Walk with Light

The afternoon after Jiang Zhao finished communicating with Li Jinghe, the atmosphere between the two became a little strange.Li Jinghe had no time to care about Jiang Zhao's emotions because he was preoccupied with other things, while Jiang Zhao was frightened by his own divergent thinking.

It's only when the atmosphere is in place, right?Jiang Zhao pondered over that hug over and over again, from being shocked and unbelievable at the beginning to faintly feeling that something was wrong to finally relieved, and then from relieved to suspicious, for a long time, he did nothing and let his imagination run wild. Thoughts in the head.

Let's turn the page, Jiang Zhao thought, put the things he can't figure out first, and time will help him forget them.

Li Jinghe asked for leave after school in the afternoon, and did not go to evening self-study. Before he left, Jiang Zhao looked bored, so he didn't tell him that he would not come back at night.

After leaving the school gate, he took a taxi directly to No. [-] High School. The work and rest of No. [-] High School were synchronized with them. He didn't even need to inquire about it. He just stood by the south wall and squatted down to the person he was waiting for.

Not to expose his school too clearly, Li Jinghe changed his school uniform and put on a long windbreaker, the hem of which rustled in the autumn wind.Just standing upright outside the wall, with one hand in his pocket, guarding patiently.

The noise inside the wall made him feel familiar. He was also a member of this place once, and Li Jinghe was distracted for a moment.

Suddenly there was movement from the wall, the dull sound of climbing the wall.Xing Chun snorted and landed lightly.He clapped his hands proudly, but when he looked up, he saw the person standing in front of him.

Li Jinghe glanced at Xing Chun's face condescendingly, seeing that his face was also colored, knowing that Jiang Zhao was not the one who was simply beaten, he felt relieved.

"Xing Chun." Li Jinghe called him sharply, "Do you want me to destroy Xing Xi?"

When Xing Chun heard Li Jing and Xing Xi, he immediately took a step forward, grabbed his collar, and said fiercely: "You dare to touch Xing Xi, I want you to look good!"

Li Jinghe leaned over, looked at Xing Chun calmly, and then said, "When you fought with Jiang Zhao, didn't you think that I would make you look good?"

Xing Chun threw Li Jinghe away violently, the collar of his shirt was wrinkled by him, Li Jinghe still did not lose his demeanor, still showing Shi Shiran.

"Don't be so close to me." Xing Chun scolded, Li Jinghe is just a hypocrite, Xing Xi only likes him because his eyes are blurred by shit.

Li Jinghe twitched the corners of his lips, and asked nonchalantly: "Xing Chun, haven't you made any new friends yet? Without me, you won't be able to make any more friends, right?"

"Bah! Who do you think you are, the earth won't turn without you, or what?" Xing Chun sullenly, with drooping eyelids, changed the subject: "Go and explain to Xing Xi that you don't like it at all. He, let him die that heart, study hard."

Li Jinghe let out a soft snort, and said coldly: "Xing Chun, why do you want me to comfort Xing Xi? You exposed my scars in public and mocked me to the point where I'm going to save your brother?"

His voice seemed to come from hell, "Xing Xi is now thanks to you."

Xing Chun clenched his back molars tightly, and a blue vein crawled up between his forehead, and the flames of anger flashed in his eyes, and the overwhelming anger made him speechless.

"Weigh how many catties you have." Li Jinghe half-closed his eyes, like a hunter, holding the prey in his palm.

Looking at Li Jinghe like this, Xing Chun suddenly had the illusion that he seemed to be back, the Li Jinghe who was radiant and full of spirit a year ago was back.

It seemed that Li Jing came here to warn Xing Xi. After he left, Xing Xi stood where he was, silent for a long time.The autumn wind swept the fallen leaves under his feet.

Jiang Zhao only found out that Li Jinghe was not there during evening self-study. He wanted to ask Fang Yong why Li Jinghe had gone there, but he was unwilling to pull himself off and sent a message to Li Jinghe.

'Why did you go? '

Li Jinghe was staying in his own small apartment. It was dark and he didn't turn on the lights, just sitting on the balcony, his facial expression was somewhat unpredictable due to the faint light on the screen.He replied:

sick, at home.

Jiang Zhao frowned, he was fine in the morning, why was he sick in the afternoon?Why is Li Jinghe so weak and sick?

'What disease?Did you take your medicine?'

Li Jinghe stared at the phone screen, and typed out two words with his slender fingers:

Heart disease.

Jiang Zhao was stunned, and he didn't reply.He couldn't answer that.

Li Jinghe was also feeling a little unhappy at the moment, when he sent Jiang Zhao the word heart disease, he even had the idea of ​​breaking the can.

In fact, knowing that Jiang Zhao didn't mean that to him, Jiang Zhao was quite open to everyone, including him.Unlike him, when something is hidden in his heart, his attitude changes.

Secret love is always uncontrollable, how can the unobtainable flame be extinguished, it will only burn more and more vigorously.Only when you get it, can you let it go without nostalgia after you get it, or hold it tighter and tighter...

The next day, Jiang Zhao brought breakfast to Li Jinghe as usual, and Li Jinghe gave him exercises as usual, and their relationship seemed to be back again.

Jiang Zhao was very relieved at the beginning, because it takes too much time and energy to maintain a relationship, once it collapses, cracks will appear, especially under such irresistible factors, once it collapses, it will never go back , in the future they can only be strangers.

Fortunately, Li Jinghe didn't show any abnormalities, Jiang Zhao thought heartlessly.

He doesn't know himself well enough, but he knows what he wants.Living in a broken home, he always has a feeling of duckweed that cannot be shaken off. He needs friends, and by making friends, he can establish a connection with the world.

