I have something to tell you

Ye Xiaojun hasn't drank for a long time. She is not a person who likes alcohol. Even if she has troubles, she doesn't hope to anesthetize herself to get through it.

She has always insisted not to drink alcohol when she is sad, but it is okay to have a drink or two when she is happy.

Why are you happy?Probably bacon and wine are too appetizing.

The two bottles of red wine bottomed out, and Ye Xiaojun touched his cheek with the back of his hand, it was hot.The exhaustion caused by insomnia almost broke out at this moment.

She is sleepy and wants to sleep.

More than once in these days she wanted to sleep, longed to sleep, but failed in the end.

The little milk cat had enough food and drink, slept comfortably, turned over and yawned, and continued to sleep.

The two of them walked upstairs after both bathed in the traditional guest bath procedure.

She was already a little fluttering, but after taking a bath, Lu Jingsheng felt even hotter, but she didn't sweat much. The heat didn't come from anywhere, and it was hidden somewhere.

Ye Xiaojun, who hadn't been baptized by alcohol much, was a little shaken when he wanted to open the cabinet and get the quilt out.Seeing her walking away from the bed, Lu Jingsheng pulled her back cleverly and pressed her on the bed.

"I'm here to supervise your sleep." Lu Jingsheng clasped her wrist and pressed her into the soft mattress, "You are not allowed to go anywhere, you must sleep tonight, and I want to watch you sleep with my own eyes."

I don't bother to straighten out the logic in these words, anyway, just give an order.

Ye Xiaojun was overwhelmed by this, and it took a long time for the world in front of him to return to the right track.Lu Jingsheng's face was very close, and the scent of the shower gel was naturally familiar, but it emanated from another person, and there was a strange sense of intimacy.

Seeing that Ye Xiaojun didn't resist at all, Lu Jingsheng patted the pillow on the head of the bed, straightened her body for her, put her wrist behind her head, and slowly laid her flat.

"Look at you, you drank too much." Lu Jingsheng grinned, Ye Xiaojun smiled back dizzily, and the tone of the reply was also floating: "You didn't drink less."

"I drink well, I'm fine." Lu Jingsheng lay down next to her, "Don't think that I might let you go if I drink too much, I will always keep an eye on you."

"Then how do you sleep?"

"I'll sleep when you fall asleep."

"What if I wake up half asleep?"

Lu Jingsheng was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Why do you wake up half asleep? Have a nightmare?"

Ye Xiaojun nodded, rubbing his face against the pillow, making a rustling sound.

Lu Jingsheng stretched out her arms: "Come here, I will hold you to sleep and you will not have nightmares."

"really?"

"real."

Ye Xiaojun propped up his upper body slightly, then lowered it, and pillowed it on her arm.

"Good boy." Lu Jingsheng stroked her hair, touched the tips of her small ears with her fingertips, froze, and rubbed along the pinnae of her ears.

Ye Xiaojun shrank his shoulders with a smile: "Itchy."

Lu Jingsheng's heart was still fluttering, Ye Xiaojun asked: "That police officer last time... have you known each other for a long time?"

"Which officer?"

"The one who came to the expo."

"You mean Yi Qiubai? Well, we've known each other for a long time, even since childhood."

Ye Xiaojun's eyes sparkled, and he was very serious: "Miss Lu is also very popular with women."

Lu Jingsheng smiled: "I am very popular with men and women, and I have never broken up with men and women since I was a child."

"Oh? Isn't Ms. Lu a straight person? So even if there are many men and women around you, you only date men..."

Even though dizzy and excited, Lu Jingsheng still retains the most basic sense of shame. Of course, she can't confess to Ye Xiaojun. Although "a man and a woman have never broken up", but a serious relationship has never been discussed... Except for her parents, the whole world is Tong Youning One person knows, until now it has become one of the top ten unsolved mysteries in Tong Youning's world.If Ye Xiaojun knew about it, he might think she had some hidden disease.

"I'm straight." Although reason and shame are still there, scheming has disappeared, "but that doesn't mean I'll always be straight."

