Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

As February 2th, the day of our three-year date, approached, my thoughts became more and more complicated.I know that after February 18th, I should completely let go of Zhao Xiaoyu and love Zuo Ming with all my heart, but in the current state, I really doubt whether I can do it!

His expression became dazed again, but only when I was alone. I didn’t want Zuo Ming to see anything. He had been looking forward to the day of the appointment, and even booked a suite in a five-star hotel for that day. He said He will surprise me that night.In fact, I guessed what the surprise was. While doing his laundry, I found an order for a pair of platinum rings. What a romantic man.

Zuo Ming started to go to work on the eighth day of the Lunar New Year. What is different from usual is that he has been smiling all day recently.

"Are you taking laughing medicine? What are you laughing all day?" I asked.

"Haha... You also found out? My colleagues all asked me if I had a girlfriend, and I said I was going to have a wife, but they didn't believe me, haha." Zuo Ming said happily.

"Who is your wife...don't be so pretty..." I said.

"You are not now, but you will be soon. Today is the tenth day of the lunar new year, and there are still 14 days left. Haha, happy~" He put his arms around me.

Wife, that's what Zhao Xiaoyu used to call me. After 14 days, this title will no longer belong to Zhao Xiaoyu alone, and a sense of melancholy came to my heart.No, I can't think too much, I have to work hard to look forward and live a good life!

"Well, there's Valentine's Day before the 18th, isn't it?" I said, stroking his fat belly.

"Yes! Of course! Now we are not husband and wife, but lovers. Of course we have to celebrate lover's day!" he said.

"Halo, you are really very clear!" I said.

"Just kidding, Valentine's Day will always be celebrated. Even old couples should always maintain the kind of passion between lovers, that's what I think." He said.

"Well, you're right." I leaned into his arms.

These days I don’t listen to sad love songs, nor do I watch sad movies. I know that these elements will cause me to hesitate. I choose to watch comedies. Although the content of comedies is mostly empty, the state of being happy is what I need now. of.

Soon it was Valentine's Day.

"I said it was magnificent, but you said that this Western Valentine's Day should we have some Western elements?" Zuo Ming said.

"Anything is fine, I can live with you, I can do anything, even at home." This is my true thought, cherish the people in front of me, even if it is a simple life, so what?

"Cough! You are really easy to be satisfied, but I already have a plan, Italian restaurant in Venice, 7 o'clock tonight~" He looked at me expectantly, and I made a pleasant surprise expression very cooperatively.

"You don't know how difficult it is to book. It's fully booked. I still used my network to book the seat. Chinese people really like to fix these foreign elements, so there's no way." He put on a helpless expression and turned away Talk with your mouth.

I was about to say something, but he interrupted me and continued: "You will be happy tonight, I guarantee your satisfaction, ha."

With such a good man to accompany me, what else can I be dissatisfied with?

During the day we drove around the capital city and watched another movie "Black Book". It was already dark when we walked out of the cinema.

I drove directly to the Venice restaurant. In my impression, the last time I came to this high-end restaurant was the day when I had a first night with Zhao Xiaoyu. Although Zhao Xiaoyu left me a lot of money, I never spent it recklessly. Zuo Ming is not a thrifty person. He has always believed in The philosophy of life that money will depreciate if it is not spent.

Western food is actually nothing delicious. I prefer to drink red wine and listen to violin music.Just watching Zuo Ming eat, I am satisfied.

Halfway through the meal, Zuo Ming handed me a gift box.

"It's for you, I hope you like it," he said.

"Then I took it apart." I took it apart and saw that it was a white woolen scarf, which felt very comfortable to the touch. "Thanks, I love it. It's just...I didn't prepare a gift...I'm too stupid."

Zuo Ming laughed, "You are my gift, no need to prepare, give you to me in 4 days, let me possess you forever, okay?"

"You can do whatever you say..." I blushed when he said it.

Happy Valentine's Day, I really want to go with him forever like this.

On February 2th, there was only one day left before the agreed date. I didn't know whether it was anticipation or fear. I was very nervous all day long, and Zhao Xiaoyu's appearance appeared in my mind again and again.

Feeling restless, I decided to go downstairs and wait for Zuo Ming to get off work. Seeing him should make me less nervous, I thought.

At 8 o'clock in the evening, when Zuo Ming's Audi A6 drove into the gate of the community, I knew I didn't need to be nervous.

