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Speaking of which, this is the first time they have been separated for so long since they were together. He doesn't know if Jiang Haizhou misses him almost every second like him, but because Jiang Haizhou can look back at him at any moment, Jiang is also very concerned about himself!

The moment Fu Kuan fell in love with Jiang Haizhou, he didn't expect such a strong response, because Jiang Haizhou is excellent and outstanding, and suitors flock to him endlessly. He is now Jiang Haizhou's boyfriend, and he will always remind himself that he must To make myself better and better, to get close to what is deep in Jiang Haizhou's heart, and to be his soul mate.Only in this way can it last for a long time and not be rejected by Jiang Haizhou, who is actually above the top.

The rain stopped after a while. Fu Kuan fell asleep and woke up at four o'clock in the afternoon. His mother hadn't come back yet. After thinking about it, he told his mother that his father had come, and said that he didn't open the door.

His mother returned a job well done, Fu Kuan was a little helpless, always felt that his mother was sometimes majestic like a queen, but more like a child, didn't he never complained about his parents' indifference to him? , he often felt like a man without parents.

But slowly Fu Kuan figured it out, he still has to be grateful, thanks to his parents for bringing him into this world, giving him a fresh and long life, allowing him to see the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of this world, and slowly growth of understanding.

I was a little bored after finishing my homework, thinking that I still owed Zhen Chixuan a meal, so I sent a text message to ask him if he was free in the evening. I was a little hungry, and I could go anywhere as long as I didn't eat coriander.

Zhen Chixuan did not refuse this time, he said that the clothes had been washed by him, and they were hanging to dry, not yet dry.

Fu Kuan thought that he didn't need to be so particular about it, so he just wore it... But since it had already been washed, he couldn't say anything else.

He asked Zhen Chixuan what he had for dinner, and the latter replied: I can do whatever you want.

Fu Kuan: How about the barbecue in the west of the city? Jiang and I have been there. It's delicious.

Zhen Chixuan: OK.

He didn't take advantage of the opportunity to ask who this "Jiang" was, because he didn't want to hear those three words from Fu Kuan.

Fu Kuan: Where is your home? Anyway, the rain has stopped and I'll go find you.

In his opinion, although this Zhen Chixuan has a somewhat withdrawn personality, he already regards him as a friend. It is not too much to ask where his home is, and he does not want to go in. If the barbecue is close to his home, it is just right to find him by the way. go for meal.

But who knows that Fu Kuan waited for a long time and didn't get a reply. He realized that he might have stepped on a thunderbolt. He didn't have the habit of making friends proactively. Maybe he didn't figure out the safe distance for a while and offended the other party.

Just as he was about to say sorry, Zhen Chixuan sent an address.

Zhen Chixuan: My house is pretty broken, I'm afraid you won't want to come.

Fu Kuan: I'll go find you.

Zhen Chixuan: Do you... want to come in?

Fu Kuan touched his chin, and suddenly smiled slyly.

Fu Kuan: Will you let me in?

Zhen Chixuan: You can enter.

Fu Kuan: Then I'll go!

He put on his clothes and changed his shoes excitedly, and went downstairs to stop a car.

Zhen Chixuan lives in a land that is waiting to be demolished. It’s actually quite desolate. He’s on the first floor. He’s a hacker, and he can steal everything online. , as long as he wants, the household registration in this small place can be handled by him at will, and it is no different from the backstage space of his own.

He didn't need to tidy up his room, but he was very nervous that Fu Kuan was coming, so he opened the door and stood at the door to wait.

He has liked Fu Kuan for a long time, but he never thought that Fu Kuan would find a boyfriend so early - in fact, he didn't know that Fu Kuan would really like boys.

If you knew it, it would be better to pursue it earlier, but there is no if in this world, and if you miss it, you miss it.

Fu Kuan came over quickly, and he saw the child from a distance, wearing a pure white padded jacket, and when he got closer, he had a flushed face, very cute.There is still a bright smile on the face, and the bright eyes are like two curved moons.

Zhen Chixuan stared at the toe of his shoe for a few seconds, thinking that his current carefree appearance is not what you want to see the most?

Then don't disturb his life, no matter whether you are qualified to compete with Jiang Haizhou or not, you will put Fu Kuan in an embarrassing situation.That's not what you want to see.

He seemed to persuade himself to understand, hiding the bitterness on his face to the bottom of his heart, and said to Fu Kuan in a flat tone, "So fast."

"It's not cold, is it?" Fu Kuan entered the room and quickly closed the door. He didn't know why he didn't have any precautions against Zhen Chixuan, maybe it was because this person had helped him find the stars.

Zhen Chixuan's computers were all turned on, one had some monitor on it, two were editing codes that Fu Kuan couldn't understand, and the other was connected to a game, but it should be waiting for Fu Kuan, the character has been cold for a long time.

"Wow, so many computers!" Fu Kuan was surprised: "What are you doing?"

"It's for playing with the computer." Zhen Chixuan said.

