Walk with Light

After snowing, the dry and cold air became a little humid, and the northwest wind blew through, piercing the bones.

The end of the semester is approaching, and the winter vacation is coming, Jiang Zhao and Li Jinghe discuss how to spend the winter vacation.He was still wearing Li Jinghe's school uniform jacket, because there was a faint fragrance on it, so he was always in the habit of holding on, waiting for the fragrance to dissipate before returning it, and putting it back on after two days, and so on.

"Winter vacation is one month away." Jiang Zhao poked Li Jinghe with his elbow, "Let's make an appointment for a study room. Isn't there a study room open in the city library? Let's make an appointment for two places."

Li Jinghe stopped writing, moved his right ear slightly, and listened intently to Jiang Zhao's speech.

"During this month, I can still ask you about the freshman year of high school." Jiang Zhao rested his chin on his right hand, glanced at him with slanted eyes, and spoke in a negotiating tone, a little afraid of Li Jinghe's rejection.

For a month, if you don't come out to study, the number of times you can meet is only a handful.

Li Jinghe hesitated. He had courses to take during the winter vacation, and Li Zhao helped him make an appointment for the next semester's tutorials. He usually systematically mastered the knowledge to be learned in the next semester during the winter and summer vacations, that is, he was one step ahead of his peers.When Jiang Zhao mentioned this, he was a little shaken, and he really wanted to study with Jiang Zhao or something.

"I'll get back to you later."

Jiang Zhao pursed his lips and said in a long voice, "Okay, don't make me wait too long."

"Ah."

The condition of Li Jing and Er Er didn't improve. He ran to the infirmary more frequently recently. He didn't want Jiang Zhao to worry too much, so he didn't let Jiang Zhao come with him.

Wu Ling also came, and he came to take care of the school doctor.Li Jinghe's situation is special, and it's a critical moment in his studies, so he can't make any mistakes.

Sitting on the single bed, Li Jinghe heard that Wu Ling was making friends with the school doctor.He raised his hand to cover his right ear, the buzzing sound was gone, and any sound from the world was gone, the silence was so desolate, as if he was the only one left in the world.The feeling of suffocation from drowning entangled him, and he was breathless as if his heart was gripped by fate. Li Jinghe lowered his hands, his thick eyebrows frowned, and his eyes dimmed accordingly.

"Ahe." Wu Ling called him solemnly, "Next semester, transfer back to No. [-] High School. Your grades will be kept there, and you can apply for recommendation to the school to avoid your hearing..." Wu Ling couldn't bear to continue.

"Father, when I had the operation, I heard that neither of your blood types match mine, is that true?" Li Jinghe raised his head, his face was very calm, it was beyond his age. calm.

Wu Ling was stunned, he closed his eyes, after much deliberation, he finally decided to say frankly, "Yes, Ah He, do you care about blood relationship?" He asked.

Li Jinghe didn't speak.

"You know the situation between me and your father. We can't have children, and we haven't even thought about having children." Wu Ling sat beside him, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and continued, " When I first started my business, your dad was already teaching in school, he was better than me, he always started earlier than me, I said it was a lie, I always wanted to prove myself in front of him."

"We quarreled, broke up, and even went our separate ways. At this time you appeared. You are so small," Wu Ling spread his hands and gestured. He still had a smile on his face, recalling the past with a very Happiness, "You were left in the park, crying, but your voice was so small that it sounded like a cat meowing. Some people passed by, but no one cared about it. Zhao took you home. She didn't want to raise you at first, just because she was afraid Such a small child was starving and freezing, and later reported to the police, but no response was received."

"We two men, we got up in the middle of the night to change diapers and make milk powder, and took care of you upside down day and night. In the end, we didn't have time to quarrel. I'm sorry that I raised you without asking your opinion, and let you live in a family with only a father , Ahe, have you been happy these years?" Wu Ling said eloquently, and finally turned around and asked Li Jinghe.

Li Jinghe nodded, "Father, can I hug you?" he asked.

Wu Ling smiled and gave him a hug.

The broad shoulders embraced Li Jinghe, which was very warm, like a harbor where he could dock, which made his irritable heart sink. "Thanks."

"I'm out, don't say these two words in front of your father, he will lose his temper when he hears it."

Wu Ling still had something to do, so he didn't stay too long. Before he left, he specially asked the school doctor to give Li Jinghe the medicine he provided.

When Li Jinghe went to the infirmary, the classroom was lively again.

Since Fang Yongxue stopped sitting at the same table with Li Jinghe, he seldom talked to him, that's fine, but his new tablemate Liu Suisui has a good relationship with Jiang Zhao.With such a network of relationships, he looks like the one who was excluded.

He felt uncomfortable, but he had no reason to say anything, at worst, he would just change his position next semester.

But after the temperature dropped, he caught a cold, his nose was sneezing, his head was groggy, his whole body was weak, and he wanted to take a nap on his stomach as soon as the class break came.

This was the first day he had just caught a cold, and it didn't improve after taking the medicine, so he wanted to sleep, but Jiang Zhao kept talking to Liu Suisui during the big class, making him unable to sleep because of the noise, only Jiang According to the occasional laughter and Liu Suisui's crisp laughter.

He turned his head impatiently, and growled in a thick nasal voice: "Jiang Zhao, can you keep your voice down!"

Jiang Zhao was discussing reading comprehension with Liu Suisui when Fang Yongxue suddenly yelled and yelled at him.He dropped his pen and said coldly, "No."

When Fang Yongxue heard that he was so impolite, he immediately got excited, "Why are you so nervous, don't you see others resting? What's wrong with keeping your voice down?"

Jiang Zhao clasped his arms, with a blank face, and said in a sleepy voice: "You shouted so loudly, but you want others to whisper? Why?"

"Why? Jiang Zhao, don't you think you are special? Everyone should pay attention to you, right? Don't you just pick on other people to talk when they are sleeping?" Fang Yongxue stood up and stared at Jiang sullenly. Photo, raised the volume and said: "Isn't your mother mentally ill? I heard that this disease is hereditary. Do you want to go to the hospital for an examination to see if you are also sick?"

His voice was loud, and many students had already heard it, and they all looked towards them.The class, which was still noisy at first, suddenly became silent.

Fang Yongxue's words were like a blow to the head, and Jiang Zhao who greeted him had a blank mind, he sat stiffly, his probing eyes pierced his body like needle points, and the pierced people were riddled with holes.Jiang Zhao gritted his teeth, his eyes were astringent, he didn't even know how to refute Fang Yongxue, should he use fists?

"Your emotions are always so erratic, don't you also have a mental illness? Maybe you don't know it yourself, but if you go to the hospital for an examination, you might find out. Early detection and early treatment." Fang Yongxue continued.

With a slap, the crisp slap made Fang Yongxue shut up.

"What nonsense are you talking about? You have to pour dirty water on others, right? Why don't you go to the hospital for a check-up first, and still have a good tone for others. Your hypocritical appearance is disgusting." Liu Suisui said, shaking his hands She was so angry that she couldn't stand it anymore, and Fang Yongxue was speechless.

Can this kind of talk be bullshit in public?

Jiang Zhao never spoke, he just sat there, as if he had sat in an ice cave.The sharp words were like the poisoned boomerang. When it was drawn back, it hooked his blood and spilled it all over the ground. Once the poison took hold, he became paralyzed and chilled all over.Unbearable and embarrassing buried him, and a bottomless pit seemed to swallow him up.

Now it's all right, everyone knows his shady secret that he kept hidden.People's words are terrible, if one person knows it, everyone will know it if it is not complete.Opening the mouth casually, as if there is no need to be responsible, it is a light sentence to death.