Dressing as Anna Karenina's Dame Life

"Like me and Skiva, we hardly ever quarreled, I thought I was happy, yes, I thought that was the case," Tao Li smiled sadly, but her words became clearer "But it's actually not like this. No marriage will be smooth sailing, just like no sailing ship is without wounds. As long as it has sailed in the sea, it will have scars. A ship without scars can only be moored in the harbor forever. , or sink to the bottom halfway, you will be sad and sad because you have expectations, Anna, I know you are warm and lively, you will not avoid problems, it is useless, you know."

The small hands covering the eyelids moved away, Anna looked at the woman in front of her, her gray eyes showed a rare confusion, she held the other's hand tightly and whispered: "I'm not very brave, sometimes I I also feel that there is nothing wrong with avoiding problems.”

Tao Li looked at the woman with pity, she was like a mother, she raised her thin little hand, and fiddled with the woman's hair, her fingertips rested on Anna's beautiful eyebrows, and smiled faintly, "No, Anna, you Not that kind of person."

"Then what kind of person am I?" Anna pursed her lips tightly, holding Tao Li's hand even tighter, her gray eyes were full of confusion.

"A fascinating and clear figure, Anna, you have something I envy in you, that is freedom and freedom. Your ideas are always different from ours, and you pursue what you need."

"That doesn't sound very good." Anna shook her head, at least in this day and age, she thought a little dejectedly, at this moment she is like a frightened hamster, all those calmness and courage were worn away that day .

"No, how could it be, my dear, how joyful it is to have a clear goal that you want to pursue." Tao Li said softly, she could not forget the woman's words when she was about to collapse, when things happened When it happens, what's the use of anger and grievance, you have to live, the child is still young, the man who made the mistake is not a heinous sin, just cover it up and think about comforting, life has to go on, this and that She thought about it many times in her heart.

"Even if that joy didn't belong to me?" Anna asked eagerly, she couldn't lie to herself, she liked that man, but told her realistically and ruthlessly, it's useless, it doesn't belong to you.

Under the bushy eyelashes, the pair of gray eyes stared at herself, the uneasiness and bewilderment, how like Skiva, Tao Li stroked the woman's cheek, with a soft voice, "God gave people bread, but didn't tell us what to eat." How to distribute, Anna, this is a question that you need to think about."

"What am I thinking about?" She looked at Dolly, who stroked her hair encouragingly.

She closed her eyes and began to meditate. The memory of that day played back in her mind. The man spoke quickly and calmly. He said he loved her, but this love made people feel cold. What he loved was his wife, and his love was for his wife. Karenin's wife can be anyone, but she can only be herself, so she is disappointed and even angry. Thinking about it now, it is still because of her greed, she didn't pay, and only looked at what she wanted to get.

Why does he love you?Because of this face?Or because of something else?She reflected in her heart, these days she refused to let herself recall what happened that day, it was self-protection, cowardice and evasion, but now, she can't go on like this, Tao Li is right, she once believed so happily , How can the things she insisted on be easily suppressed by this kind of shock? No, she can't, that's not her, at least not the complete her.Her hands and feet became cold, and when she became the kind of existence she hated.

"What's wrong? Anna." Tao Li held the woman's hand, and the cold temperature made her shiver.

"You feel like an ice cube!"

Anna was touched by the worried tone, she smiled, stood up and gently hugged Tao Li, closed her eyes and murmured, "Thank you, Tao Li."

"If I can help you, you should know that I will only be happier." Tao Li was stunned for a moment, for the sudden hug, but she soon smiled. She liked Anna's charming smile, full of vitality and confidence.

"You are always so gentle." She hugged each other gently. In this different world, she forgot the most important point. No one has to help and love anyone unconditionally. If she wants to get something, she must give something first. What, she was ashamed of waiting and then losing control in disappointment, she couldn't go on like this, she told herself, absolutely not.

On the other side, in a high-end residence in Petersburg, the maid of the Karenin family was trying to make the bed for her master, but was stopped by the other party.

She looked at the man in fear, and asked cautiously: "Is there anything wrong with me?" She is new here, and she hasn't figured out her employer's temper yet, but looking at the man's stern face, she hopes The other party's temper will not be too bad.

