肋骨

Fu Kuan sat there in a daze, his mind was blank, he didn't know what he was thinking, it seemed that he had everything and nothing at all.

He was in a daze for so long that he ignored the noises in the kitchen, and he didn't realize it was time for dinner until he smelled the aroma of food.

Dizzy, dry mouth, very tired, no appetite, but, who's cooking?Brother Xuan?Then I am afraid I will die after eating it.

He stood up, walked barefoot to the kitchen door, frowned and looked at the cooker, but there was no response for a long time.

"Are you awake?" the man said, "Sit on the sofa and wait to go. You can take medicine after eating and put on your shoes."

Fu Kuan looked at the man, thought of something, and nodded obediently.

The man was obviously flattered to see this, so much so that he ignored the calculation in Fu Kuan's eyes.

The rice is very rich, and the table is full of dishes. Many of the ingredients are newly bought. There is also a pot of milky white chicken soup, which looks like it has been stewed for hours.

Fu Kuan's expression was indifferent, he sat there and ate a few mouthfuls casually, and he didn't refuse Jiang Haizhou's pickled vegetables and soup.

"Fu Kuan, what happened back then..."

"Don't mention it back then." Fu Kuan said, "I'm not interested anymore."

Jiang Haizhou froze for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

"Jianghai Prefecture."

"Ah, yes."

"Let's go after eating." Fu Kuan said, "My brother will be back in a while, he doesn't want to see you."

"Your brother?"

"Yes." Fu Kuan smiled, "It's all up to him to take care of me for the past three years, otherwise I might not be able to live now."

Jiang Haizhou's face became ugly.

"I did like you once, but I figured it out. People should live well in the present, so I don't care about the past, whether it is a misunderstanding or what you think from the bottom of your heart. I should cherish him. He is the person in front of me who never abandoned me."

"sorry."

"You don't need to apologize." Fu Kuan's voice was very soft, and he sounded particularly indifferent, "I'm afraid you, Jiang Haizhou, haven't apologized to others, so there's no need to treat me like this. Besides, everyone is equal in a relationship, not one party to another. One side's humility."

"We all have our own pride and dignity, so don't embarrass each other." Fu Kuan said: "This is not an angry word, nor is it impulsive. It is the result of my deliberation. Those two months have passed, and we Forget it. You are a very good person, don't waste your eyes, and don't waste your energy on me, there will be no results."

Jiang Haizhou shook his head, "I won't give up, it doesn't matter what you say."

"What you do is up to you." Fu Kuan stood up and looked at him condescendingly, "I won't respond."

"Jiang Haizhou, I don't know if you can feel it. I hate you very much now. I hate you more than I like you. Our past is worthless in my eyes. Don't think about turning back. I will tell you calmly. Wide, it is impossible to be blind again."

After he finished speaking, he returned to the bedroom and locked the door from the inside.

The dishes on the table were still steaming, but no one took a bite.

Jiang Haizhou seemed to have cleaned up all the food on the table before leaving. Fu Kuan stood in the living room, his fever had basically subsided. After thinking about it, he took out the women's clothes from the cabinet and changed into them.

When Jiang Haizhou was not paying attention, he stuck a positioning system chip on his clothes, which was given to him by Zhen Chixuan.

The chip can be connected to the map, Fu Kuan glanced at the phone, Jiang Haizhou went to a bar.

He unconsciously grabbed the silicone fake breast in his hand, and immediately called Fat Brother.

"Is there that colorless and odorless one?" Fu Kuan glanced at the sky outside, it was still gloomy, and there seemed to be thunder.

Donglei is not common, and if you miss it, you may have to wait until next year.

"Okay, I'll get it at the door, thank you fat brother."

He hung up the phone and stuffed the fake breasts back into the closet, as if he was struggling with something, until snow fell outside, as if waking him up, he wrapped himself in a thick coat and walked out.

"A cup of deep water bomb." Jiang Haizhou leaned against the bar and rubbed his eyes tiredly.

