[Heizi's Basketball] The Boys of the Former Summer

☆Kise Ryota

The colder the person, the less he can see clearly what he really wants.

When Kise woke up the next morning, he found that he was lying on the bed, and the light shone into the room through the covered screen window, leaving spots of light on the floor.He moved, and his skin rubbed against the hotel's not-so-good quilt, and his back, which was injured in the tug yesterday, suddenly hurt so badly that he couldn't help but gasp.Turning over, the magnified face of Aomine came into view.

Maybe he was disturbed by Kise's movements, but he woke up not long after.Then he grabbed his hair and said in a tone of displeasure after being woken up: "Are you awake? You can fall asleep crying and crying. You don't know how long I kept that movement before I realized that you were already asleep." gone?"

Just after waking up from sleep, there were still a few physical tears in the corners of Huang Lai's eyes. He seemed to be thinking about something, so he had a dazed look on his face.And the sleepy hair curled up restlessly, and his cute expression made him look like an extremely cute puppy.And when he saw the thin and delicate collarbone exposed under Kise's unbuttoned shirt, Aomine's face turned red subconsciously.

"Well, thank you yesterday." Kise's voice was extremely low, and he couldn't even hear what he was saying unless he listened carefully, but his eyes were extremely clean and clear.Qingfeng has never seen Kise's smile like this, such a bright and pure smile from the heart, so beautiful that he suddenly has an urge to have it all the time, so beautiful that his heart even stops beating for an instant.Huang Lai wiped his eyes, then continued to speak: "Yesterday, I was really scared to death. Your movement of smashing the ball is really cool. By the way, what's your name?" He felt embarrassed knowing the other person's name, but his tone was pleasant.

"My name is Aomine Daiki."

——In this way, they should be considered friends, right?

--What do you think?

It was after this incident that Kise and Aomine began to really get acquainted.

In fact, Kise is such a strange person.

For unfamiliar people, those who are not strong maintain an indifferent attitude.Although I won't say that I don't like you, and I won't show my dislike, but it will isolate you from my heart.And only those whom he approves can truly walk into his heart and receive his sincere treatment.This sounds mean and cruel, but it is so emotional and reasonable when applied to Kise.

Since he was a child, because of his super sports ability, special imitation skills, and the face that God loves, Kise has always been lonely. This loneliness makes him extremely indifferent, indifferent to everything, Then build a thick wall in your heart to keep everyone out.

However, Kise is definitely not without friends, on the contrary, he has many, many friends.

Those who can have dinner together, those who can sing K together, those who can skip class together, those who can play football together.

Or maybe because of family reasons, Kise was exposed to games between adults too early, flattering and obedient.He calls these - games.

One can't trust a person too much, who knows whose bed the person who sleeps with you tonight is talking about in the early morning.

And when he presents such a psychological analysis in front of you, you may be surprised, how can he have such a keen insight into these dark sides of people at such a young age?

However, this cannot be blamed on him, because any child has to grow up after encountering that.

To grow into the kind of person he never wanted to be.

☆Aomine Daiki

The favorite beginning people use before telling a story is: a long time ago.Same thing, but still magical.

And Aomine can no longer remember the self he was a long time ago, the Aomine Daiki that his mother said was wearing crotch pants and holding a lollipop.As scientifically proven, people's memory is limited, with a seven-year cycle.

However, why are there still many people who can remember things and old people seven years or even decades ago—because people are always recalling, turning their heads and looking back at the past that they would not easily forget.

And Aomine Daiki's deepest memory in his childhood is the incident in the second grade of elementary school.

In fact, that matter has nothing to do with Qingfeng in essence, and it can even be said that it has nothing to do with him at all.But Qingfeng didn't know why he remembered such a prison, as if it had penetrated into the bone marrow and he couldn't forget it.

At that time, there was an Internet cafe not far from Qingfeng's home, which was the place he must pass through every day after school when he was young.For children, places like Internet cafes should be very tempting and scary places. The young people who are gangsters in the society and the students who skip class and surf the Internet are the most unsuitable group of people in society to interact with.So Qingfeng actually didn't really want to pass through that place, it gave him too much impact, which made him not only tempted but also afraid.

He still remembered that day, it seemed that spring had just arrived, the weather was warm and cold, and it had been raining for nearly half a month, and there were a few social youths standing at the entrance of the Internet cafe as usual.

The hunchbacked old man was crying and dragged the man out of the Internet cafe, muttering: "How can you be so heartless, your father is seriously ill in bed, just hoping that you can find a good job after graduating from college , I didn't expect you to hide in an Internet cafe every day, smoking and drinking, why are you so..."

Qingfeng still remembers the self-defeating expression on the man's face until now, including his indifferent and sharp tone: "Then what else can I do?" Yes, he was asking, asking in an extremely complaining and angry tone.

Qingfeng looked at this decadent man contemptuously, and thought to himself: He will definitely not become such a self-defeating person in the future, without putting in effort, he only knows to complain about society and God.

And the most terrifying thing for us growing up is that one day in the future we suddenly realize that we have become the kind of person we used to hate the most.

It has nothing to do with preferences, it's just the world.

Therefore, when Qingfeng looked at the test paper full of red crosses and could not change his face, when Qingfeng lay on the roof day after day in a daze to sleep, when Qingfeng faced his parents' scolding but was no longer indifferent, he suddenly Reminds me of the man I saw many years ago.The man who was so angry with the society and disappointed with the world that he had nothing to do and gave up on himself suddenly felt terrible and sad.

