when she became "he"

Xu Nuo woke up in a very uncomfortable situation. His airway and lungs were choking badly. His stomach was swollen and he wanted to vomit. He kept being pressed, and every time he pressed his throat, a mouthful of water overflowed, and his mouth was full of sand.

Xu Nuo opened her eyes, facing the sun above her head, the sun hurt her eyes, making her very uncomfortable, there was a mess of voices in her ears, and she said words that Xu Nuo had never heard before, but it was strange that she could can understand.

"Wake up, wake up, Da Wen is awake!"

Sitting up with his elbows propped on the ground, Xu Nuo looked at the densely packed heads above his head in a daze, before he could realize how he came here, he was slapped across the face.

"You cut a thousand knives, you can't think about such a big thing. Your father and I raised you so much and you repay us like this? Why don't you just feed the rice to the dog!"

Xu Nuo was completely stunned by the slap, seeing the middle-aged woman in front of her tearfully scolding her, her first feeling was not anger but guilt.

"slim Shady……"

The promise was stunned by the words, why would I say such a thing?

Apparently, others didn't think it was strange, and began to preach to her one after another.

"Dawen, you're wrong. It's just that you can't go to college. There are so many people in the village who can't study, and I haven't heard of anyone who can't go to college and can't live."

"Yeah, my family Daqiang didn't go to school for a few days, and he earns a lot every year. I heard people say that Guangdong recruits people to work without asking whether you have been to school, or you can go to Guangdong with Daqiang. Getting a part-time job is much better than farming in the village, I heard that their factory recruits people all the year round."

"Well, I told sister-in-law Xiujuan that reading is useless. A good young man makes reading stupid. It costs money and is useless. I have read Dawen for more than ten years and I haven't seen it. Flowers."

……

Xu Nuo only felt a buzzing in her ears, and the voices of people around her kept coming into her ears. The strange thing was that she could understand it. It seemed that everyone was scolding her, but...

Why is she here?

Xu Nuo looked at herself, water droplets kept falling from her head, and her clothes were sticking wetly to her body, and this was obviously not the blue and white striped hospital gown she wore all the year round, but a poor-quality T-shirt with a patch on her knees. Torn trousers.

There were men and women surrounding them, their trousers were rolled up to their knees, their calves were covered with black mud, some were wearing straw hats on their heads, and they were holding... sickles?The promise was uncertain, she had never seen these things.

Farther away is a blue mountain. It is not right to call it a mountain. It should be said to be a small hill. The "mountain" is not high or steep. At least it is not as high as the buildings she has seen. It seems that it is only a few stories high. , and some even shorter.

The back of the hill is farmland. From a distance, one piece is green and one piece is yellow, and it is not uniform. The nearby farmland seems to have been harvested, and it seems to be... rice?

Xu Nuo looked at the scorching sun above his head and the rolling blue hills, not sure what month it was.

Before she could figure it out, the middle-aged woman hugged her and cried for a while, Xu Nuo froze and didn't know what to do.

The people around dispersed one after another, Xu Nuo heard from their words that they were going to cut the rice, there were still a few children still watching curiously, but the woman who was holding her and crying did not leave.

Although Xu Nuo had little experience, she obviously felt that something was wrong. The last time she woke up was when she was pushed into the operating room. If the operation was successful, she should continue to lie in the ward after waking up. If it was not successful, she might have been lying in bed In the morgue of the hospital, it will never be like this, in an obviously strange and strangely familiar place.

It is familiar because she feels like she knows all the roads that this middle-aged woman takes her. When it is time to turn left, the footsteps will turn left subconsciously, and when it is time to turn right, the body will act before the brain. The fact that her actions were not controlled by her thoughts made Xu Nuo feel very panicked, but she didn't dare to make any movements when the woman was walking beside her, so she had to lower her head to cover the panic in her eyes.

Back in front of several mud houses, the woman stopped and said, "Dawen, don't do anything stupid, if you don't pass the college entrance examination, you won't pass the exam. Your father and I didn't blame you, you Dad is still waiting for me to deliver food in the field, don't do stupid things when you are at home!"

"Em, no more." Xu Nuo lowered his head, speaking a proficient and unfamiliar language.

Then Xu Nuo was driven back to change clothes, and the woman went back to the kitchen to carry a rice cup, and came out after groping in the kitchen for a while, probably for food, before she left, she went to see Xu Nuo, and repeatedly told her not to eat again. Suicide just left.

