Why do you think I don't love you anymore

Standing at the door of the ward, Wen Qianhe peeped at Zhou Tingyun on the bed through a little transparent window, with mixed feelings in his heart.

Accidentally, the urge to burst into tears again.

He would rather not have asked Gu Sen just now. Once he found out, he couldn't help feeling sorry for Zhou Tingyun. It was really the first time.

"Qianhe, eat something. From noon to now, I don't think you have touched anything." Gu Sen held the lunch box and gently tugged at the corner of his clothes.

"You are also a patient, and you deserve a good rest."

Wen Qianhe took the lunch box and sat down on a bench.

It's okay not to say, but I'm really hungry.

"It's not as delicious as your cooking." Gu Sen took a sip and sighed sincerely.

Wen Qianhe remembered that the meal she had cooked so hard was still in the dance studio.Did they have dinner together before they fought?

Then how can you fight while talking.

"Qianhe, brother Yun, every time I talk about you, I can feel his special happiness. I guessed that you must be a very good girl. Who knows," Gu Sen smiled.

"I didn't expect it to be a boy, don't you think it's strange now?"

Gu Sen chuckled: "It's not surprising."

Wen Qianhe asked naturally while eating: "I saw you came to the scene last time to listen to "The Most Hated Person" sung by Zhou Tingyun."

"Well. He showed it to me in advance, and I thought it was great, so I wanted to listen to it live. We even revised part of the tune together. As for the part of the lyrics, he said he would show it to you. After all, in his heart, you are a big Writer."

"Sing, yes, who?"

is it you?

Is it Zhou Tingyun and Gu Sen who sang?

He really wanted to know.

"At first I thought he was singing about He Shao, but later I found out," Gu Sen put down his chopsticks, and said sadly, "It was him singing."

Wen Qianhe's pupils were shocked, how could that song be written by herself.

The words are full of negativity, negative energy emotions, unwillingness and helplessness.

The whole poem reveals depression and grief.

The words between the lines express the obsession, love, and liking for this person at the beginning, and slowly turn into disappointment and disgust.Because this man took away and killed his original dream.So in the end even wanted to kill him.

He had already prepared for the worst to be Gu Sen who sang. He asked today just to confirm, and it was really uncomfortable to hide in his heart.

Now Gu Sen told him that the song was actually sung by Zhou Tingyun himself.

The person Zhou Tingyun hates the most is himself.why?He didn't understand, didn't understand.

He thought he knew Zhou Tingyun very well, but now he found that he knew nothing about it.

The strangeness returned.

Wen Qianhe suddenly felt the taste of the rice in his mouth, he had no appetite at all, and felt like vomiting.

Zhou Tingyun told him that the song was written in his sophomore year, and he met himself not long after that.

He memorized the lyrics of this song fluently, and the words are a silent cry, a heavy confrontation of life.

Zhou Tingyun thought he could guess it, so he didn't say it, or maybe he didn't plan to say it at all, because he was afraid of thinking about it. After all, Zhou Tingyun always showed his strong side in front of him, and rarely showed his weakness.

"Don't you know? Qianhe. Brother Yun didn't tell you?"

Wen Qianhe shook his head bitterly, "No, it's really funny, I even had a fight with him that day because of it."

"why?"

"Because of my stinginess and my stubbornness." He sighed a long time, "Once I think that a person has a bad nature, I feel that everything he says is deceitful."

"Brother Yun, he won't lie to you. But maybe his family's roots are somewhere, and it's hard to change completely for a while."

"Then," Wen Qianhe looked at him embarrassedly: "Then, you guys, in high school." Forget it, it's meaningless to ask this kind of question again,

"Are you all dancing those dances?"

"A lot, but it's all hiphop. Because most of us play in bars, we need this kind of atmosphere."

"bar?"

"Well, you won't meet acquaintances in this kind of place, so we can dance our own with peace of mind."

In the smell of disinfectant, the two ate a meal while talking and laughing as people came and went.

Then Gu Sen went to watch over He Shao, and at the same time he himself had to have regular check-ups and take medicine.

Wen Qianhe went to accompany Zhou Tingyun.

The doctor told him the patient had a mild concussion.Don't worry too much, it will be fine after a few days of cultivation.

In fact, when Gu Sen told him, he knew that Zhou Tingyun should be fine.

