A box of light gray blue

At 10:30 in the evening, the evening activities of class 505 continued.Xu Chang vaguely saw that Fu Zhongzhou's expression was not right, so he helped him to the bathroom.

Fu Zhongzhou's eyes were half-opened, and he grabbed Xu Yu's arm very restrainedly.He staggered into the toilet cubicle, shut the door and threw up.

Xu Chang stood outside the door and sighed helplessly.

"You drink so much, don't drink it next time." He handed over a tissue to Fu Zhongzhou.

The last time I met him drunk on the road, Xu Yan still found it funny because of his drunken state.Seeing him vomit like this this time, Xu Yu felt a little sour in his heart.

...Is it because of that Xie Yan?It's just a breakup, is it really so painful for Fu Zhongzhou?

The teaching building was eerily quiet, except for the people in Studio 505 who were still in high spirits, the other classes had already dismissed.Xu Chang took Fu Zhongzhou's arm and helped him to the top of the building.Every time they went up to a floor, the lights in the corridor would turn on.

"Where?"

"Take you to the rooftop to blow the wind for a while, lest you become a fool drunk."

Fu Zhongzhou felt a little funny when he thought of what happened last time, and couldn't help but curl the corners of his lips.

Open the door and go out, the roof is empty, with a dark night sky and a little bit of starlight overhead, surrounded by low-rise buildings with lights on.

The two walked to a corner on the edge of the roof and sat down, temporarily escaping from the hustle and bustle.It was as if the mute button had been pressed on everything, Xu Yu was lying on the edge of the concrete platform, the surrounding was so quiet that only Fu Zhongzhou's breathing and the barking of dogs came from afar.

Fu Zhongzhou chuckled, "I think you came here because you thought the studio was too noisy."

"Well, I don't like places that are too noisy." Xu Wei turned his face slightly and looked at the people beside him.

Fu Zhongzhou's face was a little flushed, his eyes behind the lens were blurred, and he was lying on his back with his legs bent.His posture is sleepy and reassuring to watch.Xu Yan suddenly felt that they might be good friends.

——Being friends with a straight guy who can't get along with his ex-girlfriend, he won't have any thoughts that he shouldn't have, and he doesn't have to worry about what the other person thinks.

"Why didn't you go crazy this time without drinking?" Xu Wei felt that his appearance was very funny, so he raised his head, clenched his left hand into a fist, and stretched out in front of him pretending to hold a microphone, "Then, Mr. Fu, are you here today?" Come to our emotional interview site, do you have anything to say?"

Fu Zhongzhou looked at him suspiciously, and burst out laughing.He took off his glasses and put them in his jacket pocket, "If you want to gossip, just gossip."

"It's not gossip. You don't have to hold back some things, people need to vent."

Xu Chang changed his posture and moved to a direction perpendicular to him in the corner, so that the two could face each other.

Fu Zhongzhou looked at him meaningfully, and solemnly said two words: "Thank you."

His voice was very soft, like a rare choice made after a long time of thinking.

"But my business is boring. If you want to listen to a bedtime story, it's a good choice."

"Let's talk." Xu Yan put his arms behind his head, waiting for him to speak with great interest, "Anyway, it's boring without them playing truth or dare."

Fu Zhongzhou smiled noncommittally, and looked at the lights not far away with confused eyes.

The heat in the summer night air has not subsided yet, his voice is deserted and attached to the sticky air.

"As long as I can remember, I have been living in my grandfather's house. At that time, my grandma was still there, and my parents seldom came back." Fu Zhongzhou murmured, "Xie Yan... is something I can get in touch with every day, One of the few peers."

"She lives opposite me, and her parents are university professors at C University. We were childhood playmates, and later went to elementary school and junior high school together, and went to the best high school in C City together."

"...And then you were together?" Xu Wei couldn't help asking.

"I can't tell when it was. Adults often make fun of children, and we have a very good relationship, so we fell in love naturally."

"She has good grades. My uncles and aunts have always wanted her to be admitted to the Department of Philosophy, University of Z, but I have my goals."

Xu Yu quickly filtered the information in his mind.Xie Yan wanted to be admitted to Z University, but Fu Zhongzhou wanted to be admitted to Qingmei, so the two broke up at odds.Then Fu Zhongzhou wanted to save him, so he filled in Z University?

Fu Zhongzhou seemed to see through his gossip, and said, "It's not all because of this reason."

He thought for a while, not only how to speak.

"Xu Yu, have you ever been in love?"

Xu Yu was taken aback, his former follower younger brother appeared in his mind.

"Dating? No, it's over before it starts."

"How should we say about breaking up?" Fu Zhongzhou rubbed his face sleepily with his wrist. "Breakup is a serious consequence accumulated by many small things. When you react, you realize that it is irreparable. When I first met her When she was young, she loved to smile and was innocent, and she was always warm and sincere in dealing with people."

"I didn't notice her changes over time. By the time I found out, she had become a complete stranger who had nothing in common with me. Of course, I was also changing."

Xu Yu seemed to understand what he meant.No one does not envy a relationship that lasts for many years, but there are too many unknown factors in the process of human growth, and you don't know what your lover will eventually become.

"Our lives and hobbies gradually have no intersection at all. She likes to study Nietzsche and Hegel, and I like to lock myself in the studio to draw. She hopes to play a band behind her parents' back, and I have no interest in socializing at all."

"We started to quarrel over trivial matters, each time getting more serious." Fu Zhongzhou took a deep breath, but his tone remained calm, "In the end she broke up with me."

Xu Chang looked at Fu Zhongzhou's calm expression.His ability to empathize made him feel sorry for Fu Zhongzhou.

"It's not your fault, it's not your problem," he said.

"I know, you don't have to feel bad about other people's affairs." Fu Zhongzhou bent his legs and stared at his shoelaces. "I had a hunch a long time ago, so it's not hard to accept when it really comes."

"Isn't it difficult to accept?" Xu Wei tilted his head with a smile that was not a smile, "Then why did you fill in Z University on impulse, and still drink like that at night?"

Fu Zhongzhou shrugged, noncommittal.

"Then do you want to try to redeem it?" Although Xu Yan didn't really think so, he still asked tentatively.

"No need." He replied very simply, "I don't like her anymore, but it will take some time to suddenly remove someone I've known for more than ten years from my life."

Xu Yan sighed in his heart, but when he looked up, he saw Fu Zhongzhou's clean and bright eyes.His pupils were pitch-black, and although he was telling about his tragic experience of being dumped, his eyes were still as calm as water.He must have sobered up, the lights in the distance reflected a little light in his eyes, and it was not obvious that he was a little drunk.

"At this time, shouldn't you give your poor friend an encouraging hug?" Fu Zhongzhou patted the ashes on his body, stood up, and opened his arms towards Xu Wei.

"... Hypocritical."

Xu Huang snorted disdainfully, but still hesitatingly stretched out his hand, went around his shoulder, and patted him to save him.

The young man lingered around him with a smell of alcohol, but it made people feel extremely at ease.

Xu Yan thought to himself, maybe they could really become close friends.