Teacher, breathe for me

As soon as November arrived, the temperature dropped sharply with a burst of autumn rain. The temperature dropped ten degrees overnight. When Qiao Xiu woke up in the morning, he could feel the chill outside the bed.

Then came the mid-term exam, and the students were annoying and the teacher was annoying.The teachers in the office have obviously increased the amount of homework for the students in the week before the exam, and they have to spend more time on correcting.

Qiao revised the student's homework, ticking off or crossing it, turning over one page after another, until he changed to a certain one, and finally the speed stopped.

Qi Yan's homework.

That day, after Qi Yan caught him off guard and kissed him on the lips, Qiao Xiu heard a thunderous rumble outside the world of mortals, and something that was hazy at first shattered crisply at that moment.

If it was just a hug, Qiao Xiu could still regard it as a teacher-student relationship, but which teacher-student relationship would be so good as to kiss each other on the mouth?

His student is taller than him, handsome, smart, smart, neither stupid nor crazy, rational and clear, this intimate action does not seem to be an accidental act.

Qi Yan put down his phone, his eyes were clear, without any dodge, he looked at Qiao Xiu seriously and devoutly.

What can Joshua do?

What else can be done?

He felt his heartbeat speeding up, and his reason shouted loudly about everything. The loud and loud voice of all these wrong things diluted the noise of the surrounding playground.

Qiao Xiu glanced at Qi Yan stiffly, his lips were dry, he wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say, he struggled for a long time, and wanted to leave numbly, but Qi Yan grabbed his wrist.

Qi Yan's palm felt cool, Qiao Xiu seemed to have been suddenly chilled, and subconsciously flicked it.

Qi Yan held on tightly and did not let go, his voice was very calm: "What is Brother Qiao thinking?"

Maybe it was because the race was too fierce, maybe it was because Qi Yan threw something away in a rush during the rapid running, the moment he saw Qiao Xiu at the finish line, he wished he could win the whole world for him.

Qi Yan was young and vigorous, Qi Yan didn't think much about it, he just gave up and endured it, and kissed him according to his own will.He didn't know what was waiting for him, he just wanted to do it.

Express your love most directly and simply.

Qiao Xiu still heard Qi Yan's words.

What do you think?

Violating ethics, there is no redemption, Qiao Xiu has suffered such pain, how can he bear to let Qi Yan and him experience it again.

Qiao Xiu seemed to be casual, but in fact he put in a lot of effort and broke Qi Yan's hand away, without daring to raise his head: "You are too impulsive."

After all, cowardice prevailed.

Qi Yan was very high-profile in chasing people, and Qiao Xiu could clearly see Chen Lu's hidden thoughts of a girl, so how could Qiao Xiu...don't understand?

However, for Chen Lu, he resisted, while for Qi Yan, he chose to indulge.

why?

Qiao Xiu looked at the boy's domineering and flamboyant words on the homework, and his thoughts became confused again.

For two years, Qiao Xiu never missed or couldn't let go of that deceitful and desperate relationship. He dared to say that he let go of it, and the one who couldn't get out was the demon in his heart.

He is not used to accepting good things from others, and will always resist and dodge habitually.In addition, from the aspect of family relationship, his father was extremely cold and decisive towards him. In the past two years, Qiao Xiu had been working as an intern with resistance and guard, living lonely and tired.

Finally, a Qi Yan appeared.

From appearance to personality, they are all pleasing to the eye, as if he looks according to Qiao Xiu's favorite appearance, and when he is crooked by his side, he is very likable.

Qiao Xiu hadn't felt the warmth for a long time, so he selfishly didn't dare to let go. Even though he knew that the window paper would eventually be pierced, he still chose to pretend to be stupid as he was lucky.

In the end, it ended with a kiss from Qi Yan, and he couldn't even escape from himself. He had nowhere to hide, and when he formally said "what do you think" to the other party, Qiao Xiu felt his heart dripping with blood.

To put it another way, Qiao Xiu is so much older than Qi Yan, so he always thinks more than Qi Yan.

Qi Yan has been in love with girls, which means that he can accept girls. For himself, it may be impulsive, or it may be an exception, but... he obviously doesn't have to take this path.

