I love you in Ambilight

——There is no right or wrong in love. We can only blame us for loving the wrong person. We can only blame fate for being too good at teasing people. Only when we fall in love do we know that we can't be together.

In Yuri's room

After tidying up everything, Yuri still didn't forget to clean the room, stretched her waist, looked at her watch, it was past eleven o'clock, wondering if she should bother Guizi at this time?

Finally, I thought it might be too late tomorrow, so I went to see it now, picked up the photos on the table and the posters in a small box, and went out.

Standing at Guizi's door, You Ideal rang the doorbell without even thinking about it.

After a long time, no one came to open the door.

"It seems that I really fell asleep." Yuri looked a little disappointed, "I don't know if I can catch up tomorrow."

Yuli was worried that it would be too late to give the things to Guizi tomorrow, and other people would find out her secret.

Just as Yuri was about to leave in disappointment, there was the sound of the door opening behind her.

Yuri turned around happily and said:

"Sister Guizi, call so late..."

The following words were swallowed before he finished speaking.

Seeing the red eyes and nose behind her, the dry tears on her face, and the teardrops still hanging from the corners of her eyes, Yuri suddenly became nervous.

"Sister Guizi?" You Lixiang asked what's wrong, but couldn't ask.

"Yuri? Hehe... I'm sorry to let you see this look." Seeing Yuli looking at him with a complicated expression, Guizi realized that he was embarrassed now, and hurriedly wiped off the marks on his face in embarrassment.

"What's the matter, Yuri?"

Seeing Guizi, who still doesn't forget to be strong at this moment, showing the biggest smile to herself with a strong smile, Yuri's throat felt sour.

What could make the heartless Guizi cry so sadly alone?

"Sister Guizi, I want to ask you for a favor."

Although I can't understand what's going on with Guizi's appearance, Yuri doesn't want to go into it. After all, everyone has one or several little secrets that they don't want others to know.

Since she didn't say anything, she didn't have the right to ask, did she?

"Ok!"

Guizi smiled and nodded, but her eyes were full of sadness.

"I just want Sister Guizi to save something for me."

Yuli's cheeks were flushed with embarrassment, and Guizi's dim eyes were also brightened. Looking into the small box in Yuli's arms, there were large and small poster papers in it, and Guizi understood what it was.

"Yuri has become a member of B-Boys, but sister Keiko forgot to congratulate you just now, it's really rude."

"It's not a big deal, it's okay. Sister Guizi is already very happy watching TV."

"Yuri..."

"Sister Guizi?"

Guizi suddenly lost control and stepped forward to hug Yuli, knocking her chin on Yuli's shoulder.

"Yuri is so thin." Tightening her arms slightly, Guizi smiled but burst into tears, "You are leaving tomorrow! I am so reluctant."

"Sister Guizi..." How do you know?The unfinished words stuck in the middle of the throat, feeling the warm tears seeping down through the cotton shirt, Yuri didn't know what to do, even though she was hugged so hard that she couldn't breathe, Yuri couldn't bear to push it away.

"Yuri is so happy, she can boldly pursue the person she likes, but I don't have the right..."

The strange words were said in a self-deprecating tone, and Yuri could hear the despair in Keiko's words just now.

"Sister Guizi, if you're in a bad mood, you can sleep... sleep..." The last three words of Yuli were almost out of tune.

The reason is that when he said this, he saw a man through the crack of Guizi's unclosed door. Just a man would not surprise Yuri. The most terrifying thing is that this man met Yuli just today. Ichiichi Yamaguchi who said hello, and Iichi Yamaguchi who heartily encouraged Yuri to work hard after today's game!But why did this famous Japanese actor appear here? Does it have something to do with Guizi crying so sad now?

The man inside the door has not noticed that Yuli outside the door has noticed his existence, and he is still sitting leisurely on the sofa smoking a cigar, but the lonely side face still makes Yuli recognize him at a glance.

"Sister Guizi, why is Yamaguchi at your house? Are you acquaintances?" Yuri continued to look into the door and asked softly.

Unexpectedly, Guizi in her arms reacted very violently, she left Yuri's arms a little scared, and quickly closed the door, her face turned sideways unconsciously, with complex expressions, both fearful and sad.

