Under the white coat

??Nan Siqian watched his movements, blew a puff of white smoke towards him, narrowed his eyes and said, "Do you need me to correct your mouth problems forcibly."

??Su Chun didn't speak. He zipped up his jacket and took out his mask to wear.

?? Nan Siqian became alert: "Do you really want to leave?"

?? Su Chun just said "hmm", "I have class tomorrow."

??Nan Siqian couldn't calm down anymore: "The weather outside, don't leave, I will see you off tomorrow."

?? Su Chun took the hat and put it on his head silently, Nan Siqian stopped smoking, and stopped him: "Seriously, don't go."

?? Su Chun: "Because of this day, it will definitely be more difficult to leave tomorrow morning. Why don't you go back tonight to save trouble tomorrow."

??His hat has been changed, and it is not much different from the previous one. Nan Siqian remembered the all-black hat that he had thrown in the corner of the living room.

??Nan Siqian loves him to death for his 'love no one'.

?? Su Chun pressed the brim of his hat, turned and walked out mercilessly.

??Nan Siqian reached out and grabbed him, "Can you not leave? We haven't finished talking yet."

??Su Chun pulled back his hand, but he held it so tightly that he couldn't pull it out at all.

"What are you talking about?" Su Chun looked at him, his eyes flickering: "You can't accept long-distance relationships, so you have to coordinate with me?"

"No," Nan Siqian said, "I really can't accept long-distance relationships. Give me some time and let me think about it."

??Su Chun: "Do you want to break up?"

??Nan Siqian looked at him.

?? "Think about how to convince yourself."

?? Su Chun knew he was wrong, and his tone softened a little: "Okay, then think about it."

??Nan Siqian: "If I accept the long-distance relationship, will I not break up?"

?? Su Chun's accumulated irritability for the past two days and his sense of helplessness because he couldn't control the overall situation reached the peak at this moment.

?? He has never lost control of a relationship in the past, and the feeling of losing the dominance is very frightening.

??He restrained his bewildered mood, and said stiffly: "I don't know."

?? Nan Siqian sensed something sensitively and looked at him silently.

??The scrutinizing gaze was too deep and sharp, and Su Chun couldn't calm down.

?? He pulled his hand back again, Nan Siqian not only did not let go, but also pulled him towards him.

??The bodies of the two are close together, body temperature next to body temperature, thighs next to thighs.

?? "You think long-distance relationships are difficult, and I also think it is difficult." Su Chun pushed him away and said, "Not only do I not want to go to a different place, but I also don't want to study abroad."

"Hmm." Listening to his explanation, Nan Siqian slowed down his voice: "I just want you to leave tomorrow, and I want to have a good talk with you about this matter."

??Su Chun doesn't need to talk, he needs time to calm down now.

?? "Let's talk about it another day," he said with a heavy sense of burnout, "I want to go home and rest today."

??Nan Siqian sized him up, finally let go of his hand, and said, "Then I'll take you back."

??It's embarrassing enough if you don't catch the rape. If you send someone back again, you don't need to face it at all.

What's more, Nan Siqian has just taken a shower and blows the cold wind. If it rains again, he will definitely get sick.

"No need," Su Chun said, "I'll just take a taxi."

??Nan Siqian didn't have time to take off his bathrobe, so he followed him out with his coat.

?? Su Chun stood outside the door and stopped suddenly. Nan Siqian almost bumped into him: "What's wrong?"

?? "Can you be obedient." Su Chun's face sank a little, almost unable to suppress the boredom of the past few days, and said with a frown: "Go back."

??Nan Siqian was taken aback.

?? Su Chun couldn't help but push him into the room, and slammed the door shut with a "bang!"

?? He stood quietly in front of the hotel.

?? He wanted to smoke, but the 'No Smoking' sign was hanging opposite.

?? He took a few deep breaths, put on his coat, and walked slowly into the wind and rain.

??It was late at night when I got home, and the small warm room was quiet. Li Xiang had already fallen asleep.

??He took off his wet clothes, took a hot shower, and shut himself into a warm bed.

??The mobile phone has reminded many times that there are new messages coming in.

??Su Chun turned on the phone in the dark and clicked on the message page.

??Dr. Nan: Are you really angry?

??Dr. Nan: I am obedient, and I will be obedient in the future.

??Dr. Nan: Are you home yet?

??…

??The entire chat page was full of his news. Su Chun read it several times, amplifying his feelings in the middle of the night, and finally the feeling of reluctance prevailed.

?? Su Chun replied: Here we are.

??The phone call came right after, Nan Siqian seemed to be still standing by the window blowing the wind, and could hear the faint sound of the wind from the phone.

