肋骨

"Then, in the short term, can you, can you get rid of it?" Fu Kuan looked at him, "Where will you go in the future, you can't, just here, your pattern, not only, is limited to this, don't you know, don't you know?" ?”

"I don't know." Jiang Haizhou closed his eyes, "My mother is here, my grandparents are here, his roots are here, and I have to be here too."

"You want to be here?"

"Of course I don't want to think about it." Governor Jiang Hai breathed a sigh of relief.But then I gradually got used to it. Human habits are a terrible thing. They will unknowingly let you let yourself go, and then find all kinds of ridiculous reasons to comfort yourself.Immediately, I became more and more at ease, but there was still unwillingness in my heart. Those self-blame and guilt would turn into self-loathing, and when I dreamed back at midnight, they fermented and turned into knives that pierced my heart, and the endless pain entangled me. His heart became deranged and unrecognizable through repeated self-examination and sinking.

People are too contradictory species, they can quickly change themselves, and quickly adapt to all good and bad inertia and inertia, becoming less and less like themselves.

"But I met you here, and I think everything is just right." Jiang Haizhou said, "But you will go and leave here. At that time, I still have to think about where I am going and what my future path will be. I can't keep messing around like this. If you keep going, people will get old, and they will get old very quickly, and when you really don’t want to do anything, it will be too late, and only regrets will be left.”

"You don't want to give me the future?" Fu Kuan stared at him closely, and he could see his lips trembling slightly, his voice choked up, "Jiang Haizhou, you promised, mine, you want to be with me, There is a future."

"What do you think? Do you want to abandon me after I leave? I said, where are you, where am I, we are here, if it is not suitable, we can't, leave? Why, bury, bury In the soil, the branches and leaves also want to see the sun?"

Jiang Haizhou wiped his face, didn't speak, looked at the fine dust swirling outside the window, danced in the sun for a while, and then disappeared without a sound.

"Jiang, have you never been with me after thinking about it." Fu Kuan's eye circles gradually turned red, "You only treat me as a, a child, thinking that I will forget you when I go outside."

"However, you have never thought that the person you like, the excellent person, will impress people, and it will be difficult to be replaced by others. Why do you still want to contact me?"

If it wasn't for that text message, the text message that took the initiative to add him, and the call he made when he was injured, Fu Kuan would never see him again, or have any interaction with him again, so even if he sees him again, he will still treat him as one Little hooligans who like to fight are afraid of hiding and disgusting, how could they like it? !

People are most afraid of understanding each other, attracting each other, and liking each other.How can he forget how to look back now?

He, Jiang Haizhou, has never dared to touch himself, and has always been so forbearing and restrained. Does it indirectly prove that he doesn't want to have a future with him, and doesn't want to be responsible for himself to the end, so what does Jiang Haizhou keep saying that he likes him? !

Jiang Haizhou frowned, his heart was in a mess, "I'll take you back."

He doesn't want to quarrel, he can't quarrel with Fu Kuan, his heart hurts when he sees Fu Kuan's pale face, sad and sad, and it's not a quarrel between them, he just... just doesn't know what to do Face to face wide.

My mind is in a mess, and I'm not in the mood to coax my baby anymore.

Fu Kuan pulled out the car key suddenly, Jiang Haizhou was shocked, and the hairs all over his body exploded.

"What are you going to do? Don't make trouble, I'll take you back!"

Fu Kuan opened the car door, "I go back by myself."

Jiang Haizhou hurriedly pulled him back, and said distressedly: "Baby, don't be angry."

Fu Kuan shook his head, "I didn't. It's just me. I don't know how to help you. I'm useless. Jiang Haizhou, let's just do it this way."

"What?" Jiang Haizhou was stunned.

"In the future, don't contact me again." If there is no way to hold on to it for a long time, it is better to get out of it when it is not too deep, so that at least it is not so embarrassing, otherwise, what should he do when he is really unable to extricate himself?

Jiang Haizhou's eyes widened slowly, and he said incredulously for a long while, "You fucking... want to dump me?"

"It's you, dump me."

Fu Kuan burst into tears. He hadn't cried for a long time, but every time he cried, it was because of this person.Why is this person like this? Do you have to shed tears for someone who likes him?

