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She wanted to leave from the nearest road, and wanted to disappear in the shortest time, but on the way to leave Konoha, she saw the person she least wanted to see at this moment.

Sakura.

She was sitting on the stone chair.The stone chair was as cold as this moonlit night.Xiao Sakura didn't look at her, but suddenly smiled, but no matter how she looked at it under the moonlight, that smile carried a heavy bitterness.

Years ago, she sat on the stone chair and waited for Sasuke like this.

"I'm really useless. When Sasuke left Konoha, I was like this." The deep voice came from the woman with cherry hair, making Xianglin feel inexplicable pain.

She is not Sasuke, but she wants to do the same thing as Sasuke.Xianglin wanted to cry, the relationship between them was over the moment Sakura woke up.

She couldn't give her a firm arm to hold all her sorrows.

She couldn't let her bear the strange eyes from everyone.

Sakura's light is her light, a light she can't touch, and Xianglin can never imagine that this beam of light that has become her hope will be extinguished by herself one day.

She loves her to the bottom of her heart, loves her into her soul, that's why she stays away, and that's why she chooses to give up. It's not that she doesn't have the courage to hold the hand that came over, it's just that she doesn't want to lose.

It is precisely because she has obtained it that she knows how painful it is to lose it.

The grievance came suddenly.Xiangphos began to hate.Hate myself for not being a man, hate myself for not being able to hold that lonely figure in my arms, hate myself for making Sakura fall in love with me, hate myself...

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"At that time, I naively thought that Sasuke was everything to me, but after so many years, the love interpreted on the verge of death made me never want to let go."

"I've said it before, that's not love, that's just pure dependence!" Xiang Lin's vocal cords said such words uncontrollably, and then her heart began to ache, piercingly.She's a bastard, an incomparable big bastard, and she's striding forward, into the dark.

leave.Only by leaving can she not be harmed.

only to leave.

"That's not dependence, Xianglin, take me with you, please, take me with you, I will definitely make you happy..."

Even the words are the same.

My happiness is your peace and happiness.Sakura, I can't destroy you.

Xianglin thought so, but she didn't know, how could Sakura be happy after leaving her and losing her whole soul.Xianglin doesn't understand this, but Xiaoying understands, she won't let go, and Xianglin won't let her leave just like that.

"I won't take you away. To me, Konoha is not my home after all."

Where people are missed is where they belong.

After stepping out today, I will have a home...

"Really?" came a faint deep voice, with some inexplicable emotions, Sakura stood up from the stone chair and looked at Xianglin. There was courage in her green eyes that Xianglin did not have, and she strongly let Xianglin Don't dare to look directly.

"I won't let you go."

"You can keep my people, but you can't keep my heart."

"At least you're by my side."

This was the last sentence Xianglin heard, and then fell into darkness.The last touch of pink in the corner of the eyes made Xianglin want to laugh, but it turned out like this in the end, if he left early...

Holding her body, Xiao Sakura felt wronged, this was the last method she didn't want to use, but she was forced to use such a method.

——The person who can keep me, but can't keep my heart.

Xianglin, don't forgive me for being selfish, even I can't forgive myself.

——Sakura, love cannot be forced.

——But what should I do, I can't bear it, I can't bear it at all...

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Waking up is not because of the noise, but because of the sunlight entering the room, which is dazzling.After Xianglin sat up from the bed, she realized her situation.Imprisoned chakra, that's not too hard for a medical ninja.

It is already morning.The sunlight came in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, making Xianglin feel so comfortable that he didn't want to move.She thought about everything that happened last night, Sakura's crying, and Sakura's persuasion.His own stubbornness, and his own determination.

"Tch, when Sasuke was able to defect, he was really grateful that Sakura wasn't the current Sakura."

The layout of two bedrooms and one living room is not Sakura's home, but there are traces of Sakura's living there.In the photo on the bedside table, Sakura has a relaxed smile on her face. It seems to be a photo when she just became a Chunin.There are Haruno Zhao and Haruno Mebuki.

"You really raised an incredible daughter..." Xiang Lin didn't know what kind of emotion it contained in the exclamation in that sentence.Maybe it's helplessness, but more of it is pampering.

The door is locked.Locked very tightly, very dead.But this doesn't mean that Xianglin can't leave here.Even if the windows are sealed, even if Chakra is imprisoned.

Xianglin just wanted to leave, leave Konoha, and leave Sakura's side.

She stubbornly believes that only her leaving is good for Sakura, and she also stubbornly implements her own ideas.But she didn't think about what is good for her for Sakura.

Xianglin escaped.Even if she leaves Konoha, she is likely to die.

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When Sakura came out of the hospital, she was not as happy as she imagined.Depressed, to be exact.She forcibly left Xianglin behind and imprisoned Xianglin's chakra, which was the last thing Sakura wanted to do.In fact, she just had a simple idea, and she just wanted to simply let Xianglin stay and stay by her side.I just want to be with Xianglin, she loves her, deeply in love.She wants to hold hands with that fiery red woman for the rest of her life, watching the flowers bloom and fall in the front yard with a smile, and follow the clouds and clouds in the sky.That's all, she loves Xianglin, she deeply understands what kind of pain it is to lose Xianglin's life, lose her soul, and she never wants to experience that feeling again.She wanted to take Xianglin as her own.After this kind of domineering thought rose in her mind, she could no longer control it. It became bigger and stronger, and it was so strong that it wanted to drive her crazy.

But another voice suddenly sounded in his head.

——Love cannot be forced.

Does Xianglin love her?

When this question came to mind, Sakura was not sure.Xianglin never said he liked her.Sakura tried her best to recall the painful but happy days for her at the beginning. Xiang Lin said a lot of things, but she never said that she liked her.She just knew that Xianglin couldn't refuse her, and she couldn't refuse Xianglin either.

——You are just dependent, not love!

Not dependent.

Xiao Ying suddenly became frightened, the kind of fright from the inside out, so that she couldn't even take a step forward, she leaned against the wall a little weakly, panting heavily, the accusation was magnified in her ears over and over again, over and over again Repeatedly, the bright red in my mind gradually became calm and indifferent.

Xianglin doesn't love her?

She forced herself to recall the night she hailed as the happiest, the uncontrollable body, the delicate and gentle comfort, the desperate and helpless struggle, and the feeling that turned into a simple sentence.

——Sakura, don't cry.

——You are just dependent, not love!

——Sakura, don't cry.

——You are just dependent, not love!

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The chill spread from the heartland.Sakura is going to drive herself crazy.At this moment, she desperately wants to see that person, wants to see that piece of bright red, and she wants to know what kind of existence she is in her heart.

Myself,

what exactly is it……

companion?

No, she doesn't want that answer! ! !

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Broken windows, empty houses.

She escaped.

——You can keep my people, but you can't keep my heart.

The bright red dimmed, faded, and shrouded in darkness.Sakura stretched out her hand, but no matter what, she couldn't catch the color. She took a step forward and turned away from the light. The junction of light and darkness was gray. She stood here and tried her best to move forward, but she still couldn't catch the color. A bright red that is about to merge with the darkness.She stepped forward again, and finally stepped into the darkness.

She reaches out for a hug.

Embrace the dark.

Embracing the scarlet that merged with darkness.

Cold and suffocating.

But Sakura felt a bit of warmth emerge from the cold and suffocating.

Fleeting.

Fear came from her heart, from the inside out, her body was numb, her limbs were cold, she ran with great strides, chasing that color in the darkness.

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