"Do you think you will like women in the future?" Ye Xiaojun said one sentence after another, almost all of which were questioning attacks, which was completely different from her who usually kept her mouth shut about other people's privacy.

Lu Jingsheng: "I can't tell... who knows. For me, it doesn't matter whether I am a man or a woman, what matters is whether I like it or not. If I like it, that person can be a man or a woman. After all, this is the most standard I like it because I like it. If there is such a person that I like, but I worry about it because of gender, it is not true love at all. Similarly, after labeling myself as sexual orientation, I stipulate that I can only find a partner from the identified gender, Isn't it too restrictive?"

"That's because...you don't know yourself well enough, so you're not sure." Ye Xiaojun's voice became much weaker.

"What about you?" Lu Jingsheng raised her arms, brought Ye Xiaojun closer, smelled her hair, and put her hands on her waist.The woman's body is soft, softer than she imagined.Usually when I take a bath, I don't feel anything special when I touch myself, but when she put her palm on Ye Xiaojun's slender waist and felt the warm body temperature radiating from her pajamas, Lu Jingsheng felt a surge of water in her heart. .

Ye Xiaojun didn't have any objection to her hugging action, and continued to rub her arm as a pillow, "I rarely think about this kind of thing, and I only dated one girlfriend. But it's true that I'm not interested in the opposite sex. Looking back Whether it’s stories or movies I’ve watched since I was a child, all the characters that draw my attention are female characters. Maybe I’m the so-called born gay…”

Ye Xiaojun's voice completely weakened, and the last few words were spoken completely by intuition.

She fell asleep.

After confirming that she was asleep, Lu Jingsheng was in a daze for a moment, not knowing whether to be happy or worried, and then fell asleep.

The glass roof that forgot to close the blinds was covered with white snow. The snow stopped in the middle of the night, and the house was quiet. The milk cat downstairs occasionally let out a few comfortable yawns.

The dark clouds dissipated, and the bright moon rose eastward.

In the boundless dreamland, there is neither sorrow nor joy, but only warm and steady.

It snowed in the middle of the night, when the sun shone on the snow on the roof, the white snow shone brightly and melted quickly.

Lu Jingsheng slept on her back, and the sun shone on her eyes, waking her up.

The moment she opened her eyes, she asked herself: Where is this?

Since I was a child, I have kept myself safe, woke up either at my own home or at my parents' home, and I knew it well when I was on a business trip occasionally.Staying overnight and drinking alcohol is rarely the case.

Something moved in her arms, she looked down, and the memories of last night flooded back.

She came to bring soothing soup to Ye Xiaojun, and slept at her house for a night in the name of supervising her sleep.In order to help her sleep, the two decided to buy wine, but when it snowed, they picked up a cat and came back.

Yes, all of this is very sweet and normal, but why does it become like this when I wake up in the morning?

Lu Jingsheng looked at her arm that was pillowed under Ye Xiaojun's head, and couldn't believe it... Even if she was sure about what she did last night, she still couldn't believe it.

Didn't they say they could sleep separately?Why did they sleep together?Still cuddling and sleeping together!

Just when Lu Jingsheng tried her best to confirm with herself whether it was only this far last night, and there was no more intimate matter hidden deep in her memory by alcohol, Ye Xiaojun woke up.

"Morning." Even if she scratches her heart, Lu Jingsheng is not a person who is used to showing her flaws when she is awake.She very calmly said good morning to the person in her arms in a hugging posture, and as she expected, Ye Xiaojun was also stunned.

"Yeah." Seeing that Ye Xiaojun was even more shocked than she was, Lu Jingsheng was very satisfied, "It's really a good thing to have my supervision, didn't you sleep well."

Ye Xiaojun straightened up, and Lu Jingsheng's arm, which had been pillowed all night, was suddenly released, and the numbness made her gasp.

After sitting up, he saw the situation in front of him, their clothes, and remembered what happened last night. Ye Xiaojun showed embarrassment and didn't know what to say, so he said for a long time: "Is it okay to have toast with milk for breakfast?"

