Stupid and Silly Campus Love

Recently, I have been busy graduating. After returning home, I calmed down and slowly found the feeling of writing something.

Like all people who have never been to college, I had infinitely beautiful visions of college before I went to college.Relaxed classrooms, active and free campus atmosphere, beautiful campus environment and all kinds of students from all over the country who are full of strong youthful atmosphere.

When I really stepped into this long-dreamed campus, I found that in addition to all the beauty I had dreamed of, she also had a lot of deep loneliness like the mottled shadows of trees under the moonlight.The classrooms we teach are mobile, and there are 8 classes a day, which means at least 8 classrooms, and they are likely to be distributed in different floors of classrooms in different teaching buildings throughout the university.The teachers who teach us may be experts and professors in a certain field, but the basic courses they describe are indeed obscure and difficult to understand. Moreover, the teaching method is a fairy-guiding type. The teachers are independent and the students are sleepy. Qian, it is impossible to find him after class.Homework is very few, and the content is very simple, the answer can be found.

So, at the beginning, I was very happy in my heart. Every time I went to class, I just needed to listen to the lecture, and I didn’t need to take notes when I didn’t understand.

It's really not a good state to be in a daze, especially in a large empty area in a completely unfamiliar city.Most of the time, I go to dinner alone, since roommates quickly have friends of their own.When it was time to eat, I took the elevator with the crowd to the cafeteria downstairs, surrounded by strangers, waiting for a tasteless food.Holding a dinner plate alone, picking those strange dishes that cannot be named, the classmates around me are either in twos and threes, which is enviable, or holding a mobile phone, and the faint screen looks extraordinarily bleak.After eating, buy a piece of fruit at will and eat while walking.

On the road, you can see those who are playing golf sweating like rain, those who are going to eat are walking like flying, and those who are going to self-study are carrying schoolbags and eating stuff.You can hear the daily programs of the radio station, and you can see the unique water, blue sky and white clouds in the north, but you are often not happy about it.

I thought, I should find something to do, meet a few friends, and find an organization.Slowly enrich your life.The days when I was accompanied by Benben, the comfort of being accompanied by the plain joy, gradually faded away.

I started trying to write letters, text messages and phone calls sometimes couldn't quite express my thoughts.I like to sit in an empty classroom, accompanied by the afternoon sunshine that slips into the classroom and the breeze mixed with laughter and laughter, just sit there alone, facing a blank piece of paper to write down my mood, my recent situation, my Trouble, my sorrow.When I was young, I didn't know the taste of sorrow. What I felt more was the loneliness of a person. When there is joy around me, this kind of loneliness will slowly ferment. After a long time, I feel like I have been raped by the years, powerless And painful.

It was a long wait for a reply, but his reply can always bring out the brilliance of the warm sun in my powerless life.He would tell me what delicious food he ate recently, sometimes he would think about the days when I was with him, he would say he missed me, and he would complain that I didn't go to a college with him.

Stupid, you fool, I regret it, I don't want a good school, I want to be with you.