love blind spot

On the day when the results of the final exam came out, Xu Jiqing called Lin Zhuo and Lu Qingyu to the school, and the old horse stood behind Xu Jiqing with a straight face, coughed twice and said, "Last time I spoke ill-consideredly, these days I also Take it seriously, although I can't accept it at the moment, but I still apologize to you two first, this is my old horse's mistake."

Lin Zhuo didn't expect to hear Lao Ma apologize, he was flattered, "Well, Director Ma, there is something wrong between us..."

The old horse stared, raised his voice, and said, "Of course you two are wrong! Don't think that you are right when I apologize to you. I made a mistake. I shouldn't be conservative in my thinking, but the behavior of you two is also very bad! "

Well, the old horse is still the same old horse.

Lin Zhuo touched his nose, lowered his head to avoid the old horse's saliva attack, Lu Qingyu stood behind him and said: "Director Ma, we did do inappropriate things at inappropriate occasions, and Lin Zhuo and I have already reflected on ourselves. After passing, I will study hard with a correct attitude in the future, so I would like to submit a transfer application to you."

The old horse was surprised: "Transfer? You want to transfer? Which class?"

"Science class." Lu Qingyu said.

He didn't communicate with Xu Jiqing about this beforehand, so Xu Jiqing was also a little surprised. He looked at Lu Qingyu, "The science department is progressing very fast, so it's not so easy to follow."

Lu Qingyu nodded, "I know, it doesn't matter, one winter vacation is enough."

Both Lao Ma and Xu Jiqing fell silent. Although it was cruel to say so, it was enough for a talented student like Lu Qingyu.

Xu Jiqing smiled, patted him on the shoulder and said, "If you really decide, go through the formalities as soon as possible, and you can ask me if you have any questions, but I don't seem to have much to teach you."

The old horse touched Xu Jiqing, and said in a low voice, "Xiao Xu, do you agree now? Don't persuade me anymore?"

Xu Jiqing replied in a low voice, "Didn't you say just now that the two of them must focus on their studies?"

"Then you can't say that you can transfer to science if you transfer to science. You can transfer to other liberal arts classes. Such a good seedling took the first place in the last exam. This time, he was in the top [-] in one less exam. Are you willing to let go? Liberal arts class The number one scholar has not been in our school for three years..."

Over there Xu Jiqing was talking with Lao Ma, while here Lin Zhuo quietly hooked Lu Qingyu's little finger and shook it a few times.

Lu Qingyu looked at him, what's wrong?

Lin Zhuo didn't make a sound, just stared at him.

Lu Qingyu smiled helplessly, can't bear to part with me?

Lin Zhuo pursed his lips, yes.

Lu Qingyu whispered: "It's just a change of class, isn't it the same as the first year of high school, and it's not that we can't see each other."

Lin Zhuo lowered his eyes, it is different, how can it be the same, it is too difficult to change from extravagance to frugality.

He can no longer step into the class with Lu Qingyu, can't touch his legs quietly during class, can't help him get a glass of warm water between classes, can't look at his profile in a daze, and can't secretly kiss him when he can't help it. , can't even pin his messy hair behind his ears...

As long as Lin Zhuo thinks of these things, Lin Zhuo's heart will choke and ache. The one who separated from him in the first year of high school was Xiaoyu, and he has already regretted it. I want to go crazy.

Xu Jiqing talked with Lao Ma for a while, and Lao Ma looked at the two of them, "Since you've already made up your mind... Hand in hand! What are you doing! Let me go!"

Lin Zhuo was startled by the old horse, covered his heart and said, "You should join the seniors' choir..."

The old horse didn't hear clearly, "What are you muttering about! It seems that it's right to transfer classes. You two should put your mind on my studies, and talk about falling in love after you go to college!"

After leaving from the old horse, Xu Jiqing said to Lu Qingyu as he walked: "Go back and ask your parents to sign, and send it to the school as soon as possible. I think you will be arranged in Teacher Chen's class. Teacher Chen is also a mathematics teacher, and his qualifications are higher than mine. Very nice people...”

