Don't come here, I'm just an actor

Is everyone suffering, or is it just me?

In order to raise medical expenses for my father, I sold myself to Wang Zhuang at a low price.But why I tried so hard, but still couldn't save my father's life?

I don't know how many wealthy businessmen I have been forced to eat with. Their greasy claws always try their best to take advantage of me.That drink after glass of wine made me sick to drink.won't i get drunkNo, I dare not get drunk. If I get drunk, I don't know where I will be taken.I also dare not drink the wine that others poured for me, who knows what will be added.Even if the corner of my mouth was bleeding when I was slapped, I still had to support myself back to where I lived.

Living with trepidation, one wrong step will lead to an abyss. Fortunately, I met Chen Dongming and saw the light.

I'm already very tired. If I hadn't met him, I might not have the courage to live.Fortunately, I met him, so I was able to breathe and have the hope of life.

When signing the contract, my hands were shaking, and I couldn't believe it.I can't believe I walked through the darkness and stood in the light, in the sunlight.

At parties, I no longer fear getting drunk.Doudou was driving, and I was dizzy and kissed Luo Hong's cheek with the strength of alcohol. Such a good-looking boy blushed like an apple.

Luo Hong is a very cute boy.

Just because I used alcohol to commit crimes, every time he met me, he would blush and look at a loss.I keep getting text messages from him on my phone asking if I have eaten yet?Tired of filming recently?

A crew who bowed their heads and didn't see them looked up, and would gather together to discuss the script.He always looks at me from the corner of his eye every time, and when I catch him, he will immediately blush, as if he is cooked.I just take pleasure in this, and it always makes him blush and heartbeat.

When I was pressed against the wall by Luo Hong and kissed, I realized that this boy is a man.The unruly and domineering kiss is different from the kiss scene when filming, I have the feeling of heartbeat.

Luo Hong usually looks at the gentleman, but he didn't expect to be so domineering. He just kissed me, and moved to my residence, lingering on.

"Are you going to live with me?" I asked him. "Yes." It was a joy to admit it.

"Then where do you live?" I have two rooms here, one of which my assistant Doudou sometimes lives in.

"One room with you. If you don't want to, I can live in another room first." I smiled, "Is it because you are too casual, or do you think I am casual?"

"No, no, no!" My words made him blush, "I don't mean to disrespect you, I just think that we will be together in the future anyway, try to live together now, and you can also examine me."

"Then what if I'm not satisfied with you?" I teased him. "If you are not satisfied, I will change it until you are satisfied."

This is interesting, but it's just taking advantage of each other, how can we talk about the future?

"You always chase girls like this?" "No, you are the first one. You will also be the last one." "Needless to say too much, if you regret it later, you will be slapped in the face." "No."

We'll see.

I didn't care, I told him all my experience before, I didn't want him to sympathize with me, but told him that I was too complicated before, and I didn't want extravagant feelings.I didn't expect him to hold me tightly, and he loves me more than myself.

"Don't you dislike it? Men shouldn't be able to bear it." "You have suffered, and I will treat you a thousand times better in the future, and let you know what happiness is."

I smiled, quite confident this person.

Afterwards, we lived together, and when he first became popular, he hugged me and cried all over the place.I don't understand what is there to cry about?That layer of film does not represent integrity, and a person is pure if his heart is clean.I asked him if he cherished me more when I became popular.He shook his head, just feeling sorry for me.feel sorry for me?

"Thinking of how difficult it was for you before, but still trying to keep your body intact, you must have suffered a lot." This sentence almost made me cry, and I knew that my heart was disturbed.

Waking up in his arms every day, he is very hot, so hot that my heart is ironed.I gradually discovered that he is a very goal-oriented person, as long as it is determined by him, he must do it.

I enjoy his care like this. When we are not busy, we cook and chat together.He is young and impulsive when he does something shameful, but every time he blushes first, it makes me bully him like a wolf grandma.

I think it's good to go on like this, maybe I don't know how to love someone, but living a simple life with someone like this is enough for me, and I don't expect too much.

