monster girlfriend

Being surrounded by people when you go to the toilet?No matter how close you are, even if you are not a human being!

Xia Weishuang was furious, she stood up and pushed Sang Lu to go out: "What are you doing when you go out!"

She was already in a state of confusion, and with the darkness in front of her eyes, it was the first time she experienced the life of a blind person, and she knew how embarrassed and clumsy she was without looking.

It is true that there are many inconveniences after not being able to see. She took two steps forward and kicked something. She wanted to push Sang Lu out, stumbled all the way, and injured herself before she succeeded.

Sang Lu squatted down again to look at her bumped calf, but Xia Weishuang couldn't see her movement, and still stretched out her hand, trying to push Sang Lu out of the bathroom.

It didn't fall to the ground all of a sudden, she lost her balance and fell forward, Xia Weishuang pursed her lips, touched the side with her hands, and supported herself against the wall to stabilize herself.At the same time, Sang Lu grabbed her calf, groaned, and turned her frozen dull mind before looking up.

Obviously she was already out of sight, but Xia Weishuang still lowered her head, pretending to look at Sang Lu.

"Don't touch me, I can do it myself." After half a minute, she calmed down and did not let anger and fear dominate her.

In a way, maintaining calm is something she has repeated almost every day in recent years. People who have no one to rely on will always learn to rely on themselves the fastest.

Sang Lu was still holding her calf, and said in a voice so calm that there was almost no ups and downs: "It's not convenient, I can help Shuangshuang and take care of Shuangshuang."

If it wasn't clear that she was like this, if someone else listened to her tone of voice, they might think that Sang Lu didn't care about Xia Weishuang at all.

"I know it's inconvenient." Xia Weishuang squeezed the hand holding the wall, and she licked the roots of her teeth anxiously. In fact, she really wanted to cry, but she was too tense to dare to cry.

She was afraid that once her calm and rational line of defense collapsed, her personality would be immersed in the fear of the dark, and she would be unable to stand up for a long time.

"I know." Xia Weishuang took a deep breath to adjust her tone, and when she stabilized, she said, "Of course I know how inconvenient it is to lose my eyes, even a fool can think of it. You said you want to help me, I am very moved, But you can't stay by my side forever and help me do everything."

Sang Lu rubbed her calf lightly, with some doubts: "Really?"

Xia Weishuang nodded and said: "Of course it is true, we will always encounter many accidents and situations where we have to separate..."

Sang Lu interrupted her and asked, "I mean, are you really touched?"

Xia Weishuang: "..." That's not particularly touching.

Sang Lu wondered, "Why didn't I feel it?"

Xia Weishuang: "...Anyway, you go out, I don't like people watching me go to the toilet!"

She simply squatted down, and accidentally bumped her head against Sanglu. Sanglu reacted very quickly, and the piece of flesh turned into limp flesh almost instantly.Xia Weishuang stretched out her arms, and pushed Sanglu away like pushing a piece of heavy furniture.

It's a pity that it can't be pushed.

Xia Weishuang had no choice but to put on a straight face: "I'm really going to be angry!"

Sang Lu let out an ah, and slowly fell backwards.

Xia Weishuang threw her legs, or any limbs that weren't legs, but her body, one by one, out of the door, then fumbled to close the bathroom door, and said: "Wait for me outside! "

After the door was closed, the world in front of me was still dark, without any change.

But there is no Sanglu who is entangled with her around her, her body feels lighter, but her heart feels heavy for some reason.She sighed softly, recalled the picture in her memory, and slowly leaned forward leaning on the wall.

The bathroom is not big, and it can be done in a few steps. For Xia Weishuang, who has a long-standing impression and bumped into it just now, it is not difficult to complete what she wants to do in the dark.

The difficulty was that her heart was at a loss. After going to the toilet, she stood in front of the sink and washed her hands.The faucet has long been out of water, and everyone who needs to wash or wash has to scoop water from the bucket.

The bucket was right in front of her feet, Xia Weishuang couldn't see it, so she could only scoop out a little and pour it into the basin by feeling.After washing his hands and face, his hands were still wet, and he stroked his hair.She went to the edge of the sink again, and suddenly touched the shelf, and the skin care products, toothbrushes and toothpaste on it were unsteady and fell off.

Xia Weishuang found a tissue, wiped her face, and rearranged the fallen things.

It's funny to say that in the end of the world, food and other essential resources for survival are in short supply, but there is no shortage of cosmetics and skin care products.

I just brought some back when I went out to search for supplies, and it was enough for a group of people to use forever.These things can be said to be picked at random in the counters of shopping malls that no one cares about. Since the ones brought back in this way are naturally high-priced goods that were reluctant to buy in the past, it can be regarded as an addiction.

It's a pity that this thing also has a shelf life, and it is estimated that it will become a scarce commodity after three years, so use it when you can, and you can't bear it, so that it will all be wasted in the end.

Although I couldn't see what was written on these bottles and jars, but opening them one by one, Xia Weishuang still distinguished their respective uses with the help of memory.No matter how bad the mood is, the face still needs to be wiped. It is cold and dry, and it is easy to get chapped if you don't apply something.