"Mr. Yo." The bartender's eyes lit up when he saw the person, "It's better to have fun than to get drunk, we have quite a few here..."

"No need." Jiang Haizhou interrupted him with a wave.

Whiskey and vodka were mixed, and an ice puck was simply placed. Jiang Haizhou half-cast his eyes and leaned against the booth in the corner alone. This bar was noisier than the reunion. He took a sip of the wine and regretted coming here.

Fu Kuan's birthday will be soon, no matter what, he must spend it with Fu Kuan, but now that the relationship between the two is so stiff, he doesn't know what to do.

Jiang Haizhou also asked himself, if he did it again, would he take Fu Kuan away? If so, he would stay by Fu Kuan's side for the past three years. He was full of reluctance to touch him.

He sighed and drank the wine in his glass.

"Drinking here alone?"

Jiang Haizhou turned his head and raised his eyebrows, it was the girl from that day.

She didn't wear a skirt today, and she didn't dress up very socially. She wore an ordinary red T-shirt, denim shorts, long legs and thin waist, and she was very beautiful.

"Do we count as destined?" The girl said, "This is not a 'reunion', but I have met you again."

Jiang Haizhou didn't speak, and ordered another bottle of wine.

"I'll drink with you." Fufu sat down and took a cup, "What's the matter, handsome man, what sad things happened?"

Jiang Haizhou remained silent, drinking alone.

"It's snowing outside." Fu Fu looked at him, "It's still thundering. It turns out that it also thunders in winter, which is really surprising."

"Really." Jiang Haizhou finally responded, reaching out and grabbing the back of Fufu's neck, "What's your plan for approaching me?"

Fufu chuckled, "I have no intention, I just... feel sorry for you."

Jiang Haizhou's hands froze there, "What do you mean?"

"Brother~" Fu Fu stretched out his hand and patted Jiang Haizhou's face, "Blind people can see the look of lovelorn on his face, and you will be dumped under such conditions, God is so unfair. Could it be..."

She stared at Jiang Haizhou, and swept down, "Is it useless?"

Jiang Haizhou tightened his fingers and hooped the person in front of him, "Don't provoke me here."

Fufu looked straight into his eyes, and suddenly leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

Jiang Haizhou reacted for two seconds, and pushed the person away suddenly, but because it was a girl, he only touched his shoulder.

Fu Fu staggered backwards and was helped by a young man.

"Brother, I don't want such a beautiful girl, I really don't know how to pity and cherish jade."

"none of your business."

"It's none of my business, but I've taken a fancy to this girl, how about you give her to me?"

"I don't know her, it's up to you."

"Hey, there is such a good thing." The man came up to hug Fufu's waist as he said that.

"Go away!" Fufu pushed him violently, then suddenly rushed over to hug Jiang Haizhou, and got into his arms.

Jiang Haizhou's thrown body swayed back, and just as he was about to speak, Fufu whispered in his ear, and said in fear, "Help me, this is not my place, if there is no one around me, I can't get out today went."

Jiang Haizhou had already raised one hand to push her away, and heard that he put it on her back, "I'll take you out now."

"Where are you going, buddy?" The man stopped him, "Didn't you say you didn't know each other?"

Jiang Haizhou raised his eyelids, "Now we know each other, get out of the way."

"Hey, it's not okay to be an afterthought, I'm sure I'll eat this girl today!"

Jiang Haizhou narrowed his eyes, "Are you fighting?"

The living environment of three years made him look gentle and gentle. Once he became fierce, his face was full of hostility, and his eyes were filled with murderous intent that could not be compared with street gangsters. The man was shocked and backed away in shock.

Jiang Haizhou grabbed Fufu's arm and dragged him out.

There was moderate snow outside, and there was thunder rumbling in the sky, sometimes far away and sometimes near.

Jiang Haizhou stood there, looking up with a blank expression. It was gray and there was nothing.

