Ten years to feed the dog

"Are you really addicted?"

As Zhang Yiwen said, he brought Yao Liang's cigarette over, put it in his mouth very naturally, turned his head slightly, and motioned Yao Liang to light his cigarette for him.

"I didn't slow down early in the morning, I just lighted a cigarette to wake up."

Yao Liang was not annoyed by Zhang Yiwen's behavior of stealing cigarettes, he lit one for Zhang Yiwen and then lit another cigarette for himself.

Yao Liang glanced at the time in the car, and it was only seven o'clock. He looked at Zhang Yiwen through the endoscope, and couldn't figure out what kind of interest this person had. tour.

Xu hasn't smoked for a long time, Zhang Yiwen frowned as soon as he took a sip: "This is choking enough."

"Didn't you smoke a lot before?"

"I didn't like this thing, I just tried it out before."

Zhang Yiwen pinched out the cigarette, then buckled up his seat belt, and was ready to go. Seeing that Yao Liang was still smoking with him, he committed the nagging problem again, and gave Yao Liang the disadvantages of smoking cigarettes like a Baidu Encyclopedia.

Yao Liang has been by his side for so many years, and he has already practiced the ability to go in with his left ear and out with his right ear. It can be said that Yao Liang didn't listen to a word he said.

Zhang Yiwentu's fresh words kept echoing in Yao Liang's ears, and he felt that those words were too suitable to describe the relationship between them.

It's not that Zhang Yiwen is with him because of Tuxin, but that in their relationship, Yao Liang looks like a cigarette, which makes people addicted, but in fact Zhang Yiwen has never been the one to rely on, Yao Liang is the one without Zhang Yiwen People who can't do this cigarette.

Are you really addicted?Not really, it's just that it's hard to bear without it, his life is hard to bear, probably nothing will happen if he doesn't, probably.

Just when Yao Liang's thoughts drifted away for an unknown amount of time, the car stopped and they arrived.

Yao Liang looked at the sports field in front of him, and was even more confused about Zhang Yiwen's purpose for bringing him here. Seeing Zhang Yiwen get out of the car, Yao Liang had no choice but to get out of the car.

"Remember here?"

"This is the playground where we held our sports meeting when we were in high school."

Yao Liang followed behind Zhang Yiwen, looking left and right, wondering if he heard what Zhang Yiwen said.

The sports field is no different from what I remember, except that the young man who ran wild on the field and himself who was watching silently from the sidelines were missing. At that time, Yao Liang probably never thought that he would be able to walk behind Zhang Yiwen one day ten years later. , revisiting the old place with him.

"It's still the same here."

Yao Liang unknowingly followed Zhang Yiwen to the locker room of the sports field. Just as Zhang Yiwen said, the locker room was still as narrow as before, and he never knew the sweat coming from the uniforms and shoes of the athletes in that school. The stench was mixed with the smell of the air conditioner that had been in disrepair for a long time, and it brought Yao Liang back to that midsummer ten years ago.

"You woke me up early in the morning just to bring me back to this old place?"

"Yeah, didn't you say you're going to start over?"

Before Yao Liang realized the meaning of Zhang Yiwen's words, Zhang Yiwen dragged him into the small toilet cubicle in the dressing room.

"Are you going to hide from the teacher this time?"

"No, you see, if we are going to go out from here now, those children outside will think that we have done something shameful."

As soon as Zhang Yiwen's voice fell, there was chatter from the teenagers outside the toilet. They probably won the game, and everyone was discussing how exciting the game was just now.

Yao Liang gave Zhang Yiwen a blank look, and looked at the man in his thirties who looked like a teenager in front of him. Good intentions.

"Why, is there a feeling of returning to youth?"

"I found that you have been living younger and younger since yesterday."

"I was pretty young."

The two of them were bickering with each other in the small toilet cubicle, and their voices were deliberately lowered into a breathy tone. Looking at it this way, it was like the feeling when the teacher asked him to take a nap in kindergarten and he and his companions secretly talked. .

I don't know who couldn't help laughing first, the two of them started laughing with each other, holding back a smile, one bent over, the other lowered his head, and raised his head up, the two of them bumped into each other. Yes, the sound was like someone was beating watermelons there, crisp and loud.

Fortunately, the group of teenagers outside who had just won the ball were still immersed in joy and did not notice the movement in the toilet cubicle, but the two inside couldn't be as happy as the people outside.

