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?Chen Pu woke up in pain and limpness, and the fiery numbness from his lower back woke him up from the ups and downs of dreams.

He opened his eyes and moved his left hand a little bit, but the old disease in his left shoulder was involved, and it was very painful to move a finger, so he could only relax himself weakly and slumped on the bed.But he relaxed his movements, but his body was still very uncomfortable.In addition to the pain of being torn between the thighs, there is also the pain of the skin being pricked by red needles.

He stretched out his tongue and licked the parched lips, but the licking became more and more dry, and even his mouth became dry and bitter.He is like a traveler walking in the desert, desperately in need of a sip of water, but the sun above is poisonous and hot, and there is yellow sand flying in front of him, neither water can be found, nor God has mercy on him.

But he is not a lost traveler. In fact, as long as he raises his voice, Ah Fu will come in and pour him a glass of water, two glasses, three glasses... as long as he raises his voice.But he just kept licking his dry lips without saying a word, he didn't want people to know that he woke up, he didn't want people to see him being ruined to death.

There were so many things jumbled into his head, so many that he couldn't count or think clearly, so many things seemed to be blank.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and a soft voice sounded: "Chen Pu, are you awake?"

Upon hearing that it was Ah Fu, Chen Pu quickly closed his eyes and pretended not to wake up.

Ah Fu, who came in, approached the bed nervously, and glanced at Chen Pu, but he didn't have the courage to go any closer. He felt extremely guilty just seeing Chen Pu's frowning brows, and even leaned against him, destroying his peace sleep?

Knowing the pain Chen Pu endured last night, he sighed and quietly retreated to let Chen Pu sleep for a while.

It was already noon at this time, the vicious sun hung in the sky, pierced through the thin layer of window paper, and shot into the bedroom, making Chen Pu feel dizzy even more, so that he didn't even have the strength to open his eyes. nothing.

The exhaustion and pain smeared the thoughts in his mind into a puddle of mud, and he was drowsy. In less than a moment, he fell into sleep again, and the exhaustion and severe pain all over his body turned into ghosts, invading his dreams. Sleeping restlessly, getting up weak again, can only be oppressed and chased by them heavily.

After about an hour, Ah Fu came in again, but Chen Pu still didn't wake up.

He called softly: "Chen Pu, Chen Pu, it's time to get up."

I saw Chen Pu frowning tightly, moved his body, and then spoke, but didn't say anything.Ah Fu knew that he hadn't woken up yet, so he couldn't help becoming suspicious. When he got closer, he saw that his face was flushed. He was startled, walked to his bed, bent over and touched his sweaty forehead .

As soon as he touched it, he was so hot that he stopped his hand, took a step back, then turned around and rushed out, ordering someone to call the imperial physician immediately.

Chen Pu woke up again when the imperial physician arrived. He opened his eyes with difficulty. At this time, his eyes were already gray and dull. The things I see seem to have lost their color, all in black and white, and all without emotion.

He moved his hand, but he still couldn't make any effort, but his back was soaked with sweat, as if he had done a strenuous exercise. He thought to himself, maybe it was sweat from struggling to wake up from a dream.

With a "click", he was startled, and the door was pushed open.

"Mr. Wu, this way please." Ah Fu brought the imperial physician over. Chen Pu quickly closed his eyes, only to hear him say: "Mr. Chen, he slept for a whole day, and his face was very hot. Physician Wu, come and see me soon." look."

Chen Pu felt that someone grabbed his left hand and put it on a soft cushion. Although the person's movements were gentle, it still caused his left shoulder to ache, and more cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

Physician Wu slightly bent his fingers, placed them on Chen Pu's left wrist, and checked his pulse.Ah Fu stood aside and watched with fear, because Imperial Physician Wu frowned and shook his head at the same time, which made him not afraid at all, first he was worried about Chen Pu's body, and at the same time he was worried about Huai Jun's reaction.

Physician Wu asked Ah Fu a few more things, and Ah Fu had to tell what he saw last night. In the end, Physician Wu explained a few things to Ah Fu, and then ordered him to go to the Tai Hospital to get medicine and left.