There is no need for makeup, Xia Weishuang combed her hair, ripped her clothes with her hands, trying her best to look like she can take good care of herself.She can't be embarrassed, she doesn't want to be vulnerable, she doesn't want to be the little pitiful in others' hearts.

She reopened the bathroom door, and instead of stepping out immediately, she called out to Sang Lu.

Sure enough, Sang Lu was standing at the door, holding her hand before she finished her two words.

"Shuangshuang."

"You see, I can do it myself." Xia Weishuang smiled at the front and said, "I'm just not quite used to it yet, but I can do it, so you don't have to worry."

As she spoke, she took a step forward, recalling the layout of the room in her heart, and calculating how far she should go.But she lost her eyesight and couldn't perfectly control her angle and stride, and even though she tried to look fearless, the fear in her heart was still expressed in her more restrained steps than usual.

So she accidentally touched the trash can again. In fact, it was a very slight thing, and the trash can was not kicked over by her.Xia Weishuang pursed her lips, and Sang Lu picked her up.

It's not the princess hugging her, but holding her upright. She has many hands, which can fix Xia Weishuang's body and help her maintain her balance.

Xia Weishuang said: "I said I can come by myself, if you let me down, I will always get used to it."

Sanglu put her on the bed and asked, "Why can't I stay with Shuangshuang all the time? I can, forever, take care of Shuangshuang. Shuangshuang doesn't have to worry about anything. I will remove all dangers and feed Shuangshuang."

The speed of her speech was much slower than before the winter, all of them were frozen, and there was a little bit of sadness in her tone, because she was no longer in Shuangshuang's eyes.

Today, Sang Lu can keep awake because of herself, which is already a surprise for Xia Weishuang.

Xia Weishuang reached out to hold her cold hand, sat on the bed, and said, "Do you really think so? When we were not separated before? Also, aren't you sleepy? How long can you stay awake? Sang Lu, I I don’t want to force you, I know it’s a very painful thing for you to go against your nature all the time, it’s just that this world and the current situation are forcing all of us.”

Xia Weishuang smiled bitterly, and said softly: "I can tell you that today's situation is all because I want to change the current situation and take risks. I don't know if it's worth it, but things have happened, and regretting is useless Sang Lu, I admit that I am very scared, I am afraid that I will become a waste that drags others down, people will not be left behind only if they are useful... Forget it, what do I tell you, Sang Lu, the fact is that you don’t May take care of me every moment, I have to have the ability to survive on my own."

Sang Lu was silent for a while before talking to Xia Weishuang, but what she said was not arguing with Xia Weishuang whether she should take over Xia Weishuang's activities in an all-round way. She asked Xia Weishuang: "Shuangshuang is more gentle to me today. yes, why?"

This question made Xia Weishuang not know what to say.

She thought for a while, lowered her head slightly, and the hair on her forehead covered her face a little.She closed her eyes, in fact, it made no difference whether they were closed or not.

"I see the future." Xia Weishuang's voice was soft and soft, with a little smile and the intermittent sadness of the roof after the rain, "A long, long time later, there will be you and me...but now I have a headache, those The pictures are all broken, and I can't recall and think deeply. I need to rest and rest before I can receive and digest."

But she thought, after such a long time, it should be a good thing that the two are still together.Sanglu...you can be trusted, right?

After hearing this, Sang Lu grinned unconsciously, but Xia Weishuang couldn't see it anymore.

For a while, she couldn't help dreaming about the future in her sleepy and indifferent thoughts. For her, the future is irrelevant and illusory, and there is only one thing that matters, and that is to hold on to the present Shuangshuang.

But Shuangshuang's smile is too gentle and beautiful, with longing and longing for the future, as if it is the most happy and carefree gentle town, so Sanglu yearns for it with her.

Sang Lu hugged her, rubbed against her, and said, "I will take care of Shuangshuang, and I will work hard. It doesn't matter if I can't see her, I'm always there." Not to mention she can't see her, she's just deaf, dumb, missing arms and broken legs Yes, she will be there.

There is only one thing Sang Lu can't say for sure, and that is Xia Weishuang's death.What would happen if Xia Weishuang died?Sang Lu couldn't think of it, and refused to think about it.

Xia Weishuang laughed: "I believe you will always be here, um, but being here doesn't mean you can take care of everything. Do you understand what I mean? I have to train my abilities as soon as possible. In the future..."

Speaking of this, she was a bit bitter, and she was not sure what would happen in the future.She still wants to go to the base to take the initiative to attack and defeat Gu Minzhi. Can she still be so confident now?In the previous foresight, he had never been blind, but now his fate had directly bifurcated on him.

"The future is the future." Sang Lu said slowly, and yawned, "Today is today, today Shuangshuang is very sad, I will take care of Shuangshuang."

Xia Weishuang said: "I'm not very sad, things haven't reached the worst point yet..."

"Very sad, very painful."

Sang Lu stretched out her finger and touched Xia Weishuang's heart.

Xia Weishuang licked her lower lip, her voice was stagnant, she paused, and said, "Well... a little bit, just a little bit."