Baishou loses Shaohua

When Ji Yinghan woke up, the sun had just risen, and the dim light entered the window, casting a halo on the ground.Behind him is the familiar body temperature, and Xuan Lie's arm is on his waist.If he hadn't thrown his bloody clothes on the stool beside the bed, he would have thought that everything yesterday was just a nightmare.

Ji Yinghan sat up, and the whole body's skeleton was more painful after a night's rest. In contrast, the dull pain in his chest was easier to ignore.Suddenly leaving the support behind him is a bit inappropriate. People are too easy to depend on and indulge in tenderness.

Xuan Lie just fell asleep when it was dawn, and he didn't fall asleep with a lot of things on his mind.Suddenly felt that his arms were empty, he closed his eyes and habitually reached out to search, but he couldn't find the person beside him.He opened his eyes bewilderedly, and saw Ji Yinghan's figure in clothes.

"Yinghan..." Xuanlie came to his senses, and he sat up abruptly, at a loss for what to do.

"You saved my life again, thank you." Ji Yinghan didn't look back, put on his clothes and picked up his sword and was about to go out.

"Yinghan!" Xuan Lie ran down from the bed, didn't even care about putting on his shoes, ran up to Ji Yinghan, and reached out to stop him, "Where are you going? Your injury hasn't healed yet."

"It's okay." Ji Yinghan glanced at Xuanlie lightly, and walked around him to open the door.

Xuan Lie grabbed Ji Yinghan's arm to prevent him from leaving.Ji Yinghan recalled the back of Xuanlie's resolute departure last night, and the slight ripple in his heart calmed down to persuade him to stay.His internal strength has not recovered, and it is impossible to break free from Xuan Lie.But he also really wanted to leave.

"Xuan Lie, you saved my life a few times, and I can't repay it. If there is a need in the future, Ji Yinghan will die." Ji Yinghan lowered his head halfway. The hands on his arms were the same hands that pushed him away last night.

"I was too impulsive yesterday." Xuan Lie gritted his teeth, Ji Yinghan knew clearly that what he wanted was not death.

"It's not your fault." Ji Yinghan nodded, "What you said is not wrong."

"Yinghan, don't be like this." Xuan Lie felt that Ji Yinghan was clearly standing in front of him, but he seemed to be far away from him, just like the feeling when the two first met, which made him a little panicked.

"Xuan Lie... Thank you for everything you have done for me." Ji Yinghan raised his head and said flatly, "But from now on, let's go our separate ways. As for Ye Nanqing's revenge, if you want to avenge it, you can come at any time Find me."

Although the surface was plain, Ji Yinghan's heart still couldn't help but hurt.He thought about giving Xuan Lie a complete self, but at this time, he didn't have that courage and confidence.He has been killing people for a living since he was 15 years old, and he doesn't know how much blood was stained on his hands.In order to get revenge, he did everything he could and took an unknown number of lives on his body.And Xuan Lie is different from him, he is upright and kind, like a kindling.But he only has filth all over his body and a deformed heart.It pales in comparison.Even though Xuan Lie cared about him in every possible way at the beginning, as time goes by, the situation like last night may happen again and again, even he doesn't know how many times he can bear it.

Xuan Lie was stunned for a while, he looked at his own shadow in Ji Yinghan's eyes, his heart was so dull and painful that he couldn't breathe: "Yinghan, you have too many secrets, so many that I am afraid. I don't know what to believe or not to believe. Senior Qu reminded me to be careful with you back then, and I have reminded myself countless times, but... I can't control myself. Every time you appear, I can't stand other things in my eyes. Yesterday's martial arts competition Actually, I have been worried about your safety in my heart, and I didn't start to get angry at your concealment until the end of the competition. Nan Qing is my friend for many years, and now his whereabouts are unknown, but I have nothing to do with you. I learned about you yesterday It is very likely that I suffered a serious internal injury, and I rushed back like crazy, feeling extremely annoyed and regretting that I hurt you. All of this...do you know?"

He knew that Xuan Lie was kind to him, he knew it, but he couldn't believe it.

Last night, every word Xuanlie said to him was like a dagger piercing him, making him bloody and painful.Xuan Lie looked at him with hatred in his eyes, which made him really hurt and scared.

He's just used to indifference, but that doesn't mean he's really not afraid of pain.

Ji Yinghan looked at Xuan Lie for a long time, until his eyes hurt.He actually wanted to say too much, but he couldn't say it out. He was used to not explaining anything.

"Xuan Lie, I'm sorry..." Ji Yinghan pulled Xuan Lie's hand away with his other hand, "Forget about me."

Rather than sinking deeper and deeper in the future, it is better to get out as soon as possible. It is always human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Xuan Lie grabbed Ji Yinghan, he grabbed Ji Yinghan's wrist, and pushed him against the door.Xuan Lie lowered his head slightly, and looked at Ji Yinghan at the same level. He stared at Ji Yinghan's eyes, stared at this face that made him addicted to it, and felt despair in his heart.

"I... love you that way." When he said this, Xuan Lie cried.

Xuanlie's tears were like a needle, piercing Ji Yinghan's weakness very precisely. The strange liquid scraped across his cheeks, blurring his vision for a while and then clearing it up.

For the second time, he shed tears in front of him.

Ji Yinghan didn't even know why he was crying, but when he saw Xuanlie's tears, the real pain in his heart was almost unbearable.He suddenly understood that he couldn't see Xuan Lie being sad.

Xuan Lie pressed Ji Yinghan's lips, and salty tears stained the tip of their tongues.He bit Ji Yinghan's lips and tongue with some hatred, until there was a faint smell of blood between his lips and teeth.Ji Yinghan's lips went from slight tingling to sharp pain to numbness, he could not struggle nor resist.

It wasn't until the pain in the chest became more and more obvious, and until his eyes began to turn black, that Ji Yinghan swayed and fell limp in Xuan Lie's arms.His injury was far more serious than it appeared on the surface.

Xuan Lie immediately picked up Ji Yinghan, turned around and placed him gently on the bed.

"I'll get you something to eat, you lie down first."

"Xuan Lie..." Ji Yinghan grabbed Xuan Lie's sleeve.

"I won't let you go." Xuan Lie shook his head without turning around, "Don't say anything."

"This is the ancestral home of the Yao family, owned by Yun Xin." Ji Yinghan said.

Xuan Lie froze for a moment, turned around, held Ji Yinghan's wrist and said to him, "Listen, no matter where this place is, I won't leave if you're here for a day."

He didn't wait for Ji Yinghan to reply and continued: "Stop saying those nonsense words, I won't listen. If you don't care, why did you cry just now? Ji Yinghan, stop pretending, you love me. Even if you can deny it You can't deny that you love me at this moment, even after everything that has passed away."

Ji Yinghan let go of Xuan Lie's sleeve, what Xuan Lie said was right, he loved him.Whatever the reason, he couldn't deny that he loved him.

"Don't think about running away from me. You are injured and have internal strength. You can't beat me at all. Even if you recover, don't have such delusions, or I will turn every plant and tree in the Yao family's ancestral house into a mess." Into ruins." Xuan Lie stretched out his hand and gently brushed the sleeping hole on the back of Ji Yinghan's neck under Ji Yinghan's astonished eyes.Bending down, he pressed a light kiss on Ji Yinghan's forehead. He said softly, "When you wake up, I will listen to your explanation. This time, I will not interrupt..."