hug me

"Oh, it's okay." It's just a thin cut, numb, and I don't feel any pain.

He Xing handed over a tissue, "Here you are."

"No need." Luo Shi'an had already taken out a handkerchief and wrapped it around Ji Canxi.

He Xing took the tissue back, "Go to my house and deal with it, it's in the front."

Ji Canxi also said, "No need."

He held Luo Shi'an's hand and said to He Xing, "It's getting late, we have to go back."

He is not curious about anything about Wan Mu anymore, he just wants to take Shi An away quickly.

Damn it's too dangerous for this place.

But in the next few days, He Xing always waited for Ji Canxi at the school gate, brought him a cup of hot coffee, accompanied him home, or turned his head and left after saying a few words.

Ji Canxi actually wants to say that he doesn't like coffee, and he has never been used to the bitter taste.

He also wanted to say, why don't you come, I know you are Wanmu's friend, but I'm not him.

Not him, no.

In this case, he couldn't say anything to He Xing's kind and hopeful eyes.

■

Luo Shi'an kept his face cold, Ji Canxi's heart was also depressed, and He Xing always talked to himself, and when he touched the wound of the past, his mood suddenly sank.

None of the three were happy, but they still saw each other every night, or went home together, as if they were glued together, and no one could get away.

When He Xing appeared on this day, his face was bruised, he smiled casually and said, "On the road, I was brave enough to see righteousness."

Ji Canxi blurted out: "You don't know how to fight."

Luo Shi'an looked at him and frowned.

"What luck!" Du Ming suddenly jumped up from behind, "Why didn't you look for me when you came back? What's the matter with dropping out of school? Have you really thought about it? Where are you planning to go next... Go to my house to eat noodles, and talk while eating!"

Ji Canxi said: "Then you guys go, Shi'an and I want to go back."

"Boss, don't be so disappointing. My mother keeps asking about you. Let's go, classmate Luo is also here."

Luo Shi'an looked at his watch: "At this time, is the noodle shop still closed?"

"Of course not. My mother has to cook a lot of supper every day for me to go back. Please help me share it today." Du Ming pushed them.

There were still one or two customers in the noodle shop, and Du Ming's mother's enthusiasm for them continued unabated, especially Ji Canxi, who just moved a stool and sat next to him to watch him eat.

"I heard that Wanmu students like a stronger taste, so I added more peppers, is it okay to eat?"

Ji Canxi nodded, "That's great, thank you, Auntie."

But He Xing pushed his bowl of noodles in clear soup to him, "You have a bad stomach, you should eat less spicy food."

Ji Canxi froze for a moment, then shook her head, "No, I like to eat."

After a while, He Xing got up and made him a glass of warm water, "Don't eat too fast, drink some water."

Du Ming said, "You still take care of our boss like this."

"Since when did he become your boss?" He Xing smiled.

"Well, after he beat up Cao Kun..." Du Ming scratched his head, "Anyway, that's it, I just want to be his little brother."

"Really, it seems that Xiao Mu has really become very powerful." He Xing looked at him gently, and then asked Du Ming, "I remember that there is a brown sugar glutinous rice cake in this attachment, Xiao Mu likes it very much. Go buy a copy."

Du Ming said casually, "Oh, turn right at the head, the third store is there, and they close very late."

"Wait for me." He Xing got up and went out.

When he came back after buying the glutinous rice cakes, he bumped into Luo Shi'an at the door, and he looked like he was waiting for him.

"Did Student Luo finish eating so quickly?" He Xing smiled.

Luo Shi'an gave him a cold look, "Have you had enough?"

"Is this a warning?"

"I'll say it again, he is Ji Canxi, not Wan Mu." Luo Shi'an held back his anger in his beautiful eyes, "Please, stop being courteous to my boyfriend, he doesn't need you to take care of him."

"Boy, friend, friend." He Xing played with taste, "Are you two dating? Xiao Mu, you haven't even mentioned it."

I haven't mentioned it, but people who walk together these days, the special relationship between Ji Luo and the two, unless you are blind, you can't see it.

"Is it fun to play dumb?"

He Xing shook his head, "I may be pretending to be stupid, but Student Luo seems to be really stupid. The name 'Ji Canxi', you are the only one who calls him that. At first, you may feel very special, unique memories or something , but gradually, Ji Canxi, whom only you remember, or Wan Mu, whom everyone around him knows, which one is more attractive to him."

Luo Shi'an clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and said coldly, "You don't need to worry about it. Stay away from him."

He Xing spread his hands, "Why don't we make a bet and see who he will choose to be after half a year."

He Xing smiled suddenly, "Isn't this a bit of a bully, because I know that you are doomed."

■

On Saturday, Ji Canxi went to Luo's house to find Shi An, and made an appointment to have dinner together, but Aunt Yang told him that Shi An was sick.

Ji Canxi knocked on Luo Shi'an's door, and a weak voice inside responded, "Come in."

"Here's your medicine and porridge." Ji Canxi walked in, put the tray on the bed table, carefully helped Luo Shi'an up, and put a pillow behind him.