He was so afraid of losing, of being separated or even alienated, but in the end Fu Kuan found that Jiang Haizhou didn't take himself seriously at all, and he felt that he was as pitiful as a clown.

Jiang Haizhou was stunned for a few seconds, then suddenly hugged Fu Kuan, reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said in a flustered tone, "Don't cry, you fucking...why are you crying? I might dump you, I don't have anything to like about you!"

"Don't, touch me!" Fu Kuan pushed him, his voice choked up, "I don't, I don't want to be with you again!"

He choked up as he spoke, his nose and tears rubbing all over Jiang Haizhou's body.

"Don't, don't, don't! It's my fault, don't cry, I don't dare to dump you, ancestor!" He said "tsk", and he hugged Fu Kuan helplessly to prevent him from struggling, the child's face was crying hot , all sweaty.

Fu Kuan pushed his chest, the expression on his face was an unprecedented resistance.

This irritated Jiang Haizhou, the little thing had always liked him so bluntly and undisguisedly, and this expression made Jiang Haizhou afraid for no reason.

He directly trapped the man's arms and legs, and bit his neck hard.

"Stop earning! Earn more and fuck you to death!"

Jiang Haizhou's face turned dark after he finished speaking, and he wanted to slap himself in the mouth, why... he said the thoughts that were suppressed in his heart without thinking, if Fu Kuan just ignored him because of this sentence, wouldn't it be cold.

Unexpectedly, Fu Kuan really quieted down obediently.

Even Jiang Haizhou's appearance is fierce and soft-hearted. He doesn't believe that Jiang Haizhou doesn't care about him at all.If you want to fuck, just... fuck!I am not afraid!He can't wait!I can't wait for Jiang Haizhou to eat me up, so that if I want to dump myself and stay away from me in the future, I have a reason to cling to him and not let go!As shameless as he is, it's worth it even for Jiang Haizhou's sake!

Seeing that Fu Kuan had calmed down, Jiang Haizhou sighed, and kissed Fu Kuan's little head, really wanting to open it to see what messed up his thoughts were.

His voice returned to calm, and he could even be called gentle. He said: "At my house, when you made up my birthday, I made a wish. In fact, I never make a wish, because I will fight for everything I want. No one will give it to me, so I know that making a wish is useless, my desire | what I want can only be realized by myself. But after meeting you, I made my first wish in my life."

"I hope to be with you forever. Grow up together, grow old together, we are four years apart, not much, I think it's just right, I can take care of you, and you can take care of me in the future, we are all old, when the time comes When you can't walk and can't see, let's recall what happened when we were young together, and then die together, waiting for the afterlife."

"Little fool, you said that I haven't thought about the future. I have thought about it. I think what I can give you for the future. You are so good. If one day you no longer like me, what should I do? Should I give up or give up?" Chasing you back again. I think too much, and sometimes I almost think it happened for real, and I am also, ha, I am not mature enough to be thorough."

"how far is Forever?"

"Ok?"

Fu Kuan coughed a few times and cleared his throat, "A lifetime, isn't it the past, present, and future?"

"In the past, it has passed, now, we are, together, in the future, try not, not to separate, do these things, isn't it, what you said, forever?"

Fu Kuan was tired from crying, and lay in his arms, sobbing softly, his voice was soft and distressing, "Jiang Haizhou, you are, an idiot."

"..."

The idiot reflected on himself, and felt that what Fu Kuan said was very reasonable. He couldn't laugh or cry, "I've been thinking about it for the past few days, and I'll hand over if I can, and then spare time to pick up the homework. It's best to get a major in the school. ,Ok?"

Fu Kuan didn't speak, and angrily wiped his nose with his sleeve.

Jiang Haizhou let him be awkward, touched his face, "Don't cry, baby, your crying father is dumbfounded."

"Don't fight, run around, don't stay up late, let alone play cards all night, don't go out at night, they play, you don't, don't follow! If you can't do it, I'll dump you!" Fu Kuan Sniffing, "You have to read and study, and don't be foolish or cranky!"

"All right, all right! I'll listen to Brother Kuan'er, Brother Kuan'er, don't dump my little brother! Okay?" Jiang Haizhou bowed his head and kissed him, "I am obedient, I am the most obedient!"

