I have something to tell you

"So this time, do you have no regrets?"

The so-called regret, is it because the other party regrets or because of oneself?

When you want to give up someone, is it a pity that you have worked so hard to get water from a bamboo basket, or is it really a pity for the unique person in the world?

When making every painful decision, the most taboo thing is to stop and look back.

Ye Xiaojun was a little hesitant when clicking on the video. She could foresee that there would be something in the video that would make her soft-hearted, but in the end she clicked on it anyway.

The video starts playing.

The floor-to-ceiling windows in the picture are very bright, and the sun casts a long line of warm light on the ground. There is a yard and a spacious swimming pool outside the house.

Someone adjusted the lens, pointing it at himself.

Ye Xiaojun had already figured out who this person was, but when Lu Jingsheng appeared in the video screen sent by bearxxx, she still had a particularly confused feeling.

"It's me, Xiaojun." In the video, Lu Jingsheng greeted her very kindly and with a hint of restraint.Her long hair is casually tied behind her head, and her face is a little haggard. I don't know if it's because she has lost a lot of weight, but she looks older.

After Lu Jingsheng in the video greeted her, she was silent for a long time.

The picture is not very clear, with a lot of noise, and flashes of white light and mosaics from time to time, like the VCDs full of scratches I saw in the early years.

Ye Xiaojun looked at her, recalling the dispute and calculation just now, feeling complicated.

The car slowly drove towards the tarmac, and Lu Jingsheng finally raised her head. Her red eyes looked directly at the camera, as if she was looking at Ye Xiaojun.She covered the lower half of her face with her hands, put it down again, breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "You passed away at 25:[-] this morning."

Ye Xiaojun's tears froze in the sockets of her eyes, and she couldn't feel it when she blinked.

"It's strange to say that, but since you were hospitalized and I received the first email from you, nothing strange has happened. Except...your departure. You really left me, I I have preset the scene of you leaving many times, but when it really comes, I still can't accept it, I don't want to accept it."

I don't know if it's because she has never seen such a sad and fragile Lu Jingsheng, Ye Xiaojun always feels that she is strange, this is not the person she is familiar with.

Is bearxxx Lu Jingsheng?Not so often.But... Looking back carefully, her position, her tone of voice, and her desire to control are clearly her.

"Since your accident, I looked at you sleeping, and I said to myself every day, this is a nightmare, it will always wake up. Especially when I contacted you once again through email, the words you sent Words and sentences are not just cold words to me. They have warmth, sound, and power. Although I cannot reveal my identity in front of the law of time. Similarly, in order to accomplish a purpose, I cannot exposed."

The video is over half an hour long.

In another space, in the summer of 2019, Lu Jingsheng lost Ye Xiaojun forever.

The long-term differences in concepts and life attitudes completely erupted the quiet volcano.Ye Xiaojun tried hard to accept Lu Jingsheng's worldly spirit, but was still furious because of her emotional calculations. The two broke up while on vacation. When Ye Xiaojun was about to leave, he heard the news that Lu Jingsheng had dived into danger, and immediately came back to look for her. Insist on going into the water with the lifeguards.

Lu Jingsheng was rescued by her and the lifeguards. Ye Xiaojun was accidentally injured and was attacked by a shark. He was seriously injured when he was finally rescued. He was sent to the hospital for rescue and survived, but fell into a coma.After more than a month, the injury worsened, and eventually he was unable to recover.

For more than a month, Lu Jingsheng stayed by her side every day and night. In the mood of extreme guilt and sadness, she reviewed her life over the years and re-examined the past. The life-for-life friendship will never exist again in this life.But everything has been irreparable.She desperately longed for another chance.

The opportunity really came.

During the long guardianship process, she received an email claiming to be from the future.

It was predicted in the email that she would die in a traffic accident. The cause of the traffic accident was that she wanted to chase Ye Xiaojun who had left, and she was impatient with the wrong direction. The two cars collided and died on the spot.The sender wanted to remind her to avoid it.

Lu Jingsheng replied to the other party that this matter will not happen, Ye Xiaojun has fallen into a coma, and the situation at the time the other party said is completely opposite.

The other party was silent for many days, and replied to her: No wonder you can receive my email, it turns out that I can't make it in time.

The other party sent a video of Ye Xiaojun in real life.

Lu Jingsheng was so surprised, she glanced at her lover who was lying on the bed relying on the oxygen machine to survive, she was clearly there.

Ye Xiaojun in the video told her that they are in different parallel worlds, they may have the same physical body, but at the countless forks in life, a seemingly insignificant decision can produce countless different results, these results constitute a different world. parallel world.These parallel worlds are interdependent and exist independently of each other. They are causal and contradictory.