The sky darkened, and he walked out of the noisy place suddenly, and it was quiet and empty.

"Seldom come to this kind of place in the future." Jiang Haizhou lit a cigarette and shook his body.

"You drank too much." Fufu said.

"nothing dealing with you."

"I'm serious." Fu Fu said, "I don't mind being used as a stand-in."

"what?"

"Your former lover, you still can't let go?"

Jiang Haizhou lowered his head and smoked.

"Then treat me as him, anyway, I don't want you to be responsible."

"Nonsense." Jiang Haizhou walked away, ready to take a taxi home.

"Hey--"

He was grabbed violently by someone, and he spun around for a while. Before his consciousness disappeared, he seemed to see Fu Kuan's familiar eyes.

Hallucinating, he thought.

……

Drowsy, unable to tell whether it was a dream or reality, Fu Kuan was held in his arms, they hugged tightly, he kissed Fu Kuan, apologized to him while confessing his love, he even cried out and begged Fu Kuan for forgiveness... …

He wanted to break the person apart and eat them into pieces, so that Fu Kuan would belong to him forever.

What are you hiding from?Why is the person in my arms gone?Jiang Haizhou was surrounded by great loss, and soon fell asleep again.

……

"Oh shit."

Fu Kuan seldom swears. At the moment, he is in the bathroom, looking at the marks on his body, shaking his head. If he is one step later, he really won't be able to leave. If Jiang Haizhou fucked himself in this state, at least He couldn't get out of bed for days.

More than three in the morning.

Fu Kuan washed his face, forced himself to calm down, got rid of the seductive men in his mind, and followed his own plan.

He took out the knife he carried with him, cut a hole in his wrist, and blood flowed out immediately.

……

The headache was splitting, the eyelids were heavy, and the whole body seemed to be filled with lead.

Jiang Haizhou tried to sit up, beat his temple hard, and then found that his whole body was naked, □□!

He threw off the quilt abruptly, looked around, and found that this was a big bed room, which looked like a hotel, and it was pitch black outside, except for a yellow light on by the bed.

He looked around for his clothes, which were scattered on the bed and the floor in a mess.

Jiang Haizhou's eyes widened.

There are red...blood stains on the bed, and some white wet marks, what's the matter?

"you're awake?"

The door of the bathroom was opened with a "click", Fufu came over, put the lipstick cover on and stuffed it into the bag, and put the bag on the bed.

Her voice was hoarse, and her walking posture was a bit strange, as if her legs were crossed intentionally or unintentionally.

Jiang Haizhou suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.

"you……"

"Good work." Fu Fu looked at him with his hands folded, "You can still be in your body when you're so drunk."

Jiang Haizhou subconsciously looked at the blood on the bed, choked his throat, and it took him a long time to speak, "You and I, we..."

"Sleeping." Fufu said, "You're drunk, and I don't know where you live. It's so cold outside. It doesn't matter if you won't freeze to death or be picked up by someone. I had to open a room, who knows You won't let me go, drag me to the bed."

Fu Fu sneered, "You are so strong, you tore my underwear open."

Jiang Haizhou glanced at the women's underwear on the ground, and tapped his head, this is outrageous, he is a real gay guy, and he slept with a girl, and he fucked her up!

"I'm sorry." Jiang Haizhou said: "I know that apologizing is useless, how do you want me to make it up?"

There are all kinds of marks on Fufu's body and neck, this can't be faked, but how could it be, how could he have feelings for women!

"I just took the emergency contraceptive pill, so I shouldn't be pregnant." Fufu said, "As for how to make up for it, just be my boyfriend."

Jiang Haizhou frowned, "This won't work."

Fufu laughed loudly, his whole body was shaking, "You took my first night, so you can't be my boyfriend?"

Jiang Haizhou took the cigarette beside the bed and lit it, his fingers were shaking.

It seemed as long as a night before he spoke, his voice was very low.