Chen Pu, who had been listening to their conversation, opened his eyes when they left one after another, looked sideways at the empty room, and unexpectedly remembered the "Huanai" that was like a nightmare last night.

When he was in Xuanlou, he knew the love between men and men. At that time, he also thought that if he hadn't left, he would be willing to dedicate himself to Huai Jun. He didn't expect the first time between them to be like this Suffering is not your wish, but Huai Jun's persecution.

So where is joy, and where is love?

Huai Jun vented his desire, and Chen Pu also gave birth to his hatred.If Huai Jun had only hurt him indirectly before, then this time, he directly and directly tore his heart open.

A word of hate made Chen Pu very uncomfortable, and felt that the world was ugly, and his body seemed to be pricked by more and more needles, and was burned by fire. He closed his eyes again, preferring not to look at it.

Huai Jun was reviewing the memorial in the Hall of Books, and as soon as he heard that the imperial physician had gone to the Hall of Zhaohe, he left the book and rushed over.

His head still hurts from a hangover, and he couldn't cheer up this morning's court meeting. He couldn't even be happy when he heard that with the help of Jiang Guo, the Hungarian Kingdom had been driven back five hundred miles. He could only think about it. The ridiculous thing he did to Chen Pu last night was both joyful and sad.

The joy is that he has indeed possessed Chen Pu, and when he thinks of the union last night, his heart is also sweet; the sadness is that Chen Pu is stubborn, he can't remember Chen Pu's reaction last night, whether it is infatuation, or resistance to the death ?He dare not think.It's just that seeing the blood on the bed this morning, he couldn't help but hate himself for hurting Chen Pu, and he didn't dare to come here today.

When he arrived at the Hall of Zhaohe, he saw Ah Fu holding a wooden plate with a bowl of black soup on it, planning to go into the dormitory, he immediately called Ah Fu to stop.

"Ah Fu, what kind of medicine is this?"

Seeing Huai Jun, Ah Fu's heart was beating violently, and he quickly replied: "Your Majesty, the imperial physician said that Chen Pu has a fever, and this is the antipyretic medicine."

"Aside from the fever, is Pu'er healthy?" Huai Jun blushed slightly and asked awkwardly.

Compared to Huai Jun, Ah Fu's cheeks flushed with embarrassment, he held the wooden tray in front of Huai Jun, and said, "There is also the medicine prescribed by the imperial physician, for external application, for, for application..."

He couldn't tell which part it was, so Huai Jun had no choice but to take the words and said: "I understand, you leave it to me." After finishing speaking, he took the wooden plate from Ah Fu's hand and went into the bedroom.

He put the wooden tray on the wooden table in front of the bed, then pulled a wooden chair and sat beside the sleeping Chen Pu.Seeing Chen Pu's deeply frowning expression, he couldn't help but raise his hands to touch his eyebrows, hoping to unlock the lock for him.

He woke up early this morning and cleaned up Chen Pu's body himself. When he saw the dark red bloodstained and torn anus, he could only blame himself for not being gentle. For the first time like this, He shouldn't have acted drunk, he shouldn't have been so rude.

Suddenly, Chen Pu opened his eyes, and when Huai Jun's gaze touched his dull eyes, he was so frightened that he put away his hands.

"Pu'er, you're awake, come here, I'll feed you the medicine." He brought the black medicine, and then picked up the spoon, intending to feed it one mouthful at a time.

Chen Pu blinked, but did not react violently, nor did he push Huai Jun away.He feeds it mouthful, and he drinks it mouthful, not like crying bitterly like before, but at least he accepts Huaijun's care.

Huai Jun thought so, he thought that after last night, Chen Pu finally accepted him.

As a result, the bowl of medicine had run out, Huai Jun happily put the bowl back on the table, then took Chen Pu's hand and said affectionately: "Pu'er, I was too rude last night, next time I will be gentler." .”

After hearing this, Chen Pu's pupils dilated in a circle, he opened his mouth, and was about to say something, but he couldn't say anything, so he could only close his mouth powerlessly.