It turned out that he had finally become the person he despised in the past.

This is really cruel and terrible.

☆Kise Ryota

Look at the various states in the world, why should we live so carelessly?

A few days ago, Huang Lai read a sentence in a book: "Have you ever believed in someone in particular, be it friendship or love, but was slapped backhanded by reality?" After many years, he Suddenly remembering the right and wrong of many years ago, I can't help but feel sad, this is not just a slap.

Kise grew up with his mother since he was a child, and his impression of his father was built from a few phone calls and TV news.He knew his father was a director since he was a child, and he was busy filming and socializing.After this cognition was formed in his mind, Kise became more and more sensible - so sensible that he didn't look like a child.

As far as I can remember, the relationship between mother and father has always been very good, even a little like a guest of respect.And the two of them were even praised by the media as "talented and beautiful", which can't help but feel a little exaggerated. There is no such thing as a natural couple in this world.

So Huang Lai, the "Heaven's Proud Son" in the eyes of everyone, is actually just a weight used by his mother to hang his father's unbridled heart, which is more useful than beauty and temperament-weight.

Of course, the young Kise didn't know these things. His mother's blind tolerance and doting made him live in a world that was so clean that there was no darkness and pain.

It is cruel to say it is happiness.

And to this day, Huang Lai can still remember, remember the anger and fear that arose in his heart when the truth suddenly came to him, and he told him such a truth without any pity.

What could make him more angry than a young child who saw his father cheating on him?

That's right, when they were still complaining about the endless homework, when they were still struggling with the childish and innocent friendship, when they were still traveling hand in hand with their parents, Kise had to accept the loveless relationship between their parents Marriage, and the fact that her father cheated.

He suddenly remembered the scene when he dragged his father to make a noise to go to the aquarium when he was young, and remembered that he lovingly said to himself: "Okay, when Dad has time next time, I will take you with my mother." Kise mocked The corners of his lips curled up, thinking: What a hypocrisy.

People are like this, with so many faces walking in this society exquisitely.

And all of these were only after that incident that Huang Lai finally came to his senses.

In fact, at that time, Kise didn't expect to see his father when the school organized a spring outing, so that when he saw him, he subconsciously thought that he had admitted the wrong person.

But how can there be so many coincidences in the world, the same hairstyle, his favorite outfit, and the face that is somewhat similar to himself.Inadvertently, Kise, who was already at the end, left the line and walked towards the coffee shop.

The one who drank coffee with her father was a woman with charming long curly hair and exquisite facial features that made up the face of a popular actor.

Something seemed to lift the veil towards him.

If the coffee shop was just a work negotiation, Kise didn't pay much attention to it, but just when he was about to walk to the coffee shop from the side of the road, they got up, and his father put his arms around the woman's waist, and then paid the money to go out the door. go.They chatted so happily that when he walked out the door, he didn't even notice the shocked Kise who was standing across the road.

Kise didn't know what kind of mentality he had to follow his father into the hotel, thinking coldly: Can this gorgeous and exquisite decoration really cover up the ugly and dirty hearts of human beings full of desires?

It's really chilling to catch rape in bed.

He didn't dare to think about his mother's soft and clear eyes, he just staggered home, rushed into the bedroom and threw his father's photo on the ground, stomping on it several times angrily, still unable to relieve his anger.

It really is still too young, so small that it only knows to run home when something goes wrong, so small that it uses this extremely stupid way to relieve anger.

Hearing the sound, the mother came out from the balcony, and the aunt rushed over suspiciously.

"Ryota, what are you doing?"

"Mom, Dad, he went to the hotel with other women outside."

Still too young, so small that I don't know what it means to listen without asking, and I don't know what to hide and what not to say.

"You misread the person, your father is out of town."

"I'm not wrong. How could I be wrong? It's really him. Don't be angry, Mom."

It's still too small, so small that I don't know how to read people's faces, and I don't know what to pay attention to the occasion.

"Liangta, shut up, what are the kids doing for adults? Go watch TV."

He didn't expect that his mother had acquiesced in this fact, and what was suddenly presented to him was the hypocrisy and cruelty of adult society, which made him suddenly seem to understand.

Marriage can be without love, and marriage is just a false bargaining chip.

The subtext of respecting each other as guests is non-interference.

That night, Huang Lai heard this conversation while tossing and turning, which finally made his heart feel completely cold.

"I don't care if you flirt outside, but how can you show your son."

"He will know sooner or later, I just bumped into him earlier."

I don't care if you flirt outside.

Sooner or later he will find out.

A sentence of cruelty scratched his heart like a knife, so it wasn't that he didn't know, but he just didn't want to pay attention to it.

So what is this kind of marriage?

When the tulle was completely lifted, revealing the dark and dirty inside, the monster named "lie" devoured itself in an instant.

So, that year, Kise, who was only in the fifth grade of elementary school, grew up overnight.

In the end, he grew into the kind of person he least wanted to be at first.

Recovering from the memories, Kise scratched his hair, and said cheerfully as if he suddenly thought of something: "Let's go to the aquarium today, I've always wanted to go."

His eyes are curved into a beautiful crescent shape, which is very eye-catching under the light.

He said to Aomine, let's go to the aquarium - let's fulfill his long-cherished wish - although not with his parents.

So, from this point of view, in fact, Qingfeng should be regarded as the first person who broke into Huang Lai's heart.