Ten years to feed the dog

Yao Liang made a decision.

Speaking of which, this decision was quite selfish, and Yao Liang was not without entanglements, but he made up his mind when he was waiting for Zhang Yiwen to wake up in the hospital for a few days.

It is to spend another Christmas with Zhang Yiwen, another new year, and once this year is over, they will break up.

To be honest, this decision was a bit cruel, no matter who it was for, but Yao Liang thought that it would be a short while since there was already a lot of writing and messy love debts.

Besides, this hour and a half would be very important to Yao Liang.

The reason for it is a bit hypocritical to say, but what I want to say starts with the love letter Zhang Yiwen sent to Yao Liang, which is the letter that Zhang Yiwen sent to Yao Liang with Sunflower that year.

In the letter, Zhang Yiwen wrote that they had been together for the tenth year. He and Yao Liang would look at the rising sun in the house they bought and greet their No.11 year together.

Zhang Yiwen's writing style is not very good, he conveyed the meaning with a few strokes, and the wording is very straightforward. No one who reads it can imagine how romantic and touching this matter is.

But Yao Liang just imagined this picture, and the picture took root in Yao Liang's mind, and he could often think of it. Originally, Yao Liang let go of this idea during the two months they were separated, but when he During those nights with Zhang Yiwen in the hospital, that idea revived again, and he wanted to realize this picture more and more.

When he was with Zhang Yiwen in the hospital, he looked at Zhang Yiwen's face, and all he could think about was the scene when they broke up in the restaurant, and the scene of them yelling at each other before they broke up.

At the beginning, those beauties seemed to fall into the gap, and it was hard to see them again.

He didn't expect that the last memories he remembered with Zhang Yiwen were all the bad and most regrettable memories.

He wants to watch the sun slowly rise in the sky with Zhang Yiwen, and he also wants to welcome their No. 11 year with him, even if they are destined to be separated in this No. 11 year.

There are many bad things in Yao Liang's life, and he accepts them all, but Zhang Yiwen is the only exception that he cannot accept.

He thought that no matter how bad their ending was, it should end as beautifully as they first met.

In this way, the two of them are not in a bad relationship.

This is Yao Liang's selfishness.

Facing Zhang Yiwen's questioning, Yao Liang was a little bit hard to say. After all, the reason was too hypocritical and selfish. Yao Liang unnaturally avoided Zhang Yiwen's gaze, but the gaze of the person opposite was still stuck on him paranoidly.

"Because of the letter you sent."

Facing the puzzled look in the man's eyes, he gritted his teeth and finally said:

"We will celebrate No.11 together."

Zhang Yiwen couldn't help being a little surprised when he heard Yao Liang's words. The letter was written by him, and it can be said to be the only love letter he wrote in his 30 years of life. Yao Liang still looked puzzled.

"But we're done, aren't we?"

That's right, when it's over, the agreement is meaninglessly fulfilled.

"I don't want an end like that, a painful end like that."

But Yao Liang is just not reconciled, not reconciled to the ten years of relationship is to use mutual abuse and sarcasm as the last memory.

"Yao Liang, this decision is really selfish."

Zhang Yiwen let go of the hand holding the soup bowl. When he said this, his tone was very light, and he couldn't hear any tone of blaming Yao Liang, and it seemed more like stating a fact.

Yao Liang lowered his head, not looking at the self-deprecating wry smile on his face.

Yes, this is indeed a selfish decision, a decision to satisfy Yao Liang's selfish desires.

"Okay, let's spend the tenth year together, and then we will break up."