When Joshua came out of the closet, his father's desperate eyes stabbed his head like a shining knife, and the ridicule and disgust that couldn't be hidden in his stepmother's eyes were all vivid in his mind.

Qiao Xiu didn't want to, and was reluctant to let Qi Yan suffer.

A female voice suddenly sounded in my ear: "Teacher Qiao?"

Startled, Qiao Xiu raised his head and saw the math representative in the class waiting for a long time.

"What's wrong?" Qiao Xiu took a deep breath.

The girl smiled: "Brother Qiao is too serious about correcting homework. I called you three times. This is today's quiz."

Qiao Xiu smiled bleakly: "Thank you, put it over there."

The windows in the class are wide open, the howling autumn wind blows in, it's quite cool, the girls in the class are all blown cold, but the one sitting by the window is Qi Yan, who is blown by the wind as if he doesn't feel it.

A girl finally couldn't help it anymore: "Qi Yan, can you close the window? It's a bit cold."

Qi Yan: "Close it."

The girl hurriedly ran to close the window.

As soon as the window was closed, the class became warmer by several degrees. It was a big break, and it was still long before the class started. Wang Haoyang took a basketball and swayed to Qi Yan's side: "Want to play?"

Qi Yan showed no expression: "No."

Seeing that he seemed to be in a bad mood, Wang Haoyang pulled out a chair beside him and sat down: "Qi Yan, what's wrong with you? I think you've been in a bad mood these days."

Qi Yan turned his pen: "The confession failed."

Wang Haoyang jumped up: "Damn it! What kind of dead girl doesn't have eyes!"

Qi Yan: "Where are you looking for a draw?"

Wang Haoyang quickly shut up: "It's all right, I'm going to play first, don't get too carried away."

Qi Yan slowly raised his eyes, the killing intent was radiating coldness in his eyes.

Wang Haoyang ran away with oil on his feet.

When he was playing, Wang Haoyang saw Lu Xiyang, and thought that Lu Xiyang and Qi Yan had the best game, so he walked over to inquire about the news with his mother's broken heart. "Lu Shuai, I heard that Qi Yan's confession failed?"

Lu Xiyang pulled the zipper of the school uniform: "Where did you hear that?"

Wang Haoyang pointed to the teaching building: "He said it himself."

Lu Xiyang's face changed, and he murmured: "So soon..."

Wang Haoyang immediately came over: "Who is who?"

Lu Xiyang walked forward: "If you ask him like that, is he going to beat you?"

Wang Haoyang had a look of disgusted expression on his face: "Do you want to do this—"

There were three days off for the midterm exam review, and the class representative came to discuss things with Qiao Xiu. "Brother Qiao, many students in the class hope that one day they can take out the math quizzes during the study break. The location is set at MacDonnell on Wuyi Road. Can you come?"

Since the students needed it, it was fine for Qiao Xiu to go on study leave anyway, so he agreed.

On the day of the appointment to answer questions, there was another drizzle in the sky, not too big or too small, and it hit him itchyly. Qiao Xiu struggled for a while between wearing a raincoat. Anyway, there is a station at the door. Go by bus.

It's 09:30 in the morning, on the weekend, when there was no one on the bus, as soon as Qiao Xiu got on the bus, he invested money and walked back, only to see a familiar figure looking down at his phone.

It's Qi Yan.

Qiao Xiu was about to jump off the bus, but the bus had already started, and Qiao Xiu froze there, thinking where it would be more natural to pretend to look.

But he didn't expect that Qi Yan had already raised his head and saw himself showing a very happy smile.

Joshua's heart started to ache bloody from laughing at this sweet smile.

Qi Yan was wearing a gray sweater, looking clean and fresh, and smiling at people not far away, it is estimated that the little girls in half of the school would be very happy.

As for Joshua, he was silent.

There was an empty seat next to Qi Yan's seat, Qiao Xiu thought whether he should walk over or just stand here.

At this time, Qi Yan stood up to give up his seat to an old man, and naturally walked to Qiao Xiu and stood there, "Brother Qiao."

Qiao Xiu held the pole and said slowly, "Where are you going?"

"Answer questions." Qi Yan said.

Qiao Xiu looked at him inexplicably: "Why are you answering questions with your grades?"