Fu Kuan: "..." Okay.

The game screen was so good that he was unconsciously attracted and walked over.

Fu Kuan didn't play games very much, so he found it a novelty, so he sat down and picked up the mouse.

Zhen Chixuan restarted a game and taught Fu Kuan how to play. The latter got started very quickly, and after a while he could figure out how to play by himself.

Zhen Chixuan sat next to him and watched him play, and looked at the time, it was already time for dinner, Fu Kuan didn't mean to finish, so he could only order some better takeaways he knew - the child had already brought them They forgot about going out for dinner.

Fu Kuan concentrated on playing the game, and his expression didn't change until he smelled the aroma of the food.

"Oh, I forgot, it's time to eat!"

"It's okay, it's the same everywhere."

Fu Kuan was very embarrassed, "Originally, if I were, please."

"Next time."

"Okay, then next time, Jiang Haizhou and I will treat you together!"

Zhen Chixuan suddenly looked at him with cold eyes.

"What's wrong?" Fu Kuan was taken aback, a little stunned.

"It's okay." Zhen Chixuan restrained his emotions and shook his head, "You two have such a good relationship."

"You know, we..."

Zhen Chixuan thought to himself that it was him who opened and closed your mouth, and I didn't want to know.He nodded, "I know, he's famous."

Fu Kuan smiled, "I thought you... didn't like homosexuality. Many people can't accept it. This."

"Are you a sophomore in high school?"

"Yes."

Zhen Chixuan wanted to say something else, but when he saw Fu Kuan's crystal clear eyes, he stopped talking again.

He was a little inexplicably irritable, and he couldn't tell what was wrong, probably because he was jealous of Jiang Haizhou.Don't talk about the bad excuse of not being able to fall in love early, you have no right to meddle in other people's business.

There are many unknown things in this world, and you probably have to ask why and why. In fact, not only can you not solve the difficulties, but you can't even comfort yourself.So don't expect too much and you won't be disappointed.

Fu Kuan was probably frightened by his frown, put down his chopsticks and asked him what's wrong.

"The dishes are a bit salty, I'll go buy water for you."

"Oh, no need." Fu Kuan stopped him, just pulled the hem of his clothes, and was thrown away violently.

Fu Kuan was stunned for two seconds, a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I don't, I shouldn't..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhen Chixuan suddenly knelt down and covered his stomach in pain.

"What's wrong with you!" Fu Kuan hurried to help him, but his hands were cold when he touched them.

Zhen Chixuan shook his head and avoided his hand without any trace, and said softly, "It's nothing, stomach pain is an old problem."

"Go to the hospital, see?"

"No, it will be fine in a while."

In fact, he didn't have a stomachache. He just wanted to hug Fukuan at that moment, but he didn't dare, so he pretended that his stomachache made him squat down to cover up his unclean thoughts.

Fu Kuan boiled hot water for him, poured it and asked him to hold the cup in his hand. He lay on the sofa with his eyes downcast, as if there was a ball of yarn in his head that kept being cut and messed up.

It's really annoying, and Fu Kuan shouldn't have been allowed to come over. If he doesn't have strong self-control and does something that hurts him irreparably, Zhen Chixuan will never forgive himself for the rest of his life.

"Are you anemic?" Fu Kuan said, "Your complexion has been bad."

"I don't bask in the sun all year round." Zhen Chixuan glanced at Fu Kuan, "When will your guy come back?"

"How do you know, he's gone?"

"I know everything." Zhen Chixuan closed his eyes, "Who have you ever seen so many computers at home?"

"Are you a webmaster?"

Zhen Chixuan: "..."

"You are, a hacker!" Fu Kuan said, "I saw it, you are alive, you are a hacker!"

"Yes." Zhen Chixuan smiled, the atmosphere became better, and finally it was not as uncomfortable as before.

Fu Kuan was not like other people who were not familiar with hackers who would ask some stupid questions. Instead, he was very obedient and quietly accompanied him, paying attention to him all the time, for fear that he would feel uncomfortable.

It's rare to see someone with such a pale face. Thinking of his painful appearance just now, Fu Kuan was really terrified.

Zhen Chixuan lay down for a while, saying that he was fine, although it was good to be looked at by Fu Kuan like this, but...he must not be too greedy, one must know how to restrain himself, after all desire|desires are endless.

"If you need me in the future, I will be there whenever you call." Zhen Chixuan looked at him seriously, with pure focus in his long and narrow eyes.

Fu Kuan blinked, his little face flushed, he had a ridiculous thought, did this big hacker like him, but that was too incredible.How could he be so lucky to have so many excellent people like him.

He didn't dare to think about that, he was embarrassed if he guessed wrong, and he didn't know how to deal with it if he guessed right. After all, although he is gay and the circle is very open, he can't find someone other than Jiang Haizhou, so let's just be friends !

And this person may be straight, he can't meet everyone and think that this person is the same.

Fu Kuan didn't stay there too late, it was still dark when he left, Zhen Chixuan wanted to see him off, but he refused.

