I am not in love today [Rebirth]

With an inexplicable emotion, he glanced at Chu Yun who seemed to be really curious. Chu Fei's fingertips trembled slightly, and finally he showed a casual smile.

"forgotten."

In fact, he remembered that the first time he came into contact with cigarettes was probably when he was in high school.No matter how people praise his ability now, it is undeniable that he was not a good student when he was a student.

On the contrary, he was a child who caused headaches for both the teacher and the school.

Chu Fei lowered his eyes, staring at the cigarette that fell to the ground and hadn't been completely extinguished, and after a long while: "If you can stop smoking, don't smoke, it's not good for your health."

In fact, he has controlled himself for a while, but he still can't help the desire to smoke when there are many things to worry about.

When nicotine stimulates the brain along the alveoli, and when the pleasure switch that is extremely difficult to obtain is pressed, he can forget everything about reality.

Immersed in dreams, immersed in ideals.

His eyes dimmed involuntarily, Chu Fei took a deep breath, faced He Yan's worried expression, and adjusted his micro-expression again, trying to make himself look relaxed and at ease.

"Anyway, it's better to suck less."

"Do you dare to put this on yourself?" Chu Yun was different from He Yan, and did not accept Chu Fei's tricks at all.He raised his eyebrows, walked to Chu Fei's side step by step, and slowly stretched out a finger.

The slender fingers are elongated by the light, as if there is no end in sight.Chu Fei's face was slightly cold. He looked away silently, with a bit of displeasure in his tone.

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"Aren't you curious about what I said to He Yan? Then let me tell you, do you want to?"

Chu Yun suddenly changed the topic back, and Chu Fei's bad premonition grew stronger. He frowned tightly and stared at the dark-faced He Yan and Chu Yun, who seemed sad but enjoying a little bit.

Both He Yan and Chu Yun are a combination of contradictions.

Chu Fei knew this well.

"I told him your plan." Chu Yun whispered softly, with a hint of spring on her brows, "Chu Fei, do you think I don't know what you think?"

Maybe he didn't know it before, but after Chu Fei accompanied him to see He Yan, after he personally sent He Yan to his side.

Chu Yun understood.

Chu Fei, from the beginning to the end, from the beginning to the end, never thought of taking him to the underworld together!Although I don't know what Chu Fei will do, what ability does he have to be so confident.

But Chu Yun didn't allow it!He was not afraid of death, and even less afraid of the so-called hell. Originally, he wanted to agree with Chu Fei against He Yuan and the others, and then manipulated the process to turn the last person who died into himself.

It's like repaying the grievances of the last two lifetimes.

In the end, I didn't expect that I was the little sheep that was favored, and it was used to cover people's eyes and ears to die.

Thinking of Chu Yun's teeth clenched tightly, his whole body's muscles were tense, and his eyes, which were especially good at pretending to be innocent, were filled with anger.

"Chu Fei, tell me why?!"

Obviously, he had killed him for two lifetimes, and in this lifetime, he should pay the price for the consequences he caused, but Chu Fei replaced him again.

"Could it be that you want to tell me that it's because the person you've always liked is me?" With an almost mocking tone, Chu Yun's eyes were flushed, and her distorted face was extremely terrifying.

Chu Fei didn't expect this person to guess it first. He sighed, met He Yan's forbearing eyes and the angry Chu Yun, and remained silent for a long time.

Miscellaneous thoughts are swirling in the brain, picking out words that can be said and comfort people.Chu Fei looked at He Yan and was about to say something when he suddenly felt a chill behind him.

It was cool and whizzing, as if a dark wind had penetrated into his neck.

Unconsciously shrinking his neck, Chu Fei opened his pure eyes, which seemed to contain thousands of mountains and rivers in the world from a distance, but there was only nothingness in a close view.

It seemed that the whole world, the whole life was not worth mentioning in Chu Fei's heart, and it was not even necessary to take a second look.

"Want to hear the truth or a lie?"

He let them choose very democratically, and there is no doubt that they both chose the truth.

It is obvious that lies are more soothing, but everyone hopes to hear the truth, and they also hope that the truth will develop as they think in their hearts.

It has to be said that human beings are indeed a greedy race.

His expression became much more complicated, Chu Fei had already sighed countless times, first he pulled the two of them into a small corner, his face was reflected by the faint light from his fingertips.

From the smooth and full forehead to the high nose bridge to the pointed but not excessive chin, this face has captured the favor of many people. Every facial feature is outstanding when singled out, but put together It is a bit more ethereal and out of the world.

"I'm telling the truth, don't hit me in anger."

