Life is not easy, the lead singer farms

??Little P's fire is in the downwind position, and the smoke from the cumin barbecue drifts to Qi Le's side.

??Three small brains get together, eating skewers and chatting about gossip on Weibo.

??When they first debuted, in order to facilitate the management of these fifteen or sixteen-year-old kids, except for Duan Yu'an, Cao Min explicitly prohibited other people from interacting with fans on Weibo, so as not to cause any trouble.

??After so many years, these people are also used to using private accounts. Anyway, Seeker also has a blue V dedicated to posting event announcements.

??So using personal accounts to eat melons on Weibo, the three of them have no burden to eat.

?? I don’t know if Reporter Li went back and did some work. On Weibo, the tag about [A Emperor’s Secret Lover] has dropped to a position beyond [-].Chaohua was also criticized by fans, and they were all discussing Seeker's role as Sichuan travel promotion ambassador on February [-]st.

??Seeker is different from other traffic, taking the route of strength.At the beginning of their debut, Captain A Huang positioned Seeker as a simple rock band that only made music.

??They don’t play with any idol persona, they don’t have a fan group name, and they rarely appear on variety shows…

?? Some are just well-produced albums.

?? It can be said that Seeker's popularity and popularity are all due to the team members step by step and hard work.

??This kind of gossip can't shake their status at all, and most fans still pay more attention to the work itself.

??Little P was full of greasy food. He flipped through Cao Minfa's schedule and complained, "It's as if the team has never been suspended. February is in Sichuan, and March is in Thailand..."

??Kira: "I think it's pretty good. I only went for two or three days. Compared with last year, it's much better."

??Recalling the days of continuous rotation last year, Xiao P was a little emotional. He rubbed the calluses on his hands from beating the drums and said, "I am a little uncomfortable when I am suddenly idle. I miss my lovely drumsticks."

??Moffy interrupted suddenly: "Is Xiaoman in Guangzhou?"

??Xiao Man, Zhou Man, is the head of the Seeker technician group, and also a guitarist, mainly responsible for dealing with the problems of the band's instruments.

?? "Ah yes! Xiaoman! His musical instrument shop is in Shenzhen!" Speaking of Zhou Man's musical instrument shop, Kira was very excited: "He kept saying that he had a guitar signed by John. I wanted to see it for a long time, but I never Chance."

"Why don't we go tomorrow?"

??The other two also wanted to see the legendary guitar. Moffy glanced behind him, "I don't know if the boss and the assistant will go."

?? Xiao P firmly said: "I will definitely go, the Beatles are the idol of the boss."

??Who wouldn't want to see an autographed idol.

??Kira has already chatted with Zhou Man on WeChat: "He said that he happens to be free tomorrow, so I can meet you at the store in the afternoon."

??Different from the lively trio, after Qi Le threw the chopsticks to Duan Yuan and let him eat the barbecue, he didn't speak again.

??He picked a place farthest from Duan Yuan, and put the fish on the rack.Like the beef, the fish was served with no seasoning other than a sprinkling of sea salt.

?? Duan Yu'an visually measured the distance between him and Qi Le, and sighed silently in his heart.

??Children are still too defensive, with an attitude of refusing to communicate.It seems that he still has a long and difficult road to go.

??First of all, let the children open their hearts to themselves.

?? "Do you like cooking?"

??Duan Yuan found a relatively safe topic to avoid talking about Qi Le's past.

??Qi Le nodded silently, without making a sound.

?? Duan Yuan quietly took a step closer, and asked softly: "Then besides cooking, do you have other things you like to do?"

??Qi Le Fanyu's hand paused, and after a moment of silence, he shook his head and replied, "No more."

??What do you like to do...

?? In fact, there are.

??He used to have something that he loved crazily, the kind that he loved to the bone.It's just that when he gave up his studies later, those things followed and he lost them together.

?? Duan Yuan stared at the expression on Qi Le's face, frowning.

