The two of them ate this meal without embarrassment, Han Ge, who usually had a hippie smile on his face, just buried his head in his meal, and Xi Yao, a boring gourd, couldn't say a word.

In the end, Han Ge couldn't help but said, "Yaoyao, can you come and see me off the day I leave?"

Xi Yao nodded without thinking.

Han Ge finally showed a smiling face, "I have a [-]:[-] a.m. flight next Saturday, you must come." The family originally booked him for Wednesday, but he begged to change it. If Wednesday is the time, he will not be able to see Xi Yao. The last side of it.

After sending Han Ge away, Xi Yao fell directly on his own small bed, and sure enough, his own bed was comfortable, but no matter how big the bed at Qi Lian's house was, it was uncomfortable to fall asleep.Tonight is really staying in a house without a grandma, and my tears have long since dried up.Seeing the empty houses, Xi Yao panicked, stood up and turned on the lights in each room, her heart was still flustered, and she couldn't help but hugged her arms to relieve the pain in her heart. After thinking about it, she turned on the TV again, finally He got better, so he took out a thick blanket from the room, lay on the sofa, covered it with the blanket, and then flipped through the channels one by one with the remote control, but his heart was infinitely desolate.

He no longer wants to stay at Qi Lian's house, except for that humble love, he can't find any meaning in being around him, on the contrary, the more he stays around him, the more negative he becomes, Qi Lian's attitude is always yelling , the resentment in his heart cannot be escaped, but he hates and likes it at the same time. This feeling makes him loathe himself. There is an old family photo on the coffee table. Xi Yao looks at them one by one with gentle eyes, as if walking with them Ah, Xi Yao thinks so.

It was not possible before, because grandma was still alive. Now that grandma is gone, Xi Yao really has no worries after thinking about it carefully. What is death? Xi Yao fell asleep with this thought.

On the second day, Xi Yao was late without any accident, but he didn't feel any nervousness. He continued to eat breakfast slowly, and then waited for the bus. When he entered the class, he had already passed his early reading and was in the first class. He was very untimely. When the teacher entered the classroom, the teachers passed each other's breath and knew that something happened at Xi Yao's house, so they let people in without punishment.

Xi Yao has never been like this before. He used to have a lot of burdens. Although his grades are not good, he is always more attentive than anyone else, and he has never been late for class. His eyes were lazy, and if he kept looking at him, he could even see a distorted smile on his paralyzed face.

Xi Yao didn't eat at noon either. To be precise, he didn't eat at noon recently. No one knew that he had the idea of ​​dying and cleaning up recently.At first, it was just a random thought, but last night when I stayed in the empty house, the thought became stronger.Death is nothing to a person who has no love in life, especially a sensitive teenager in adolescence.

In the evening, Xi Yao got into Qi Lian's car as usual. Of course, Qi Lian didn't realize that Xi Yao still had this kind of thoughts. He only thought about the gluttonous dinner in the evening. He behaved fairly in the car, but when he got home, he started to mess around. , Xi Yao let him do it, neither resisting nor making a sound, Qi Lian looked at the paralyzed face, suddenly lost interest, thought to himself, is this a dead person?So he sent him to the kitchen.

A few days ago, Qi Lian felt a little fresh about the addition of Xi Yao to his family, but this sudden boredom came from nowhere, and it wiped out all the good things he had done before.I had the idea that I could send someone away after staying for two more days.

But Qi Lian didn't know that Xi Yao had already carried the dying person in his arms for the rest of his life, and his vigor and vigor seemed to have been snatched away by the god of death ahead of time. Being with such a person, a normal person would naturally feel uncomfortable.

When eating, Xi Yao basically didn't move his chopsticks, only Qi Lian was there to eat happily.

Since he will be sent away in two days, Qi Lian will not treat him badly, he hastily took a shower, and then dragged him to the bed, Xi Yao didn't resist, just followed him, the pain was severe , grabbed the quilt and hummed, but Qi Lian's desire to destroy was stimulated by the sound, and he wanted to be shouted out even more.So I did it harder.

But just when Qi Lian was about to have sex, he was startled by a shrill female voice and let it out.Xi Yao's body trembled violently, and then he calmed down again.

"Qi Lian, what are you doing!" The woman didn't show any face to the two of them, she just lifted the quilt when she went up, grabbed Xi Yao and slapped him.

"Mom, you go out first." Qi Lian didn't expect his mother to come back suddenly, because there will be a fashion week in Paris next week, his mother should be drinking afternoon tea in Paris now, instead of showing up at home suddenly.

The woman was rushed to the head by the blood, and came in regardless, but didn't want the embarrassing situation here, "Put on your clothes and get out." After leaving these words, she sat in the lobby downstairs.

