those are my love for you

When I got home, I saw a post-it note pasted on the door, which read:

What is it like to be missing for so long?Did something happen?Jin

I tore her off and threw it in the trash.

When I threw my body heavily into my big bed, the whiteness wrapped me, and my sadness.There must be a river in my pupils now, where sorrow flows instead of water.If Guo Jingming sees it, another stunning masterpiece will be born.

I wish my sorrow could disappear with the opening and closing of my eyes, but is it possible?Does a child have that much power to transform them?Yes, I'm just a kid.

In the groggy state, I seemed to hear voices outside the door. At that time, I took those voices as my meditation.

The moment I opened my eyes, I suddenly forgot what day it was, and I checked my phone only to find out that I had slept all day.

The doorbell still rang after lunch, and when she opened the door, Jin burst into tears, hugged me, and beat me.

I gently pushed her away and said, I like girls, please don't mess with me.

She hugged me tighter and said, but you have provoked me, I like you so much, how can you be so cruel.

I said softly, I'm sorry.

She sobbed and said, I can give you time to like me, I know that one day you will love me, you will.

I didn't say anything, I reached out and gently wrapped my arms around her waist, how can I, this fool, have your love.