let me smell the pheromones

Lin Pei picked up the phone, and there was silence in his ear, "Can we meet tonight?"

"Where are you."

He didn't say good or bad.

"I'm at the door of the hospital."

Lin Pei glanced at the height and saw Song Xun's hand gesture, "You wait for me at the gate of xx Amusement Park, I will be there in about 10 minutes."

The two didn't communicate much and hung up the phone.

Lin Pei thought Song Xun was simply amazing.

The phone rang just once, how did he guess it was Zhou Chengsen? ?

"You don't have the function of a prophet, do you?"

Lin Pei made a bold guess, "Or...mind reading?"

Song Xun couldn't laugh or cry.

There is mind reading, but it has been discontinued for a long time.

He didn't explain, "Do you think it's possible?"

Lin Pei also thinks this is too exaggerated, and things like surrealism are not so easy to appear around him.Maybe Song Xun is good at reading people's hearts?

Just like in novels, there are always a few mother-women solo love masters around the hero and heroine. The analysis is clear and logical, and they are dedicated to leading the hero and heroine on the right path.

Simply the best assist.

Lin Peidong guessed wildly, while Song Xun sat aside and watched him quietly.

Lin Pei, who was a little depressed just now, was obviously much happier because of Zhou Chengsen's phone call.

What a pity, only 10 minutes.

I really wish the Ferris wheel could go backwards, just like fingers can move the hour hand.

But no matter which direction you turn it, it will always land on the ground.

When he was about to turn to the ground, Song Xun suddenly closed his eyes and stretched. Lin Pei waved to him, and then lightly jumped to the ground.

He turned his head and saw that Song Xun was still sitting there, and the steamed bun-shaped cabin supported him slowly rising until he could no longer be seen.

After he left, the ambient lights in the cabin also went out.

Lin Pei blinked, and soon, that small cabin melted into the branches of the Ferris wheel, just like other cabins, and could no longer be distinguished.

Lin Pei felt an inexplicable sadness.

The conductor smiled and said, "Welcome next time."

Lin Pei also said to her, "Goodbye."

·

When he walked to the gate, Zhou Chengsen was wrapped in a scarf and had been waiting at the gate for a while.

Lin Pei deliberately slowed down.

Zhou Chengsen kept looking at the gate where people were coming and going, and quickly found him out of the crowd.

He looked at Lin Pei quietly until he came up to him, Zhou Chengsen took off his scarf and wrapped it around Lin Pei's neck.

"Cold?"

"What do you think?"

Lin Pei asked back.

Zhou Chengsen lowered his head slowly, as if he had made a mistake, now he became very honest again.

Lin Pei felt angry, but after such a long time, all the anger he wanted to say and lose his temper had been lost in his heart.

"Your mother called me, did you know about this?"

Zhou Chengsen nodded.

He actually knew, and even acquiesced.

Lin Pei was silent.

"So what do you mean now?"

He said it calmly.

Zhou Chengsen didn't know why he ran out suddenly.He just wanted to see Lin Pei very much, and felt very uncomfortable. Wu Yuan said that he had to say goodbye decently, so he came.

But he wasn't ready to say goodbye in person.

"Your mother told me about your last relationship." Lin Pei looked into his eyes and asked calmly, "Are you worried that I will become the same person as her?"

Zhou Chengsen hesitated for a moment.

Yes, no.

He asked softly, "Do you like me?"

This is the most 'over the line' sentence Zhou Chengsen has asked since they met.

He seemed to have been worried that he would get angry if he asked Lin Pei.But Lin Pei thought that if he asked him, he would be a little shy at most, but he would not be angry.

"I used to like it."

Lin Pei said, "You have no trust in us, no, have you never trusted us?"

it's wired.

Obviously they got along so happily, but Lin Pei was always nervous and careful around; and Zhou Chengsen was the same, stumbling and afraid to touch.

Zhou Chengsen did not deny it.

This is indeed true.

He will not lie in front of Lin Pei.

Lin Pei was actually a little disappointed, but when he thought of Song Xun's words, there are no two natural gears in the world. They have been together for such a long time, and he still wants to make one last effort.

"Leave all factors aside now, regardless of family background, your mother, or your ex-girlfriend."

Lin Pei stared at him intently, the wind was very cold, Zhou Chengsen used to hold his hand to keep him warm, but now the two stood facing each other, with their palms curled up in each other's pockets.

He asked softly, "What is your own decision?"

