose me, a friend who can talk to me, or he really fell in love with me.

In the end he didn't wear a uniform anymore, but he still drove that beautiful white police car, because he only had this private car. Although it was engraved with the public mark, the ownership and use rights still belonged to him.He is very talkative, and he always talks about a topic like a hype.And I was just sitting in the coffee shop below a certain shopping mall, drinking bitter coffee, and looking at the man opposite me who made my heart flutter.

"You are different from him. You know how to think about others, but he is always so naive." He kept saying, I don't know when I have so many advantages. "I really regret not getting to know you sooner, Xiao Cheng."

"Actually, I think that as long as you feel happy and don't intentionally hurt others, there's nothing wrong with it. The fault lies with him. He doesn't know how to cherish such a good person as you."

"Then will you cherish it?" He suddenly asked me, "You won't be like him anymore, is uncle right?"

"But I'm afraid I will be like him. If he hadn't left, would you have chosen me?" My rhetorical question made him stunned. After a while, he took a sip of his coffee and gave me a cup of coffee that I should have been happy with but didn't. Unhappy answer: "Yes!"

"So, in my understanding, even if he still loves you, you will still leave him." I said.

"He's not exactly what I'm looking for, you know."

"But are you sure that I'm the one you're looking for?" I continued to ask, "Maybe I don't have the courage to fall in love with you so deeply, but leave gracefully."

"Son, some things you think are too complicated, and I don't know how to explain them to you. In short, uncle must not be the person you think."

"Uncle, if I love you freely, I'm afraid, one day..."

"Impossible!" He looked at me resolutely, "We, all, can only use actions to explain everything!"

"Action?" I looked at him in confusion.

"Yes, act!"!