Luo Shi'an still had a fever-reducing patch on his forehead, and his face was weak. After taking the medicine, he stirred the porridge with a spoon, looked at Ji Canxi and said, "It's hot."

Ji Canxi said unhappily, "Blow it yourself."

Luo Shi'an said: "Are you impatient? Then you go, I didn't ask you to take care of me."

Ji Canxi said, "Okay, I'll go."

He strode out and slammed the door, but he didn't hear footsteps outside.

After a while, the door opened again, and Ji Canxi walked in angrily, sat down, picked up a spoonful of porridge, put it on his lips, blew it, and handed it over: "Open your mouth."

Luo Shi'an opened his mouth to eat.

After finishing the porridge smoothly, the bed table was removed, Luo Shi'an said, "If you are bored, go back first."

"You think I don't want to?" Ji Canxi glared at him, "Luo Shi'an, is there something wrong with you!"

Luo Shi'an was innocent: "I'm a patient now."

He turned over on the bed, leaned his head on the pillow, and muttered: "Well, it's been cold in spring recently, and I didn't pay attention to covering the quilt at night—"

"You don't even close the windows?" Ji Canxi exposed his lie, "The cold wind blew all night, didn't you notice?"

Luo Shi settled for a moment, "How do you know?"

"Aunt Yang told me." Ji Canxi grabbed her hair irritably, "You did it on purpose! You deliberately made yourself sick, didn't you!"

The phone in his pocket rang, He Xing called.

The three of them are going out to dinner together.

Go to the old place of Wan Mu and He Xing.

Looking at the caller ID, Ji Canxi accidentally caught Luo Shi'an's gaze, and he also guessed who it was, his eyes dimmed instantly.

Should it be—

Ji Canxi's heart skipped a beat, then he hung up the phone and turned off the phone.

"Aren't you going to answer?" Luo Shi'an's expression relaxed a little.

Ji Canxi walked to his bed, squatted down, raised her hand to stroke Luo Shi'an's hair, and asked softly, "Shi'an, is it because of luck?"

Luo Shi'an didn't answer, but the way he looked at Ji Canxi said everything.

This idiot, why is he so stupid!

"Why didn't you tell me directly?" Ji Canxi asked anxiously.

"I—" Luo Shi'an was about to answer, but he coughed violently. This wave of coughing came quickly and violently. After coughing with his head tilted towards the floor, his throat was dry and sore, and his lungs also ached.

Ji Canxi poured him a glass of warm water and patted his back lightly.

Luo Shi'an felt more comfortable, the back of his head sank into the pillow, and his voice became hoarse when he uttered, "It's fine."

"It's all right!" Could this little face be thinner?

Why is this boyfriend not reassuring at all, thinking that he was almost hit on the head by a vase that night, Ji Canxi's heartbeat almost stopped suddenly, and now her heart is throbbing in pain again.

"Shi'an, do you still remember that we agreed that we should not keep anything in our hearts, and we must tell each other frankly. Now we add another one, no matter what happens in the future, don't gamble with your body." Ji Canxi's voice Very gentle, "You are mine, and the body is also mine. You are not allowed to hurt it. Unless, you really want to see me die in sorrow."

Ji Canxi thought of the scene when Shi An held the shards of glass in his palm when he was a child, and together with that share, he also felt throbbing pain.

"I didn't, that's not what I meant." Luo Shi'an's voice was hoarse, with strong grievances, "Canxi, you want me to look at you, keep looking at you, that's what I did, but you , didn't just look at me."

Ji Canxi was stunned.

"I think you've changed a lot recently, but I can't tell you what changed, but I know it's because of He Xing's appearance." Luo Shi'an held his hand, with a sincere tone, and the ending trembled slightly, "Can Hee, I'm scared, you, can you not see him again?"

Shi An's body temperature was already cold, and now it was frighteningly cold. Ji Canxi felt as if someone had stabbed her heart with a knife, and her heart ached.

He put Shi'an's hand in his arms, leaned over and hugged him tightly, and said repeatedly, "Okay, okay, see you, Shi'an, don't be afraid, I won't see him in the future, and I will go around whenever I see him." Can you just keep walking, don't be afraid, I haven't changed, and I won't change even if I die..."

Fuck them all!Ji Canxi thought, making his baby feel so uncomfortable, he can't care about anyone, what the hell.

■

At some point, Ji Canxi had already laid down beside Luo Shi'an, and fell asleep soundly with his arms around him.

It wasn't a long sleep, but it was solid.

When Luo Shi'an opened his eyes, Ji Canxi was looking at him with a smile on his face, and kissed him on the forehead, "I'm awake, how do you feel?"

Before Luo Shi'an could speak, Ji Canxi pressed his forehead against his again, and said with a hum, "It seems that the fever has subsided."

Luo Shi'an realized later: "You're so close, aren't you afraid of being infected?"

"I'm physically fit." Ji Canxi looked at him without blinking, the love in his eyes seemed to drown someone, "It's just a pity."

"What a pity?" Teacher Luo's head was a little sluggish due to illness.

"I want to have a boo." Ji Canxi said solemnly, "but scientific research shows... the probability of saliva infection is very high."