?? Duan Yu'an is naturally sensitive to sound, and he can detect even the slightest change.

??So, when Qi Le said "It's gone", even though the expression on his face didn't change, Duan Yu'an could still tell that his tone was disappointed.

?? Lost, but also with a little unwillingness.

??The child's deliberately pretended indifference just hit Duan Yu'an deep in his heart, and he suddenly called out to Qi Le.

?? "Lele, look at me."

?? Duan Yu'an's voice was low and hoarse, and his tone was full of pity and love.Qi Le had never heard anyone call him that before, and with a move in his heart, he raised his eyes to meet the other's gaze.

?? "I asked you before, if we can be friends after we recover from illness. You said yes at the time."

??Duan Yu'an took another step forward. He approached Qi Le with deep eyes, and his gentle voice warmed the cool night around him.

?? "I don't know your promise, do you still count on it now?"

??Qi Le felt that his heart was scratched a bit, he opened his mouth slightly, and stayed for a while before saying: "It's counting."

?? When counting.

?? Duan Yuan smiled and said, "Then can I... make an application in advance?"

??Qi Le: "What application?"

?? Someone started to play tricks again: "I applied for my recovery."

??Of course Qi Le knew the meaning of Duan Yuan's words, he remained silent and did not answer.

??The patient's absurd request, as a therapist, he can't and doesn't want to agree.

??But Qi Le also knew clearly that he couldn't refuse any request from Duan Yu'an.

?? This person is really good at acting like a baby.

??As long as this person is cute, subdued, or makes a pitiful expression, it will remind Qi Le of a golden retriever he raised before, looking downcast.

?? Duan Yu'an was still asking softly, he even poked Qi Le's arm with his finger:

?? "Can you? Lele..."

?? "In this way, I can become friends with you in advance."

?? "..."

??Qi Le closed her eyes irritably, not knowing whether she was annoying Duan Yu'an or herself.

??Finally he gritted his teeth and said, "Whatever you want."

?? Duan Yuan smiled with satisfaction: "Then from now on, we will be friends."

??Qi Le nodded.

??That's right, anyway, he doesn't reject being friends with the person in front of him.

...

?? After eating and drinking enough, everyone started to set off fireworks by the lake.The bright fireworks exploded in the night sky, and at a glance, they were as gorgeous as summer flowers.

??Among the few, Little P is the most playful, making a fuss like a child. He circled around with a cold firework, "I must win the Global Golden Melody Award this year! Let Seeker become a top band!"

?? They are short of this award, the Grand Slam.

?? Hearing Little P's lies, Kira whistled at him and mocked:

?? "If you can use the time you spend playing games to practice drumming more, then there should be great hope."

??Little P was furious, and chased Kira with cold fireworks: "I don't have it!! Don't spit blood!"

?? Duan Yuan sat not far away, watching them make trouble, the fireworks that were set off were imprinted on his face, and the black coat became radiant.

??Qi Le looked at the flickering fire, and suddenly remembered the scene when grandpa squatted at the door of the house with him and set off fireworks on New Year's Eve the year before last.

??It was a cold winter that year, and the vegetable field in the backyard was even covered with frost.Qi Le couldn't feel the cold, but Grandpa insisted on making him wear a scarf and gloves.

?? "Young people, don't think that you can spoil it casually because you are healthy. It is not good to have a cold."

??That night, Grandpa didn't know what was wrong, so he rarely mentioned the past with Qi Le.

??Those buried for several years, dare not dig out the past.

?? "Xiao Le, Grandpa knows that incident has hit you hard, but you can't be stuck in the past forever, you are still young, and you have a long way to go in the future."

?? "You will definitely meet again in the future, someone who loves you."

?? "So, don't give up on the world, don't lock yourself up."

?? "When someone reaches out to you, don't hesitate..."

?? "Hold it up, and follow that person out again."

??That night, after my grandfather finished speaking, he died of a heart attack within a few days.