Fu Kuan grabbed his hand and bit it hard, "No, lie to me!"

"I'm not lying to you, when did I ever lie to you..." Jiang Haizhou hissed, and wanted to pull his hand back to rub it, fearing that Fu Kuan would be angry, so he resisted the pain and dared not move, grinning his teeth.

"You hug me."

Jiang Haizhou was stunned, "This...isn't this hugging?"

"Then, kiss me." Fu Kuan said, sniffing again, "Wait a minute, is my face flowery, flowery?"

"Pfft!" Jiang Haizhou couldn't help laughing for a long time, his shoulders were shaking, and he hurriedly lowered his head and kissed him several times, "No, the baby looks good no matter what."

"Also, is it still uncomfortable?" Fu Kuan asked him.

"Huh? Me?"

"Didn't you say that you don't want to mess around anymore, then, stop messing around, why think so much, it's useless! You are, Jiang Haizhou, who don't care what you don't want to do, stop, waste time, want to do it What, just do it!"

Jiang Haizhou patted Fu Kuan on the back, hugged Fu Kuan tightly, and said in a tense voice, "You're right."

He looked very calm, but his hands were trembling slightly. He couldn't see it clearly. He had been here for a long time, and his thinking was limited. He always felt that he should do something even if it was useless, and he should be responsible for those fools. Even if fools can't see it.In fact, Jiang Haizhou should be free to do things according to his own wishes, so there is no need to have those scruples that no one else can think of!

Only Fu Kuan could see it, and woke him up with a word, because Fu Kuan's mind was clear, pure and pure, without so many distracting thoughts of his own, and he thought too much, those fetters that could actually be stepped out of him unconsciously Wrapped around my ankle, over time it became a cage, a ravine, and something that I thought was very complicated and difficult to remove.

In fact, it's better to cut the mess with a sharp knife like this. Instead of letting these shackles bother you, it's better to just follow your heart.

Why didn't he realize before that this kid still has such a transparent and open mind? !

What a treasure, Jiang Haizhou finally got lucky.

In fact, Fu Kuan didn't want Jiang Haizhou to coax him. Jiang Haizhou was originally in a bad mood and he should go to comfort him. Fu Kuan didn't expect that it would end up like this.

But he didn't feel that he had done something wrong. Jiang Haizhou needed someone to remind him, or even scold him, to let him know that his goal was the stars and the ocean, and the sky was vast and infinite.

He didn't want to see this high-spirited man be at a loss, he could do whatever he wanted, it wasn't wrong anyway!

He hugged this person tightly, and didn't want to mention whether he would be dumped or not. He liked Jiang Haizhou so much, even if he was really dumped, he would still cling to him with a shameless face. He couldn't see that Jiang Haizhou liked others and was good to others. One day, he will definitely go crazy!

"Aren't you going home?" Jiang Haizhou scratched his chin with his finger, "Little thing, you have a bad temper."

Fu Kuan pouted, "You're used to it."

"Yes, yes, I am willing to get used to it." Jiang Haizhou held his hand and kept rubbing it, "What do you eat?"

"It's all right."

"Yo, accommodate me like that?"

Fu Kuan rubbed his stomach, "I like the food you cook the most. In the future, I will learn, cook, and cook for you."

"I'll do it for you."

"No, I want to learn."

"Okay, I'll teach you later." Jiang Haizhou bent his eyes, and his eyes were full of doting smiles.

"Really, is there a future?" Fu Kuan suddenly looked up at him.

Like Fu Zhi's heart, Jiang Haizhou was caught off guard and crashed into the deepest part of his eyes. Those crystal-clear eyes were always clean and clean, giving people the most real thoughts - Fu Kuan's eyes were desperate reliance.

Jiang Haizhou has never been treated so wholeheartedly. In this small town, he only felt something unprecedented in Fu Kuan, something that had never appeared in his life before. If he had to describe it, it was probably the soul. Nutrients.

In this empty land, Jiang Haizhou never thought that he could find a like-minded person. They walked side by side on a road that was not tolerated by the world, and they looked at each other with warmth and safety.

"Yes." Jiang Haizhou looked into his eyes and paused every word: "As long as we don't let each other go, there will be."