Stupid and Silly Campus Love

Today I suddenly felt that I have always been a very proud person in the invisible. I don’t want to be too much worse than stupid in some aspects. This is the case in terms of grades and things I use, and I don’t even want myself to be emotional. too weak. ——It was just a whim.

I went to play billiards today. On the way back, I called Benben. Since he was preparing for his graduation a while ago, I basically didn’t contact him. I thought he was finally done. I can harass him however I want. At that time, he said that I was bored and turned out to be unhappy, so he asked the relationship expert for guidance.

——Continued

The master is really a very amazing man. Sometimes when he is bored, he will take us to learn how to drive all day, and even risk that we will fine him 200 fast. Of course, he drives stupidly on the road.He drove steadily, and I ran a red light once, ummmm.

During the final driver's license test, I was very nervous, and I don't know why, maybe it was the examiners on the field who smoked Chinese, or it could be the vast number of candidates in the college entrance examination class, but I remember that the palms of my hands were always trembling. Khan, walking back and forth.Benben has been by my side to comfort me and make me happy. This fool, I think he should be quite scared, and he may be less courageous than me.Fortunately, because the examiner had been bribed before, the content of the exam was very simple, and everyone passed it smoothly.On the way back, I was in a particularly good mood. I was so nervous at the time, and I probably never thought that I would not be able to ride a bicycle with him every day like this in the future. Playing was indeed my main business at the time.

It was also because of playing, when it was time to fill in the application form, I forgot to consider whether I should share the same university with Benben, or at least the same city.Benben's parents hope that Benben can go to Shaanxi, where there are teachers he knows who can take care of them. My parents hope that I can go to Beijing to see the world, and I want to be more of a hands-off shopkeeper and carefree contented. (Now I really want to slap myself a few times, and regret it to death.) Benben wanted to come to Beijing with me, but his parents disagreed, so he had to compromise in the end. I learned later that he had a quarrel with his family because of this. I was very unhappy and couldn't eat, so I hid in the room and cried. I think his feelings for me were really deep and deep at that time, but I never understood him, or even feelings.When I discovered this problem, I was already in my junior year, and I had already broken up with Benben. When I was heartbroken and hoped that I could save something, I found that things were really different, and I could never go back. In the past, although we are still together now, sometimes I still feel emotional when I think of the innocence and happiness in the past.

I really regret it, and he expressed it in a letter to me "I think, if we can be in a university, then we can rent a small house, every day you clean, I cook, and clothes can be mine Xi, if I can live like this for another four years, I really have no regrets," he wrote.

I think he already knew at that time that our problem was that we could not communicate with our parents and society, so he just wanted to try his best to prolong this relationship and this feeling.It's me who is too stupid, I don't know how to cherish, I don't understand the truth, let this should be the best day in my life, but there is no Benben figure, so I can only meet with Benben during the winter and summer vacations and National Day , but now I feel uncomfortable without hearing his voice for a day!uncomfortable ah!But, now I call him and he says I'm annoying!Say I'm annoying!I think this must be his retribution for me.Now, even if I am asked to give up my superior job and living with my family, as long as he says he is willing to be with me, then I am really willing, even if I am only covered by a quilt when I am cold in winter, and there is no heat in summer. Air conditioner, no watermelon, no nice clothes, as long as he is there, it is really enough.

Suddenly, I don't know what happened, so I scribbled.Really not a qualified novel writer.