love blind spot

The next chapter will use time to fast forward to Dafa

Going home after evening self-study, Lin Zhuo told Zhou Xiuyun that Lu Qingyu had a cold, and Zhou Xiuyun made ginger soup for him to send over.

Lin Zhuo bumped into Lu Yuan as soon as he entered the door, he smiled, "Uncle Lu, I'll deliver the soup."

Lu Yuan clicked his tongue, "Drink some yourself, don't catch a cold."

"Okay." Lin Zhuo said.

He sat on the edge of the table, watched Lu Qingyu drink the soup, touched the top of his hair and said, "Don't write too late tonight, go to bed early."

Lu Qingyu said "Yes", "I'll be sleeping in a while, don't stay up too late."

"it is good."

The two of them bent down and raised their heads very tacitly. Lin Zhuo grabbed the back of Lu Qingyu's neck and kissed him lightly twice.

"Xiao Yu..."

Lu Yuan forgot to knock on the door and came in. Lin Zhuo straightened up instantly and looked over with embarrassment.

Lu Yuan's expression was not very good, he coughed twice and said, "What are you two doing, be careful..."

Lin Zhuo quickly picked up the bowl and said, "Nothing, Uncle Lu, I'm leaving first."

After Lin Zhuo left, Lu Yuan and Lu Qingyu looked at each other, and Lu Qingyu spoke first, "Dad, what's the matter?"

Lu Yuan frowned, "I forgot... But why are you two so clingy, the college entrance examination is one year away, can't you wait?"

Lu Qingyu was helpless, "There won't be any changes after the college entrance examination."

Lu Yuan snorted coldly, "Isn't it invisible to the eye... that's fine, go to bed early."

Lu Qingyu sent a few voice messages to Lin Zhuo after washing up, and after saying goodnight to each other, they turned off the light in the bedroom, leaving only a small desk lamp on the desk.

He put on a piece of clothing, took out a piece of letter paper that had been written for a few days from the drawer, and looked at the few short lines on it, worrying.

This is a letter that Lu Qingyu planned to send to Lin Zhuo on his birthday, but he is really not good at it. After a few days, Lin Zhuo might be able to write a short story, but he didn’t even finish the beginning. I don't know if it can be completed before Lin Zhuo's birthday.

Lu Qingyu endured the discomfort of a cold, took out the earphones and put them on, the songs that Lin Zhuo had sung to him were all played in the loop, some were whole songs, and some were just a few lines.

He slowly calmed down, picked up the pen, lowered his head and started writing, much more serious and focused than solving math problems.

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It may be because he didn't have a good rest in the last night, Lu Qingyu's cold didn't get better until before Lin Zhuo's birthday.

Lin Zhuo stayed in Lu Qingyu's bedroom the night before his birthday, and both Lu Yuan and Song Yulan pretended not to know.

Lin Zhuo sat across from Lu Qingyu's back, pressed against his back and said, "Xiaoyu, can I not leave tonight?"

"Ah."

"Today is 520, do you have anything to say to me?"

Lu Qingyu was still writing with her head down, and smiled when she heard this, "I've finished talking now, what will I say after midnight?"

Lin Zhuo clicked his tongue and looked up at the time, "Okay, I'll wait and tell me when you wake up tomorrow."

"No need," Lu Qingyu put down his pen and turned his wrist, "Go to bed later today, and I'll tell you at midnight."

Lin Zhuo pushed back his hair and kissed the back of his neck, "You are sick recently, don't go to bed so late."

"It's ready." Lu Qingyu said.

He turned around and kissed Lin Zhuo on the face, "Lin Zhuo."

Lin Zhuo rubbed against him, "Huh?"

"Do you want to do it?" Lu Qingyu asked.

"Fuck..." Lin Zhuo was unprepared and looked at him in shock, "Are you serious?"

Lu Qingyu clicked his tongue, "Nonsense."

Lin Zhuo stared blankly at him for a while, then stood up abruptly from the chair, and circled him several times, "Wait, baby, I haven't...I haven't..."

Lu Qingyu waited for him quietly, Lin Zhuo finally organized his words, and said in a low voice, "We haven't decided who is on top yet!"

Lu Qingyu raised her eyebrows, "Is it so important who is on top?"

"No, it's not important..." Lin Zhuo said, "No, it's not that it's not important. It's not decided who will be on top and what to do?"

The more Lin Zhuo spoke, the more confused he became. Lu Qingyu said flatly, "I just asked if you want to do it, but I didn't say that I would do it now."

Lin Zhuo stopped walking in circles and regained his senses, "Oh, make it clear, this is not a birthday present for me..."

Lu Qingyu beckoned to him, Lin Zhuo walked in front of him, Lu Qingyu put his arms around his waist and hugged him, "I didn't want to take this as a birthday present, but it's okay if you want it, you can do it tomorrow night Go open the room."

Lin Zhuo was shocked again, and it took him a long time to say: "Lu Qingyu, are you the Lu Qingyu I know? Are you my little fish? Why did you suddenly become like this?"

