Shiraishi

The next day, Qin Ge left, and Qin Du and Ye Zheng went to see him off together.As if he couldn't wait any longer, Ye Zheng asked Qin Du to pack his luggage, so that he could go directly to her house after seeing off Qin Ge.Qin Du was unwilling at first, but Qin Ge also felt that it was so convenient, so he volunteered to pack everything for her. When he went downstairs, he took a box in each hand and walked like a tiger.

"Stinky old man, I'm still happy. When you find out what good things you're doing now, it's up to you." Qin Du kicked the stone pier on the side of the road reluctantly, and reluctantly followed behind.

She didn't have a good face until boarding the plane.After all, Qin Ge couldn't rest assured, he avoided Ye Zheng slightly and took her shoulder.

"What's the matter, have you been unhappy? Dad will be back soon."

Because of the past, Qin Ge has always been very cautious in handling the matter of his leaving, and he is unwilling to add any more unhappiness to Qin Du.But now Qin Du is not troubled by this matter, and Qin Ge's words naturally did not have much comforting effect.

"I know, give me a call when you arrive in Nanjing." Qin Du wrinkled his nose and gave him a light hug.

Qin Ge nodded and patted her on the back.After looking at her for a while, he plucked her bangs again: "It's not that I don't want to part with me, so why are you unhappy and don't want to live with Xiaoye?"

Hey, that's kind of the point.But can Qin Du admit it?That must, can't.

"No, I'm just a little worried... Teacher Duan."

"Ha..." Qin Ge was amused by her silly words, and he stroked the green stubble on his chin comfortably: "What does he have to worry about? He doesn't know how many injuries he has suffered before that are more serious than this." , don’t worry, you’ll be fine.”

"Okay." Qin Du nodded obediently, "Then you should also pay more attention to rest, don't go back to the old house, it's been a long time since no one cleaned it, and the environment in that area is not very good now. You lived fishing last time Where, Teacher Duan’s house? It’s not good to live in his house all the time. Didn’t you say that he has a girlfriend? Let’s stay in a hotel. I’ll go back to Nanjing after a while and buy a house for you to take care of. Beijing is too big , you are not familiar with it, it is better to go back."

At the time of parting, Qin Du talked a lot, and Qin Ge liked to listen to the nagging, so he couldn't stop nodding.

"Okay, I know all about it. I'll go in right away, go and talk to Xiaoye, it's so lonely sitting there alone."

"Oh..." Qin Du pursed his lips, quietly looked in Ye Zheng's direction, met her eyes and turned his head away as if shocked.

"Okay, then you go in, I, I will go home with Ye Zheng immediately."

"Well, I'll go say hello to Xiaoye again. She's so busy at work, and she has to help the two of us. I'm quite embarrassed."

Qin Ge rubbed Qin Du's heart, walked straight to Ye Zheng, leaned over and said a few words to her, then waved to Qin Du, and disappeared behind the security gate.

Qin Du didn't move towards Ye Zheng until he could no longer see his back.

"Let's go too."

"En." Ye Zheng simply agreed, stretching out a palm with the palm facing up.

"Can I hold hands?"

Qin Du was taken aback for a moment, and looked at her fixedly.

"It's one day away from seven days, and I haven't finished thinking about it. And this is a public place, if..."

Ye Zheng raised his eyebrows provocatively: "Are you scared?"

"Afraid?" Qin Du immediately refused to accept it, "Ye Zheng, you have been abroad for too long and you don't know the direction of the wind. You ask around, and I, Qin Zhaozhao, know what it means to be afraid? It's not like I never did. What's the big deal? of."

Qin Du stretched out his hand, hit Ye Zheng's palm with a slap, and then held it firmly.

"Let's go with your sister Qin."

Ye Zheng's wish came true, and he smiled lightly.The palms of my hands are hot, I don't know if they were beaten or grabbed, but I am very happy anyway.In the past, at the airport, most of them walked alone, came to a strange city alone, and left quietly.Back then she was just an ordinary person in this busy site, but not now.The loneliness and disappointment that once enveloped her here have receded, and the joys and sorrows that have been unfolding around her have also become a blurred background. Holding Qin Du's hand and walking in the crowd, feeling the warmth of another person , life seems to be complete, no restlessness, no flustered.

I'm so lucky.Ye Zheng thought.

When the two of them got into the car, Ye Zheng quietly moved his red hand held by Qin Du, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

"What are you laughing at?!" Qin Du, who had just realized that he had been fooled, turned into anger and gave her a sideways glance.

"I don't want to either, but it's not easy to drive if you don't move around. If you sit next to me, you must drive safely." Ye Zheng's earnest words made Qin Du feel a little bit embarrassed.

"Oh...that's because I was a little too strong, sorry."

"It's okay, I know you're just kidding with me." Ye Zhengyun smiled lightly, "But I'm not kidding, I really want to hold hands with you very seriously."

Qin Du's face turned red again, his lips moved, as if he wanted to say something but held back, pretending to look out of the window calmly.

"...Then shall we go home now?"

Ye Zheng shook his head: "I won't go back yet, I'll take you shopping first."

"What else should I buy? I brought everything..." Qin Du was puzzled.

"Well, I know you brought them..." Speaking of this, Ye Zheng was a little embarrassed.

"But you always have to eat, I don't even have a bowl at home."

"Huh?" Qin Du had a look of disbelief, "You never eat at home?"

Ye Zheng nodded.

"I spend very little time at home, and I don't want to be in love with my aunt. Most of the time I eat out, so I'm less lonely."