??Nan Siqian: "After walking for so long, you just got home?"

??Su Chun: "I took a shower, and now I'm lying on the bed and getting ready for sleep."

??Nan Siqian said with a "huh": "Is it cold outside? Drink some hot water before going to sleep, don't catch a cold again."

?? Su Chun vaguely felt that his nasal cavity was blocked and his head was dizzy: "Mmm."

??Nan Siqian heard his changes, and asked softly, "Sleepy?"

?? Su Chun said "hmm" again.

??Nan Siqian: "I'll pick you up at noon tomorrow and have dinner together?"

?? "One day of class tomorrow." Su Chun said.

??Nan Siqian changed his words: "Then I'll go tonight and bring you to meet some friends."

??Nan Siqian solemnly wants to bring the friends he knows, and they are definitely not ordinary friends.

??But Su Chun still refused: "I don't need to go dancing tomorrow night, I want to rest at home."

?? Nan Siqian silenced for a moment, and for a few seconds on the phone, only his low breathing could be heard.

"Doctor Nan," Su Chun said hoarsely, "I'm a little sleepy."

??High-intensity mood swings make people very easily tired. In addition, Su Chun was drenched in the rain and washed by hot water. Immediately, his sleepy eyes could not be opened.

"Then go to sleep." Nan Siqian lowered his voice and said gently, "Good night."

?? Su Chunqiang cheered up and said "You too", and was about to hang up the phone.

"Su Chun." Nan Siqian called him out of nowhere.

?? This voice is both low and light, as if mixed with thousands of words in it, with the loneliness that hits the face in the middle of the night.

?? Su Chun paused, only to hear Nan Siqian say over there almost indifferently: "As long as I am more ruthless, the person who is wronged now will definitely not be me."

??·

?? Li Xiang was taken aback when he woke up to take a shower in the morning. Su Chun actually sat on the sofa to broadcast live early in the morning.

?? He hasn't broadcast live or posted any updates in the past few days. There is a lot of mourning on Weibo, and everyone is clamoring for a live broadcast.

?? Su Chun got up early, and waited for Li Xiang to turn on the live broadcast.The sister fans and mother fans in the live broadcast room suddenly cheered excitedly!

?? Li Xiang went to the bathroom to wash up in a daze. When he saw Su Chun, the hairs all over his body shuddered. His legs were so weak that he almost knelt down: "You, why are you back?"

?? Su Chun pointed to the mobile phone, indicating that he was broadcasting live.

?? Li Xiang took a deep breath, gestured ok, and hurried into the bathroom.

?? But the voice and the calf that was already in the picture have been recorded by the camera in the live broadcast room, and the comments are boiling.

??——This is... cohabitation with a mysterious boyfriend? !

??——kswl!

??——Tian Zuo, isn't this blatantly coming out of the closet!

??…

?? Su Chun laughed, and he didn't seem to be distracted.He turned the camera to the side and explained: "Roommate."

??The comments booed constantly, and then the content became a discussion about whether it was a mysterious boyfriend, and whether they lived together or rented together.

?? After Li Xiang finished washing, he gestured to him.

?? Su Chun glanced at the time, said hello and turned off the live broadcast.

?? He looked at him coldly, Li Xiang's legs became weaker, and he held on to the wall and dared not move.

??Su Chun picked up the pillow at hand and smashed it hard, "You coward, how the hell do I know you, such a coward who is ungrateful for profit!"

??Li Xiang rushed over and hugged him and then pulled the pillow hand: "Wrong, wrong, really wrong!" He giggled and said, "I think you really can't bear it, so I will give you a hand."

??Su Chun is getting bored to death.

?? Li wanted to ask: "Did you come back last night?"

??"Um."

?? "I thought your old relationship was revived, and you are not coming back."

??Su Chun looked gloomy: "It didn't ignite."

?? "He can't or you can't?" Li Xiang asked.

?? Su Chun didn't want to say more, he waved his hands and said, "I can't."

?? "If you are a man, don't say you can't do it."

?? Li wanted to sit next to him, half leaning on the sofa and half leaning on him, "Then you two haven't rekindled, can I still take this money?"

?? Su Chun frowned at him.

?? Li Xiang hid to the side, "...you tell me, I will take it if you ask me to. If you really make up your mind to break up with him, then I will..." He was struggling as if someone was strangling his neck Spit out a few words: "No, no more."

??His heartbroken appearance is too hard to look at directly, Su Chun couldn't help but picked up the pillow and hit him again: "Can you be a bitch?"

??Last night, the rain was half heavy and lasted, and it didn't stop until early morning.

