miss the rain

After sorting out everything, everything returned to normal. When I have nothing to do at night, I would want to chat, so I re-applied for a network account and joined a LES group. The management is a person named Temporary The little boy was born in [-], just nine years older than her.Knowing that she is a student who has just graduated, so he called her little junior sister, a brat, and chattered in the group every day.And at that time, I was chasing a H named Yan, in fact, I just had nothing to do, and used online dating to pass the time. During the four years since Shushu left, I didn’t touch any feelings, and recently I was just idle. Nothing to do, so start killing time.In another group, a T introduced me to a person named Yaner.I just want to try, is it true that all women are so fickle, they can quickly enter a relationship, and they can also quickly give up a relationship...

Yan'er is a woman with a story, she doesn't have too much emotion when chatting, and more often she looks like a buddy... So, one day when I was free, I took a photo of her, hehe... I'm still free I wrote a Tibetan acrostic poem, but it still didn't touch Yan's heart... Sigh...

Due to four years of overdraft, my stomach was always uncomfortable during that time. Once I went for a physical examination and found a problem. The result was really scary.I was in a low mood, so I told Yan that maybe Yan had just ended a relationship at that time, and she was in a bad mood. We quarreled, and it turned out like this, a relationship that didn’t start, and we became friends in a very peaceful situation. Later, we actually became good buddies who talked about everything, hahaha... dramatic...

I was in poor health, so I seldom surfed the Internet. On September 14th, I met that little kid named Temporary. She saw the poems I wrote and some of my diaries, and then she would be on my website. I will leave a message under my diary, and I will also leave a message on QQ... But I have always regarded her as a junior sister, a little kid, and never thought that there would be any development with her...

I told her my affairs and some of my situation, because at that time I thought this little junior sister was very sensible. She was different from other post-[-]s generations. I could find a confidant in her. Ridiculous, how could there be such an idea.Hehe... So, the things that have been in my heart for so many years, sometimes I will talk to this little kid, and slowly, we have become good buddies who can talk about everything, because I am a big brother...

In the first video with her, I was stunned, she has long hair, wearing black glasses... Uh... Is this God punishing me?How could she look like my first love?And the mischievous appearance is so similar, the speed of speaking, the tone of order, so similar, could it be... Oh, I don't want to, I came up with everything by myself, she, the little kid in this video, Just a little junior sister...

Our video chat was very exciting. It seems that I haven’t been this happy for a long time. The previous happiness was just pretending to be seen by others. This time, the happiness is the happiness in my heart...

Since September [-]th, we have chatted when we have time, just video, and left each other's phone numbers...

I have always regarded her as a junior junior sister, and never thought about it much. I like to chat with her, but her feelings have changed. I was really hit by Shushu, and I am an emotional idiot.I don't even know that other people like me, and I still treat them as friends.One night, my junior sister told me her thoughts, and I felt that this happened too suddenly.I am not in good health, I am really afraid that I will not be able to bear this love, I am afraid that I will leave suddenly and make her sad, then I will tell her my thoughts normally, but she said: "You will not Die, I will give you half of my life, and you will live a long life..." Although it was just a joke, it was warm in my heart. Since Shu Shu left, no one has ever said to let me Heartwarming words... Junior Sister is the first... After a long period of conflict and struggle, I finally mustered up the courage to agree to Junior Sister... Just like that, I started the second relationship in my life... Long-distance love begins with a poem:

A different city is like water like frost,

Looking back at the tears Cang Cang.

Even if the truth should still be there,

I don't know where Yiren is?

My little junior sister is called Niannian. Every day we chat, video, and sometimes make phone calls. I have vitality again.If I don't see Niannian's message every day, I feel like I'm missing something... A life with love is happiness.I thought my second spring was about to start, but the good times didn't last long, and Niannian and I quarreled for the first time...

In the group with Niannian, there was a person named Xiner, she added me as a QQ friend, and wanted to fall in love with me, so I said she could be friends.As a result, she said in the group that I am her husband.When I opened Xin'er's dialog box, I found that she and Niannian's QQ Music were updated at the same time, and the addresses were both in Shijiazhuang. Why can't you just say it, use this method to test... I took a screenshot for Niannian, and told her that she doesn't need to contact me in the future.What I hate the most in my life is deception. I never deceive people, and I hate others to deceive me. I absolutely cannot tolerate such things.I cleared all the QQ numbers and cell phone numbers of Niannian from my contacts.Turn off the computer, go to bed... I said I was going to sleep, but I didn't sleep all night...

The next day, Niannian sent me a message and I didn't reply, nor did I answer the phone call, there was no way to answer it, and she said coldly: "Don't contact me, what I hate the most is other people's deception, no Just believe it." I hung up the phone without giving Nian Nian a chance to explain.

But after calming down and thinking about it, in fact, sometimes, you can give the other party a chance to explain... When Nian Nian called again, I answered and listened to her explanation calmly... We settled down , the misunderstanding was solved, nothing happened, and I still lived a happy life every day...

I cherish this relationship very much, because this girl came into my life during the low period of my life, so I will cherish her even more...