Tiger poison does not eat children, after all, it is a blood relationship that has been parted continuously.

Zhou Tingyun is the only child of their family, if something happens, He Shao probably won't have to live in this world anymore.

----

"This name is weird." Zhou Tingyun curled his lips, "No, I'm going to announce the fan name to them, I can't wait."

"Not yet."

"Big brother, big brother every day, I don't know, I thought I was a jerk, it's ugly."

"Big brother means leader." Wen Qianhe poked a piece of tender apple with a toothpick and brought it to Zhou Tingyun's mouth, "Open it."

Zhou Tingyun's mouth was tightly closed, with an unhappy expression on his face.

"what happened?"

"This is already the second apple." Zhou Tingyun opened his mouth and took the apple in one gulp. After chewing, he swallowed it, and said, "Qianhe, I don't like apples."

"Don't feed me any more." With an aggrieved expression.

Wen Qianhe had a look of disbelief, he didn't like the fact that he just happily ate so much one bite at a time, wouldn't he be wronged to death.

"Why didn't you tell?" He put the plate on the cabinet.

"You're feeding me, which makes me forget for a moment that I don't like eating it."

"Then remember now?"

"The main reason is that your hands should be sore."

"Oh, I'm afraid of you."

Wen Qianhe disarmed and surrendered, Zhou Tingyun's mouth was like honey, so he took the opportunity to taste it, and said, "Today's initiative."

"Just rubbing it like this, without sticking out my tongue, no, try again." Zhou Tingyun protested.

Wen Qianhe leaned closer and kissed again, this time she stuck out her tongue and swam around his mouth with lightning speed.

"Okay, don't be dissatisfied!" Wen Qianhe pinched his face: "I will take the initiative and do it myself,"

Before the word "Master" was uttered, Zhou Tingyun pulled him closer, put his hand on the back of Wen Qianhe's head, and kissed him recklessly.

After kissing for a few minutes, Zhou Tingyun mercifully let go of him, "We must follow this standard in the future."

Even though this time was shorter than ever before, the strength and intensity had doubled, Wen Qianhe panted, and gave up, "I take the initiative and I call the shots."

"Qianhe, you have changed."

Wen Qianhe looked puzzled.

"You're not gentle at all now."

"Who told you not to listen to me?"

"I don't listen to you."

"I told you to open your mouth like that at the time, but if you didn't listen, you would bite He Shao."

Zhou Tingyun scratched his head reluctantly: "Didn't I hear it at the time, my brain was short-circuited at that time."

"If you really don't let go, have you thought about the consequences, have you thought about yourself? Have you thought about our hard work for so many days, and there are so many fans who follow you, how can you be so selfish, how can you ignore everything,"

Wen Qianhe had always spoken in a gentle manner, and his tone was not serious, but now he seemed extremely excited, with a hint of anger.

Before the words were finished, Zhou Tingyun hugged him into his arms. Since he was lying down, he could only hold Wen Qianhe half of his body. His tone lost the confidence just now, and he whispered: "I know I was wrong, Qianhe, I won't do it anymore." .” He knew that the most important thing to consider was Wen Qianhe.

Thinking that such a good lover would be with someone else because of his departure, wouldn't it be a shame.Now I regret the impulsive move at that time.

The two looked at each other sympathetically,

"I heard two words at that time," Zhou Tingyun still had that incomparably beautiful title floating in his mind at the moment, hoping to hear it again.

When Wen Qianhe heard this, her face became hot, and she reflexively left his embrace.

"Qianhe, call again, just call once, and my life will be consummated once."

"It's so easy for you to achieve consummation in your life?"

"Qianhe, you are too cruel."

Wen Qianhe continued to look at the phone, and the dormitory group suddenly sent a message, saying that the college was going to have a meeting about the graduation thesis.

They are going to start choosing tutors and topics.

During the period when he didn't take his mobile phone for a month and lost contact with the school, the counselor asked him many times about applying for a new round of bursary applications.

He missed it perfectly.

He was heartbroken for a long time when he got the news, but he never regretted his choice.

He can't even go back to school now, fortunately the topics can be chosen online.As for the meeting, I will be absent again.

Anyway, they are about to graduate, and most of the fresh graduates are eager to find a job, take the postgraduate entrance examination, and do not spend much time in school.

