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? From before to now, Nuo Xu has been justified in the matter of Huai Jun and the two of them. The non-perseverance between the two has changed from mutual acquaintance and love to mutual hatred. No matter how much people resent each other, they can only blame themselves in the end?Ever since he knew that Chen Pu and Yao Ziyu were "caught in bed", Nuo Xu concluded that Chen Pu and Huai Jun had reached the end.Those who love each other should keep loving each other, but how to keep loving each other, don't say they don't understand, everyone doesn't understand.

Nuo Xu only knows about being in love. If you make a small mistake, you have to be careful; if you make a big mistake, you are doomed to make mistakes every step of the way.He took another meaningful look at the half-closed window upstairs, and left side by side with Mo Huichuan.

He frankly did not frame Chen Pu and Yao Ziyu, and it was indeed not him who framed them.

When Huai Jun woke up, Dong Jing was sitting on the side. Seeing that he was awake, he stepped forward to help him up, and asked softly, "My lord, does your head still hurt?"

After sleeping, Huai Jun's headache caused by drunkenness has been alleviated, and his whole body's perception has also returned to sharpness from sluggishness, so when Dong Jing's hand covered his, he suddenly felt a chill in his heart, and then he couldn't stop. Put away naturally.

Dong Jing was stunned when he heard Huai Jun say: "Queen, you should go back to the palace first."

"Your Majesty, let this concubine take care of you." Dong Jing quietly put away his hand, his tone was still gentle, but his beautiful face faded.

"Queen, I want to rest alone, you should go back first."

Dong Jing didn't say much anymore, she stood up the next moment and left.But when she came to the door, she turned around suddenly, saluted Huai Jun, and said: "I have retired, please Your Majesty to rest well." After a pause, she walked out of the bedroom and Cuiwei Palace.

As soon as she returned to Fengyi Palace, she sat limply on the couch, unable to exert any strength, as if all the strength in her whole body had been drained by Huai Jun's two driving words.He knew it, and she knew it, Huai Jun would not let her interfere with the affairs of the Showa Palace, but now the affairs of the Showa Palace are inseparable from her.

After a while, she said to the servant girl next to her, "What do you want to fight for for this palace? Rather than fighting for this field, it's better not to fight, don't you understand?"

The servant girl knelt on the ground with a look of remorse, "Your Majesty, this servant has been convicted."

"Forget it, no wonder you, all back down." After finishing speaking, Dong Jing closed his eyes, let his thoughts wander, and squeezed her chest in one breath, making her more and more uncomfortable.

After Dong Jing left, Huai Jun also got up from the bed.After a little freshening up, he went to the library to review the memorials.However, he took the memorial in his hands, but he couldn't concentrate on it at all.

His eyes were clearly fixed on the densely packed words on the memorial. Those words described the urgency of the disaster in Luyi. How many people were starved and displaced in this disaster, but he couldn't feel any sympathy at this moment. Heart.Compared with the ups and downs between him and Chen Pu, the disaster in the distance, how can the pain in the distance cover the pain in the near?Now that he can't sleep or eat well, he only relies on a little wine to anesthetize himself, who will comfort him?

He felt that he was the most pitiful person in the world, and he gave himself all his compassion.

He shook his head, trying to focus back on the memorial.The matter of Luyi could no longer be neglected, and Chen Pu could no longer think about it. He picked up a pen and wrote a line on the memorial, approving the allocation of funds from the Ministry of Household Affairs.His writing hands were shaking, and he used all his energy to control himself and concentrate.

Putting Luyi's memorial aside, he picked up another one about Hungary.The details of the peace talks with the Hungarian Kingdom were all settled, and he looked at them intently, but he didn't see them all.He suddenly thought of Dong Jing's appearance of receding with a pale face just now. Nanqi told him the result of the investigation last night. Mind to blame yourself.

He used to think that he would not be like the late emperor, but in the end he was the same. He not only hurt Chen Pu, but also failed Dong Jing.

He wrote another line on the memorial to approve these details.After a few more copies were approved, he couldn't sit still and decided to go outside to catch his breath.

A group of people followed behind him, and he suddenly had the idea of ​​getting rid of these people.In the past, he always envied the scene of Emperor Xian being surrounded by a group of people, but now it seemed that it was no big deal, the people he most wanted to be by his side were not there.

Walking and walking, he came to Anfu Hall.He stopped, and the people behind him also stopped, and a father-in-law said, "My lord, this is the residence of Eunuch Li."

"I know, open the door." When the door opened, Huai Jun said again: "You guys wait here."

He left everyone behind and walked into the Anfu Hall. As soon as he entered, he saw a white-haired old man sitting on a rocking chair with his eyes closed, swaying comfortably. A bit lonely.

"Eunuch Li." He called softly, and the old man who was sleeping lightly woke up immediately.

Eunuch Li hurriedly got down from the rocking chair and saluted: "This old slave sees His Majesty!"

"Stay flat." Huai Jun sat on the wooden chair next to the rocking chair, first looked around the environment in the hall, it was dim, and the sun seemed to be unable to penetrate, which made people feel even more depressed.