Zhou Chengsen's face gradually showed a painful expression, his eyes were moist, and his voice was bitter, "Leave aside all the factors... But the reality is that these can't disappear, just like the twelve o'clock bell, sooner or later we have to face .”

He didn't know that Lin Pei only wanted to hear his affirmative answer to the first half of the sentence; just like he also hoped that Lin Pei could put himself in his shoes and see the more distant future from his perspective.

Zhou Chengsen once again felt the estrangement, an obstacle higher than the mountains and deeper than the sea, which he could not break through.

It would be great if they could stay in the most youthful relationship, without considering any economic and family factors, and simply just talk about a relationship.

He can hold Xiao Pei's hand and accompany him to eat all over the street, and when the two of them walk side by side in the park, Xiao Pei will exclaim in a low voice: plum blossoms are blooming.Zhou Chengsen collected a handful of fallen plums for him and put them in his pocket, making their fingertips smeared with plum fragrance.

But no if.

The reality is that he is a poor student. Apart from school and life, he needs to go back and forth in several part-time jobs. Only by being nice can he get a little vacation from the boss, and write down in a notebook every night. Today's expenses, thinking about how to spend the second half of the year.

Standing on the icy bitter coast, he saw the person he liked waving at him from the other side, with a puzzled face.

But without a boat, he couldn't get through.

He didn't have the courage to let Lin Pei enter the sea of ​​suffering with him.

Lin Pei already knew his answer.

This is a result that no one expected.

He stood in the snow for a long time, until his limbs were slightly stiff from the cold and his ankles were trembling a little, then he took a photo from his phone.

It's an organ donation book.

The photo in the upper left corner shows a living face.

Zhou Chengsen lowered his head and glanced, his fingers trembled suddenly.

He suddenly realized something.

Lin Pei sent him the file saved in the phone, with a calm expression, "Look, this is not a problem."

Poverty, disease, class differences, none of these are problems.

His father was such a fussy and picky person in his life, but after Lin Pei anxiously explained Zhou Chengsen's existence, he just nodded, "Let's meet up sometime."

These problems were not brought by them, but the inferiority complex rooted in Zhou Chengsen's heart, and it was a deep worry.

Worried that Lin Pei didn't like him, worried that one day they would have to face these trivial things, worried that they would not have a good future.

Lin Pei thought of that time when Song Xun said that Zhou Chengsen was jealous.He was surprised, never thought that Zhou Chengsen would be jealous.

In front of Lin Pei, he is always gentle, gentlemanly and tolerant.Maybe it's because I'm afraid of getting hurt, so I never overstep, and I hardly express my feelings actively.

Lin Pei is the little prince in a glass bottle.

Zhou Chengsen is a little beast running around in the forest.

Zhou Chengsen couldn't get into the narrow mouth of the bottle, and Lin Pei couldn't run into his dangerous forest.

"The match won't be done until Monday, but according to the results of the data simulation, the two of them are a good match. His parents are willing to donate their son's organs, saying that in this way, he can imagine that he is living in this world."

Lin Pei said, "We will help you arrange the best doctor. Although there may be some rejection reactions after the operation, it is better than nothing. If it succeeds, your mother will be able to recover."

Lin Pei knew that Wu Yuan had studied accounting before.

His original plan was to ask her father to help her contact a suitable company after she recovered from her illness. Although the salary is not very high, it is better to have a leisurely job and not burden her body too much.

At that time, Zhou Chengsen could also let go of the burden he had carried for a long time, and together with him, he could re-enter the campus and be a simple student.

In the future, when Zhou Chengsen is admitted to university, it would be the best if he can work in their company. If not, he will recommend Zhou Chengsen to a suitable position.

In short, Zhou Chengsen has hands and feet, and his brain is considered flexible. All they can do is encourage and send a ray of wind.

This kite will go a long way by itself.

Lin Pei said 'these are not problems' because he had planned his future path for Zhou Chengsen.

A gentle way to protect Zhou Chengsen.

But he dared not leave.

Lin Pei raised his head. In the dark night, there were tears in Zhou Chengsen's half-closed eyes, which made his heart ache.

They all had expectations, but they both understood that they couldn't.

Lin Pei took off the scarf with his own and Zhou Chengsen's remaining warmth, and helped him tie it on again.

When he touched Zhou Chengsen's face, it was cold.

Lin Pei's eye sockets were also hot.

"... I wish you the best of luck."

Zhou Chengsen pursed his lips, and after a while, he said a barely audible thank you.

The flower that had bloomed in his heart for several years finally withered completely in this cold winter.