Junsi

After a long time, Qin Guo pushed the wheelchair and stopped beside the bloodstain, finally saw a trace of pain slipping through his eyes, and finally pushed the wheelchair to leave.

His world is pitch black, but to him, his world has never been dark. The gentle and weak boy in white has always been in his world... never left.

"I owe you... I don't know you have suffered so much... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Lu Yan suddenly fell into the snow, and there was a trail of blood in the snow behind him... The white singlet was already stained with blood, Lu Yan's skin turned purple from the cold, and the hot tears fell cold... because of his low self-esteem, because of his cowardice... the boy he regarded as a treasure suffered so much , shed so many tears...he is sorry for him...

He was seriously injured by Bai Yue that day, and Qin Guo was already missing when he woke up, but at that time he was seriously injured and couldn't get out of bed, and his eyes... were also blind.He thinks that this kind of self is not worthy of him, that this kind of self can't take care of him, knowing what kind of suffering Qin Guo is suffering, but he still refuses to save him... until he makes a mistake that can never be recovered... Knowing that the young man like Xianchen lay quietly and motionless on the bed, he finally knew how stupid and ridiculous he was... He decided to accompany him... He decided to kill the rest of his life...

That knife was ruthless, with the heart of mortal...

In the end, the genius doctor didn't let him die, but only when he woke up... did he realize that he had lost you Qin Guo forever.

"I've healed most of Guo'er's injuries, and he woke up too... But he woke up and recuperated for a while and then left... He said, now you two don't owe each other, in the future... don't meet each other. "After talking about the genius doctor, he left. Lu Yan could feel the aging of the genius doctor. He had no wife and no children all his life, but he treated Qin Guo as his own son... He spent day and night looking for prescriptions for Qin Guo's injury. In the end, most of his injuries were healed, but it caused a disease that he hadn't suffered for a long time... Finally, the genius doctor left that night, and when he left, he called the medicine boy to call Lu Yan, and he couldn't open his eyes at that time , unconsciously said a word, "That year...he was very bitter..." Then he sighed... Quietly ended his life

It was the first time in Lu Yan's life that his heart ached like this, stripping away a man's self-esteem, and it was the first time he cried like a child... He failed him... He finally failed him... He didn't wait for the marriage in the end In the end, he didn't wait for the person who promised to marry him...

After a few days of drowsiness, Lu Yan called Yaotong and asked about Qin Guo's situation in the year he disappeared.