"My lord, no matter how heavy the official business is, please take care of the dragon's body." Eunuch Li looked worriedly at the decadent Huai Jun in front of him. What a thrill.

"Eunuch Li is interested, please sit down." After finishing speaking, Huai Jun put his eyes back on a corner of the dark roof beam, his head was heavy, but it seemed to be blank, or he couldn't think of anything, or he thought too much. too much.

After a long time, he withdrew his gaze and looked back at Eunuch Li, only to see Eunuch Li still standing stiffly.

"Sit down." Huai Jun said again, "I don't want to say it a third time."

After listening, Eunuch Li hurriedly sat down on another wooden chair, and said respectfully, "Thank you, my lord."

As soon as the voice fell, the hall fell into silence again.Huai Jun's trip was very abrupt, and Eunuch Li didn't dare to ask him why he came, so he could only wait for him to speak.

But when he opened his mouth, Eunuch Li was even more caught off guard.

"Tell me about the emperor father and the empress mother." Huai Jun paused and said, "There is also the matter of Chen Yiyun."

"Your Majesty!" Eunuch Li got up from the warm wooden chair, knelt down on the ground with a "huo" sound, and said in awe, "I dare not speak nonsense."

Huai Jun has already found out Chen Yiyun, it seems that Huai Jun came here to learn more from him.Once Huaijun knows more, how can he keep Nuoxu?

"I didn't come here today to visit the king, you can just say it, sit down and say it."

Eunuch Li hesitated again and again before sitting back on the chair, but he lowered his head, not knowing where to start, what to say or what not to say.

Huai Jun expected his reaction, and asked directly: "How is the father and the queen treating the queen?"

"Okay." Eunuch Li checked Huai Jun's face, and said cautiously: "The late Emperor has always loved and respected Empress Jun very much."

"In this case, why did the father drive the queen mother out of the palace and give her poisoned wine?" Huai Jun asked calmly, without the resentment of the past, it was because he had lost the strength to lose his temper at this moment.

"My lord, it was her own idea to go to Yongning Temple instead of being a queen, and it was she who asked the late emperor to give her a glass of poisoned wine." Eunuch Li smiled wryly, and also expected that Huai Jun would not believe his words.

"Who would want to die? Eunuch Li, who would want to die? Don't use such words to fool me."

"The servant dare not."

"You don't dare." Huai Jun chuckled lightly and said, "Then tell me, why did the queen mother ask to die?"

"The palace is dark, and Empress Jun doesn't ask herself to be wise and safe, she just wants to protect the reputation of the Holy Majesty." Eunuch Li sighed vaguely, glanced at Huai Jun's gloomy face, and immediately lowered his head.

The two of them were silent for a while again, thinking of all the troubles in the past, he seemed to have fallen into a boundless darkness.Chen Pu could afford him in the past, but now no one pulls him.

After a while, he asked again: "Does the emperor have a queen mother in his heart?"

Eunuch Li thought for a while before answering: "The late emperor only had one empress."

The implication is that everyone can understand.It's not that Huai Jun has never thought about it, but hearing it from other people today, it feels different.

After being silent for a while, Huai Jun fished out another question from his heavy mind: "Father also has Chen Yiyun in his heart, right, so why didn't he stay with him back then?"

"Your Majesty..." Eunuch Li hesitantly called out, and suddenly the events of half a lifetime ago poured into his head overwhelmingly, one after another wanton smiling faces alternated with ones full of tears, and he blushed Eyes, said sadly: "I can't live in it, I can't love it, I can't wait for it, it's just... regrettable."

It was just a sentence, but Huai Jun suddenly seemed to have followed them all his life, his eyes were red all of a sudden, he turned his head completely into the shadows, and asked hoarsely: "What do you mean?"

A sentence squeezed into Eunuch Li's head from his memory, and he said accordingly: "The way is different, so it should not be a conspiracy."

"What do you mean you can't love?"

Another sentence squeezed in, and Eunuch Li raised his hand, wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and said: "Since the family is established, it is better to forget each other." One sentence came out, "I can't wait, because I have him in my heart."

The hall was completely silent, Eunuch Li was thinking about the past, Huai Jun was thinking about him and Chen Pu.He and Chen Pu are not incompatible, nor are they incompatible, but in today's field, he also wants to say that he can't wait, but he has not dared to go to the Zhaohe Temple until now, isn't it because he knows it well - does Chen Pu hate him? ?

He stood up, intending to leave, but before he left, he asked again: "So what is regret?"

"Life and death are separated." Eunuch Li also stood up. When he saw Shang Huaijun's sad eyes, which were exactly the same as those of the Holy Majesty, his head became hot and he said, "The late emperor said that if he thought of the day of death before, No matter what, he will not let Young Master Chen go, and he will hate him for the rest of his life, so that when Young Master Chen goes, the late Emperor will be by his side."

These words made Huai Jun stand still and think for a while, and finally he straightened his back and left Anfu Hall. ?