"Sister Guizi?"

Guizi clenched her lower lip as if she was holding back.

Seeing Guizi's actions, Yuri was a little skeptical.

"Sister Guizi and Yamaguchi are... a couple?"

Guizi didn't speak.

"Are you guys arguing? If you quarrel, you should make up quickly, otherwise it will be easy to break up."

The naive Yuri really thought that the situation was what he thought.

"Unexpectedly, Yamaguchi's girlfriend is sister Keiko!"

"No!" Guizi suddenly retorted excitedly, "He's already married!"

What! ?already married?

"Married...?" Yuri foolishly thought that she must have heard it wrong, as if talking to herself but looking at Guizi as if seeking an answer.

However, Guizi just closed her eyes in pain, bit her lower lip tightly and did not reply.

Seeing Guizi's painful expression, Yuri was also in pain.

"Impossible." Yuri murmured, with a face of self-deception, although he tried his best to anesthetize himself with words, but his heart was trembling.

"Sister Guizi, it's not like that, can you explain?"

The naive Yuri is unwilling to accept the facts that Guizi said just now, but even he feels light when he said it, and he himself knows that he is just deceiving himself now, even though Guizi also said that things are not like that in the end, he will not believe it. But he still wanted to hear Guizi's explanation.

"Yuri, I can't go back." The understatement made Yuri feel even more painful, as if the hurt person was himself.

What do you mean you can't go back?Why can you still say it doesn't matter?

"Do you know what you're doing?" Yuri also had tears in his eyes, his voice raised several decibels because of anger.

"I know!" Guizi also yelled back, and then he realized that he was overly emotional, so he slowed down and repeated, "I know! But everything can't go back."

Seeing Guizi covering her face in pain with both hands, and also unwilling to accept the truth, Yuri couldn't control her tears anymore, and Dou Da's tears flowed more fiercely than Guizi.

"Why can't he go back? He is a married man, and he is a famous actor Yamaguchi who is loved and supported by millions of people. Why is he a married man?"

Yuri didn't understand why he was so angry, shouldn't he act like he has nothing to do with him?But what's going on now, even Yuri himself can't figure it out.

"Yuri..." Guizi let go of her hands covering her face, and looked at Yuli desperately, "I really can't go back. I have it, I have it! If I go for an abortion again, my life will be over!"

what? !

All the strength in the whole body seemed to be exhausted, and all the things in Yuli's hands were scattered on the ground. Apart from staring blankly at Guizi, Yuli didn't know what else he could do.

"Yuri, I love him." Guizi grabbed Yuli's shoulders, "But we are being played around by fate, and I know it's wrong, but I can't let go, and now I can't let go even more."

Yuli followed the direction of Guizi's hand movement and looked at her flat abdomen, where there was a new life that had not yet formed.

"Yuri, I'm not like you who can pursue more people, although I know I was wrong, but I can't go back..."

"No! Sister Guizi, we are very similar! Both love someone who shouldn't be loved and can't get out." Yuri thought silently in her heart and didn't say it out.

Now is a more suitable sentence at this time:

There is no right or wrong in love, we can only blame us for loving the wrong person, and we can only blame fate for being too good at teasing people. Only when we fall in love do we know that we can't be together.

What a ridiculous sentence? !

Yuri raised the corner of her mouth bitterly to wipe away the tears on Guizi's face.

"Take a good rest." This is Yuli's last encouragement to Guizi, and she can only rely on herself for the rest.

It is up to her to give up or continue.

Yuli knew how much a scandal would affect an artist, and he believed that Guizi knew it too, but she couldn't calmly think about things now.

"I leave the things to you." Yuri picked up the things on the ground and handed the photo of Qingshui Qiushi to Guizi, and without saying anything, he rushed back to his house and locked the door tightly.

Although he can't accept that Guizi is a third party in someone else's family, he also needs to calm down and try to think about things from Guizi's perspective.

If it were him who would influence Brother Jian Ling, would he be able to simply give up?After thinking about it like this, I can't be sure whether I will give up willingly.

What is love... exactly?