Things still broke out. When I saw those photos, I didn't feel any waves in my heart, just like seeing someone else.

My younger brother was crying out of breath, and my mother was holding me and beating me while crying loudly.She always thought that I was earning money by filming, and that what I earned was hard money, but she didn't expect it to be so miserable behind the scenes.

What can I do?I was just an adult at the time, and because of my father's illness, my family was so poor that I couldn't help it.Apart from relying on this pretty face, what else can I rely on?

Not only did my mother's crying not help me, but it also made me understand that this might be the end of Luo Hong and I.

According to Pan Bing's arrangement, he attended the press conference and once again showed his bloody wound in front of everyone.I can't feel the pain anymore, only numbness. When I saw Luo Hong appearing in the numbness, I thought it was a hallucination.

Luo Hong held my hand, I could feel his nervousness, I could wash my hands with sweat.

I watched his mouth open and close, I couldn't hear what he was saying, I just felt that the soul that had been wandering for a long time returned to the body, and the heart that was suspended in the air also fell back.

He held my cheek in front of everyone, and kissed me lightly, and my silent tears finally came out.

God still loves me, and I met Luo Hong after going round and round.

The contracts that were negotiated were terminated, and I became a vagrant. When Luo Hong was not busy, he tried to stay with me at home, talk to me, and take me out to relax. With him, my condition improved a lot, and the depression relapsed Symptoms are not too serious.

During the period, Chen Dongming and Park Xiansong had a real fight, and I was too busy to help.

Seeing that the weather was fine that day, I asked Chen Dongming to come over for dinner. I still owed him a meal, but I didn't expect Park Xiansong to come with me.

Luo Hong was busy up and down like a hostess. He helped me cook and worked hard in the kitchen.

I can see it, what's the use of making a scene, as long as you still love each other in your heart, don't you want to be together?Chen Dongming's life was in the hands of Pu Xiansong.

what about me?

Luo Hong took me to meet his parents, an intellectual family, and I was a little nervous.Sure enough, for my arrival, although they were polite to each other, they were only polite.

After a tasteless meal, the atmosphere between Luo Hong and I dropped to freezing point.Although he promised repeatedly that he would convince his parents, I couldn't see the hope.

Luo Hong proposed to me with the ring.The ring is beautiful, the atmosphere is beautiful, the candles on the table are still burning, and the man on one knee is waiting for me to nod.

But I shook my head, I can't promise him.I can't let him break my parents' heart because of me, he has done enough for me, I can't be so selfish.

Although Luo Hong felt sorry, he still took care of me as always. In his words, I haven't considered it yet, but I will always agree in the future.

He planned to shoot a new movie, and specifically asked me to be the heroine. I knew he wanted to help me, and I accepted his favor.

Cooperating with Chen Dongming again, still acting as a couple, Luo Hong's nose is not his nose, his eyes are not his eyes, and he has to delete the kiss scene.What kind of unprofessional director is this, the selfish one is almost catching up with the Pacific Ocean!

I was so angry that I ignored him, but I was so used to his stinking problems!Unexpectedly, he was sitting by the bed and crying.

I looked at him speechlessly, and couldn't believe that he was really crying. After all, sometimes he would use fake crying to soften my heart, and I didn't fall for it.I didn't expect it to be true this time.

"Why are you serious?" "Woo~, you are so cruel, you don't coax me when I cry. I'm jealous and you are still angry with me." I...

After coaxing the whole night and finally making people happy, I secretly sighed, what kind of fairy man is this, let me meet him.

After filming this movie, people began to hand over olive branches one after another. I looked at the notebook that Pan Bing brought, and thought that the female number three would be fine, as long as there is a movie to shoot.

I didn't know until I got to the set that the person who recommended me was a classmate of Luo Hong.I smiled, trying to help me but also sneaky, silly.

But Luo Hong's classmates are not very friendly to me, and I also know the news about myself, he is for friends, I have nothing to say.