There were five finger prints on Xi Yao's face, and there were physical tears in his eyes that he couldn't wipe off just now.But his gaze was rare and clear. After much deliberation, what would he be afraid of as a dying person.

"Put on the clothes." Qi Lian threw the clothes to him, Qi Lian rubbed his hands in embarrassment, and quickly put on the clothes. Although his mother lived the life of a rich wife every day, she still had a lot of things to weigh in her heart. Since he was a child, he has been taught not to be compared to that boy in this house, and this time, I am afraid that these troublesome things will inevitably be brought up.

The voices of women chattered from below, and the voices of boys tended to be weaker but more impatient.

"That's a man, are you crazy?" The woman almost wanted to dig out the scene just now from her mind and throw it away. What she saw was his son and a man who didn't know where he came from.

"Your son is gay!" Qi Lian stated without changing his face and heartbeat. This is a fact, there is no way to change it, and it will be a matter of time before he comes out.

"Are you stupid? I've raised you for more than ten years and you told me that you like a man! This is for people outside to hear. Do you think you can take over your father's position?"

"What else do you see besides these things?" Qi Lian's face gradually turned cold, and he knew that his mother was a mercenary. When she found out that her son was gay, her first thought was not for his sake, but to think about it first. In the future, it is a matter of whose hands the company will fall into.

Xi Yao didn't go downstairs immediately, thinking that he couldn't stay here any longer, so he packed up his things and went downstairs. When Qi Lian's mother saw this face, she felt disgusted, "Let this person go quickly!" I hate it when I look at it." Qi Lian's mother expressed her disgust unabashedly, as if her eyes were dirty even after looking at it more.

Xi Yao glanced at Qi Lian seemingly indifferently, but the other party also looked impatient.Although I didn't care, my heart was still half cold.Xi Yao walks in a chic way, and when he leaves, he still carries a bag like that.Behind him is the endless quarrel between Qi Lian and his mother, so tiring!

Xi Yao walked out of the house and smiled heartily. The distorted face scared the gatekeeper to the point where he thought he had seen a ghost.He no longer has any worries in his heart. After living for more than ten years, it is really aggrieved that he dared to breathe out today.

Xi Yao walked carelessly, because he didn't want to stay in that place for a second, so he didn't wash it, and now his pants were wet, and he didn't care, walking on this mountain road, looking at the scenery from time to time, or going down the mountain road Looking around, I wondered if I would be eaten by jackals, tigers and leopards if I fell to my death from here, such a strange topic.

Xi Yao appreciates all the scenery that can be seen. He has never raised his eyes to see the world. Anyway, he is leaving, so he just takes a look. He will fiddle with every flower, grass and bug.

This road around the mountain is full of villas on the mountain, so no one will walk from the top of the mountain to the foot of the mountain, so drivers rarely pay attention to people. Xi Yao will stand and squat for a while, and naturally no one will pay attention. The car drove over directly, and only found him ten meters away from Xi Yao. The driver slammed the steering wheel, and then there was the screech of the emergency brake.When the car came, Xi Yao didn't even pay attention, and was about to stand up. The car just passed by and didn't hit him, but his center of gravity was unstable, so he sat down.

"Fuck!" The driver in the car was startled, and got out of the car directly, and he was relieved to see that he was fine.

"I said what's the matter with you, you think you are a pure and innocent little girl, don't you have nothing to squat and smell flowers!" Xi Yao looked at the person, it was a boy with colorful hair dyed, looking She is flamboyant, but she has a fair and shameless face, and her facial features are also pretty, so she doesn't know why she has to go to the non-mainstream.

"Hey, I said why you didn't talk for a long time, you are not from Pengci, are you? There is no one here to call for you, and you have found the wrong place for Pengci." The young man looked about the same age as Xi Yao, and he was innocent at first glance driving license.

"I'm not in touch with porcelain. I'm fine. I just want to die and I don't want to be hit by a car. I will be sent to the hospital. Of course, if you plan to destroy my body, I can still consider it." Xi Yao slowly stated the fact , he felt that it would be better for him to live in the morgue than to die in the morgue. If he wanted to die, he would die quietly.

"I'm going, you really want to die." The young man looked at Xi Yao vaguely, because Xi Yao was in a hurry to go out, Xi Yao's clothes were not tidied up, and if he was careful, he could see the traces of Huan Ai after, and the crotch It's also noticeably darker.The young man raised his eyebrows, already guessing in his heart that he was raped and wanted to commit suicide.

The young man squatted down and blinked at Xi Yao. It was only then that Xi Yao noticed the man's eyes. A pair of black eyes seemed to have a touch of gold, and a pair of eyes seemed to be filled with stars, which sunk deeply.

The young man brushed his upper teeth and smiled maliciously. "You want to commit suicide?"

Xi Yao's eyes straightened at this moment, he had already been hypnotized.

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