When the two went downstairs, the little milk cat had already woken up, and was standing on the sofa which was extremely spacious for it with its short limbs. Hearing the movement, he turned his head to face the two extremely huge humans coming down from the stairs.

"It seems to be in good spirits." Ye Xiaojun stepped forward and took it into his arms.The kitten slid into the pocket of her pajamas, struggled to remove the exposed buttocks and small tail, and replaced a head. The eyes are still unable to see, the sense of smell has been opened, the small nose is contracted, and it is feeling carefully. this new environment.

Ye Xiaojun spread a layer of onions on the bread slices, and then spread a layer of grated cheese, and baked the two slices together in the oven.At this time, she went to fry eggs and bacon, put them on a plate with the toasted bread slices, cut open the mango and removed the large core inside, cut the flesh with a knife, and served it on the plate.

When Lu Jingsheng got out of the wash, she saw two plates of breakfast on the work table, her stomach seemed to have eyes, and she looked hungry.

"Come and eat." Ye Xiaojun set up the knife and fork, went to wash up, and made some biscuits to feed the cat.

Lu Jingsheng waited for her to come back to have breakfast together, and the two sat quietly facing each other without speaking, and compared to last night, they were almost backwards to strangers.

Lu Jingsheng's right hand couldn't help shaking. The numbness made her very uncomfortable, but she couldn't show it well, so she could only bear it.The knife she was holding gesticulated on the plate a few times but failed to cut the bacon.

Ye Xiaojun silently took her plate over, cut the bacon for her with an unused knife and fork, and put it back.

"Thank you."

"Need not."

A very silent breakfast.

The little milk cat was licking happily on the side, and there was still some snow on the treetops by the lake outside the big window, and the sunlight was extraordinarily bright.

After breakfast, Lu Jingsheng planned to go back. Before leaving, Ye Xiaojun still asked, "Is your arm... all right? Do you need me to drive you back?"

"No need, just be active. Yes." A very calm and official answer.

"Well, drive carefully."

"Well, I'll call you when I make an appointment with a psychiatrist."

Ye Xiaojun sent her downstairs and stood beside her car, intending to watch her leave.

Lu Jingsheng started the car, hesitated for two seconds and said, "If you can't sleep anymore, tell me, I'll accompany you."

Ye Xiaojun, who had been shy all morning, didn't know where to look, and nodded as if making up his mind: "Okay."

I have eaten exquisite and delicious food, and the moment of entrance is quite amazing, and I seldom think about it after eating.

I have seen beautiful scenery and stayed in a very comfortable hotel, and I quickly left it behind after leaving, looking forward to the next more exciting journey.

Lu Jingsheng has been to many places, had many experiences, and met many people, including men, women, asexuals, and transgenders.She despises most of them, hates some of them, and appreciates a few of them.

Dudu Ye Xiaojun gave her endless aftertaste.

This is still not eaten in the mouth, and the aftertaste begins. Is it really worth eating?But... Maybe it will be boring after eating it.

She began to understand why she was upset with Ye Xiaojun before, because she didn't know why she cared about this person.Anything out of her control touches her self-esteem and makes her unhappy.

From the beginning to the end, since she met Ye Xiaojun, she has been in a passive position, and she has never really taken her down.

Lu Jingsheng couldn't catch her.

Thinking of Ye Xiaojun, Lu Jingsheng was still a little annoyed, but this annoyance became interesting and exciting.

Or, who is the prey is uncertain, and the outcome is unpredictable.

Lu Jingsheng didn't go to the company, but went back to her residence directly.As soon as I got home, I found out the appointment phone number of the psychological counselor, and called to make an appointment in person.

"What's the matter, Jingsheng, have you encountered any problems?" The assistant of the psychological counselor on the opposite side was also an acquaintance of hers, and asked worriedly.

"It's not me, it's a friend of mine."

"That's it, then I can rest assured. Doctor Feng is free on Wednesday afternoon, and I've made an appointment for you."

"Wednesday? Tomorrow?"

"Yeah, I let you jump in line, remember to treat me to dinner and thank me."

The other side was still whining, so Lu Jingsheng hung up the phone directly.