Lu Jingsheng and Ye Xiaojun in the parallel world send emails to each other, yearning to communicate with her.But when she thinks that there is another self in her world, there is a weird feeling—it's like communicating with someone else's girlfriend.

The other party also said frankly: "I am your girlfriend, and I am not your girlfriend. The parallel world is the result world composed of different choices, and it will inevitably affect the people who live in it. These people have different experiences, and the influence produced makes them become Different independent individuals. There will be some surprises in character."

"Why did you send me an email?" Lu Jingsheng asked.

"I am very regretful and guilty. If I could have patiently communicated with you at that time, this kind of thing would not have happened. I don't want you to lose your life because of this incident...I want you to live. Only if you are alive, there is hope for everything. "

Her words made Lu Jingsheng even more painful. Lu Jingsheng also told her everything that happened in her own world. She was eager to do it again, and she didn't want Ye Xiaojun to be hurt.

"Can you tell me how to contact the past?"

Ye Xiaojun sent her an email with an attachment, asking her to download and install it.

"This is a four-dimensional space simulator. After you install it, you can communicate with the past. But remember, for the sake of the logical laws of your current world and your own safety, don't reveal your identity, otherwise you will be eaten back by time."

Lu Jingsheng was very curious: "Why do you know this?"

Ye Xiaojun replied: "With the present, there is a relative future. In the countless parallel worlds in the future, there will always be one of me or one of you trying to find a way to restart our life and protect our relationship."

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"So, I tried my best to hide my identity and send emails with you, while taking care of you who belong to my world. This kind of communication is not stable, sometimes it takes me a long time to send an email, and sometimes it is very fast. I and The time progress on your side is also different. I rely on the events provided by you in the future to slowly guide you. I want you and me to have a better ending. Xiaojun, who has contacted me, also continues to look for a successful time node. .I am also thinking, maybe after changing something in the past, the you next to me can live healthy and healthy. Time has its own logic and rules. After communicating with you, you...is the one who is still on the hospital bed You have been critically ill several times, but you have been rescued. I am a little scared, afraid that if I change the past, I will get a worse result. In the end...it is still too late..." Lu Jingsheng in the video has been sighing, but no longer shed tears .

"So, it turns out that we didn't succeed. No matter how big the circle is, the result that has been decided will not change. In the end, you still left me forever... So, the cause and effect of our two parallel worlds are completely broken, what can I say? It won't bring you back to life, so now I don't have to pretend to be bearxxx anymore, I can explain things clearly to you."

After Ye Xiaojun listened to what she said, he finally connected some clues together.

"I want to say, I'm sorry... because my willfulness has messed up a lot of things. If I can really give me another chance, I will definitely not let you leave, let alone make you sad. I will take good care of you , I love you...it's a pity..." Lu Jingsheng bit her lip, and after a long silence she said lightly, "Life is only once, always only once, with one result."

Ye Xiaojun looked at Lu Jingsheng in the video and stroked her face.

This kind of Lu Jingsheng is melancholy and fragile, because she regrets and grieves after losing her lover, she is not at all like the confident and dazzling her.

She shouldn't be like this.

That's not how they should end up.

The apron is coming, Ye Xiaojun replied to Lu Jingsheng:

"I have finished watching the video you sent. I just want to ask you, if you have another chance, would you be willing to be honest with me. Regardless of poverty, wealth, or disease, you will never leave me?"

The helicopter was overhead, about to land.

bearxxx responded very quickly this time.

"I am willing, willing to love you with everything I have. But, there will be no more chances. The future will not be changed."

Ye Xiaojun looked at her email and smiled.

"You changed the past, the future, I will change it."

Ye Xiaojun boarded the helicopter and did not leave. She wanted to go to the place where Lu Jingsheng dived, and to her own destiny.

She didn't know where she heard the news of Lu Jingsheng's diving accident in the world where bearxxx lived, maybe another bearxxx told her.Maybe she also knew that the god of death was just ahead, so she still chose to return to Lu Jingsheng's side.

If you could see the future and foresee your own death, would you be afraid?Do you try to avoid it?

The answer for most people should be yes: yes.

But there is still a kind of power in the world, which has been mentioned countless times, and it is still the theme of human beings from ancient times to the present.

Human beings are very fragile, a car accident, a virus, a bite force, a lack of oxygen... many factors can kill a person; human beings are also very powerful, even if death is in front of them, they can go all out.

When Ye Xiaojun dived into the sea with the lifeguards, countless colorful fish slipped past her eyes, as if in another world, like a colorful dream.

There is something, there is a word, she hasn't had time to say it yet.

She wanted to tell Lu Jingsheng herself.