"In the future, keep in touch." Fu Kuan took back the half-dried clothes and said goodbye to him.

"Okay." Zhen Chixuan quietly watched his figure walk away, and suddenly his stomach really hurt without warning.

Illness cannot be pretended casually, Zhen Chixuan curled himself into the sofa, looked at the old faceless man next to the computer with his pale face.

He doesn't remember.

He couldn't remember that cold night, the beggar who was almost dying and had nowhere to go.

That's right, who would remember a beggar, even a passer-by in life.

But I kept holding this warmth in my heart, holding it for five years.

He quietly buried himself in the sofa, thinking that's it.A person's life is too short, and in the end, he will rot in the soil, and his soul does not know where to go.

He couldn't survive a few times, and it's already enough for him now.If you can save your life and meet someone you like, even if you don't have a chance to be together, it's worth it.His life is worthless, every day he lives counts as a day he earns.

……

Jiang Haizhou lived in Russia for a few days, and every day was boring.He is not as familiar with the place as the natives, but he has gone back and forth countless times, so he is no longer a stranger.The main thing is that I don't want to wander around alone, so I want to bring Fu Kuan next time.

Jiang Jing went to a party, but Jiang Haizhou didn’t follow him. The last time he went there, he was 16 years old. He met a young lady in her 20s who insisted on sleeping with him. Jiang Haizhou said that he likes men. He was also bold, and directly brought his younger brother over. Many young ladies in Russia are very good-looking, with deep and delicate eyebrows, but Jiang Haizhou really doesn't like collisions with no emotional basis.Some people here play very openly, but fortunately his mother is not that playful.

The apartment where he and his mother lived was Jiang Jing's previous house, and the place was very spacious.It was boring for him to stay alone, and he wanted to go back to the country to find the little one soon.

Jiang Haizhou flipped through the chat history with Fu Kuan on his phone, thinking about the chat with the fuck that day.

He hasn't thought about what he should do in the future for a long time. Everyone has a period of burnout and transition.He felt like he was stuck at this stage for a long time.He used to be alone, as long as he could support him and his mother, his grandparents didn’t need him at all, but he would still send money to him from time to time, and usually let people buy some rice, flour, oil, etc. Bring the items over.

After talking with Fu Kuan that day, he began to think about what he should do in the future. After all, he is still very young now, and he can do these regular small businesses, but they are only limited to this small town.Even if the air is fresh and surrounded by mountains and rivers, he can't die of old age here.

When I was young, I always wanted to venture out.

Otherwise, Fu Kuan might not want to see him after going out for a while.

Jiang Haizhou suddenly laughed after thinking about it, he was really curious about what Fu Kuan would look like.

He has thought a lot about it, and now the most important thing is to improve himself. He has a strong language talent and his father's contacts. If he really needs it, he will use it for his own benefit without hesitation.As for this face, forget it.

Someone really asked him to be an actor or model. Jiang Haizhou didn't have that kind of idea. It's ridiculous to say that he still yearns for academics in his heart.Maybe my father has influenced me subtly.

Unfortunately, he never had the chance to see his father's unsmiling face again.

Jiang Haizhou also knows that he is now a miserably virtuous person. He no longer uses his original social accounts. It is estimated that a large number of people will ask him where he is, what he is doing, and how he is doing. There must be more people waiting. Listen to him and watch his jokes.

He doesn't care what others think, it has nothing to do with him, he just finds it annoying.Therefore, he cut off contact with all his original friends very hard-heartedly.

Once human inertia is formed, some changes or even accidents are needed to force oneself to move forward, so that life will continue.

If he didn't know Fu Kuan, he might continue to live in peace and wait to die, but now he has started to think about the future, when he thinks he can still be a fool for a few years.

He hasn't found the brother who gave him a knife, but it has subsided a lot recently.Young Master Kong was also unexpectedly more obedient than his grandson, which saved him a lot of worry.

Right now, I don't know if Fu Kuan's damn gym card is just to go to the gym. He and Fu Kuan hang out in the gym every day.

You don't need to be too careful, the two men are tired and crooked like this, it's understandable for those who don't have much knowledge and don't think too much, but Fu Kuan is a fucking person who can see everything clearly, and he can't see the changes in Fu Kuan's body if he is blind.

It's just that this hidden worry doesn't know when it will explode.

Jiang Haizhou sighed, saying that people who have no long-term concerns must have short-term worries, and he has all the fucking things.Man is such an easily unhappy creature.

He sent a message to Li Zhuofan.

——Did my mother-in-law go to your place recently?

——I didn’t come here much, and I didn’t stay long after I came, too busy, a single woman, tsk tsk, it’s not easy.

--yes.

——Don't worry, if she asks anything, I'll tell you anytime.

--Row.

Jiang Haizhou put down his phone, when someone knocked on the door suddenly.

"Можновойти?" (May I come in?)

Jiang Haizhou stretched his head to look, and subconsciously frowned, "Damn it, it's that troublesome brother who came over."