"Come on, Pu'er, I'll apply the medicine for you." Huai Jun picked up the small silver box, and when he opened it, there was a white ointment.

He stretched out his hand to pull off the quilt covered by Chen Pu, but he saw that Chen Pu's hand kept pressing the quilt, preventing him from pulling it off.He chuckled and said, "Don't be shy, after applying this medicine, get well soon."

But Chen Pu still didn't let go, it's just that he couldn't match Huai Jun's strength because of his fever, he could only bite his lower lip with a look of grief and indignation, Huai Jun also mistakenly thought that Chen Pu was just shy.

But when Huai Jun's hand touched Chen Pu's obscene pants, Chen Pu finally let out an "ah".Huai Jun turned to look at him, only to see that he opened his mouth, "Ah", "Ah", he didn't know what to say, only then Huai Jun could see the strangeness in him.

He asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Chen Pu was still talking "ah", "ah", his voice was hoarse, but he became more and more anxious, so he raised his hand and patted his chest, finally he was sweating, and finally said There was a "no" word, but I couldn't say another word.

At this moment, they all stared at each other with wide eyes, unable to react.Until Huai Jun finally understood Chen Pu's strangeness, he shouted, "Ah Fu, pass on the imperial physician!"

This shout brought Chen Pu's consciousness back at the same time, he couldn't speak, he couldn't speak anymore.He laughed at himself, obviously he was the one who was hurt, why did he suffer such a crime?But after thinking about it, maybe this is a good thing, since he can't speak, he can't contradict Huai Jun, so can life go on like this?

But he was not reconciled, he hated Huaijun, he hated everything in this palace, so he still opened his mouth and tried his best to say three words, "Don't", "Beng", "I".

It took a while to say these three words, but Huai Jun could still hear them clearly, and his heart still hurt badly.It turned out that he hurt Chen Pu last night, and Chen Pu didn't forgive him, not the love and union he thought wholeheartedly.

He gave a wry smile and said, "You hurt there, you should apply medicine no matter what, my dear, I'll just apply medicine and do nothing, okay?"

He knew that Chen Pu's answer must be bad, so he didn't wait for his answer, took off his obscene pants, and turned his body around for him.He knew that Chen Pu had no strength at this time and could not resist, so in order to make him recover quickly, he had no choice but to apply medicine to him regardless of his wishes.

When he finished applying the medicine, Chen Pu's eyes were already flushed with shame and anger, Huai Jun sighed and said: "Pu'er, I, I..." When he came here, he was also like a mute, "I" came "I" went, but couldn't say a word, and could only put his head on Chen Pu's side in distress, like a sinner kneeling down.

Chen Pu closed his mouth and didn't speak, but enduring the pain, he raised his hand, stroked Huai Jun's hair, and said in his heart - I hate you.

Huai Jun seemed to hear what Chen Pu said in his heart, and he said sadly: "Don't hate me, Pu'er, don't hate me, I was last night, last night..." He wanted to explain everything, but he remembered some fragments, but he couldn't. After clearing everything, he didn't know how to explain it.

His words made Chen Pu open his mouth again, and after a few "ah", Huai Jun heard a word - hate.This word struck his body like thunder, causing him to be battered, and his whole body became limp.

Why in the end, he tried his best to get Chen Pu back to the palace and get everything, but what he got in return was a word of hatred from Chen Pu?Where did the beauty of the past go? It seemed that it suddenly disappeared in a day, and it seemed that they were exhausted by them.

He hurt Chen Pu so much, even if he found Song Leyu, what's the use?What's the use?What's the use of any explanation?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Huai Jun had nothing to say, he could only say sorry again and again, he only asked Chen Pu to forgive him.

But Chen Pu's heart was numb, so sorry over and over again should not have appeared beside them, they are so inappropriate, what's the use?He just listened, unable to shout to stop, they kept this posture, one was sleeping on the bed, the other was lying beside him saying sorry, until the imperial doctor came, Huai Jun didn't stop, but he and Chen Pu had both eyes. The redness can't be covered up. ?