"No, you go down." Karenin said lightly.

"Oh...well then." The maid muttered and went out.

After the maid left, Karenin started to make the bed by himself. He was skilled and unfamiliar. He was proficient because he had done it himself since he was a child. The strange thing was that his wife had taken over it since he got married.

After the bed was made, he didn't go to sleep immediately, but sat down on the easy chair with a soft cushion next to him, holding a book in his hand, and stared at the bed for a while under the dim light. On the left, Anna She used to lie there and comb her long black and curly hair with her fingers, and she fell on the pillow and talked to herself about those interesting things. She was young and beautiful, and she was willing to share everything with herself, even if he was not very interested, But he felt that it was very warm in his heart.

He blinked his eyes, pulled his thoughts back from those memories, and stared at the title page of the book, but for a long time, he didn't read a single word.

At nine o'clock Anna helped Seryozha take a bath, and at Dolly's they both slept in the same bed, and the little one seemed a little excited about it, since he had not slept with his mother for a long time, That made him feel happy, his mother's warm body temperature and soft words made him feel very happy.

Wearing white silk pajamas, Seryozha lay on the bed and patted his and his mother's pillows to make them more fluffy. Anna took her own pajamas and a story book that Seryozha liked.

"Mom is going to take a bath, can you read the storybook first?"

"Okay, Mom." Seryozha replied, bending his eyes. Today he went to bed a little later than usual, but he didn't feel sleepy. Everything about Uncle Skiva's house made him feel excited. , he didn't want to go home so early.

Seryozha was lying on the bed, flipping through books by candlelight, admiring the illustrations, he always liked these natural and vital things.

After coming out of the shower, Anna walked over with her hair loose. Under the light, her curly black hair was as smooth as fine silk, and its color was bright.

"Mom, it's delicious." Seryozha threw the storybook aside, and after Anna lay down, he hugged Anna's arm and said with a smile, wrinkling his cheeks and wrinkling his nose.

After kissing the boy's forehead, Anna picked up the storybook, flipped through it with one hand, lowered her head and asked, "Baby, what story do you want to hear?"

"The Story of the Little Rabbit."

"Okay, then let's talk about a little rabbit."

Under the dim light, the woman's soft voice sounded unhurriedly, the moon outside the window poked her head quietly, the clouds were swayed by the night wind, and the white gauze curtains swayed gently.

Seryozha habitually clutched the corner of his mother's pajamas, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, obviously satisfied and cheerful. In this soft voice, the frequency of blinking gradually became smaller.

Anna put down the book. Seryozha in her arms had fallen asleep. The story was only a third of the way through. She put the bookmark on the unfinished page and put it on the bedside table next to it. A kiss fell between the brows.

"Good night, baby."

After turning off the small table lamp and covering the quilt, Anna gently hugged Seryozha and began to think.About time travel, about this body, and about Karenin.

no doubt,

She has a good impression of Karenin, reserved and polite, and those inadvertent cares that hit her heart, but the reality is that she is not Anna, and she cannot be herself. Those words, when Karenin uttered them, the feeling of being pulled in the heart , that's not just her feeling, but Anna, the real Anna.

"Are you not reconciled?" The woman whispered softly, Tao Li's words moved her, she can't be immersed in these angry emotions, she can't let the feeling of her body dominate her reason, she has to work hard think about it.

At this moment, outside the window, the night wind is blowing, and the snow on the ground seems to be rolling. It is obvious that spring has begun, but the snow is falling again.

The next day, Anna woke up a bit late, and when she woke up, Sergei was no longer in her arms. She hadn't come to a clear conclusion after thinking about it last night, and now she urgently needed to see Sergei, this boy The son is real, he is not a child of three or four years old, beautiful and intelligent, with a considerate and sweet personality.He has his own thoughts and judgments, he knows her, he loves her, these are real, the proof of her existence as himself.

And now, when she starts to think about everything seriously, she needs him, to reassure herself, to let her watch her real self think and finally make a decision.