Lu Qingyu smiled, "What has become?"

Lin Zhuo was speechless for a moment, "It turned into a yellow croaker."

Lu Qingyu patted his butt, "Okay, it seems that I don't want to."

"Hey, no, no, I didn't say I don't want to..." Lin Zhuo hesitated for a moment, "But the timing is not right now."

Lu Qingyu looked up at him, Lin Zhuo touched his face and said, "It's the first time for the two of us, in a broken hotel?"

Lu Qingyu didn't have so many romantic thoughts, he asked: "Then where do you want to be?"

Lin Zhuo thought for a while, "Even if it's outside, why not stay in a more beautiful hotel suite, you can stay in it all day, and you can enjoy the scenery after finishing it..."

Lin Zhuo said so that he felt a little embarrassed, he cleared his throat, "In short, it's just a little more romantic, you can't just find a hotel at any night and just do it..."

Lu Qingyu nodded, "Understood, then don't worry, it will be a year later."

"Damn..." Lin Zhuo whispered, "It will be a year later."

After he finished speaking, he thought about it again, and it seemed that it was really impossible to realize it before the college entrance examination.

Lin Zhuo hugged Lu Qingyu and did not let go, "Then I don't have a birthday present?"

"Yes," Lu Qingyu tilted his head to look at the time, "Do you want it tonight?"

"Can you?" Lin Zhuo asked expectantly.

"can."

"Will I cry?"

Lu Qingyu thought about his letter and gift, a little unconfident, "Maybe not, I'm afraid you might dislike it..."

Lin Zhuo interrupted him, "How is it possible, I will definitely like what you gave."

Lu Qingyu smiled, "You said it yourself."

Lin Zhuo looked at the time again, "Do I need to go out first?"

Lu Qingyu shook her head, "No need."

Lin Zhuo clicked his tongue, "Let me first guess what you will give, did you make it yourself?"

"That's right." Lu Qingyu said.

"The nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine little stars you folded for me?"

"No."

"The roses you made for me yourself?"

"No."

"Did you paint me the picture yourself?"

"No."

"Your hands..."

Lu Qingyu couldn't bear to interrupt him, "Lin Zhuo, my hands are not so skillful."

Lin Zhuo laughed out loud, "I think so too."

He kept guessing until 59:[-], and he didn't guess what gift Lu Qingyu had prepared for him. "I really can't guess it. Could it be that you..."

"Hush," Lu Qingyu held the phone and pressed the play button when the time jumped to zero, "Listen."

Lin Zhuo was stunned, and Lu Qingyu's cell phone heard his familiar prelude, which was a song he used to hum often for a while.

When the first line of the lyrics was sung, Lin Zhuo had already recognized that it was Lu Qingyu's voice.

He looked at Lu Qingyu in shock, but Lu Qingyu lowered his eyes and didn't look at him.

[Kites fly in the sky, people on the ground chase them]

[If you worry that you can't fly, you have my butterfly]

Lu Qingyu was tone deaf and had a low range. He couldn't sing as high as the original singer, but he tried his best to keep every note in tune.

[Kites fly in the sky, people on the ground chase them]

[If I'm worried that I can't fly, I have your grassland]

Lin Zhuo silently walked up to Lu Qingyu and hugged him.

[You describe me as the incomparable beauty in this world]

[I know you are the unparalleled beauty in this world]

"Baby..." Lin Zhuo said hoarsely, "How long have you practiced?"

"More than a month." Lu Qingyu said.

Lin Zhuo's eyes were red, and he choked up and asked, "Are you stupid?"

Lu Qingyu looked up at him, "Why are you crying?"

He stood up, Lin Zhuo put his arms around his waist, lowered his head and wiped his tears on his shoulders, "It sounds so good, baby..."

Lu Qingyu patted him on the back helplessly, "Really? Isn't it ugly to cry?"

Lin Zhuo smiled through tears, "Lu Qingyu...you are sick...you know it sounds so good..."

[You know I'll work like hell when you need a summer]

[I know you'll be my cover when I'm a deserter]

Hearing this sentence, the tears that Lin Zhuo had just suppressed flowed down again, he gave up struggling, and hugged Lu Qingyu motionlessly.

Lu Qingyu could feel his shoulders being completely wet by Lin Zhuo, and he didn't make any more noise, the two of them finished listening to the song quietly.

[If you worry that you can't fly, you have my butterfly]

[If I'm worried that I can't fly, I have your grassland]

After the last sentence, Lin Zhuo sniffed, and heard what Lu Qingyu said to him later.

[Little pig, happy birthday, you will always be my incomparable]

Lin Zhuo's face was full of tears, he wiped Lu Qingyu's clothes vigorously, and said in a hoarse voice, "I am the biggest today, don't dislike me."

"it is good."

Lu Qingyu pressed pause, Lin Zhuo kept bowing his waist and buried his face on his shoulder, Lu Qingyu followed his back and said, "Okay, little pig, don't cry, okay?"

Lin Zhuo shook his head, his Adam's apple rolled and said, "Who asked you to give me such a touching gift..."