It wasn't until the woman left that Xu Nuo relaxed his body, and had time to look at the place where she was now. The yard was surrounded by mud bricks, slightly taller than an adult, and the gate was a fence nailed up with bamboo. After entering the yard, on the left hand side is a half-person-high chicken coop surrounded by a fence. It is very strange. Xu Nuo knew it was a chicken coop when she saw it, although she had never seen it before. On the right side of the yard is a raised Strange thing, when I saw this, the first thing that came to my mind was the water well. Aren’t the wells all built with a shelf and a bucket tied to it?

Xu Nuo had never seen this kind of well before, so he couldn't help but walked forward curiously. There was a slender iron rod on the strange column, which looked like a rod in physics. Xu Nuo reached out to lift it up and pressed it down hard , Immediately, water flowed out from the protruding pipe mouth.

The well used to be the kitchen, which is where the woman went in just now, and the other side of the yard opposite the kitchen is...the warehouse?From the window, you can see that there are firewood and other things inside. The courtyard is facing three houses that have been side by side. The middle one is open without a door. It's the bedroom.

Her body was sticky, Xu Nuo remembered the woman asking her to come back and change her clothes, followed by a strange sense of familiarity, she pushed open the door of the room on the far right. Xu Nuo reached for the clothes according to her feeling, and then, her body froze suddenly...

Although the clothes hanging on the bamboo poles are ordinary, they can still be seen to be boys' styles.

Xu Nuo had some vague thoughts in her heart, but she still couldn't believe it. She closed her eyes and stretched her hand down tremblingly...

With a "buzz", all the beliefs in my mind collapsed and shattered, and I felt that the blood in my whole body was coagulated, and it was really...

What is going on now?Is there really reincarnation?Has she been reincarnated as a boy?Why does she still remember what happened when she was a promise, but she doesn't have any specific and detailed memories of her current body?still……

Eager to know what time it is, Xu Nuo searched for something to prove in the room. Suddenly, a flash of inspiration appeared in her mind. She went out of the room and saw an old-fashioned book on the wall outside the middle room. The calendar is the kind that turns one page a day.

Before she got close to Xu Nuo, she saw a big Arabic numeral "1". She reached out to take off the calendar and looked at it carefully. She suddenly felt absurd.

July 20, 7##!

Xu Nuo remembers that the last time he was pushed into the operating room was June 20, 6##, almost a month from now, I don’t know if this person is still promised in this world?

After a long pause, she returned to the room just now. After struggling for a long time, she still changed the wet clothes on her body. She closed her eyes and groped the whole time.

After changing her clothes, she began to look at the room. There were several beams with a diameter of a bowl above her head, the middle one was the tallest, and the ones on both sides gradually decreased. Between the beams, bamboo pieces were nailed at equal distances. , covered with dense tiles, this kind of building seems to be only found in the south.

There are only a few simple pieces of furniture in the room, a bed is placed against the wall, a thin blanket and a pillow are placed on the bed, a table and a chair are placed two meters from the door, next to the table Standing a half-old wooden cabinet.

Noticing that there were a few books and some papers on the table, Xu Nuo leaned closer to look at them, and opened the first page of the cover. On the blank page were written the words "Zhao Wenwen, Class [-], Grade [-]". The words were not very beautiful. , barely considered neat.

It seems that the owner of this body is Zhao Wenwen. She remembered that when she was by the river just now, someone said that she couldn't get into college or something. Could it be that Zhao Wenwen failed the college entrance examination and couldn't think about jumping into the river?

In fact, Xu Nuo guessed half of it right. Zhao Wenwen has been studying for more than ten years, and has always pinned his hopes on the college entrance examination. The teachers in the school always say that the college entrance examination is a turning point that changes the destiny of life. It seems that if you fail to pass the college entrance examination, life will be dark. As if there is no future, the teacher probably said this to make students pay more attention to the college entrance examination, but Zhao Wenwen took it seriously. The closer the college entrance examination was, the more nervous he became. It seems that he can't write the topic. The more he can't write, the more nervous he is. At the end of the time, he can't finish it. Naturally, it also affects the next few subjects. Originally, according to his usual grades It is okay to pass the second school that is not close enough, but after the results of the college entrance examination came out, he didn't even get into the third school.

The most indispensable thing in the village is gossip. After Zhao Wenwen failed the college entrance examination, many people in the village began to speak bitterly. As much as Zhao Wenwen received praises before, he got ridiculed this time. Li also dreamed of being able to fly out of the golden phoenix, and some relatives and friends thought that Zhao Wenwen's parents were not worth it, saying that he wasted so much money for nothing.

Zhao Wenwen is a bit introverted and sensitive. He felt that everyone in the village seemed to be watching his jokes. After half a month of accumulation, he finally couldn't bear to jump into the river. I just picked him up, no, I can't say that, maybe Zhao Wenwen really jumped into the river and died, after all, the soul of the current body is a girl named Xu Nuo.