[Comprehensive] This negative world

I want to light wax, for myself, how can I die like this, it's not like myself. ——Ling Chen.

"My lord, it's time to get up." The curtains were pulled open, the sunlight poured into the room, the deacon pulled back the quilt and put aside the prepared clothes, and helped the master with half-closed eyes to get up.

He put on a matching movement, and the deacon skillfully helped him get dressed.

"Master, milk." The deacon handed over the milk.

"Yeah." The master took the milk and drank it all in one gulp, his eyes unfocused, and he sat on the edge of the bed blankly.

The deacon looked at the master who was sitting there blankly, and raised his eyebrows. Something was wrong with the master today. He ran to the hall happily without coming together, didn't hug Charles for a meal, and didn't drag Alois around. Bad mood?

"Master, are you in a bad mood?" The deacon asked not at all tactful.

Ling Chen stretched out his hand to grab his hair, the neatly combed hair was messed up by him, and there was a mischievous strand sticking to his cheek, "I had a very unhappy dream."

"Dreams and reality are the opposite, sir." Of course, that is for humans, Chris added in his heart.

Ling Chen glanced at him, jumped off the bed and landed, he said: "I'll go find them." Seeking comfort.

Ling Chen had a dream, and the situation in the dream was not as light as what he said to Chris. He saw a person's life in the dream, and the brief moment made him feel like he was in his body.

There is a little boy in the dream, he is a pure native of country Z.The boy was cheerful, laughing, and mischievous like other boys. He had a pair of parents who loved him. He was a baby held by his parents.

Then a car accident brought the little boy's happy life to an abrupt end, blood red spread in front of the boy, his parents left, and the boy was protected by them, only he survived among the three.

What can a boy under the age of ten do?What's more, he lost sensation below the knee.The little boy in the dream also changed from a cheerful, lively and pampered child to a lonely and helpless little boy who was pushed around.

If you don't like me?Why did you call me cute before?

If you don't like me?Why did you play with me before?

If you don't want to see me?Why did you come to my house before?

There was a stark contrast before and after the car accident. What the grown-ups did didn't seem to hide the little boy's intentions. Maybe they thought the little boy was still young and wouldn't remember anything when he grew up.

The little friends who used to play with him avoided him.He used to pat his head and praise his relatives, but despised him as a crippled burden.

Faces of pity, disgust, and ugliness were reflected in the little boy's heart.

Facing the situation of a person living alone in the hospital, he was indifferent.The original warm family disappeared, and the little boy lived alone. He had to learn to cook, dress, and take care of himself alone, even if he was just a child, even if he was handicapped.

That's how the world is.

The little boy wanted to die, but he didn't want to, he didn't want his parents to sacrifice themselves in exchange for his life, so he was simply abandoned by him.So, the little boy lived alone, he didn't go to the orphanage, and he didn't accept those so-called adoptions.

Sometimes little boys think, since the world is so boring, why should I face it?Why should I live in this world that repeats itself every day.

However, no one gave him an answer.

Soon, the little boy had no time to think about those meaningless things, and he entered his world forcefully.

The little girl who liked to follow behind him rarely summoned up the courage to enter his life.

The little girl is stupid, and the little boy likes to call her a silly woman.The silly woman entered the world of the little boy forcefully when she was a little girl. It is hard for outsiders to imagine how a similarly little girl takes care of another boy who is about her age.

Laundry, cooking, housekeeping, and taking care of the little boy, the silly woman does everything perfectly.When the little boy lost his temper and drove her away, he remained indifferent.

A silly woman is really stupid, who is as stupid as her?No matter how many times he is kicked out, he will come back and take care of another person without complaint.

From the beginning, she had to stand on a chair to be able to reach the pots and pans. Later, she no longer needed to use anything to take care of the little boy easily.All the hardships involved are only known to silly women.

The little boy is also growing up slowly. He has grown from a little boy to a handsome boy. The little boy who became a boy once asked the silly woman, "I have overtaken you many times, why don't you go?"

Tolerate his willfulness, tolerate his weird and withdrawn, as if he has no temper.

"I didn't think about it that much." The silly woman smiled, and her subordinates peeled apples for the young man in an unhurried manner. She handed the peeled apples to the young man with a gentle smile: "I... I saw you for the first time when I was a child. When I saw you, I was thinking that that person is very cute. It would be great if I could marry him, and if I fall in love with him, I must... must be very happy."

The boy turned his face away, no one foolish woman saw the tears in his eyes, and he scolded in a nasty tone: "Idiot, what happened when I was a child is irrelevant. What happened so far away..." You can completely forget it, Find a man who loves you.

The silly woman tilted her head and brushed the hair around her ears. She didn't seem to notice the boy's awkwardness, nor was he affected by his harsh tone. She said: "There is no way, who let me see you at first sight?" , I fell in love with you. Sometimes I feel that I am very mean, if it is not for the inconvenience, I lick my face and stick to you, we will not have an intersection."

