miss the rain

Sitting on the sofa in the store in a daze... staring straight at the cup on the table, the pink cover, the white cup... that was given to me by Niannian, "Happy Baby"... I was in Shijiazhuang What I brought back... Niannian is everywhere in my life, how can I just break up when I say goodbye?Is this the "disaster" of my life?

Zhongnanhai No. [-], my favorite, I lit one and took a deep breath, but the yellow lighter was still tightly held in my hand... I was afraid that if I let go, it would disappear into my life like a thought inside……

I used to stubbornly believe that if we are not in the same city, there will be many misunderstandings. Therefore, I resigned from my job in a public institution that many people envy, and I stopped the Xinyuxuan Flowers that I had been running for four years, just for one She was only for the one who cared the most in this life, but what she gave me was a cold sentence: I don't agree...

I have never regretted it, never regretted that I love her so much, never regretted everything I did for her because of her...some fate is destined, none of us can escape...

Her departure today is to lay the foundation for our reunion in the future!I am still thinking stubbornly, even though she finally said to me: "We... missed..." instead of "We, missed!" I can feel the entanglement in her heart with these two ellipses, so, I will not force her anymore, because... I really love her... For her, I am really willing to wait... until the day she appears, the day she truly belongs to me!If you really want to wait for something, then let go and let her go. If one day, she can come back to you by herself, then she is destined to belong to you in this life!This is my life credo.

When Niannian and I broke up at the end, I didn't shed tears, because I knew her heart was tangled.As a result, I sent her an email, and what I said was particularly harsh.Because, I don't want her to remember me in her future life.I have really loved each other, and I have really hurt each other. I don't want her to suffer more pain in her future life, so I wrote down a lot of things that shouldn't be said to her at this time... In three years, she will definitely meet her. To someone who loves her more than me, and I have to wait for her for three years.Maybe in these three years, many things will happen... But my love for her has never changed, and I have always loved her in my heart...

It's snowing outside again, so heavy...

Why is there so much snow this spring? Is it because I like snow?

Looking at the laboratory test sheet on the table, I smiled wryly, stomach cancer... I am 31 this year, I think my life should still have a long way to go, why would God make such a joke with me?I won't tell anyone, not even my parents, and I won't make my family worry about me.I will not tell Nian Nian, the person closest to my heart.

Nian Nian, I will bury this matter in my heart forever, I will not let her feel sad for me again, I will not let her shed a single tear for me... Our love ends like this, I said, I will love Until the day she turns around!I promised her that I would take her to Mount Tai to watch the sunrise, go to Mount Tai to propose to her, and promised her to take good care of her life, but I didn't do it, and we ended like this...

My condition is worsening day by day, and her mood will be relaxed day by day, because one day, there will be someone who will take my place and love her well, and I will love her in my way in another place she.About my body, I will not tell her again, I will not use this method in exchange for a pity love...

"Nian Nian, the rain in this life owes you a lifetime of love"...

I don't know what way I should use to repay her love for me. Maybe this kind of broken up love is the most worthy of my life's memories.If I have 1 minute left in my life, I will use the last second to recall our 59 seconds of happiness...

I wrote our love experience into a novel, the name is "Rain's Thoughts"... If one day, the rain disappears in this world, and you can't find it, please remember to search for this "Rain's Thoughts" "Missing", she is Yu's last love for you...

"Nian Nian, you are the most beloved woman in Yu's life. You have never had it before, and you will never have one in the future...I love you, Liu Nian!"

"Fate made me know you, and I have fallen in love with you ever since. I miss you day and night, and always remember you in my heart. I only want to hear your voice. It fascinates me so much. Let go of everything." But I can’t let you go, because you are the only one in my life, I think of you my dear, I dream of you all in my dreams, engrave your name in my heart, I must cherish you..." I remembered I played this song "Thinking of You Dear"... I really like this song, I am thinking of you Dear, Nian Nian, are you thinking about the rain...