For this reason, Anna lifted the quilt anxiously and was about to look for it, but when she was halfway there, she saw the door was gently pushed open. some.

"Mom, I'm about to wake you up..." Before the boy could finish his words, he was hugged tightly by the woman. He had to lift up the thing in his hand with difficulty, and Seryozha turned his face away in confusion, thinking He wanted to see his mother's expression but failed, so he asked worriedly, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

"Baby, let mom hold you for a while." She didn't know why she was so disturbed. At this moment, she was like a lonely traveler in the wind and snow. Seryozha was her only comfort. He was pure and beautiful, loved her and relied on her, She felt needed in boys.

"Okay, Mom." Seryozha lowered his eyes gently, and he gently leaned on his mother's delicate neck, as if relying on and comforting her.

In her previous life, although she was an orphan, everything she owned belonged to her. Now, in this era, she cannot work, and everything belongs to her husband. She once naively placed all her hopes on others. , but didn't know that this was the beginning of losing herself. If she lost her reason and faith, she would really not be herself.

After a while, Anna let go of Seryozha. She took the tray from the boy in her hand and put it on the small round table beside her. Then she squatted down and looked at the boy.

"Mom, are you uncomfortable?" Seryozha raised his little hand and stroked the woman's cheek and asked.

Anna raised her right hand to cover the back of the boy's hand. She shook her head and smiled, "I'm not uncomfortable."

"Then why...you don't look good." Seryozha said after deliberating his words, his big sky blue eyes stared at the other party, like a little squirrel with some trepidation and natural curiosity.

The gray eyes under the thick eyelashes became more gentle. Anna gently raised her right hand to stroke the hair on the boy's forehead. She stared at the boy's flushed face and said softly: "I just did something wrong. Nice dream."

"What dream?"

"I dreamed that you didn't like me anymore." Anna lied, but in a way, this explanation was indeed a worry in her heart that she didn't dare to face, because she was not Anna, not this sweet girl. The boy's mother.

The boy wrinkled his nose and sighed softly like a little adult. He put his hands around his mother's neck, rubbed it, and said in a reproachful tone.

"How can you think that, I will never dislike you, mother, you are the best."

"Do you still feel that way?" The woman's voice trembled slightly, with a trace of cautiousness and choking, which made Seryozha even more helpless. He let go of his hands and turned to holding his mother's cheek, with big sky blue eyes There was distress in his heart, he never knew that his mother would be so fragile, as if he was helpless and terrified every time he woke up from a nightmare.

"No matter when, you are my mother, no matter what, you love me, and I love you deeply, mother, I said you are the best, then this sentence will never change , you listen to me, tell me stories, play snowball fights with me, how can there be a better mother than you in the world? I am willing to tell you what I think, and I hope that when I grow up, I can take you to the world with me Travel, these are the proofs that I love you, mom, what are you worried about?"

Seryozha looked at his mother with innocent and warm eyes. He is really happy these days. His mother loves him and this has never changed, but she is closer to his heart. These days, they chased each other together. Playing games, nestling on the sofa and reading stories together, drinking black tea and small cakes together, they still have a little secret in common, not every child can have a mother who satisfies them, but he has always had, Now, he feels happier.

And his mother is upset, the boy doesn't know why this is happening, he is still too young, but with intuition, he thinks he should let the other party know what he thinks in his heart, for example, her company is what he likes, her love is Warm, and I know it, and he loves each other more than anyone else.

Anna stared at the boy, her slender nails lightly touched the other's cheek, she bent her eyes, tears wet her thick eyelashes, she was still confused now, but she was no longer so at a loss, if they were originally Like gravel fleeing indiscriminately in the desert, now, she already has a direction in her heart.

She is not Anna, but she has the responsibility of Anna, she is no longer alone, there is a boy named Seryosha in her life, no matter how unwilling the owner of this body is, no matter how she and Karenin will Wherever she goes, Seryozha is her child and the meaning of her existence in this world.

Children, they are young and sensitive, unable to pick up more books, but they always see through your anxiety with the purest eyes, and soothe the deep wounds in your soul with the simplest words.

Holding the boy gently, Anna showed a warm and relieved smile.