Chu Fei negotiated the conditions first, so as not to wait until he was forced to fight back and hurt them.

"Okay." Chu Yun readily agreed.

Although He Yan didn't speak, he still held Chu Fei's hand tightly, and he was the only one in his eyes and heart.

"How do you react when you learn that you have lived three lives?"

"Very good." Chu Yun replied first, "This tells us that the world really has reincarnation."

"...I don't really care if there is reincarnation." Chu Fei retorted silently. He touched the tip of his nose and spoke a little guilty.

"As far as I'm concerned, I'd be tired."

It may be that the burden on him since childhood was too heavy, or it may be that the rules of the family were too restrictive. Chu Fei felt that if he really lived three lifetimes, the only word left in his body would be exhaustion.

People, living a lifetime, have already exhausted all their strength.

Not to mention three lifetimes?It's still the same identity, the same family, and the same growth environment for three lifetimes. The only difference is the change of the outside world.

But even if he has not experienced what Chu Yun experienced in his previous life, Chu Fei knows that history is a vicious cycle of reincarnation.

Perhaps because of the supernatural beings in the lower class, the upper and lower classes are in turmoil, but soon after, a new class will be formed, and then it will be solidified.

This is an extremely long period from a human point of view, but it is only a short period of time in the long river of history.

Just like someone said "The lesson that humans remember is that they never remember the lesson", this is true, and it is very appropriate to apply to every aspect.

Chu Fei raised his head to look at He Yan, and finally pulled out his hand cruelly: "So I really don't want to go on endless reincarnation like this."

"Even if it disappears in smoke, it's better than the infinite loop like now."

Now, neither He Yan nor Chu Yun could say anything else, and Chu Yun's arms were even trembling. He stared at the tired Chu Fei, and the sadness in his heart was like the raging flood. Blow that dam down.

It smashed him to pieces.

"Chu Fei..." He Yan yelled weakly, and he stretched out his hand again to grab Chu Fei's wrist, but he realized something stopped in the air, pitiful and helpless.

"Then you don't want to stay for me? Didn't you say that you like me?"

Only then did He Yan realize that Chu Fei never seemed to have said the word love to himself.

He originally thought that they still had a lot of time and many, many New Years to spend together, and he could wait slowly until Chu Fei's liking for him turned into love.

But reality hit him hard and made him realize that it wasn't enough.

Time is running out, Chu Fei doesn't want to stay in this world any more, he doesn't want to do meaningless things anymore, and go through a bunch of meaningless but responsible past.

Chu Fei's eyes flickered a few times, he pursed his lips and looked at He Yan who seemed to be about to cry, and stretched out his hand after a few seconds.

The slender fingers held He Yan's trembling fingers, Chu Fei felt so entangled in his heart, but he still insisted on his choice: "I'm sorry."

Maybe he still has things he likes and cares about in this world, but all these things are no longer something that can keep him.

Human beings are selfish and cruel.

After being a human being for three lifetimes, Chu Fei doesn't really want to be human anymore. A race that values ​​itself too much and fights each other internally is different from the textbook and his ideal.

To put it bluntly, he is probably an idealist, a romantic idealist, in this dark world, he will eventually perish.

He Yuan, who stood not far away and listened to everything, almost wanted to applaud Chu Fei, he didn't know that his little cousin was such an idealized person.

Interrupted into the topic of the three of them, He Yuan hooked Chu Fei's shoulder lazily, his beautiful eyes were a little more angry, making him look a little more angry: "Chu Fei, if you really I think so."

"Then all my actions can be terminated, can't they?"

All their efforts were directly defeated by Chu Fei's words that they didn't want to be human.

"Or I'll develop a machine for you to see if I can turn you into a cloud or a flower, huh?"

Originally, he was just worried about the three of them staying together, but he didn't expect to have this unexpected harvest. He Yuan looked at Chu Fei with a smile on his face, his eyes full of deep meaning.

Chu Fei lowered his head obediently, and he pressed his fingers in a low voice: "No, you can continue to study after resurrection, maybe it will be useful in the future."

And if the technology of resurrection is really developed.

That means that human beings have really stepped into a higher ladder, a ladder that is closer to evolution.

He Yuan felt that Chu Fei needed treatment, the kind of treatment for mental illness, he looked at He Yan who was speechless, and looked at the complicated face that seemed to agree with Chu Fei Chu Yun seriously suspected that the two were brainwashed.

"Isn't everything you've done in the past three lives just to save the race you don't want to be?"

"Then Chu Fei, tell me, you don't like human beings, why are you trying everything to save them?"

"Since you don't like it, wouldn't it be good to let them all die directly? Isn't it possible to do it with your ability?"