I have to turn a blind eye and close one eye, as long as I finally hand in a satisfactory graduation thesis.

Their major is quite strict in the control of graduation thesis, the plagiarism check rate must be controlled below 8%, which is the lowest in the whole school, it is simply a devil.

He definitely has to go back and write.

So after accompanying Zhou Tingyun to participate in "The Voice of the Sky", I went back to school.

He told the head of the dormitory about his situation. If he wants to choose a thesis topic this month, he can help him choose one. Any topic is fine, but it is best about the direction of criminal law. The tutor doesn't care about it.

The head of the dormitory really wondered if he had joined a pyramid scheme. He could not contact anyone for more than a month, and the school could not get through to his family.

Wen Qianhe said that he accompanied his friends to participate in a variety show, which was the one he asked you to vote for at the beginning.The program group is not allowed to take cellphones.

At this time, everyone realized later that the one who was on fire now was the one named Zhou Tingyun who Wen Qianhe asked them all to vote in the group.

I haven't seen you in January, it's amazing.

People who used to be at the bottom of the list with only a few votes and no hope of advancing, now have more than 2 million votes and will always be number one in the rankings, leaving No.[-] far away.Topics on Weibo are getting hotter and hotter.

For the few roommates who don't care much about entertainment news, there are always people in the circle of friends who repost Zhou Tingyun's songs.

I didn't care about it at first, I just thought my singing was okay.Especially the recent song "The Most Hated Person" directly dominated the hot song list for a week.

The lyrics and music are clean like a clear stream, rushing out of its own vast ocean.

It turned out to be Wen Qianhe's friend.

Wen Qianhe's friend is a big star.

I really didn't see it, it probably wouldn't have occurred to me that Wen Qianhe usually didn't have many friends at school, busy with studies and part-time jobs, and had few opportunities to get along with them.Now out of nowhere a friend pops up.

Real people don't show their faces.

Maybe good people only play with good people, they don't deserve it.

Roommate Zhang: "Wen Qianhe, the one who is popular now, is he really your friend?"

The dormitory Changhua was worried: "You won't be tricked into chasing stars, I saw some people go bankrupt to chase idols a few years ago, Qianhe, don't do stupid things. We can have our own favorite stars, but we should be rational It’s better to focus on studies.”

Roommate Zhang: "...It's not that scary. Qianhe doesn't seem like an irrational person."

Wen Qianhe: "It's really my friend. He used to belong to the Hanfu Club."

Roommate Zhang: "Fuck, it's from our school, from that college, from the art college?"

The dormitory Changhua looked worried again: "I've been in the Student Union for so long, why haven't I heard of this name. Are you sure you haven't been cheated?"

Roommate Zhang: "Don't be like an old father, can you do it? Qianhe's professional knowledge is more solid than both of us. If you are cheated, Qianhe will not cheat. Worry about whether you can pass the postgraduate entrance examination this year."

Wen Qianhe repeated what should be explained, and promised to thank him well when he returned to school, and then went to see other things.

"Look, your song is still No.1." Wen Qianhe showed him his phone.

"It's been 12 days in a row."

Zhou Tingyun didn't want to watch this, he just wanted to sleep with his arms around the person in front of him, "I've never heard this song except the one I sang."

Wen Qianhe didn't show much surprise, "I didn't listen much either," and felt uncomfortable after hearing it.

Instead, it was Zhou Tingyun's turn to look at him in surprise, "So I don't care much about its data, everything about it is in the past."

"That's right." He took back his phone and turned off the screen, "What do you want to eat tonight? I'll do it."

"Don't do it, just buy it, Qianhe, you can sleep with me today."

“The bed is not big enough.”

"Then we'll be discharged from the hospital and go back now. I think I'm fine. I have a game in three days. I don't have any extra time to waste."

"Now I know it's urgent." Wen Qianhe said that she had already started to pack her things.

Zhou Tingyun lay in the hospital bed for three days, his limbs were almost rigid, and his center of gravity was still a little unstable when he got up.

He lowered his head to tie his shoelaces, and asked abruptly, "How is He Shao?"

"With Gu Sen by my side, it's fine."