??The cold water washed away the dust and took away the temperature that had just warmed up, but Su Chun looked up on the way to class and saw the sprouts on the branches.

?? A night of cold wind and rain, actually urged the spring.

??He missed class yesterday, and came to class today with a fragile appearance of a cold. It seemed very credible. All the classmates and teachers believed in his reason for asking for leave yesterday, and expressed their concern.

?? After class, Xu Yinghua asked him to go to the office again. Su Chun didn't want to go, but he couldn't refuse, so he agreed and followed her into the office door.

??Xu Wei is here again.

?? When Su Chun saw her, he just wanted to turn around and leave, but the habit he had developed in the past 20 years made him unable to escape.

?? "Mom." Su Chun greeted her.

??Xu Wei nodded, with a serious face, she hesitated after seeing him, "Have you caught a cold again?"

?? Su Chun nodded: "Maybe."

??Xu Yinghua stood at the door, smiled and said, "Talk well, I have something to do with another teacher."

??Xu Wei nodded to her politely and embarrassedly.

??Xu Yinghua closed the door, and the room returned to calm, except for the gurgling sound of water flowing from the fish tank decoration in the corner.

??Xu Wei was wearing a lake-blue cheongsam with a coat over her head. Her hair was neatly tied behind her head. She looked decent and serious.

?? "Don't go to the bar to dance when you're sick." She frowned, "I'll take you to the hospital later."

?? "I have taken the medicine." Su Chun's lips were a little pale, and there was a faint blue color under the corners of his eyes, which was especially obvious on his fair skin.

??Xu Wei's brows were not loosened, but they became more tense: "How did you make yourself like this in a few days?"

?? Su Chun felt tired.

??Being forced to come out of the closet to lose the emotional initiative, coupled with the imminent change of the familiar environment to a completely strange country, all these made him lose his long-standing sense of security.

?? He stood motionless at the door, as if restraining himself so hard that he didn't turn around and leave immediately.

?? Xu Wei didn't want to make the relationship with her son too stiff, so she slowed down and said, "I called you a few times but the phone was turned off, so I came to see you and ask how your materials are going."

?? "I didn't call yesterday. If I called yesterday, I should be able to get through." Su Chun said: "Isn't the material handed in on Monday? What are you doing in such a hurry now?"

??Xu Wei noticed his resistance, so she didn't continue to ask any further questions, and just said: "You just have to have a plan in mind. I have already contacted a professor abroad, and I will send you the email address in a while. You will remember it in the past two days." Send him an email and tell him about your situation."

??Su Chun stood still, his face pale and ugly.

??Xu Wei took her bag, gathered her coat and was about to go out.

"Mom." Su Chun stopped him without looking back, staring at one place in a daze, thinking of Nan Siqian whose family relationship was tense.

??He couldn't help asking in a low voice: "You and my dad want me to study abroad. Is it for my future, or is it because I'm gay and hurt your hearts."

??Xu Wei paused, and said with firm eyes, "For your future."

?? Su Chun was silent for a moment: "I see."

??He kept his last calm and said: "Thank you for your understanding, but I may need a little time."

??Xu Wei maintained the movement of reaching out to open the door: "I know the... friend you are talking about, whose surname is Nan, and his family conditions are good." She has a slender neck, and her chin is slightly nodding: "If he supports you to become a better person in the future Myself, that will not stop you from furthering your studies at all. If he is afraid of a short separation, then why is there any need to persist in this relationship that has no sense of security for you? "

?? She was right, Su Chun admitted.

?? But at this moment, when he thought of the moment when he would part with each other soon, he still felt embarrassed.

?? Nan Siqian is right, he hasn't fully enjoyed himself yet.

?? The word 'Enjoy yourself' seems inappropriate. It should be said that he was very reluctant.

?? For the first time, he felt the difficulty and worry of 'abandoning'.

??The current situation cannot be properly resolved at all, and there are no more than two endings:

?? Abandon this immature relationship.

?? Long distance relationship.

??Even though Nan Siqian said it was acceptable, there are many hidden dangers in long-distance relationships, and it is impossible to control the overall situation.

?? Su Chun competed with himself.

?? However, Xu Wei's next sentence was unexpected, "If you really can't come to an agreement, let him come to see me, and I will tell him."

??Her thin back is straight, and the hem of her clothes hangs flat and elegant.But no matter how perfect a woman is, it seems that she has painstakingly spent the word 'mother', and she is no exception: "What Dad and I want you to do is definitely not to embarrass you."

??The author has something to say: see the parents soon.

??Don't you guys like to watch this kind of sour and sweet tug-of-war with glass slag? Let me hurry up [ToT]