Xu Jiqing asked a lot, Lu Qingyu smiled faintly, "Thank you, Teacher Xu."

Xu Jiqing stopped, looked at him, then looked at Lin Zhuo, who was obviously absent-minded, and asked in a low voice, "I thought you were more suitable for science, and you studied literature for Lin Zhuo, right?"

Lu Qingyu let out a "hmm".

Xu Jiqing sighed, and asked jokingly, "You've always been a thoughtful child, how could you do such a romantic thing?"

Lu Qingyu glanced at Lin Zhuo and said, "I was not with him when I chose to study literature, and I didn't even know that I liked him."

Xu Jiqing was stunned, Lu Qingyu put his hands in his pockets, and said with a smile: "Teacher, I know my own strength and what I want very well. All things can only be ranked second in front of Lin Zhuo. He is my choice."

Lu Qingyu kept these words in his heart all the time, and he never told anyone, but today he said them all to Xu Jiqing, "I don't have anything I like to do, and I like mathematics only because it's simple and not troublesome, that's all. But I have a very important person who I like very much, even if he is not simple and troublesome, I can't do anything about him."

Lu Qingyu looked at Lin Zhuo who had gone far away alone because he was in a trance, and said in a low voice: "He used to want to be a policeman like his father, that was his childhood dream, but I don't want him to be a policeman, it's too dangerous... ..."

Lu Qingyu paused, and then continued after a while: "Later, his father died, and Lin Zhuo asked me in tears one day if he could not be so selfish and could no longer choose to be a policeman. Just be what you want'... I can't stop him from pursuing his ideals, I would be too selfish."

Xu Jiqing was silent for a while, "Then now, why did Lin Zhuo give up again? Because of his mother?"

Lu Qingyu smiled and shook her head, "No, Aunt Zhou is really a great wife and mother, I remember she said to Lin Zhuo, 'Don't blame the country, don't hate the police, if you want to hate, hate those criminals, Your father’s unfinished business, if you are willing to inherit, I will not stop, and I have no right to stop’, she is really too great, I can’t do it.”

He lowered his head and said softly, "It's because one day, after I fell asleep, I hugged Lin Zhuo and cried all night, talking to him in his sleep. Lin Zhuo didn't tell me, so I can roughly guess that I What did he say, but those who were very selfish and never told him what was in his heart. The next morning, Lin Zhuo's eyes were red and bloodshot, and he said to me, "Lu Qingyu, I don't want to be a policeman anymore." , I am timid and afraid of death'."

Lin Zhuo, who had gone far alone, finally came back to his senses, and found that Lu Qingyu and Xu Jiqing were still standing there, he clicked his tongue, and waved to Lu Qingyu, "Why didn't you call me!"

Lu Qingyu raised his head and smiled at him, Lin Zhuo didn't choose to wait for him to catch up, but ran back towards Lu Qingyu.

"He said he was timid and afraid of death, and I was also timid, and I was afraid of losing him."

So Lu Qingyu chose to study literature when he didn't communicate with each other, and chose to have a life with Lin Zhuo in the future. Even if he studied science and was admitted to a prestigious school, if Lin Zhuo became an author, he could also become an editor. , if Lin Zhuo wants to go to the entertainment industry to film on a whim, he can also be a manager, a bodyguard, or an assistant.

Anyway, his biggest hobby is Lin Zhuo, and all the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys are also given to Lin Zhuo. He is not giving up himself for Lin Zhuo, but perfecting himself willfully.

In fact, what Lu Qingyu didn't tell Lin Zhuo was: even if Lin Zhuo really chose to be a policeman, he would accompany him, and accompany him through life and death.

He will always stand in a place where as long as Lin Zhuo turns around and runs towards him, he can reach out and catch Lin Zhuo.

The author says:

I don’t know if everyone understood Lu Qingyu’s words, but I’ll explain more. These thoughts came when he was not with Lin Zhuo. Lu Qingyu hoped that their lives would intersect in the future, but now It is not necessary when they are together, because they already have the more intimate identity of "lovers"