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Regardless of Yan Xiaozuo's wild thoughts here, he hurried to finally set foot on the country that monopolizes a continent one day earlier than planned, Xiang You didn't have the slightest sense of being in a hurry, his red eyes were shining, he took a deep breath, He was very excited, finally, he and his Ah Zuo stood on the same piece of land again.

The entourage and luggage were all behind, and Xiang You was standing alone at the airport with a set of clothes. He couldn't wait to turn on his phone and dial it. After the busy tone, a voice that he thought about day and night appeared in his ear: "Hi, hello , I am Yan Xiaozuo..."

As for what Yan Xiaozuo is doing now, it's actually easy to guess, making tea.Thinking of seeing Xiang You tomorrow, no matter how calm he is, he won't be able to fall asleep tonight. Since he can't sleep, he might as well not sleep and make a cup of tea. This is a sign that Yan Xiaozuo is going to work overtime.

The fragrance of tea in his hand is strong, and in this foreign country, he can drink the most authentic Chinese black tea, thanks to Frank's care.Immersed in thoughts, suddenly the phone vibrated, and Yan Xiaozuo picked it up without looking at it. His soft voice was very polite, but also alienated enough.

The voice on the phone was noisy, Yan Xiaozuo waited patiently for a while holding the cup, thinking that someone else made a wrong call and was about to hang up when the voice in his ear made him freeze.

"Azuo, I miss you so much."

Containing affectionate murmurs, like a nightmare dreamed back at midnight, Yan Xiaozuo trembled all over. The dense tea fragrance could not attract him, nor could the hot cup. A child who goes to school one day is as terrified as he is afraid of seeing the teacher.Because the movements were too heavy, he didn't even notice the tea spilled.

Walking on the usual favorite carpet, Yan Xiaozuo was not in the mood to appreciate the delicate ring patterns, the phone in his hand was like a hot potato, he had a lot to say in his heart, and it all turned into a choked sob when he reached his mouth.Covering his mouth tightly, Yan Xiaozuo thought he was really crazy, otherwise how could he only hear the voice like a child who couldn't get candy sitting on the ground and crying, he was ashamed to death.

"A Zuo..." Xiang You felt a thump in his heart. Could it be that Zuo still doesn't want to see him after so many years.

After several years of growth and dealing with all kinds of people, how could Yan Xiaozuo fail to hear Xiang You's hesitation and uneasiness, and felt even more sad, when this always strong and cold man would show such emotions.In fact, after so many years, it's not that he hasn't regretted it. What he said at the beginning was high-sounding, but in fact, he was timid, became a coward, and ran away without backbone.

Now that he figured it out, he knew his feelings and his thoughts, but he was shamefully awkward.He didn't know if he still wanted to be like this, whether he would wait for him when he went back like this, although all signs showed that...but he was just so unconfident.

Yes, in the final analysis, his biggest problem is lack of self-confidence.In the past, I didn't believe that Xiang You would love him, but now I didn't believe that Xiang You would wait for him. I kept procrastinating, but I didn't expect that Xiang You would come in person, let alone that he would come now.Listening to the airport broadcast in his ear, Yan Xiaozuo felt like he was dreaming.

"I……"

"Come and pick me up?" Xiang You interrupted Yan Xiaozuo. The previous excitement passed, followed by a few days of fatigue. He didn't want to hear the words he didn't want to hear again: "I'm at the airport closest to the company. .”

"Okay, wait for me for 10 minutes." Clean and tidy, Yan Xiaozuo hung up the phone, grabbed his coat keys and hurried out.