Zuo Ming saw me before he got out of the car, shook his headlights, and motioned to me.

"Why are you here? Didn't you bring your keys?" He said to me as soon as he got out of the car, "You put on the scarf I just gave you? It's so beautiful! Uh!"

"Bring it, I'm waiting for you, I miss you, hehe." I said.

"Today is of great significance, we can call it PromiseEve, ha." He put his arms around me and walked into the building, "Look at my memory, there is no red wine at home, you go back first, I will buy it."

"No, you've worked hard all day, I'll go buy it, anyway, there is a supermarket across the road." After I finished speaking, I walked out.

"Then I'll wait for you." Zuo Ming said.

I bought the red wine and walked back, anxiously waiting for the traffic light to change color.

Zhao Xiaoyu?I saw Zhao Xiaoyu speeding past me in a sports car, it must be Zhao Yun, no, not Zhao Yun, he must be Zhao Xiaoyu!I couldn't help running towards the car and shouting "Zhao Xiaoyu! Zhao Xiaoyu!..."

"Be careful with the car!" Zuo Ming shouted from the other side of the road.

When I came back to my senses, a speeding car had already hit me...

……

"The weather is cloudy and sunny today, 30 to 35 degrees, and the south wind is 2 to 3..." Zuo Ming listened to the radio expressionlessly and drove on National Highway 329, "Here is a nice song for the listeners, "Heavenly Station" by DEPOT:

Memories, like dots of stars, distant and clear

Now, in the ends of the earth, are you still beautiful

You said that acquaintances always meet by chance

I said, if you love each other, you should stay until death

Honey, look at the raindrops

that's my news

left the tired world

The train took me to the world of happiness

baby don't cry for me

I never went far

it's so quiet here

There is also the sound of my laughter in the kingdom of heaven...

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☆、Postscript--To the readers

After 4 months, my first novel is finally finished.

First of all, thank you readers for your support, you are my motivation to complete it!

A long time ago, a friend asked me to write about my experience. Due to my limited writing skills, I never had the courage to write.At the end of last year, my classmates gave me great encouragement, and I had a certain amount of free time, so I started the creation of this novel.

So I posted the first 20 chapters on a famous bear forum, and got the essence of posts and very good popularity. This is the booster for me to write down!

Here I want to answer the question that most readers will ask me: Is this your real story?

My answer is: this is not my story alone, it is mine and the stories of people I know, and many people in the circle I have heard, and I have synthesized it.Of course, a novel is a novel after all, and it is unrealistic for so many stories to happen to one person, but I believe that there are people who have experienced more twists and turns than Ye Zhen.

Some readers will ask me: Will you write novels again?

My answer is: "Heavenly Station" is my first novel. I have devoted too much energy to it. Due to my limited experience, it is impossible for me to write again in recent years. It is nothing more than self-defeating, haha .

Some readers also asked me: Why do you write tragedies?Comrades are pitiful enough, we just need to find comfort in novels!

My answer is: if you intend to find comfort through my novel, then I am sorry, it cannot satisfy you.It is not my purpose to make people forget YY's novels after reading them, but tragedies will impress people and have the educational significance I want, especially to give some guidance and warnings to many friends who have just stepped into this circle, This is what I want to achieve through fiction.

I'm just an ordinary fat man who didn't even score 110 in Chinese in the college entrance examination. Except for textbooks, I can count the books I read with one hand. Therefore, I don't have that kind of writing style, what I have is sincere Write every word, stay up late to conceive the plot, and express my views on this life, this circle, and this emotion as much as possible between the lines.

I hope readers can understand what I want to express, not just the plot, that is why I gave up the opportunity to sign a contract with Shulian, just to allow more people to read and understand.

Cherish the people around you, this is the truth that everyone knows, but how many people can really do it?

The gay circle is full of temptations. I hope readers can take the incident of Zhao Xiaoyu in the novel as a warning and pay attention to safety. This is the most important thing I want to express!Everything else is easy to say, being cheated in love can make people grow, and being cheated in money can make money again, but if you have AIDS, you have no chance.

Finally, thank you readers again for reading this novel!I don’t mind everyone reposting, but a reader reposted it to a well-known foreign bear forum for me before... I don’t know what the intention is... Friends who need the original version of the WORD version can add me to QQ, and I will send it to you.

To make a digression, I wonder if Yangchun Baixue can give me a chance to enter the VIP novel without signing a contract, I really want to publicize it, hoho~