Luo Hong came to see me and had dinner with his classmates. During the period, I went to the bathroom and stopped at the door when I came back.The classmate is trying to persuade him, a rising star director with a bright future, why can't he find any kind of woman, so why rely on me.

This is the first time I've seen him get angry. When he was angry, he didn't have the usual "little milk dog" appearance, his tone was cold, and his words were full of ice scum.

I heard footsteps and took a few steps back, pretending to just come back.Still that face, still as sunny and handsome as ever. "My classmate is leaving, let's go back too." I said yes with a smile.

Lying on the bed at night, I was thinking, or we should separate, his classmate was right, a director with a bright future mixed with me, and I was always the one who dragged him down.

Before I could say goodbye, he proposed again.This time it was even more exaggerated, standing by the sea, looking for someone to set off fireworks, still kneeling on one knee, and still with that ring.

I turned him down again.This time, I not only rejected him, but also broke up.Luo Hong was obviously hurt. Not only did he not agree to the two proposals, but he even broke up with him.

"Are you so afraid that I will fail you? Can't you trust me once?" After Luo Hong finished speaking, he put away the ring. Even at this time, he sent me into the room before he left.

what can I do?People around you are always urging you to leave me, once or twice, a day or two, you will always waver, I am really afraid.

After disappearing for two days, Luo Hong returned as if nothing had happened.I really can't stand him wronging myself like this, and want to have a good talk with him.I didn't expect him to be doing something secretly in the bedroom, and when he saw me coming in, he hurriedly hid.

"What did you hide? Take it out!" Luo Hong refused desperately.I took shelter to grab it, it was a small umbrella.He still has a needle in his hand.

"Where did you learn this immoral method!!!" You want me to be pregnant, really......

Luo Hong blushed and swore to the death that no one told him what to do. I angrily kicked him out and closed the door.Holding the tampered little umbrella in his hand, he couldn't help but secretly laughed.Fool.

Reunited, the four seasons reincarnated in a flash.I can't leave this man gradually. I miss him when I go out to film, miss him when I don't see him at home, and think about what he is doing when I do anything.Like crazy.

One day when he was cleaning the house, he found the little umbrella he had punctured in my bedside table.He looked at me in surprise, "Why do you keep this?" "What else can I do, keep your evidence." He blushed again. "I was ignorant at that time, so I just thought of any way to keep you by my side."

"What about now?" After asking, I was dumbfounded, what is there to confirm, I already look like an old married couple. "I've been thinking about it all the time, just because I'm afraid that if you talk about breaking up again, it will hurt terribly."

I hugged him, yearning for the smell of him, the smell of sunshine. "I won't say it, I don't want to say it."

Luo Hong looked at me in surprise, "Would you like it?" I pouted, "Without a ring, what would you like?"

Luo Hong frantically crawled to the bedside table beside him, took out a ring box, and opened it with the same ring.I have felt the same kneeling on one knee and the same vow of a lifetime, three times.This time I didn't hesitate and reached out.Luo Hong took it for me with trembling hands. "You are my wife now, do you know?" "Got it, husband!"

Seeing his parents this time, the situation is much better, and I don't know how much effort he spent in the middle.

After that, I planned the wedding. I didn't expect it to be so troublesome. I panicked before the marriage and wanted to take a pick-and-roll trip. Luckily, Luo Hong found out in time.

After a busy day, I was finally able to lie on the bed. Luo Hong took a hot towel and rubbed my feet.

I finally asked him curiously, "What do you like about me?"

"When you kissed me that day, I saw stars in your eyes. It was so beautiful. It was the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen in my life."

It's just that I was playing a drunken maniac, but I didn't expect to be his eyes for ten thousand years.

"Honey, let's have a baby."

"No."

"why?"

"I want two, one like you and one like me."

"You want to hurt me to death?"

"Then I will work hard to let you have two babies at once, and it will only hurt once, so it will save trouble."

"Bah, shameless."

All living beings are suffering, and all suffering will be rewarded with happiness.

The author has something to say:

I wrote Feng Feiran too bitterly, so let her be sweet.