To put it bluntly, it is lack of love.

Just as Jiang Zhaoxin put it down, after careful consideration, he found something was wrong again...

Recently, the newly opened mathematics course was a bit difficult. Fang Yongxue was at his weak point, and it was very difficult for him to learn, so he began to consult Li Jinghe more often.Originally, he was embarrassed, but after observing his words and expressions, he found that Li Jinghe didn't seem impatient, so he let nature take its course.

"At the same table, can you explain to me the formula you mentioned yesterday?" Fang Yongxue held yesterday's test questions and said in a low voice.

Li Jinghe glanced at Fang Yongxue's question. The formula was actually not difficult, but the question was too convoluted. He leaned over and gave Fang Yongxue some questions and listed the formula.After a series of articles, I wrote a lot of content in an eloquent manner.

"Write these down in a notebook, and you can do it like this in the future."

Fang Yongxue nodded, looked at Li Jinghe with admiration, and praised: "I think you can be a teacher in the future. You can speak well and be patient. Unlike our math teacher, you can't even speak clearly."

Li Jinghe smiled, and the master led him in to practice and see him.

Jiang Zhao raised his eyelids and looked at the two people in front. Fang Yongxue was a sycophant, and even he understood it. Fang Yongxue was ashamed to say that the math teacher was not good at teaching.

Li Jing and Fang Yongxue are too good, right?He asked the same type of question twice, and Li Jinghe would ask him to copy the formula and recite it.When Fang Yongxue arrived, not only did he not reprimand him, but he also thoughtfully sorted out his notes.Jiang Zhao compared the hatchback and kicked Li Jinghe's stool in dissatisfaction.

Li Jinghe turned his head and asked briefly, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Zhao glared at him, and said silently: It's all right.As soon as he finished speaking, Li Jinghe turned back, feeling that the indifferent Jiang Zhao was a little speechless.

Bold Li Jinghe!How dare you ignore him.

Not long after this incident, Jiang Zhao received another text message from Xiang Xinhua. Xiang Xinhua has been busy sprinting recently and rarely contacted him. When the text message came suddenly, the content was also shocking:

Incredible!Our Banhua, we will confess to your class Xueba later.

Jiang Zhao was taken aback, but Li Jinghe liked boys...

Another gossip to Xinhua: Do you think that if Li Jinghe falls in love, will his academic performance drop? (I'm just asking.)

Jiang Zhao: Sister, you have changed, you have become so despicable.

Xiang Xinhua: Uncle, I am still young and immature, so it is normal to have various thoughts.

Jiang Zhao: Uncle didn’t teach you that way.

Xiang Xinhua didn't have much free time to talk nonsense with Jiang Zhao. She had just finished talking with Jiang Zhao when Li Jinghe made some noise.He stood up, he was about to go out, Jiang Zhao stared at him, and followed him out quietly.

Jiang Zhao was sneaky along the way, afraid that Li Jinghe would find out, he couldn't bear the embarrassment, the confession was none of his business, he was still rushing to spy...

Li Jinghe was invited to the rooftop. He had heard the name of the girl who asked him out, and her grades were very good.

The wind was strong on the roof, the girl stroked her messy hair, and when she saw Li Jinghe approaching, she suddenly twitched.She lowered her head halfway, staring at the toes of her snow-white shoes, summoned up her courage and said, "Hello, Li Jing, I am Lin Fan from Class [-], Grade [-], I... I am very curious about you, so I secretly went upstairs I have seen you, you are very handsome when you are serious in studying, and you are very gentle when you are talking to others, you are really outstanding! I... dare... I like it..."

Her voice was very low, and she lowered her head again. Her soft voice passed through the wind, and there was nothing left in Li Jinghe's ears.He looked at her, and suddenly remembered Xing Xi. Xing Xi also confessed his love to him in the same way, but he directly rejected her.

"Sorry, the wind is too strong, I didn't hear clearly." Li Jing and Shen replied to her.

Lin Fan raised his head in surprise, and he was rejected... He was rejected with such a bad excuse.She is thin-skinned, delicate and transparent.

"Oh, you rejected me, didn't you?" Lin Fan's eyes were red, and he wanted to listen to Li Jing and reject her.

Li Jinghe nodded, then shook his head again.He kept looking into Lin Fan's eyes, Ruju's eyes suddenly became gentle, and he whispered, "Sorry, I really didn't hear clearly, my ear," he pointed to the left ear, "I'm deaf. The right ear Your hearing is not very sensitive, you keep your head down, your voice is small, the wind is loud, and you can't read the shape of your lips, so I don't know what you said."

Lin Fan looked at Li Jinghe in surprise, just as he was about to speak, Li Jinghe shook his head to indicate that he hadn't finished speaking.

"But I can roughly guess what you're going to say, sorry, I can't accept it."

Lin Fan's eyes widened, the disappointment of being rejected was not even worth the shock, she didn't know that Li Jinghe couldn't hear in one ear.

"I haven't told anyone about this matter, can I trouble you to keep it a secret for me? Sympathy or strange eyes will make me uncomfortable." Li Jinghe smiled with a gentle look in his eyes.

Lin Fan nodded mechanically, and solemnly promised: "Don't worry, I will protect your secret! Just treat it as the only thing I do for you!"

Li Jinghe smiled and nodded at her.

Jiang Zhao, who was hiding in the dark, leaned against the wall, pursing his lips tightly.Li Jinghe's understatement, but like a swift lightning, split him thoroughly from the inside out.He didn't know, he never knew.

How can a good person be deaf?