"Zhang Yiwen, is your head made of stone?"

"Yao Liang, is your head anti-collision?"

The two of them clutched their foreheads, gasping for breath in pain, but they still said they would not spare anyone.

"What on earth did you bring me here today?"

Yao Liang leaned halfway against the wall, rubbing the sore spot on his forehead with his palms, and asked Zhang Yiwen with a frown.

When Zhang Yiwen heard Yao Liang's question, he stopped covering his forehead with his hands, and lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, and then turned aside again, just not looking at Yao Liang.

Yao Liang knew this man's temperament, so he didn't chase him to ask for an answer, but just looked at Zhang Yiwen quietly.

"When you told me to break up, I thought about what went wrong between us for a long time. I knew that the reason for our separation was not only because of family members. Originally, I also wanted to live this life well as you said. One year, and then ended our relationship, but when you took my hand on the subway yesterday, I was so happy that I almost cried."

When Zhang Yiwen said this, he spoke very slowly. He looked at Yao Liang, and the tenderness in his eyes was about to turn into a puddle of water, drowning Yao Liang in it.

Yao Liang listened to him, but his mind was buzzing like a war, making him unable to think.

"So I think if I start over, I won't be so stupid as before to make you angry."

"I want to start over with you, I don't want to give up on you, and I don't want to give up on this relationship."

Zhang Yiwen took a step closer to Yao Liang. The distance between the two was only one step. As Zhang Yiwen approached, the two of them were almost stuck together. Because Yao Liang was half leaning against the wall, Zhang Yiwen's chin Just enough to touch Yao Liang's head, he was slightly possessed, his breath was full of the smell of human hair in his heart, Zhang Yiwen never thought that the smell of shampoo could be so good.

"Zhang Yiwen, have you ever thought that even if I agree to start over with you, you and my family members still won't agree. Is it possible that if you want to keep it a secret for the rest of your life, you will never get married?"

Yao Liang was silent for a long time, then suddenly sneered, the tone of the first half of the sentence was quite calm, but the tone of the second half of the sentence could be said to be a little excited, and there was a little tremor in the words.

Zhang Yiwen naturally felt Yao Liang's excitement, he exhaled lightly, put his arms around Yao Liang in his arms, and stroked the back of Yao Liang's neck with his hands, comforting the person in his arms.

"Actually, my dad is the only one at home who is against it. My sister just listens to him. After all, he just thinks that I don't follow the life plan he preset for us like my sister. He thinks I'm off track. He has no face, that's why he's so extreme, I didn't even think about listening to him about getting married, but you, you said you wanted to break up without listening to my explanation."

"Didn't you go on a blind date?"

Yao Liang's voice was muffled, as if he was acting like a baby, Zhang Yiwen was delighted to hear it.

"He had just entered the hospital at that time, and I was in a mess at the time, so I listened to my sister and went on a blind date as a show for him."

Zhang Yiwen put his hands on Yao Liang's shoulders, slightly opened the distance between the two, looked at Yao Liang and raised the corners of his mouth: "You know, I can't do such a thing as a cheating marriage, besides, I don't want to cheat on other people. no response."

Yao Liang was stunned by his words for a while before he realized the meaning of his words, his ears turned red instantly, and when he was about to scold someone, the person changed the subject, saying that the people outside had left and they had to get out quickly , All of a sudden, Yao Liang's anger was blocked back.

Zhang Yiwen took the opportunity to hold Yao Liang's hand and walked out, looking left and right like a thief, which made Yao Liang laugh.

"How? You haven't answered me yet, you can't give me some vague answers like before. "

As soon as he got in the car, Zhang Yiwen asked about Yao Liang's answer, insisting that he would not drive until he heard his answer.

"I said, why are you so confident that I will promise you?"

"Because this is the thing I'm most sure of, it's been from before, just like you never doubted that I would not like you."

"Then why are you asking me?"

"You see, wouldn't it be better for us to be like this earlier? We were so silly arguing with that before."

"Yeah, stupid."

Starting over means that everything returns to the original point. This is probably the most beautiful thing in the world, and it is also the most beautiful illusion.

Life often gives the most fatal blow when people think it is the best. Later, Zhang Yiwen often thought that if he hadn't said that sentence and started over, then the ending between them would not be so painful.