There was a turning ahead, and the bus driver saw that the road was not crowded and swishing, and the turn was like a gust of wind. Qiao Xiu didn't stand still and was almost thrown out. It happened that Qi Yan took advantage of the situation and put his arms around his waist, and said in a low voice: "Be careful point."

Joshua: "Hand in hand!"

Qi Yan: "What?"

Joshua glared at him: "Your hand."

Qi Yan smiled and took it away.

At the next stop, when we arrived at the prosperous area, a large number of people rushed in, and the carriage suddenly became crowded. Qi Yan surrounded Qiao Xiu calmly.

Qiao Xiu saw Qi Yan's arms wrapped around his body, his neck was a little itchy with his warm breath, Qiao Xiu could see Qi Yan's face through the reflection of the window glass, and the eyes of the two were in the glass With a light touch, it moved away immediately.

It's embarrassing to death, and the age is still the same as the first love.

When he finally heard the name of the station he was going to, Qiao Xiu almost got off the car as if fleeing, and Qi Yan followed behind him unhurriedly: "Brother Qiao, it's raining, hold an umbrella!"

Qiao Xiu walked with a dull head.

Qi Yan opened his umbrella to cover his head.

Qiao Xiu paused for a while, and waited until Qi Yan was beside him before continuing to walk.

Qi Yan pressed his fist to his lips and chuckled lightly.

When he pushed open the door of the McDonald's he had agreed upon, Joshua thought that the entire McDonald's had been contracted out.The students in their class seemed unwilling to let go of this opportunity to have a dinner together, and few of them were absent.

Qiao Xiu glanced at the humming head, and felt the atmosphere of McDonald's again, feeling a little sad.

"Brother Qiao is here!" Lin Qi saw him first.

"Brother Qiao, would you like a chicken leg?"

"Would you like french fries?"

"Brother Qiao Qiyan, are you thirsty? How about some orange juice?"

Qiao Xiu moved a chair and sat down: "Answer questions carefully, don't make it like going out to a party."

"Brother Qiao, eat something before you have the strength to answer questions!"

Joshua took a sip of orange juice: "What is your average class score this time?"

The transition from loud noise to silence only takes a moment, people leave and birds disperse, everyone silently took out their homework or notes and started reviewing.

The thick and quiet study atmosphere brought by the fragrance of books also gradually formed, which made Qiao Xiu finally feel relieved to see such a harmonious scene after getting wet in the rain and being embarrassed all the way.

From time to time, Qiao Xiu answered the students' questions patiently, and the students began to discuss in a low voice when they didn't understand.

Everything was going so well that Qiao Xiu forgot that there was someone like Qi Yan, holding a notebook, and slowly sat down beside him.

"I don't understand." The two questions that Qi Yan drew with a brush seemed to be really difficult for Qiao Xiu at first glance, so it shouldn't be Qi Yan who wanted to punish him.

Qiao Xiu brought the notebook over and read it carefully. It was normal for the two questions with novel questions, but if it was Qi Yan... He turned his head and glanced at Qi Yan cautiously.

Qi Yanzheng lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, his brows were furrowed together, he was definitely not thinking about the topic.

It was the first time Qiao Xiu looked at Qi Yan up close in so many days.It was only then that he discovered that the student he had always loved was not as good-looking as before.

The heartache didn't know where it came from. Qiao Xiu only felt uncomfortable, and buried himself in writing down the analysis process. He wrote it with extra effort, as if he was venting something.

After he finished writing, he pushed the notebook toward Qi Yan: "You read it first, and then ask me if you don't understand."

"Brother Qiao." Qi Yan suddenly called out in a low voice.

When Qiao Xiu was called out like this, his whole body became stiff. "What's wrong?"

Qi Yan sighed: "Aren't you willing to look at me now?"

Joshua glanced over his face with his gaze superficial, and sighed. "Qi Yan, that's it, okay?"

Qi Yan's voice was still very low, but he could see that he was a little excited: "What do you mean by that?"

This is the place where everyone answers questions, and the places where they sit are not far from each other, and everyone can hear slightly louder voices.

Qiao Xiu had no choice but to say, "I'm here to answer questions today, so you should answer them carefully, and we'll talk about it after the midterm exam."

Qi Yan looked at him with wet eyes: "It's agreed, the midterm exam is over."

Joshua didn't speak, and slowly turned his head away.