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?It is said to be straight, but in fact it is not. It is just that Chen Pu's eye sockets are sunken, making the original pair of big eyes more protruding, making it look like he is staring straight at her.But those eyes had already been covered with a layer of sadness, and they were no longer bright. After being looked at for a long time, she couldn't help but feel depressed, as if she was thrown into the darkness, making her regret and reflect on herself.

——It's all your fault that he became so haggard, and you can't get rid of it.

"Your Majesty, sit down." Chen Pu didn't stand up, was rude, and didn't say any compliments, but just pointed to the opposite chair.

His attitude seemed to be as arrogant as he wanted. The palace maid wanted to stand up for Dong Jing, but Dong Jing held her down with one hand.Dong Jing's thoughts escaped from Chen Pu's prison-like eyes, and he sat on the chair, barely lifting his spirits.When she was about to speak, she was interrupted by Chen Pu's hoarse voice.

"No one came for a few days, so it's rare for my mother to come in. I blew a flute when I was happy. If I hurt my mother's ear, please don't take it to heart." Chen Pu said while playing with the flute: " This flute is the object of love between me and the Holy One, but I can keep the flute but I can't keep the love, empress, what do you think?"

Dong Jing frowned, and said frankly: "That matter is my idea, it has nothing to do with the Holy Majesty, if you really want to hold grudges, then hate me."

Chen Pu, who was about to show off his eloquence, was startled by her intention for a moment, closed his mouth slowly, stared at her, and the two of them fell into a room of silence again, but there were thousands of words in his eyes, and their The mind is not quiet.

After a long time, he still had no intention of opening his mouth, so Dong Jing set off and said, "I'm here to tell you this matter. After I've finished talking, I won't be staying anytime soon."

"Your Majesty, please stop." Chen Pu said, "Before Ziyu came to accompany me, but I couldn't speak, and now I can talk, but no one comes over. Now that Your Majesty is here, why don't you talk to me, lest you always talk to me?" One day I'm going crazy."

"You..." Just as the maid was about to scold Chen Pu for not knowing what to do, Dong Jing gave her a sharp look, and she could only shut up angrily.

Dong Jing returned to the chair and said, "Okay."

After the word "good", the two were speechless again. Chen Pu kept looking at Dong Jing. Later, Dong Jing turned his head unnaturally and avoided Chen Pu's gaze. She didn't want to be seen again. Emotions of self-blame catch up.

I don't know how long it took before I heard Chen Pu say: "My Lady, I won't hate you."

Dong Jing was determined to take all the blame for the crime, so that Huai Jun would not pursue it any further, and also won Huai Jun's forgiveness, so when she heard Chen Pu's words, her face changed slightly.

The next moment, I heard Chen Pu say frankly: "I only hate him."

It's frighteningly frank.

"You hate the Holy Majesty?" Dong Jing couldn't believe it, and was a little anxious, so he had to take everything on himself again: "The person who framed you is this palace, not the Holy Majesty."

Chen Pu raised the corner of his lips suddenly, and asked: "Your Majesty has such deep affection for the Holy One, but is it worth it?" Without waiting for Dong Jing to answer, he said again: "After all, you and I compete for favor, if you don't frame me, In the future, I may also frame you, the harem has been like this throughout the ages, and it's so strange that a man like me would get involved in it, it's really ridiculous to say."

Whether it's worth it or not, Dong Jing won't have an affirmative answer for a moment, but she is afraid that Huai Jun will hate her, and she is not reconciled for Huai Jun. In the end, she can only speak for her husband willingly.

"Your Majesty has been sick for several days because of you, Mr. Chen, don't you understand His Majesty's love for you? Is it worth it if you hate him?"

"Hate is hate. There is nothing worth it or not. It's not that I said that if I don't hate, I don't hate." Chen Pu poured himself a cup of tea, took a sip, and then continued: "Your Majesty should ask me why I hate him."

Dong Jing knew what Chen Pu wanted to say, so he followed suit and asked, "Why?"

"In fact, even without you, without Le Yuziyu, or even without Wang Wang, it would be difficult for me and him to last long. It is difficult for us to go through so many twists and turns in order to achieve the right result, but finally realized such a terrible fact. We are not in love with each other. Trust, what are you talking about about love?" He paused, and then said: "But I understand that he and I are both worrying about gains and losses, which exacerbates this distrust, if neither he nor I are from this palace, it would be great ?”

Dong Jing listened silently, stopped talking, and let Chen Pu keep talking until he felt enough.

"I once asked him to go together, left the palace, and lived our own lives outside. But he didn't let go of everything in this palace for me, just as I didn't want to stay for him. Madam, do you know that being in love is not everything? So you come here for him over and over again, even though you love him so much, can he get what you want in return? If not, you will hate him one day. In the end, you are also a poor person, why should I hate you?"

"The reason why I hate him is not because of your intervention, but because he kept saying that he would not hurt me, but he hurt me the most. That night he forced me under the floor, ma'am, that was the first time we were so close, Totally intimate..."

