our psalms

The old driver took Xiaodong back to his home, and his home was a normal family of three who could no longer be normal.Climbing along the old stairs to the third floor, the old driver took out the key and opened the rusty anti-theft door.At this time, the first thing that came out was a gentle and pleasant female voice.

"Old Xie, why did you come back so late, are you helping others? I said you are too. The child will be admitted to high school soon, so you can't care more?"

A woman came out from the inner room, her loose hair was still dripping wet, she was wearing only pajamas, it was obvious that she had just walked out of the bathroom, when she saw her man with a young child , with a look of surprise on his face.

"Who is this child?" The woman asked softly.

"This child is very poor. His parents are gone. He works here alone. I met him on the road and was chased by some bad guys, and he was covered in bruises. I couldn't stand it anymore. I brought him back. Old lady, you won't Do you mind?" The man who was affectionately called Lao Xie by the woman smiled foolishly as he spoke.

"It's really a crime, look at him being frightened." The woman walked up to Xiaodong gently, "I can't see that the old man still knows how to do good deeds, which is worthy of praise." As she said, she immediately took Xiaodong's hand and walked into the house. Let him sit down on the couch.

"Son, how old are you, how did you meet bad people?"

"I……"

"Don't worry, uncles and aunts are not bad people. You can feel at ease here. Don't be afraid. Have you eaten? Auntie will get you something to eat."

"Thank you, Auntie, I'm not hungry!"

"Old lady, I'm hungry, let's get Xiaodong something to eat." Lao Xie sat down, "He hasn't eaten for a long time."

"Your name is Xiaodong?" The woman's eyes were filled with infinite pity, "It's so pitiful. I said that I don't want to think about anything here, just treat it as my own home. Auntie is going to get you something to eat. You Take a good rest!" After she finished speaking, she gently patted Xiaodong's head and walked towards the kitchen.Xiaodong had an indescribable feeling at that time, the kind of warmth and kindness made his tears start to roll in his eyes immediately.Lao Xie smiled, and patted his shoulder. Looking at Lao Xie's kind and kind face, he couldn't help but feel that he was full of strength, a new kind of power, as if he had come out of the infinite haze He couldn't help it anymore, tears slid down his face like broken beads.

Soon, the table in the living room was filled with some simple dishes, including porridge, oil cakes fried with flour, a large plate of fried peanuts, some rotten meat vermicelli and pickles.Although it is simple, the taste is not inferior to many high-end dishes. Xiaodong, who hadn't eaten for a long time, was so hungry that he was dizzy, so he picked up a big pancake and gobbled it up with porridge.He even felt that this was the most delicious meal he had eaten in the three years since he came to this city.

Seeing Xiaodong's appearance, the woman frowned heartbrokenly, and said: "Xiaodong is good, eat slowly, there is more, and Auntie will give you more after eating."

"Thank you, old lady!" Old Xie said from the bottom of his heart as he sat on the other side.

"Thank you for what I do, as long as you are a good person. This child is really heartbreaking to see." The woman said while filling half a cup of homemade white wine from the cabinet, Lao Baigan, and brought it to Lao Xie, "Today are you Hero, I really didn't see that our master would be so distracted, so I made an exception today and let you have a drink, which is considered a reward."

"Hehe, my wife understands me best!" Lao Xie happily closed his mouth from ear to ear, while sipping his drink, he patted Xiaodong on the back, because he ate too fast, and he was afraid that Xiaodong would choke.

"Don't focus on drinking, you can eat something too." The woman kept adding vegetables to Lao Xie and Xiao Dong's bowls. At this moment, all of this seemed like a harmonious and beautiful picture.

After eating and drinking enough, Xiaodong and Lao Xie sat on the sofa. Lao Xie's lover brought Lao Xie's slippers to him, gently took off the pair of cloth shoes for him, and put on the slippers.Everything between them seemed so natural, so harmonious, and for a moment, Xiaodong saw it in his eyes, but felt a feeling of boredom and distress in his heart, and he stared blankly at Lao Xie. There was a trace of inexplicable anger in his eyes.

Lao Xie has a daughter who is in the third grade of junior high school. When she came home from her evening self-study, she saw a handsome big brother. Don't mention how excited she was, but she had to be urged by her parents to go back to her room to review her homework and prepare to welcome her. Entrance examination.

Since there are only two beds in this family, according to the distribution of Lao Xie's wife, Lao Xie and Xiaodong sleep in their room, and she herself has to squeeze in her daughter's room. She thought that she was pushing the man she loved the most to a "rival in love" that she had never expected.

It was late at night, and Xiaodong and Lao Xie who were lying on the bed did not fall asleep. They lay peacefully beside each other, and Xiaodong's heart was still echoing with the woman's tenderness for the old driver who rescued him. It made his mind so messy that he couldn't settle down no matter what.At this time, Lao Xie spoke.

"Xiaodong, you haven't slept yet, have you?"

"what happened?"

"It's nothing. Uncle wants to talk to you. Of course, if you don't want to, go to bed earlier."

"You say it."

The old driver thought for a while, and finally worked up the courage to speak: "I've heard before, men and men, they call that homosexual, you..."

"That's right, I am!" Xiaodong said before Lao Xie finished speaking, "Not only am I, but I'm also a MB who specializes in satisfying such a man and doing that job."

"MB?" The man was a little puzzled.

"It's for sale." Xiaodong's answer was straightforward, he never thought of hiding anything from the person in front of him who was so kind to him, "Is it worth it for you to be so kind to me?"

The man was silent, but after a while, Xiaodong felt a hand gently stroking his head.

"This is an unfair fate!" Lao Xie said with emotion.In his heart, perhaps, there was an unspeakable emotion. After being liberated by this child, he was deeply grateful. He who had always acted decisively, even now, did not have a trace of confusion or hesitation.

"It's worth it, it's definitely worth it!" The old driver said firmly, "Fate made us meet, and I won't let you suffer any persecution anymore, child, no one will force you to do things you don't like anymore."

"But I can't turn back uncle!" Xiaodong's tears flowed down the side of the pillow, "I don't know how to be responsible for myself, I have done too many wrong things, I can't!"

"Don't talk about Xiaodong! Let the past go, live your future life well now, and promise uncle, okay?" Lao Xie wiped the wet tears from Xiaodong's face with his rough hands .Through the bright moonlight outside the window, the young child looked at him intently and said softly: "Hmm!"