Hearing this, Zhou Tingyun frowned, tied the shoelace crookedly, and untied the knot again: "I don't know why Gu Sen has changed like this,"

"Don't make random guesses, Gu Sen is still the same Gu Sen, very good, if you don't work hard, really," Wen Qianhe was picking up his clothes, and when he said this, he turned his head and glanced, "I'm sorry for him."

"Why are you sorry for him? I may be sorry for other things, but I don't seem to have this matter." He tied his shoelaces, and he ran to the bathroom again paying attention to his image.

Their advanced ward is well-equipped, like an independent apartment.

It was arranged by Assistant He Shao, and he came to visit Zhou Tingyun several times during the period. Before changing it, there must be another hundred thousand reasons. Now he can accept everything.

"Can I go now? Handsome guy!" Wen Qianhe showed his head at the bathroom door.

"What an old-fashioned name."

"Male god."

Zhou Tingyun raised the corners of his mouth in front of the mirror.

----

The day before the game, Zhou Tingyun did something he wanted to do.

He secretly took his mobile phone and announced his fan name on Weibo - Xiao He Miao.

This behavior caused an uproar.

Most of the fans retweeted enthusiastically, saying that from now on, everyone will be young seedlings, and after going through wind and rain, they will eventually become ears of wheat.Let's cheer together, Xiaohe Miao.

Send this Weibo on the hot search all the way.

But it didn't increase the team of fans, but instead recruited a wave of black people.

Soon it caused trouble to passers-by.

"A player who hasn't debuted yet, don't keep a low profile, build up his strength, concentrate on the game, and start to lead the fans to run the rhythm here, and make a show of it. Do you really think you can win the first place?"

"I didn't feel it at first, but now I hate it even more. At first, I was arrogant and didn't respect my mentor at all. My strength is just like that. I don't know how it became popular."

"It's not only disrespectful to the instructor, but also to the players and hosts. I watch every episode, and this Zhou Tingyun stands far away from other players every time, does he seem to be the best? If he wants to attract attention, hey, hey, hey, no My Yan half is sensible."

"Not to mention that I haven't noticed yet, Zhou Zhen stays far away from other people in every episode, at least one meter. My god, I rarely see him smile, and his smile is very fake to the tutor. This person is too hypocritical, so fake Ah! What is the person who likes him up to?"

"Just don't smile at us, maybe in the middle of the night on the bed, I don't know how to smile at the boss, after all, the face is still okay. It's a bit pretty."

The program team naturally found out, and the director went straight to him and scolded him, "You are only a few pounds and you are so anxious to have your own fan club. You can't run, so you just want to learn to walk. It's a dream."

"Now you are nothing, not even an eighteenth-tier artist, and you don't know your own position at all. A young man who is too eager for quick success is doomed to fail!"

"Quickly delete Weibo, apologize, and say that I made a mistake."

Zhou Tingyun didn't expect that one of his actions would cause so many troubles. After the deputy director scolded him, the chief director scolded him. In short, the leadership criticized him all night long.

But he didn't know where he went wrong.

Isn't it possible for fans to choose their own names? Those fans call him big brother every day, so he can't change it.

Why is everyone accusing him.

He didn't back down in the end, not having a big fight with the director team was his biggest compromise.

Persist in not deleting Weibo.

It will be posted sooner or later, it is deleted now, but it will still be posted in the future.

Why bother.

That's what he thought.

This made the program crew want to give up on him, and it was difficult for Zhou Tingyun to control.Or out of control at all.

The direct consequence of this is that all passerby fans, fans of Luzhuanhei, and black fans, worked together to vote for No.2 and No.3 that night, and Zhou Tingyun was voted out of the top three and fell to fourth. .

Only overnight.

The rankings have changed dramatically.

In addition, Zhou Tingyun's condition was very bad on the second day of the competition. After the first round of performances, the number of votes in the venue was not high, ranking fifth.

The rule of this qualifying competition is that the contestants perform three rounds respectively, and the final votes are calculated by adding up the votes in the three rounds and counting the [-] votes of the Internet Popularity King. The top three will directly enter the finals.

The last three are directly the fourth, fifth and sixth place in "The Voice of the Sky".

He now has 1102 votes.

No.1 Yan Yilun, 2012 votes.

No.2 Tangshan, 1952 votes.

No.3 Luo Jia, 1736 votes.

No.4 Xu Rong, 1696 votes.

