those are my love for you

After getting up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, I completely forgot that there was someone else on the bed, and climbed up on the bed in a daze. The rain outside seemed to have no intention of stopping. I instinctively hugged the warm thing next to me. Rubbing in his arms, he also became quiet.

I habitually rub it on my face, because I not only feel its warmth, but also its nostalgic smoothness.The warm object hugged me tightly until the faint sunlight came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

I lazily opened my eyes, and tightened the nostalgic warmth in my arms. Suddenly, I woke up suddenly, because I suddenly remembered that there was more in my room last night.

I quietly looked at her who was still asleep, and there was also a nice smile on the corner of her mouth.

I fled the scene as if I had done something wrong, because at that time, when I saw her lips, I had the urge to kiss her, and I suddenly felt very satisfied and happy.I long for that happiness.It's just that Cheng Mu, a woman I don't know, can she give me such a sense of security? Does she dare to fall in love with me?

So I ran away, I was afraid and because of my selfishness, I scared Cheng Mu away.Yes, I know very well that I have fallen in love with Chengmu just now, so is it love at first sight?

But Chengmu's world is blank for me.

In front of love, I am as blind as a child, because I want to get it but I am also afraid of losing it.That feeling of worrying about gain and loss really tortured me to death...