She said it calmly, but Qin Du felt cold all over.As if empathizing with her, the loneliness that she had dreamed about late at night came back again. The difference is that now she is no longer afraid.She has been liberated, but Ye Zheng has not.Even now, Ye Zheng is still alone.She seldom reveals this, not because she doesn't desire warmth, but because she never got it no matter how much she desired it in the past, so she pretended to be used to it and pretended not to want it.

Ever since Ye Zheng confessed, Qin Du's feelings for her have become very complicated.She is fierce and difficult for her, but it is difficult to parry her.She loved her and cared about her, but she was afraid to face her.

But now, looking at Ye Zheng beside him, Qin Du felt that he could see through everything about her.Her strength and fragility, her armor and weakness, her longing and sorrow, seem to be right in front of her, everything is clear and clear.At this moment, Qin Du suddenly felt that Ye Zheng was so innocent.She is too simple. Even though she is 27 years old and looks like an adult, she is actually just a child who lacks love.

Qin Du didn't know whether it was because he suddenly had the talent to read people's hearts, or because Ye Zheng was not hiding it in front of her, anyway, she enjoyed this state very much.It is very comfortable and natural, like a long time ago, when human beings first appeared, the kind of instinctive intimacy and communication, it is the summer night of cicadas, the high mountains and flowing water, the silence of everything, the fireworks in the world, and the fetters of promises.

This feeling is very strange, Qin Du suddenly remembered the poem that Goethe shouted in "Ukiyo-e":

"It's so beautiful, please stop."

The car was silent for a long time, of course Ye Zheng didn't know that the people around her had already imagined the origin of human beings, so she just didn't move and didn't speak.The air seemed to freeze, Qin Du pursed his lips, as if he had finally made up his mind.

"Actually, you can move into my house. Lao Qin is very good at cooking. Although it may not be particularly delicious, it is absolutely clean and healthy..."

"Huh?" Ye Zheng was startled, as if waking up from a trance, he smiled.

"You haven't spoken for a long time, and you've been thinking about it for so long, is that what you're thinking about?"

"Otherwise? Wasn't that what I was talking about just now..."

"Oh." Ye Zheng leaned his elbows by the window and looked at her with a smile, "Then you want me to move there, I can understand that... have you already promised me?"

Qin Du's hairs stood on end, and his breathing was clearly audible, bit by bit, reaching the point of ignition of the ambiguous atmosphere.

"If you have to understand it this way, it's, it's not impossible... um——"

Ye Zheng closed his eyes and put his arms around her neck, enthusiastic and eager, and even bumped into Qin Du's teeth a few times.Qin Du was stiff all over, tentatively reaching out to hug Ye Zheng's waist.Like crazy, Ye Zheng pulled his seat belt and fell on top of her, only to be pushed away by Qin Du panting.

"There are people outside..."

"Can't see, the window glass is one way."

"Then, then you wait too...I..."

"Can't wait."

Yes, I can't wait anymore. After waiting for so many years, I have almost turned over mountains and mountains, and now it is impossible for Ye Zheng to stop.

Qin Du was so frightened that he couldn't speak, saw her face approaching again, and closed his eyes resignedly.

Maybe Xiao Jiu is right, try it, just try it?

Ye Zheng was immersed in the breath of his sweetheart, and suddenly felt that she began to respond.It was very small and flinched, but it made Ye Zheng's heart tremble. For a moment, it seemed that gorgeous fireworks were ignited in front of his eyes, and it seemed that the dark clouds quickly dispersed, and the bright galaxy was within reach.If the feeling just now wasn't real enough, then now Ye Zheng can finally be sure that Qin Du is indeed trying to accept himself.The impulsiveness and aggressiveness at the beginning receded immediately, and Ye Zheng stroked the back of Qin Du's neck, making the kiss more serious and affectionate.

The most beautiful experience in the world is when you think you are kissing forcefully, but unexpectedly get a response.Ye Zheng was about to cry, and when the long kiss was over, he hugged Qin Du's shoulder tightly, not letting her look into his eyes.

"I love you, I love you so much..."

The corners of Qin Du's eyes were red, his chin rested on Ye Zheng's shoulder, and his ears were pressed against his ears.

"But I have to say it first. I don't know if the love I can give you is the kind you want... Can you give me time? I promise you because just now I suddenly felt that if If I reject you, then I will never find someone like you in this life. Ye Zheng, do you know Plato? I seem to understand what spiritual love means, and what (soul mate) is. Gender has nothing to do, it has nothing to do with age, appearance, work, wealth or anything."

"Ah?" Ye Zheng was confused by her chatter, "What do you mean?"

Qin Du wrinkled his nose and patted her face: "Forget it if you don't understand."

"Well, I'll give you time." Ye Zheng didn't bother with the incomprehensible fragments, and kissed her on the nose, "Then let's go buy a bowl?"

Qin Du nodded: "Then get off me first."

"No." Ye Zheng hung on her body like a monkey, "Hold me for a while."

Qin Du was amused by her clingy look, and patted her on the head.

"Don't make trouble, do you really treat yourself like a child? Although you said that you can't see it from the outside, but the car has been parked here for so long, it is also suspicious."

Ye Zheng looked up, obviously not happy.

"If you want me to be with you, you have to listen to me." Qin Du pressed again.

"Okay." Ye Zheng leaned towards Qin Du's neck again, and after gnawing for a long time, a faint red mark appeared, as if it had been stamped.

"That's more reassuring."