The top four votes are very tight, and there is a big gap between him and the top few.

There is no room for error in the next game.

Wen Qianhe, who was sitting at the bottom, didn't know what happened, but he could feel that Zhou Tingyun was in a bad state. He was obviously fine during the rehearsal yesterday, but he was called by the director at night and came back very late, at two o'clock. Come back and ask them what they said, Zhou Tingyun shook his head and said nothing, some precautions about tomorrow's game.

But there was nothing abnormal in his face.

He didn't ask too much.

In the second round, Zhou Tingyun prepared a song without dancing.

Singing is much more stable, at least not as many mistakes as in the previous dance.

This round, the number of votes was slightly higher.

No.1, Luo Jia, 1956 votes.

No.2 Yan Lun, 1808 votes.

No.3 Zhou Tingyun, 1723 votes.

No.4 Tangshan, 1606 votes.

No.5, Xu Rong, 1024 votes.

No.6, Gan Fan, 1023 votes.

Wen Qianhe repeatedly calculated in his heart that if Zhou Tingyun wanted to win, he would enter the top three.In the final round, Tangshan had to surpass 733 votes.

Yan Lun and Luo Jia entered the finals.

Yes, but Tangshan still has [-] internet popularity votes.

Must be 1733 votes more.

Wen Qianhe suddenly realized that there was no hope.Zhou Tingyun is destined to stop here today.

He held on to the railing in front of him, shaking with discomfort, not daring to look at the stage.

How could this happen? When he first heard that Zhou Tingyun was not the most popular Internet king, he was completely dumbfounded. He clearly saw that Zhou Tingyun's votes were far ahead all the way when he watched it a few days ago, leaving other contestants far behind.

How could it not be him all of a sudden?

Is it because the program team operated in secret, on purpose.

What did you say yesterday.

He was lying on the railing, and he didn't have any thoughts to appreciate the next game.

No matter how you compare, Zhou Tingyun has no hope, but is just fighting for No.4.

But who will pay attention to No.4?Obviously have the strength to win the championship.

"After the first two rounds of fierce competition, the ranking has changed. The one who is now at the top has won a total of 3820 votes. Who is it?"

The host played tricks.

Anyway, it wasn't Zhou Tingyun, Wen Qianhe covered his ears.

The heart is uncomfortable and throbbing.

This result cannot be accepted.

"Yan Lun."

Yan Lun's name and number of votes flashed on the big screen.

“No.2，罗嘉总计获得3692票；唐山位于第三，累计获得3558票。No.4周ting筠累计获得2825票……”

Even though it was covered tightly, Zhou Tingyun's three words were still pervasive.

He raised his head slightly and looked at the big screen.

Zhou Tingyun was still far away from the other players, looking lonely.

Luo Jia knew that Zhou Tingyun didn't like to get too close to others. In fact, he was very, very surprised by today's result.

According to the rules of the competition, Zhou Tingyun's votes could not be skyrocketed and he would not be able to enter the finals.

He always felt that it was impossible for him to enter. Zhou Tingyun came back against the wind all the way and won the game with the wind. It was easy to enter the finals; He has always been ranked higher than him, and his mentor is also very optimistic.And I just want to get fourth to enjoy myself.

He was just a college student, and he didn't expect to survive the third period at the beginning. Later, he not only survived the third period, but also entered the top six.

Well, when he entered the top six in the country, he already thought that he had reached the pinnacle of his life. No matter how high he was, he would be too high. He would think that this show was rubbish, and even he could enter the top three like this.

It can be seen that the quality of the program is average.

And now he really advanced into the top three, or second.

This show is so insightful, he knew that his piece of gold would shine sooner or later.

But in addition to being excited, I learned that Zhou Tingyun missed the final, which was never expected in my dreams.

In his heart, Zhou Tingyun is a well-deserved champion.

Is his die-hard fan.

Fans of beauty, fans of strength.And Zhou Tingyun has been with him for a long time, and he is actually very good, except that he has a bad temper and a little haste.

The key point is that Zhou Tingyun has left the stage, doesn't that mean that Wen Qianhe is leaving too, then he won't be able to eat delicious food.

Even more sad.

"The rules for the third round are as follows..."

After speaking, there was an uproar in the auditorium, not only the audience, but everyone on and off the stage was shocked.

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