No one understands the beauty of teenagers better than her. Even a teenager with limited mobility is still a man of the school, an existence as elusive as a genius.If she hadn't taken advantage of the boy's inconvenience and entered his world forcefully, then they would have never met, and she would only be a passer-by in the boy's life.

"Stupid woman, just stupid. Who else can you love but me." The boy raised the corners of his lips and took her hand on his knee.

"Heh..." The silly woman laughed, that's right, who else can I love besides you?The silly woman looked at the boy's handsome side face, lowered her head and brows were full of tenderness.

Who else can I love but you?Because ah, I won’t even love anyone who isn’t you?

"I mean Ling Chen?" the silly woman said suddenly.

"doing what?"

"May I marry you when I grow up?"

"It's long-winded. We'll talk about it when we become adults." The boy turned his face away awkwardly.

"Ah, I saw you blushing. Let's make it so. I will marry you when I become an adult. If you don't agree, I will go and register secretly with my ID card." The silly woman said with a smile.

"you dare."

"Ha ha……"

"Silly woman, don't laugh."

"Oh... good."

It was a story about a silly woman and an awkward teenager.The little girl grew up to be a silly woman, and the little boy grew up to be a handsome boy.Then they lived happily together...

"Never and never will be separated. Alright, I'm done talking about my dream." After finishing speaking, Ling Chen lay back, half-closed his eyes, and lay lazily on the chair.

The room fell silent for a while, and his five listeners also finished listening to the story in his mouth.

"It's a perfect ending." Chris was the first to react, and after he finished speaking, he glanced at Ling Chen thoughtfully.

Alois rested his chin on his hand, his eyes were blank, apparently he hadn't recovered from Ling Chen's story, when he heard what Chris said, he subconsciously said, "Very good, a happy ending."

"It's not that simple." Charles took a sip of tea and looked at Ling Chen. If it was a beautiful dream, Ling Chen would not have such a reaction.

Unselfish love?Being used to Ling Chen's nominal love, no matter how I think about it, it will not be as simple as it seems on the surface.

"Oh~ Of course it's not that simple." Ling Chen opened his eyes, put his hands behind his head and rested his head on them, with a wicked smile on his face, "But don't stories all end with happiness?"

This story is also true, but it has been polished by him, and most of it has not changed?Didn't he say anything about what happened next?

"You've talked about all kinds of bloodshed." Charles looked thoughtfully.If what followed was a tragedy, he seemed to understand why Ling Chen didn't speak out.

Obviously, Charles Phantomhive was not the only smart person present. As soon as Charles finished speaking, many people also guessed what it was.

Ah La, "Don't be so smart, I will be distressed." Having said that, but looking at the smile on his face, he didn't see anything distressing.

Alois grabbed Ling Chen's arm and asked, "Is it related to the little girl I met yesterday?" Compared to this story, he was more concerned about whether Ling Chen would recover his memory, and he believed that Ling Chen didn't know about him. His memory was manipulated by him.However, he couldn't take the risk that Ling Chen might leave.

Ling Chen shook his head, "No~" It has nothing to do with that little girl.Doesn't he know the little girl?But that little girl was an introduction, reminding him of something.

Hearing that it had nothing to do with the little girl, Alois let go of his hand, "Don't think so much, Charles is leaving."

"Leave?" Ling Chen was so excited that he almost fell off the chair, but luckily Chris grabbed him beside him, "Xiaer Jiang, are you going to abandon me?" With wet eyes,

Don't talk like we have anything, and what is Shire sauce?

"After all, it belongs to Phantomhive..." Before Charles finished speaking, he was hugged by Ling Chen.

"No, Xia Er, don't leave me." Ling Chen hugged him, rubbed his face, and cried exaggeratedly.

How did you teleport over from the opposite side? Charles lowered his eyes, "Let go of me. I'm going back, isn't it...uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

Ling Chen rubbed against Xia Er's cheek, his heart was turbulent, Xia Er's skin was so good, smooth and tender, "Xiaer, are you going to abandon your husband and son?"

"No..." Charles struggled in Ling Chen's arms.

"Master Ling Chen, the young master is very uncomfortable." Sebastian stepped forward to rescue Charles.

Ling Chen stopped eating Shire brand tofu, but did not let go of his hands, still hugging his waist, "Sebas, don't think I don't know, you want to monopolize Shire. With me and the baby here, you Just don't try to succeed."

Sebastian looked at Ling Chen, and inexplicably, another figure of Reaper appeared in his mind, the red-haired... BT Reaper.

What's the matter with the baby?Ling Chen, you should stop here, bastard, don't kiss me.

Sebastian, you did it on purpose, you stopped it when you saw enough, don't rub me. —Charles struggling.

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small theater:

Ling Chen: Don't leave, Charles, my baby and I will miss you, don't abandon your husband and son.

Charles: What's up with the baby and the abandonment?You stop kissing me.

Ling Chen: You, me, and Alois are a family, baby, Charles doesn't want us anymore.

Alois: Shot while sitting.