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?At that time, Chen Pu was packing his luggage in the Hall of Zhaohe. After thinking for a while, he only put two pieces of clothes and a small bag of silver into the bag, tied a big knot, and then stuffed the bag into the four-piece cabinet.

He stood in front of the window, watching the bright moon for a long time, and from time to time he looked for signs of anyone coming.Even though Ah Fu said that Huai Jun should come to Fengyi Palace today, since Huai Jun said he would come tonight, he will definitely come.

Suddenly, a loud voice sounded at this moment of silence: "The Holy One is here!"

Chen Pu frowned, and the next moment he heard a series of footsteps. Without thinking about it, he immediately blew out the candle, took off his shoes, and then hid in the bed, wrapping himself tightly.So as soon as Huai Jun came in, he saw only darkness, only a bright moon outside the half-closed window, which sprinkled a little silver light, making the shadows of the trees whirling, and also shining on the raised quilt on the bed.

Huai Jun lowered his voice and asked, "Is Pu'er asleep?"

"Sleep, I will sleep after dinner." Ah Fu replied with his head down.

"He has been sleeping all day. Is he feeling unwell? Let the imperial doctor take a look." Suddenly, he picked up his pace, and as he walked, he murmured, "Why are you still opening the window? If you catch a cold later, you'll be fine." not good."

When he walked to the window and was about to reach out to close the window, he suddenly stopped, turned his head stiffly, and looked at the table he had just passed.Then, he stared blankly at the candle that was still melting with wax on the candlestick for a long time, so long that he thought that the bright moon was gone and the candle was cold, but in fact it was his heart that was cold.

He took two steps back, then called Ah Fu in, and said, "Light the fire, Pu'er is still awake."

Ah Fu didn't dare to make a fuss, and immediately lit the fire, and the dark surroundings immediately brightened up. He retreated under Huai Jun's order, and closed the door quietly. There were only four words in his heart that he could give Chen Pu——ask for more blessing.

Huai Jun sat on the side of the bed and said in a low voice: "Pu'er, you don't want to see me?" The only response to him was silence, and he saw the hem of the clothes exposed at the end of the quilt, so he could only say helplessly: "Since If you are not asleep, don’t pretend to be asleep; even if you are pretending to be asleep, don’t wear clothes to pretend, otherwise you will get sick from boredom.”

There was still only silence, Huai Jun sighed, his expression was gloomy, but he still suppressed the anger in his heart.

"You don't want to see me, I'll just go, remember to take off your clothes before going to sleep, don't bore yourself." After that, he started to leave, but after only two steps, he turned back to the side of the bed and forcibly pulled away. Wrapped Chen Pu in the quilt, and then embraced him with his eyes still closed.

Chen Pu was startled, and immediately opened his eyes, but still kept his lips tightly shut, without saying a word.

Huai Jun hugged him, and said in his ear with a gentle and sad tone: "Pu'er, this Mid-Autumn Festival you finally come back to my side, let me give you a hug, just give you a hug."

This embrace took an unknown amount of time, and both of them had mixed feelings in their hearts. They said it was sweet, but it was bitter; they said it was bitter, but it was very sour.Could it be that Chen Pu didn't understand Huai Jun's affection?I have understood it long ago, but I have suffered a lot because of it, and I would rather not understand it.So Huai Jun didn't know the pain of Chen Pu's wound?Even if he understands, how can he bear his deep affection for him?

He longed for Chen Pu, who was pretending to be asleep, to give him a hug back, but Chen Pu opened his eyes and was unwilling to give him even a hug. Only the warm body temperature of the two of them blended together, but the distance between them could not be dissolved.

In the end Huai Jun let go of Chen Pu, and as soon as he let go, he met Chen Pu's eyes reflecting the bright moon outside the window.This idea suddenly appeared in his mind, the bright moon is false, only their love is real; now their love has become false, only the bright moon is real.

What Chen Pu thinks is - I hope that people will last forever, it sounds nice to say it, but it's just a nice word to say, isn't it better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes now than the word long time?

So, he opened his mouth, and the moment he opened his mouth, he chased people away, "Go back to Fengyi Palace."

Huai Jun looked at him deeply, pursed his lips, and wanted to question him in his heart—do you want me to leave?Are you just pushing me away?Do you hate seeing me so much?But he didn't say anything, he couldn't say a word, he knew that once he asked, he would just humiliate himself, so it's better not to ask.

He reached out and touched Chen Pu's cheek, and left a sentence: "Don't bore yourself." Then he got out of bed, closed the window, and left the Zhaohe Hall.On his way to Fengyi Palace, he looked up from time to time to see if the moon was still there. He was afraid that the moon would go too far and he would not be able to catch anything.

But he thought again, even if the moon is always there, what did he catch?

