Men's dormitory

Yi Xi, who returned to Wuhan, found Xia Qi, and Xia Qi's impression in his heart became no longer so good.

"What's the matter? Have you thought about it?" Xia Qi also spent the past few days in a state of anxiety, he didn't know what answer Yi Xi would give him.

How could Yi Xi have time to think about this issue, he needed to re-examine Xia Qi.After all, Xia Qi has been hiding his true identity from the very beginning, especially after learning about Xia Qi and Zihao's holiday, Yi Xi became more suspicious of Xia Qi's real purpose of approaching him.

"Xia Qi, I want to hear the story of you and Zihao before?" Yi Xi asked Xia Qi by surprise.

Xia Qi was stunned, and the hand holding the cup froze in the air for a while, "He told you everything?"

Yi Xi nodded.

"Do you think what he did at the time was despicable?"

"I feel that you are more despicable than him now. He didn't know that Wen Tao already had a lover, but what about you? You knew that I already had Zihao, but you still came to pursue me without shame!"

"You can't say that! I have always respected your ideas, you can choose to accept me or reject me, but at that time he directly occupied Wen Tao." Xia Qi put the cup on the table fiercely, The coffee inside spilled out.It seems that so much time has passed, and he still can't forgive Zihao's actions at that time.

"That is to say, five years have passed, and you are still worried about Zihao's actions at that time?"

Xia Qi breathed a sigh of relief and tried his best to control his emotions, "If one day, Shen Zihao was snatched away by others and forced to death, would you forgive that person?"

This sentence immediately hit Yi Xi's vital point.Yes, if it were me, I would not forgive that person, no matter what purpose that person had.Yi Xi suddenly understood Xia Qi's mood in recent years.

"So you chose to approach me just to get revenge on Zihao?" Yi Xi couldn't help but still raised this question, the word 'revenge' was very light in Yi Xi's mouth.

Xia Qi lowered his head and pondered for a while, "You want to hear the truth, don't you?"

Yi Xi nodded.By this time, no one was in the mood for joking, and the facts were more important than anything else.

"Actually, when I approached you at the beginning, I planned to take revenge on Zihao. But then I found that I liked you more and more, until recently I found that I have fallen in love with you."

Yi Xi smiled wryly, "It's true that you are being so kind to me to get revenge on Zihao! Thanks to my stupidity, I have always been grateful to you in my heart, but looking at it now, I feel very disgusted."

"It's not like this! Accompany you, help you, comfort you, all because I love you!"

"Don't say anything. Do you think this is fair? I don't owe you anything. I don't know anything about your past. Do you think it's appropriate for you to take revenge on Zihao for hurting me?" As expected As a result, Yi Xi felt bitter and helpless.

"It's not what you think! Although at the beginning my purpose of approaching you was to get revenge on Zihao, but now my purpose of approaching you is simply to be nice to you!" Xia Qi grabbed Yi Xi's hand excitedly, "please believe me!"

Yi Xi struggled to shake off Xia Qi's hand, "How do you make me trust you? Do you want me to repeat Wen Tao's mistakes?! Do you still want the tragedy of that year to happen again?!"

Yi Xi's roar-like voice resounded in the quiet cafe.

Xia Qi remained silent.

"Why do you still refuse to let Zihao go after so long? I don't think Wen Tao wants to see the current situation. Have you ever thought that you may not hurt another person when you take revenge on Zihao. You let Will you feel at ease when an innocent person becomes a victim of your revenge? Wen Tao is dead, don’t you think it’s not enough?” Yi Xi’s eager eyes fell on Xia Qi’s face, and he hoped that Xia Qi would let him go Zihao also allowed himself to come out of that past.

"I'm just not reconciled, why would a destroyer of love live happier than me in the end?! Do you think this is fair to me?" Xia Qi's eyes shone coldly, revealing that he was full of heart resentment.

Facing the emotional Xia Qi, Yi Xi had no choice but to preach as patiently as possible: "Life is lived by oneself, and happiness is also won by oneself. You can live a happier life than Zihao, but you still refuse to go out of five years." In the past, while you couldn't let Zihao go, you were also suffering from the past. So, Uncle Xia, let go, let go of all resentment, let go of all doubts, and treat all things with a heart of trust. Man, you will find a true heart!"

Xia Qi shook his head straight and did not speak.

"Don't come to hurt innocent people like me for revenge." Xia Qi kept shaking his head and remained silent, and Yi Xi didn't know how to continue the conversation.He took out an envelope and handed it to Xia Qi, "Zi Hao asked me to bring it to you."

After speaking, Yi Xi got up and left.Yi Xi turned his back to Xia Qi and cried as he walked. He never thought that he was just a pawn Xia Qi used to take revenge on Zihao. Fortunately, he was once foolishly grateful to Xia Qi.Perhaps by turning around, Yi Xi can get rid of the entanglement with Xia Qi.

Xia Qi watched Yi Xi's leaving back, his lips trembled slightly, but he didn't say anything.

After posting for a while, Xia Qi slowly opened the letter:

"Shazie:

I am Shen Zihao.I'm very sorry, until today, five years later, I still don't have the courage to face you.For five years, Wen Tao's death has been lingering in my mind.After struggling again and again, I decided to tell you the truth!Wen Tao did not give the answer to that multiple-choice question in both letters to us.In fact, before he died, I found this sentence in his diary: 'Among the person who loves me and the person I love, I will choose the person who loves me.Those who love me will not leave me, and those who love me can love me forever.And I can slowly fall in love with him. 'I know, the one who really loves him is you.After I read this sentence, I was very angry, so I found out that he said those unsavory words.

Forgive my impulsiveness at that time, forgive my timidity at that time.I have been afraid to tell you this fact, I am afraid you will hate me even more.You are right, I am the destroyer of your love.

I tell you this fact today just to tell you: Wen Tao loves you, Wen Tao chooses you too, he has not let you down!It is I who failed you.

For five years, I have lived in self-blame and guilt for five years, and I have never said a word to you: I'm sorry.

Xia Qi, today I want to say to you sincerely: I'm sorry.I know a simple sorry is too weak, but there is only so much I can do.I pray that you can let me go and give me a quiet life.

Zihao"

Xia Qi's tears fell drop by drop on the letter paper.

(End of this chapter)