??Grandpa left in a hurry, and Qi Le didn't have time to say goodbye to him.

?? At that time, Qi Le locked himself in the room and did not eat or drink for three whole days.Three days later, accompanied by Aunt Fourteen, he went to the hospital to sign the claim agreement with a cold face.

?? On the day of Grandpa's funeral, as the eldest grandson, Qi Le walked at the front of the line, with continuous crying behind and unstoppable drizzle ahead.

??Qi Le silently held his grandfather's urn, so hard that his fingertips turned white.He felt that he should cry.

??It was my grandfather who took him back to Shiwei Town from Shenzhen and taught him how to grow and cook vegetables.

??Grandpa loves him so much, loves him so much...

?? But no matter how hard Qi Le blinked, tears still couldn't fall. He just sent away the last person who loved him in the world with a blank face.

??Everyone is calling him a white-eyed wolf with no conscience, no one knows the sadness he is holding back.

??Qi Le thought that he was like this all his life, and that the warmth, love, hatred and parting in the world had nothing to do with him, and the world had long since abandoned him.

??But Duan Yuan broke in.

??The man gently pushed aside the city wall that he had painstakingly built over the past few years, allowing him to feel that he was still alive again.

??Will Duan Yu'an be the person my grandfather mentioned??

?? The person who stretched out his hand towards himself.

?? Can he trust him?

??Qi Le suddenly wanted to take a risk.

??…

??Noticing Qi Le's gaze, Duan Yu'an turned his head away and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong? You look unhappy."

??Qi Le was in a complicated mood: "You can see that I'm unhappy?"

??"Ok……"

?? Duan Yu'an pondered for a moment, and said, "I didn't see it, but felt it."

?? "Your eyes speak, they tell me."

?? "I know when you are happy and when you are sad."

??Qi Le: "..."

?? "Can you tell me why you are unhappy?" Duan Yuan picked up a stone and threw it into the lake, casually said: "Aren't we friends? Friends are just for complaining."

?? "I am willing to listen to whatever you say."

??Qi Le bit her lip and shook her head lightly: "I remembered something from the past."

?? Duan Yuan breathed a sigh of relief.

??Finally, Qi Le was willing to open his heart and talk to him about his own affairs, proving that his efforts were not in vain.

?? Duan Yu'an: "I'm not happy because I remembered the bad past?"

??Qi Le nodded: "Well, I remembered the time when Grandpa passed away. That day was also Chinese New Year, the sixth day of the Lunar New Year."

?? Duan Yu'an was taken aback, and suddenly raised his head.

??Losing a family member during the Chinese New Year, or the only family member... Duan Yuan felt that he was so distressed that he was about to die.

?? "You must miss your grandpa..."

??Qi Lequ raised his legs, put his chin on his knees, and replied in a muffled voice: "Well, I remembered something he said to me before he passed away."

?? Duan Yuan asked softly: "What are you talking about?"

??Qi Le looked down at the palm of his hand. His fingers were slender, tender and fair. They didn't look like hands that could hoe and chop vegetables at all.

??He looked at those hands, was silent for a long time, took a deep breath, and then regained the courage to speak:

?? "My grandfather said that I will definitely meet someone who loves me again in the future. If that person reaches out to me, tell me not to hesitate."

?? "Although I don't know why you like me, I have a bad temper and can't communicate well. Apart from helping you cure diseases, I am useless..."

?? "You are not worthless."

?? Duan Yu'an was so sad that he couldn't listen anymore. He interrupted him and said, "In my eyes, your personality is not bad at all, and you are also very good at communicating..."

??"so……"

?? He stretched out his hand towards Qi Le, palm facing up, like an invitation: "You don't have to hesitate, I will always be with you."

??"rest assured."

??Looking at Duan Yu'an's hand, Qi Le's eyes suddenly turned red.

?? He has lived alone for so long that he has forgotten how much he longed for the company of others.