"Baby, I will always love you dearly."

She made a promise, and also found a place for herself to take root in this different world, where it was warm and pure, that was a child's hope and purest love for her mother.

Seryozha sat on a chair, folded his arms, rested his chin on it and looked at his mother. He squinted his eyes and smiled. The relaxed and cheerful mother was a familiar look to him.

"Mom, is it delicious?" He asked softly.

"Yummy, thank you, my charming little boy."

The sun shines in through the transparent glass window, the snow outside the window is warm, and the boy with curly hair holds a donut in his mouth, bends his eyes and smiles at his mother, golden The sun seemed to flow from the mother's bright eyes, warm and comfortable.

And at the moment in the government affairs hall in Petersburg, Karenin was furious. Of course, he was extremely good at hiding his emotions, as long as he wanted to.When the incident happened, he didn't say a single harsh or even angry word, but just lightly instructed the people under him how to minimize the mistakes. He walked into his office and began to think of a remedy, and he didn't let anyone in, including his In front of him was Srudin, who was always a bit presumptuous.

"What's the matter?" Sludin had a cold today, so he felt a little depressed when he was told that he was also one of the people who were forbidden to enter. He frowned and asked a colleague who was closest to him. He repeated it.

"This is really bad. It's no wonder he loses his temper so much because of this kind of mistake." Sludin shook his head and curled the corners of his lips childishly. He always did a good job in his work, and this was Karenin's willingness to tolerate and trust him. After all, Karenin was not a boss who would be soft-hearted to employees with a good appearance. He was cold-blooded and ruthless.

"I don't think he can read this book now. He loses his temper for a while." Sludin sighed and stared at the similar books he found in the bookstore. He shook his head and started to read. Sitting down in his own seat, the tuft of hair on the top of his head swayed as he walked.

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sp;In the office, Karenin's face was flushed, he was sitting on his soft chair, his knuckles were ringing, this was a bad habit, but he couldn't control it, when he was extremely emotional and alone.

"These stupid guys." His eyes fell on the document, and he said a group of people in a mocking tone.

He pressed the center of his brows, thinking for a while that people in the whole world are idiots, and for a while denying this idea to himself, thinking it was too harsh, and not long after he stood up abruptly and started to walk around in a small space , frowning, as if thinking about an issue related to the safety of the whole world.

Time passed like this, and half an hour later, Sludin, who was blowing his nose, heard the door open. His boss frowned and looked at him blowing his nose with disgust. Everyone tried to make their presence felt At the lowest level, except for Sludin, he still blows his nose. After finishing the solution, he looks at his boss with a happy face, and speaks cheerfully with an affirmative tone.

"You've figured it out, haven't you?"

Karenin temporarily returned the small creases between his brows to their natural state. Nobody likes being affirmed, as long as it doesn't look too stupid.He smirked, and seemed to be in a good mood. After a while, he ordered his method, and then he buried his head in the document again.

Sludin touched his burning nose, winked at the other colleagues, and said with a smile, "He always has a way."

The trembling people were finally relieved, and looked at the man who was still blowing his nose with envious eyes.

The annoying things were solved, and Karenin could continue to maintain his hobby of finding fun in boring documents. On this day, he solved 180 documents in one go.

Sludin looked at his boss and blinked, "Are you going on vacation?"

Karenin took a sip of the coffee, looked up at the man, and the upturned hair made him shake his eyes habitually.

"No."

"I thought you were planning a romantic date," Sludin muttered, his voice still nasal from the cold.

"I'm thinking that you seem to have a little more leisure recently." Karenin put down his coffee cup and folded his hands into a tower shape, and said threatening words with his usually expressionless face.

"No, I'm a patient." Sludin wailed in a low voice, and sniffed his nose, which successfully made the man wave his hands in disgust.

"You are the best boss." Sludin said with a smile, picked up the documents that he needed to deal with and left quickly.

The author has something to say: So Dumao Jun, Dumb Maojun, your existence is to promote the relationship between these two, you have a heavy task`(*∩_∩*)′

PS Little Baozi, let your mother feel at ease, and then your father can act faster.