When he arrived at Fengyi Palace, the lights were still on inside, and for some reason, he suddenly slowed down.He walked forward step by step, and the light became clearer and clearer. As soon as he opened the door of the front hall, he saw Dong Jing sitting inside, talking softly with the maidservants beside him. When he saw him coming, He stood up and saluted, "The concubine has seen the Holy Majesty."

"It's so late, why isn't the queen going to bed?" Huai Junyan asked insincerely.

Dong Jing smiled, and said gently, "I don't know if the Holy Majesty will come, just wait a while."

Her smile suddenly bloomed in Huai Jun's eyes, and the words of waiting warmed him up a bit, and the combination of the two spread in his heart, driving away the emptiness and coldness.Such a Mid-Autumn Festival, he thought about reunion, but in the end, only his brother and lover could not give it, and only this wife he couldn't love could get it.

Thinking of it this way, Huai Jun felt a bit of irony, and then gave Dong Jing all the tenderness and sweetness he had prepared for Chen Pu in his heart.

He suppressed the sadness in his eyes, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and said, "It's getting late, let's go to bed."

Huai Jun took Dong Jing's hand and went back to the dormitory. The maids stayed outside the dormitory knowingly, watching the candles inside being blown out, and then dispersed.

A large bed was placed in the hall, and the two of them lay down on the bed. After some lingering, Huai Jun hugged Dong Jing in his arms, but the feeling of emptiness that entangled him came over again.Thinking of the quarrel between himself and Chen Pu, thinking of forcing Chen Pu under his body, thinking of Chen Pu's face that was ashen ashes... The events of the past few months are so clear that they can't be erased.

At this moment when all his defenses were let down, he thought more and more, and everything weighed him down, like a child who was put in the cold and snowy land and urgently needed his mother's embrace.So he buried his head in Dong Jing's chest, and in the familiar warmth, fragile tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Dong Jing was taken aback, and soon realized that Huai Jun had been wronged by Chen Pu.She didn't have the strength to argue, she could only put her hand on Huai Jun's head, comforting him again and again.

Following this familiar movement, Huai Jun's consciousness suddenly floated to that day, the night when Concubine Jun left him and went to Yongning Temple, he cried for his mother, but Concubine Jun did not come to hug him as usual.Finally coaxed to sleep, he woke up in the middle of the night, only the dark night, the big bed, he was so scared that he curled up, and asked in a low voice with tears: "Mother, did Jun'er do something wrong?" What, why don't you want me?"

Huai Jun had never asked this question in front of Concubine Jun, and he would never get an answer in the future.

He nestled in Dong Jing's arms and asked, "Jing'er, will you leave me?"

Such a fragile sentence tightened Dong Jing's heart, she didn't think much, and immediately said: "No, never."

"Will you always be by my side?"

"Yes." She replied firmly.

Huai Jun remembered that Chen Pu had also made the same promises, but in the end these promises were nothing, as if they were past, they were past and could not be fulfilled.And now in Dong Jing's arms, he felt again the warmth that Chen Pu promised him that day, but when this warmth collided with Chen Pu's determination to leave him, nothing could make up for it.

He questioned himself in his heart—why did he persist in not letting go?What can Jing'er compare to?She is your queen, your wife, and she will stay by your side all her life.

After a while, he said: "Jing'er, if I had met you earlier, why couldn't I have met you earlier?"

At that moment, Dong Jing's hand stroking Huai Jun's hair stopped, and the jealousy and resentment that she deliberately overwhelmed deep in her heart welled up one by one.At first, she thought over and over again which point she had lost to Chen Pu, but in the end she didn't lose anything, only lost for a while.

Her eye sockets were also red, and the movements of her hands also recovered. She opened her mouth and said courageously, "Your Majesty, please let Chen Pu leave. He lives outside, and we both live well."

She waited for Huai Jun's answer, but Huai Jun was silent for a long time.Isn't that an exciting proposition?Perhaps it was, but it was a pity that whenever Huai Jun thought of Chen Pu leaving him, his heart felt as if it had been gouged out, and the pain was severe.It wasn't that he didn't want to let Chen Pu go, but that once he let Chen Pu go, he just couldn't let him go.

After a long time, he still didn't answer, and Dong Jing answered by himself, "This concubine knows that His Majesty will not let Chen Pu leave."

"Jing'er, once Pu'er leaves, I will never see him again in my life."

"If he stays, you will be good to him all your life, and you will be good to me all your life, okay?" Dong Jing asked with a wry smile, a line of tears rolled down the corner of his eyes, while his hand kept comforting Huai Jun, and he comforted himself in his heart—— At least it was just Chen Pu.

"En." Huai Jun responded, without another word, and slowly fell asleep.

Dong Jing opened her eyes, thinking about her own stupidity, her own stupidity, she lost to time, and gave the rest of her time to this man whose heart does not belong to her, if time comes again, she will definitely not Let yourself fall in love with him.But what's the use of thinking that way?She is already content.

The full moon outside the window shines on the earth, how many people can really reunite?