Lu Qingyu tilted her head and kissed his ear, "There is still a letter I haven't shown you, are you sure you want to keep crying?"

Only then did Lin Zhuo raise his hand to wipe his eyes, and Lu Qingyu finally saw his face clearly, even the tip of his nose was red.

He reached out to Lu Qingyu, "What about the love letter, give it to me."

Lu Qingyu was taken aback, "It's not a love letter...it's just a letter."

Lin Zhuo stretched out his hand again, and said in a hoarse voice, "Forget it, I'll let it go."

Lu Qingyu took out a blue envelope from the drawer and handed it to him. Lin Zhuo wiped his hands on his clothes again, and said with a low smile, "I thought there was only one piece of paper..."

Lu Qingyu pinched his face, "How is that possible."

Lin Zhuo carefully opened the envelope, took out the letter paper and sat down at the desk, "You send me the song, I want to listen to it and read it at the same time."

"it is good."

Lin Zhuo listened to the song Lu Qingyu sang to him, and then looked at the first line of the letter: For my little pig, Lin Zhuo.

His eyes were a little wet again, he turned his head to look at Lu Qingyu, Lu Qingyu sat behind him and hugged him, Lin Zhuo leaned back hard.

To my little pig Lin Zhuo:

Piggy, you know, I can only write a review, but not a letter, so this letter may be a bit short, so don't dislike it.

I want to write to you because you said that you have never received anything I wrote. I feel a little wronged. I wrote pinyin for you in kindergarten, wrote a diary for you in elementary school, signed for you in junior high school, and wrote it for you in high school. The review book and notes are not considered to have never written anything for you.

I don't know what else to say after writing this... I'm a bit cold and have a headache, you're already asleep, I miss you a little.

In fact, when I first arrived in class ten, I always stared at Su Liang's position. I was afraid that you would be jealous, so I didn't tell you, and it was really uncomfortable to be separated from you.

Lin Zhuo, we seem to have been very lucky, we have never really separated, the university should really be separated, I miss you so much.

It’s not that Lu Qingyu can’t do without Lin Zhuo, Lu Qingyu can still study, eat, listen to music, sleep without Lin Zhuo, but Lu Qingyu doesn’t want to leave Lin Zhuo, because I miss you when I do everything, and I don’t care about you. It hurts, but it's empty.

Lin Zhuo had to wipe away his tears when he saw this, and said to Lu Qingyu, "Little fish... give me a kiss."

Lu Qingyu kissed the back of his neck, but Lin Zhuo felt that it wasn't enough, so he turned around and kissed him again.

Lu Qingyu wiped his tears and said, "Don't cry baby, your eyes are swollen."

Lin Zhuo pressed his lips against his face, "I miss you, Lu Qingyu, I miss you so much..."

Lu Qingyu fell silent, and Lin Zhuo put his arms around him and said, "Do you think you are the only one who misses me? When I see a fucking math problem, I think about you, and when I see you laughing at Su Liang, I'm so sore that I pretend to be dead." Dadu, when I think that the university is going to be separated from you, I can't wait to knock my brain out and ask it if I can get more than ten points in the math test..."

Lin Zhuo took a deep breath when he said this, and kissed him with red eyes, "Lu Qingyu, I have many friends, but none of them is one ten thousandth better than you, I will take you with me everywhere, you hate I will directly blackmail you, shine your shoes, eat your leftovers, and pamper you like a princess, all of which I am willing to do."

Lu Qingyu's eyes were also red, Lin Zhuo kissed his eyelids, and whispered: "I like to fly, I can fly very far, but I have never flown out of your grassland, it's not you who restrict me, it's you I don't want to, and I know you do too."

Let’s not talk about this, Lin Zhuo, this is the No.18 birthday I celebrated with you, and it’s also the first one. In the past, I would say: Happy birthday, little pig, be healthy and happy.

This year I want to say: Lin Zhuo, happy birthday, be healthy and happy, love Lu Qingyu, remember that Lu Qingyu loves you.

It's really too short, I'll give you a poem at the end, it's my first time writing a poem, don't laugh.

Oh my god!

I grew up with Lin Zhuo,

I will continue to accompany him for many years to come.

Even if he always receives love letters from others,

Even if he flies farther and farther,

Even if he can no longer comb my hair,

I will never forget to love him,

It will not be forgotten that he is incomparable.

"Lu Qingyu, didn't I say to comb your hair forever? Are you sick?"

"This is poetry..."

"Not even poetry!"

"Okay, okay, no."

"Who the hell is flying farther and farther away? You can see me wherever I fly. I'll come back as soon as you shout. I'm afraid you'll fly to a place where I can't see you!"

"No baby, be good..."

"Be good! You're going to piss me off..."

"I love you."

"..."

"I love you so much, Lin Zhuo, give me a kiss."

"Not enough, kiss again."

"Will you brush my hair now?"

"……it is good."

[You describe me as the incomparable beauty in this world]

[I know you are the unparalleled beauty in this world]