"There is someone in my heart. I only like him. Even if I become your boyfriend, I can't like you. I will never be able to."

"I can make it up to you, but there will be no feelings between me and you, you should be mentally prepared."

"Okay." Fu Fu said, "No one believes in true love these days, I just want you by my side."

Just like that year when I asked you if it was okay to elope, and you said no, would it be okay to go with you, and you said no, if I had known about this method, I would have forcibly kept you by my side, why didn't I use it back then!

"We have three contracts." Jiang Haizhou looked at her, "I can buy you things, give you money, and help you do things, but we can no longer have any intimate contact."

"No." Fu Fu said, "You are my first man, and you will cast a shadow on my feelings."

"Or do you want to be a ruthless scumbag?"

Jiang Haizhou was silent for a while, "Sorry, I can't get close to people I don't like."

"All right, then I won't make things difficult for you." Fu Fu sat down beside him, and said softly, "Jiang."

Jiang Haizhou's face turned cold suddenly, and he said sharply, "Don't call me that!"

Fufu was taken aback, "Isn't it just a title, why such a big reaction?! It's more rude than when you were in bed!"

"Sorry." Jiang Haizhou lowered his head, very frustrated, "I'm gay, I like men, I don't know how to fall in love with girls."

He murmured: "No, I don't know how to fall in love with others, I only liked one person."

"Only liked one person?"

"Yes." Jiang Haizhou sighed.

"Why, what's good about him?"

"Anything is good." Jiang Haizhou closed his eyes, his long eyelashes drooped, and he put his hand on his forehead and sighed, "I only like him."

Fufu patted his head, "Don't be sad, you won't be able to make it through."

How can it pass?Jiang Haizhou raised his head and avoided Fufu's hand, "I'm really sorry, but I asked you to comfort me instead."

He said that he had adjusted his facial expression, and he didn't look vulnerable anymore, "I will be responsible to you and be your boyfriend until you think it's okay, then we will dissolve this relationship."

He added: "I don't have any adverse medical history. If you are worried, we can go to the hospital for an examination. This is also my first time."

"You too?"

"Yes." Jiang Haizhou nodded flatly, without embarrassment or pride, but he felt uncomfortable when he said it. He wanted to leave it to Fu Kuan, and he did a lot of homework for this, fearing that he might not perform well the first time and hurt Fu Kuan. Kuan, just wait until Fu Kuan turns 18...

Fu Kuan didn't make it to his 18th birthday, and the child was so sad at that time, if now he knew that his first man was not him, Jiang Haizhou rubbed his eyes, almost unable to restrain his frustration.

Fu Fu leaned over and leaned over to kiss his lips.

Jiang Haizhou stepped back.

If he would have pushed people away before, or hated and resisted or even made sarcasm, now he can't say anything.

Compared to a girl's first night, he is completely taking advantage of her, and it is his fault.

"Aren't you going to respond to me?" Fu Fu leaned over to kiss him.

Jiang Haizhou turned his face away, his lips pursed tightly.

"Forget it." Fu Fu said, "Then let's go shopping during the day, and I'll visit you when you're at work?"

"What do you do?" Jiang Haizhou asked her.

"I'm jobless and homeless." Fu Fu said, "I'm not cared about at home. I used to bartend in that bar, but then I felt bored and stayed at home."

"I give lectures at X University, you can go and listen, but it's best not to tell outsiders about our relationship." Jiang Haizhou said: "It's not good for you."

Fu Fu smiled, and his tone was meaningful, "I didn't expect Mr. Jiang to be a gentleman, and the integrity surprised me."

The author has something to say:

Fu Kuan: Buy one get one free?Can also tear underwear to play.

Jiang Haizhou: Daughter-in-law, stop playing, I'm going to die of depression.

Fukuan: Buy one Fukuan and get one Fufu free.

Jiang Haizhou: ... In society, I am brother Kuaner, who has many tricks, and in society, I am rich sister, who beat me until I bleed.