What he said was extremely explicit and straightforward, Dong Jing blushed when he heard it, he hadn't said enough, Dong Jing had heard enough, she reprimanded: "Mr. Chen, please respect yourself."

Chen Pu glanced at her, as if he couldn't hear anything, and said to himself: "At that moment, my whole body hurt, and my heart hurt, as if I was torn in two. These days, I was thinking if I If I can dig out my heart and show it to you, you can see that a person's heart can be broken in two like this, and he tore my heart open with his own hands."

"Mother, you speak for him, do you tell me not to hate him? How can I not hate him? He destroyed my relationship, and he personally destroyed our relationship. It is too late for any of you to destroy us It is up to him to come in person...why do I want to hate him?" At this point, Chen Pu lay down on the table and wept, his shoulders moved up and down.

The palace servants who didn't like him at first couldn't help feeling compassionate at this time, they were silent with Dong Jing, only Chen Pu's crying lingered in their ears in the quiet front hall.

He was a man crying so helplessly in front of her, this woman who had divided half of his lover, he really had a broken liver and a broken heart.At the end, Dong Jing couldn't help raising his hand and wiped his moist eyes.

When Chen Pu calmed down, Dong Jing said: "Chen Pu, I don't like you, and I don't need to like you. It is enough for the Holy One to have you in his heart. You stay, and we will not offend each other from now on. You stay well." .”

"You still don't understand..." Chen Pu's eyes were still wet, but they were a little brighter.

Dong Jing's heart was gripped by these half-dark eyes. For some reason, she thought of her dead mother, and those feelings of guilt hit her heart again.

"Back then, I didn't want to enter the palace. It would be nice to be free outside the palace. It was just that day when I met the Holy One, and at that moment, I was willing to let go of the so-called freedom and just want to marry the Holy One. You ask me Is it worth it? At the beginning, it is not worth it anyway, but even without you, there will still be three thousand beauties in the harem in the future, so this kind of endurance can only be worth it..."

Suddenly, Dong Jing was interrupted by a sharp voice, "The Holy Majesty is here!"

Dong Jing quickly wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, then stood up, and waited until Huai Jun pushed the door in, she immediately saluted and said: "The concubine sees the Holy One." As for Chen Pu, he was still sitting on the chair, staring at the past few days. The men who have never shown up, they are all thin, and their flesh and spirit have been consumed by each other's feelings.

"Queen," Huai Jun was about to scold Dong Jing, but was interrupted by Chen Pu.

"Your Majesty, I'm bored by myself, let the empress talk to me." Chen Pu laughed lowly, and said mockingly: "The empress is here, at least you don't have to be afraid that we have something to do with you."

As soon as he heard it, Huai Jun's shoulders loosened, and the words of reprimanding Dong Jing were gone, and the rest were all his own faults.

He said to Dong Jing: "Jing'er, you go back to the palace first, I will come back at night."

Dong Jingzai breathed a sigh of relief secretly, and left with the maidservants, leaving Chen Pu and Huai Jun relatively speechless.However, Chen Pu quickly broke the silence. The moment he opened his mouth, he pleaded for Dong Jing, "Don't blame the empress on our matter. It's not all her business. She treats you very well."

"En." Huai Jun stood in front of Chen Pu, like a child who did something wrong and waited for punishment.

"I heard from your mother that you are sick." Chen Pu said softly.

"It's ready."

Chen Pu shook his head, propped himself up on the table, and stood up, "The illness in our hearts can't be cured anymore, don't let your body get sick anymore, you are the emperor, you can't be sick for a day."

Huai Jun raised his hand to touch Chen Pu's face, and said distressedly: "You too, you are too thin now."

Chen Pu smiled, and pulled Huai Jun's hand down, but Huai Jun held it back and touched his own face.Feeling the temperature on his face, he made up his mind and said: "Pu'er, even if you hate me for the rest of your life, you can hate me for the rest of your life, as long as you are by my side, let me keep watching you."

At this time, Chen Pu didn't know whether to say whether Huai Jun loved him too much or didn't love him too much, but he nodded his head and didn't lose his temper. He just said in a low voice, "Okay. I don't know how long it will be, maybe it's almost over, and one day I will be able to leave." After that, he smiled unnaturally, then stretched out his hand and said, "Help me back."

Huai Jun didn't dare to say anything, and quickly helped Chen Pu back to the bedroom.Seeing Chen Pu still walking with a limp, he felt uncomfortable, so he asked, "Didn't you take the medicine?"

"How do I get on? Can Ah Fu help me?" Chen Pu asked back.

"You should send Ah Fu to Cuiwei Palace to find me"

The two entered the room, Chen Pu took off his pants and lay on the bed, waiting for Huai Jun to apply medicine for him.Before taking the medicine, Huai Jun sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and kissed Chen Pu's cheek, Chen Pu neither pushed away nor showed any joy on his face, he just kept staring at Huai Jun, and there was no expression in his eyes. A little affection.

Huai Jun kissed again, and said: "Our life will be very long, I will have time to wait for you to forgive me." Then he said firmly: "Wait for as long as possible."?